ALWAYS
Chapter 64
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I collapsed into the chair on the patio. I was seething with anger. I didn't know what else to do to make Enola see that being together was what we both needed, not just what we wanted. I knew that she felt concern for our daughter. She never wanted her daughter to feel the pain of her parents having a nasty relationship. I knew that she wanted to spare herself another heartbreak but I didn't know how else to prove myself to her. I thought back to my last stop before coming home.
"Are you alright?" I asked Aubrey as I pulled up to her house. She had been extremely quiet for a long time. I assumed it was because the day had been so busy but I wanted to be sure.
She nodded, "I'm fine. I was just thinking." She smiled warmly and opened her door. I nodded and got out of the car as well. It was late and I wanted to make sure that she got into her home okay. I followed her up to the door.
"Thanks for coming. I hope you had a good time." I smiled as we stood on her doorstep.
She giggled, "I really did. I loved getting to meet everyone. It was a great time." We were both quiet for a moment. It was a bit awkward until Aubrey broke the silence, "Harry, can I ask you something?"
"Of course." I replied kindly.
"You and your ex...is that? How is that working out?" She inquired. I thought of our moment on the dance floor before Enola ran from me crying.
I shrugged, "It's working I guess. Nothing to report." Aubrey nodded then took a step closer to me. I brushed a piece of hair away from her face. Aubrey leaned in. I was a little confused by her actions. My heart raced in panic as she tried to place her lips on mine. I quickly took a step back, "Whoa, Aubrey." She pulled back and her eyes were wide with fear. "What are you doing?" I asked her quietly.
"I thought that..." She began as he bottom lip quivered. "I thought you invited me to the wedding as a date and stuff." A tear rolled down her cheek.
I sighed heavily and ran my hands through my hair, "Oh Jesus." She quickly took her eyes off of mine. "Aubrey, I'm sorry. I didn't think that...I'm sorry."
"You fell in love with Enola again." She murmured.
I stuck my hands in my pockets and replied, "I never fell out of love with her. I've always loved her." Aubrey nodded and tried to clear her face of the tears that had started to fall. "I'm sorry. I think that you're really awesome and sweet but I'm...I'm Enola's. I can't be with anyone else."
Aubrey nodded again, "I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions I guess."
I shook my head, "No. No. It's...I should've been up front with you about her. But I really like you, I want to be friends and hang out and stuff."
Aubrey looked at me with a sad smile, "I can't do that, Harry." She sighed heavily, "I knew that I was barking up the wrong tree when I saw the way she spoke to you earlier and the way she danced with you. I guess I was just hoping that it was your history. Your friends even tried to tell me that I was only there as a friend."
I tried to put my hand on hers, "I'm sorry, Aubrey."
She took a step back from me toward the door, "I hope you get everything you want with Enola. It'll be good for your daughter for the two of you to be together."
I furrowed my brow, "I'm not doing it for my child. I'm doing it for me." I didn't like the way she said it. She made it sound like the only reason I was trying to be with Enola was for our child. I wanted Enola because I loved her. I couldn't see my life without her any longer. I tried to live without her and I was a mess.
Aubrey smiled, trying to fight back more tears, "Goodbye Harry." She opened the door to her house and ran in. I sighed heavily as I walked back to my car. I felt bad that her feelings were so hurt but she wasn't the one for me. The woman made for me was lying in bed at home.
I didn't take Aubrey's advance. I pushed her away and told her it was only Enola for me. That I could never love anyone else. I stood from the chair. I knew that maybe telling Enola would start another fight but I also knew that telling Enola would show her that I only wanted her. She had to believe that Aubrey wasn't in my life and that she and Darcy were all I really cared about. Honesty was how I was going to get her back.
I walked into the house with a heavy sigh. Enola was still awake because I could hear the television in the living room. I closed the door a bit loudly so she knew that I was there. I smiled when I heard her mumble to herself in the living room. After another moment I heard her bare feet on the floor. She met me at the bottom of the stairs.
"Harry." She spoke nervously. I examined her closely. She appeared to be as nervous as her voice sounded. I hid a smirk. But at the same time I wondered what was going on in her head. Why was she nervous?
"Why are you still awake? I thought you'd be in bed already." I was a bit confused and still kind of angry with her. But the fact she was standing in front of me had to mean something, right?
