Struggle - H.S.

I grabbed my coach arm and he turned around with worried eyes. "Are you okay Anna?" Was I okay that was a good question, which I couldn't answer right away and I just kept staring at Harry who was standing there with a smirk plastered on his handsome face. "Anna?" my coach said and when I didn't react he stood right front of me and grabbed my cheeks carefully to make me look at him instead of Harry. "Anna Focus" he said and I came back.

"what.. Yeah I'm sorry" I let go of his arm and took a step away from him and out of his reach. "I uh will go home, I will see you tomorrow?" I asked him just to be sure. "Yeah the same time as this morning" he told me and I nodded and I hurried towards the exit.

I was trying to escape from Harry but that didn't go as planned and of course the minute I stepped outside I felt a hand on my arm and I immediately stopped walking and I was praying he wouldn't do anything this time because I did disobey him earlier today.

"Anna" he said and I looked up to be met with his gaze and I felt a cold shiver run over my body. "Harry?" and he pulled up his left eyebrow and I immediately saw what I did wrong. I sassed him but then again it's not like he is my boyfriend or something like that.

"Where were you today?" He demanded angry and I know I should be submissive but I just couldn't. "What's it to you?" I asked him with a bit of an attitude and I knew that it wasn't the smartest thing to do. He was checking me out and his expression on his face was clearly angry. He grabbed my arm, which hurt like hell, the reason it hurt so much was probably because I was already covered in bruises that hurt a lot more then this so I didn't even flinched once and I'm embarrassed to say this I'm proud of that. "I wanted to talk to you but I couldn't find you" He said worried at least I think that he was worried but that could also be an infliction of my imagination.

"I had to work," I said whilst trying to get my arm free from his firm hold on my arm, which was a bit more difficult then it would seem. "I need your schedule" He told me and I heard my mouth pop open at this. "No you don't" I told him and this seemed to annoy him.

"Don't be difficult Anna" I kept my mouth shut and just stared at him with my eyebrows pulled up and he did exactly the same but I wasn't the one who would throw in the towel this time "Harry, please get your hand off of me." I said with a bit of annoyance and to my surprise he let go of my arm.

I quickly turned around and started walking away but something didn't feel right about this but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. I stopped walking and turned around and I saw that Harry was still standing on the same exact spot and he had a smile on his face and It showed his dimple a bit from what I could see.

I just had to shake it off and I picked up my pace and almost ran back home. When I got in, I slammed the door and noticed that no one was home and that made me a bit scared. I locked every window and door and I even went as far to check the basement because I didn't want a certain someone to pay me a visit whilst nobody was home.

I grabbed something to eat and plopped down on the couch and turned on the telly. I was flipping through channels when I saw that one of my favourite movies was on 'Perks of being a Wallflower' I loved the book and I loved the movie even more, which is pretty weird because normally it's the other way around.

I'm weird like that and I really could relate to the characters of this book/movie and well to be honest my favourite actor was playing in it. I mean who doesn't love Logan Lerman right?
I woke up abruptly and when I looked at the telly I saw that I had fallen asleep until the end credits, that is such a me thing to do and well lets face it, I had a really busy day. I got up to get some water and when I arrived at the kitchen I stopped because something was wrong. I took a few steps back and was shocked to find the front door wide open, which was impossible as I locked all the doors.

"Mom? Dad?" I yelled but there was no answer so I closed the door but I didn't lock them because I have seen horror movies and that never ends well for the victims. I walked back to the kitchen and I got the largest kitchen knife I could find and I walked to the living room and when I took a step over the threshold someone scraped his throat and I jumped nearly ten feet into the air.

"You need new locks," A raspy voice belonging to Harry said and I quickly turned around and held the knife in front of me but he was chuckling at that. "What were you planning on doing with that knife love?" he asked with a smug face and I was really considering to just stab him and leave him there.

Apparently he to saw that in my eyes and he quickly got up and took the knife from my hands and put it carefully on the table. "How..What..." was all I could stumble out.

"Well I knocked but you didn't open the door so I broke in" He said without a hint of shame and I must really be looking like a fool right now but I was totally stunned by this. "You just broke in," I said in shock and he shrugged and he was walking towards me.

I was trying to put distance between us by walking backwards but I forgot that there was a couch and of course I stumbled backwards and was lying on my back. I didn't have time to redeem myself and Harry was already on top of me and he hovered above me.

He brought his face closer and closer until I could feel his breath on my cheek and he smelled like peppermint, which was really nice. Wait stop what am I thinking. "Harry will you get of, off me please" he just grinned at me and next thing I know he but his lips on mine and at first I tried to get away from him but he held me in my place and if I have to be honest I couldn't resist him and I kissed him back.

I know I am going to regret this but he made me feel thing I had never felt before and that was passion and hatred together. I mean my head wanted me to throw him of off me but my heart is saying to kiss him back. I was at war with myself and I decided to listen to my treacherous heart.

He deepened the kiss and I felt my hands sneak into his hair and of course I was doing this myself but I was scolding at myself from the inside. I opened my eyes for just a second and I wished I didn't do that because he was giving it his all. He looked so sweet right now and I could kiss him like this all day.

WAIT.. What am I doing? My head was back in the game and because he didn't saw it coming I could throw him off of me and that's exactly what I did "Oi..What" he yelled at me and I made myself as small as possible but he didn't do anything whilst getting up.
"Don't look at me like that Anna" He said and I rolled my eyes "Look like what, Harry?" I asked him and he almost growled, "Like I'm disgusting you. Let me remind me that you kissed me back" Ugh did he really had to say that out loud. "Please just leave Harry" I yelled at him and he actually walked to the door but stopped before disappearing through it.

"I will get you, it will be just a matter of time"

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