Struggle - H.S.

The next morning I woke up to birds and it was a lovely sound but when I looked at the clock I wasn't that happy because it was 6am. I let myself fall back on my pillow and groaned because when I was awake I couldn't go back to sleep. I was terrible at sleeping and this really sucked. I scrambled of my bed and walked over to my MacBook and when I walked past my door I stopped dead in my tracks because there was a note on my floor.

Was that there yesterday? I thought to myself but I couldn't remember it, I grabbed it and walked back to my bed and my cheeks heated up because I had a faint feeling from whom this letter was and that made me nervous again. I opened my MacBook and set it beside me on my bed, I carefully opened the letter, well I say letter but it was just a small piece of paper folded a few times.

I held my breath when I finally opened it and of course this was from Harry, he was getting to me but more to my angry side because I'm nobody's but what he wrote on that little piece of paper wanted me to slap him across the freaking face!
He had written; " You're mine and now I've claimed you" With what did he claimed me than? I didn't get it but I'm not claimed and when I see him I will tell him this. Jeez what's his problem? You can't just go around claiming people and if you do then you must leave some kind of mark on her or his body and he couldn't do that because my door was locked and if he did try to come inside he couldn't because then he had to remove the whole door and that's not going to be easy.

I threw away that stupid note and put on "the Little Mermaid" and relaxed in my bed. This movie was always soothing for me and I watched it so many times that I now could say every word they spoke in the movie but I only did this if I wanted to be funny and today I wasn't feeling like that, so instead I just watched it.

Suddenly my phone went off and I checked the time because it was still not over 7am. I got out of bed and walked over to my docking station and the number on there was unknown and I was hesitating to pick it up. So I did grab it but decided to let it just ring and crawled back into bed and continued watching my movie.

My phone went of again and I muted it so it didn't bother me any longer because I knew whom it was and I really didn't want to talk to him and not to mention that it was freaky he had my number in the first place, as I didn't give it to him. I wasn't going to talk to him, not until he was meeting me to show me the neighborhood and I still had 4 hours before we would meet up and I wasn't going to spend those 4 hours by talking to him on the phone and I already know where this conversation would lead to and I wasn't in the mood for it.

I know what you are asking yourself, why would I resist a beautiful boy like that? Was I crazy but the thing was I just got out of an relationship and I wasn't ready to get involved with somebody again and I just needed serious me time. Harry just had to respect that and with all that weird claiming stuff he didn't make me like him one bit. I was dreading the moment I would see him again today and I wish I could just cancel but I know my mother would be angry if I did that and the last thing I needed was an angry mother.

I also hated that I couldn't stop thinking about Harry and the way he was treating me and it was just upsetting me because this meant that I was too curious about him to let it go and I let out a frustrated groan and mentally slapped myself. "STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM ANNA!!!" I yelled to my subconscious. I went on my tumblr page and scrolled through it whilst reposting some posts and then I opened my Word and started writing on my story because I needed to update a few chapters because I promised my readers that I would.

This was a really good exercise and it was one I gladly used and it also stopped me from thinking about other stuff and that was exactly what I needed. I had set an alarm an hour before I was going to meet up with Harry so I could shower and make myself ready, it went of much too quick and I groaned but got up nonetheless.

I walked to my closet and pulled out a pair of skinny jeans and a blouse with short sleeves. I quickly got under the shower and after 10 minutes I was done and I was brushing my teeth and pulling a brush through my hair. I blow dried it and let it down and I put on minimum make-up. Only putting on some mascara and nude lipstick. I was satisfied when I looked at my reflection in the mirror and I grabbed my vans and my phone and went downstairs. I got myself a lovely tea and waited for Harry to turn up, I finally glanced at my phone and saw I had 4 missed calls and a few text messages.

I obviously knew who it was and I couldn't ignore it any longer and I opened the text messages.

Unknown to Anna*
Pick up your phone

Unknown to Anna*
I know you're awake

Unknown to Anna*
Stop ignoring me Anna

Unknown to Anna*
I will be there in 5

And that's when the text messages ended and I quickly looked at the time the last text message was sent and I didn't even had the time to look because he was already at the door and my heart was beating loudly and my ears ringed a bit, I couldn't really move from my spot "Anna, dear will you open the door" My mom yelled from her room, I shuffled slowly towards the door. I acted like I was going to my execution and when I was in front of the door, I slapped myself in the face to get me out of this trance because it was getting annoying.
No boy was going to scare me not anymore! So get your act together Anna! I mumbled to myself and I quickly opened the door and there was Harry standing. He was glaring at me with his piercing green eyes. He was wearing black skinny jeans a white shirt with black vans. He wore his hair down again and he really needs a haircut I thought, wait what. Why do I care how he looks like Jeez!!

"Is there something wrong with your phone?" Ha, he was going to get a taste of his own medicine and I just smiled sweetly at him "Oh, was that you? I thought it was some creep," I said as sweet as I could muster and I gave him puppy eyes, he was just looking really annoyed. "Yes and you know it was me so don't act all innocence, now give me your phone" Yeah right as if, I thought, it was not going to be that easy.
"Why would I give you my phone Harry?"

"Just give it to me Anna." He said through clenched teeth and I shook my head and walked past him and closed the door. He suddenly grabbed my arm really hard and it actually hurt a lot. "Hey let go of me, are you crazy!" I said shocked and he gave me a smirk, held his hand out but I still shook my head and his grab became even more tight, I yelped out from pain, which made him pull me to him and held me so I couldn't move unless I wanted to break my arm.

He put his hand in the pocket of my jeans and grabbed my phone, "what is the code love?" I kept my mouth shut but to my surprise he grabbed my right arms and put the thumb on the home button. Damn why did I buy an IPhone 6 and why did he know it was an iPhone 6. He finally let me go and gave me back my phone after a minute and he walked past me, I just stared after him with my mouth wide open and I was now rubbing my sore left arm, which was already bruising.

I turned around to walk back home because after this I didn't really wanted to hang out with him ever but before I could take a step towards my front door Harry stopped me "I wouldn't if I were you." He warned and I stopped and turned back towards him and narrowed my eyes a bit and if my look could kill he was so dead, apparently he thought is was pretty funny. "Don't give me that look love, just come with me, I promised your mom that I would show you the neighborhood, don't want to upset her do we?"

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