She took a few steps closer to me, "I was waiting for you to come in." I nodded and waited for her to say something else. I felt my heart begin to beat a little faster when Enola placed her hand on the bare skin of my chest. "I'm sorry, Harry." She stated quietly. "I'm sorry for everything that I put you through with Charles and then Darcy." I cleared my throat quickly as she took another step toward me. Her palm was now flat against my chest. "What you said to your sister and Nick, it was very lovely. You've become quite the man. I'm glad you're the father of my child." She whispered. Her hand started to tremble against my chest. Enola gazed into my eyes lovingly then lifted herself onto her toes. She pressed her lips against mine. My heart stopped feeling her soft, warm lips pressed to mine. My breathing went ragged as I tried to back out of the kiss. As much as I wanted to never let her go, I needed to know what was on her mind. "No. Harry, please, kiss me." She pleaded softly. I meshed my lips to hers. She wanted me and I wasn't going to say no this time. She meant it. She wasn't drunk. She wasn't sad or feeling guilty. She just wanted me. She wound her arms around my neck and pressed her body to mine. The feeling of her breasts being molded against my chest was amazing even though she was still clothed. I wrapped my arms around her waist to keep her right with me. I wasn't backing out of the kiss. I wasn't going to let her go. "I love you, Harry. I should've told you the moment you stepped back into my life." She murmured against my lips. My knees went weak and my heart was going to beat right out of my chest.
"I love you, Noli. I will never let you go." I whispered, pulling back and gazing into her eyes. She bit her lip then pressed her mouth against mine. This was it. She was mine now. I was hers. We were together. I held her tighter against my body and let my hands wander. I smoothed my hands up her back to her shoulders then down her arms.
"Make love to me, baby." She whispered against my lips as she began to unbutton my shirt. My testosterone spiked and I pushed her against the wall. I kissed her passionately. A fire ignited in both of us as I pulled her leg around my hip. Enola brought me closer and rolled her pelvis against mine. Enola pushed my jacket off my shoulders and I gladly helped her get it off my arms. I slipped my fingers under the straps of her nightgown. I pulled them down her arms gently. She giggled quietly then held the nightgown in place over her breasts.
"Noli." I breathed wanting to feel her. She bit down on her bottom lip then let her nightgown fall to the floor around her feet. I groaned, "God, you are so beautiful." Enola blushed as I ran my hands over her curves. "Don't you dare get shy with me. I love every millimeter of you the way you are." I murmured into her ear. She slid her hands from my abs to my chest. I sighed at the feeling. I missed her hands. So soft and delicate, knowing exactly where and how to touch me. He hands moved between my shoulders and my shirt. She slowly pushed my shirt down my arms. I let it fall to the ground with her nightgown and my jacket. Enola pressed her bare body to mine quickly. I sighed again as her bare breasts touched my chest. Enola then reached for my pants. I took a half step back as she quickly and smoothly unbuckled my belt and unzipped my pants. I could feel my temperature rising seeing her staring into my eyes as she pulled the button on my pants roughly then pushed my pants down to my ankles. I quickly stepped out of my pants then pushed her against the wall one more time. It was an amazing feeling to have her so close again.
"Take me upstairs." She murmured. It was a good idea. Our house was an acting hotel. People were always coming and going at all hours. She didn't want to be caught mid lovemaking by anyone. She squealed when I gripped her bum and lifted her from the ground. I chuckled as she wrapped her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck.
"Kiss me." I commanded. She locked her lips with mine as I walked toward the staircase.
Enola and I crash landed on the bed. I could already feel how much she wanted me. But I wanted to have my time to get reacquainted with her body. I knew it like my own but I wanted to see if the things she liked had changed at all. I started with her neck, light kisses making her sigh. I smiled against her skin as my lips traveled down to her chest. Partially open mouthed kisses making her hum. I reached one of the places I knew how to get the most reactions from. I grazed my tongue over her nipple. She moaned softly and placed her hands on my shoulders. I moved to to her other breast when I had made the first nipple completely hard. Enola stifled a moan as I took her flesh between my teeth gently.
I glared up at her, "Let me hear you. I want to hear you." She nodded quickly before I lowered my mouth to her skin once again. I sucked her nipple into my mouth carefully. She let out a quiet moan sliding her hands over my shoulders and upper back. I hummed around her breast making her giggle. I smiled and continued my trail of kisses down her body. I licked my lips in anticipation as I came to her pussy. She chewed on her bottom lip as I gazed into her eyes. She looked nervous almost. I placed a soft kiss on her skin. I smiled as my lips were coated in her almost instantly. I licked my lips once more before sliding my tongue between her folds. She gasped and her hand flew into my hair. I hummed at the taste of her. Still sweet. Enola gripped my hair a bit tighter as I swirled my tongue around her clit. She was going to feel like she did in Italy. Like the night I made her shake and nearly pass out.
My loves.
You are absolutely incredible. Never once have ever been excited to update. But today, I was counting down until I finally got to. Again, you are so fab. I love all of you. xoxoxoxo
Peace& ALL MY FUCKING LOVE
let the story continue
I collapsed into the chair on the patio. I was seething with anger. I didn't know what else to do to make Enola see that being together was what we both needed, not just what we wanted. I knew that she felt concern for our daughter. She never wanted her daughter to feel the pain of her parents having a nasty relationship. I knew that she wanted to spare herself another heartbreak but I didn't know how else to prove myself to her. I thought back to my last stop before coming home.
"Are you alright?" I asked Aubrey as I pulled up to her house. She had been extremely quiet for a long time. I assumed it was because the day had been so busy but I wanted to be sure.
She nodded, "I'm fine. I was just thinking." She smiled warmly and opened her door. I nodded and got out of the car as well. It was late and I wanted to make sure that she got into her home okay. I followed her up to the door.
"Thanks for coming. I hope you had a good time." I smiled as we stood on her doorstep.
She giggled, "I really did. I loved getting to meet everyone. It was a great time." We were both quiet for a moment. It was a bit awkward until Aubrey broke the silence, "Harry, can I ask you something?"
"Of course." I replied kindly.
"You and your ex...is that? How is that working out?" She inquired. I thought of our moment on the dance floor before Enola ran from me crying.
I shrugged, "It's working I guess. Nothing to report." Aubrey nodded then took a step closer to me. I brushed a piece of hair away from her face. Aubrey leaned in. I was a little confused by her actions. My heart raced in panic as she tried to place her lips on mine. I quickly took a step back, "Whoa, Aubrey." She pulled back and her eyes were wide with fear. "What are you doing?" I asked her quietly.
"I thought that..." She began as he bottom lip quivered. "I thought you invited me to the wedding as a date and stuff." A tear rolled down her cheek.
I sighed heavily and ran my hands through my hair, "Oh Jesus." She quickly took her eyes off of mine. "Aubrey, I'm sorry. I didn't think that...I'm sorry."
"You fell in love with Enola again." She murmured.
I stuck my hands in my pockets and replied, "I never fell out of love with her. I've always loved her." Aubrey nodded and tried to clear her face of the tears that had started to fall. "I'm sorry. I think that you're really awesome and sweet but I'm...I'm Enola's. I can't be with anyone else."
Aubrey nodded again, "I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions I guess."
I shook my head, "No. No. It's...I should've been up front with you about her. But I really like you, I want to be friends and hang out and stuff."
Aubrey looked at me with a sad smile, "I can't do that, Harry." She sighed heavily, "I knew that I was barking up the wrong tree when I saw the way she spoke to you earlier and the way she danced with you. I guess I was just hoping that it was your history. Your friends even tried to tell me that I was only there as a friend."
I tried to put my hand on hers, "I'm sorry, Aubrey."
She took a step back from me toward the door, "I hope you get everything you want with Enola. It'll be good for your daughter for the two of you to be together."
I furrowed my brow, "I'm not doing it for my child. I'm doing it for me." I didn't like the way she said it. She made it sound like the only reason I was trying to be with Enola was for our child. I wanted Enola because I loved her. I couldn't see my life without her any longer. I tried to live without her and I was a mess.
Aubrey smiled, trying to fight back more tears, "Goodbye Harry." She opened the door to her house and ran in. I sighed heavily as I walked back to my car. I felt bad that her feelings were so hurt but she wasn't the one for me. The woman made for me was lying in bed at home.
I didn't take Aubrey's advance. I pushed her away and told her it was only Enola for me. That I could never love anyone else. I stood from the chair. I knew that maybe telling Enola would start another fight but I also knew that telling Enola would show her that I only wanted her. She had to believe that Aubrey wasn't in my life and that she and Darcy were all I really cared about. Honesty was how I was going to get her back.
I walked into the house with a heavy sigh. Enola was still awake because I could hear the television in the living room. I closed the door a bit loudly so she knew that I was there. I smiled when I heard her mumble to herself in the living room. After another moment I heard her bare feet on the floor. She met me at the bottom of the stairs.
"Harry." She spoke nervously. I examined her closely. She appeared to be as nervous as her voice sounded. I hid a smirk. But at the same time I wondered what was going on in her head. Why was she nervous?
"Why are you still awake? I thought you'd be in bed already." I was a bit confused and still kind of angry with her. But the fact she was standing in front of me had to mean something, right?
She took a few steps closer to me, "I was waiting for you to come in." I nodded and waited for her to say something else. I felt my heart begin to beat a little faster when Enola placed her hand on the bare skin of my chest. "I'm sorry, Harry." She stated quietly. "I'm sorry for everything that I put you through with Charles and then Darcy." I cleared my throat quickly as she took another step toward me. Her palm was now flat against my chest. "What you said to your sister and Nick, it was very lovely. You've become quite the man. I'm glad you're the father of my child." She whispered. Her hand started to tremble against my chest. Enola gazed into my eyes lovingly then lifted herself onto her toes. She pressed her lips against mine. My heart stopped feeling her soft, warm lips pressed to mine. My breathing went ragged as I tried to back out of the kiss. As much as I wanted to never let her go, I needed to know what was on her mind. "No. Harry, please, kiss me." She pleaded softly. I meshed my lips to hers. She wanted me and I wasn't going to say no this time. She meant it. She wasn't drunk. She wasn't sad or feeling guilty. She just wanted me. She wound her arms around my neck and pressed her body to mine. The feeling of her breasts being molded against my chest was amazing even though she was still clothed. I wrapped my arms around her waist to keep her right with me. I wasn't backing out of the kiss. I wasn't going to let her go. "I love you, Harry. I should've told you the moment you stepped back into my life." She murmured against my lips. My knees went weak and my heart was going to beat right out of my chest.
"I love you, Noli. I will never let you go." I whispered, pulling back and gazing into her eyes. She bit her lip then pressed her mouth against mine. This was it. She was mine now. I was hers. We were together. I held her tighter against my body and let my hands wander. I smoothed my hands up her back to her shoulders then down her arms.
"Make love to me, baby." She whispered against my lips as she began to unbutton my shirt. My testosterone spiked and I pushed her against the wall. I kissed her passionately. A fire ignited in both of us as I pulled her leg around my hip. Enola brought me closer and rolled her pelvis against mine. Enola pushed my jacket off my shoulders and I gladly helped her get it off my arms. I slipped my fingers under the straps of her nightgown. I pulled them down her arms gently. She giggled quietly then held the nightgown in place over her breasts.
"Noli." I breathed wanting to feel her. She bit down on her bottom lip then let her nightgown fall to the floor around her feet. I groaned, "God, you are so beautiful." Enola blushed as I ran my hands over her curves. "Don't you dare get shy with me. I love every millimeter of you the way you are." I murmured into her ear. She slid her hands from my abs to my chest. I sighed at the feeling. I missed her hands. So soft and delicate, knowing exactly where and how to touch me. He hands moved between my shoulders and my shirt. She slowly pushed my shirt down my arms. I let it fall to the ground with her nightgown and my jacket. Enola pressed her bare body to mine quickly. I sighed again as her bare breasts touched my chest. Enola then reached for my pants. I took a half step back as she quickly and smoothly unbuckled my belt and unzipped my pants. I could feel my temperature rising seeing her staring into my eyes as she pulled the button on my pants roughly then pushed my pants down to my ankles. I quickly stepped out of my pants then pushed her against the wall one more time. It was an amazing feeling to have her so close again.
"Take me upstairs." She murmured. It was a good idea. Our house was an acting hotel. People were always coming and going at all hours. She didn't want to be caught mid lovemaking by anyone. She squealed when I gripped her bum and lifted her from the ground. I chuckled as she wrapped her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck.
"Kiss me." I commanded. She locked her lips with mine as I walked toward the staircase.
Enola and I crash landed on the bed. I could already feel how much she wanted me. But I wanted to have my time to get reacquainted with her body. I knew it like my own but I wanted to see if the things she liked had changed at all. I started with her neck, light kisses making her sigh. I smiled against her skin as my lips traveled down to her chest. Partially open mouthed kisses making her hum. I reached one of the places I knew how to get the most reactions from. I grazed my tongue over her nipple. She moaned softly and placed her hands on my shoulders. I moved to to her other breast when I had made the first nipple completely hard. Enola stifled a moan as I took her flesh between my teeth gently.
I glared up at her, "Let me hear you. I want to hear you." She nodded quickly before I lowered my mouth to her skin once again. I sucked her nipple into my mouth carefully. She let out a quiet moan sliding her hands over my shoulders and upper back. I hummed around her breast making her giggle. I smiled and continued my trail of kisses down her body. I licked my lips in anticipation as I came to her pussy. She chewed on her bottom lip as I gazed into her eyes. She looked nervous almost. I placed a soft kiss on her skin. I smiled as my lips were coated in her almost instantly. I licked my lips once more before sliding my tongue between her folds. She gasped and her hand flew into my hair. I hummed at the taste of her. Still sweet. Enola gripped my hair a bit tighter as I swirled my tongue around her clit. She was going to feel like she did in Italy. Like the night I made her shake and nearly pass out.
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