Never Let You Go {Book 2}

It’s Saturday.. It’s raining and I’ve been stuck in this stuffy overly crowed funeral home for a few hours now. My grandparents and I had helped Maura and Esther set things up for Nigel’s viewing last night and I along with the boys were trying to be there for Niall for moral support. But unfortunately he brought that twit Natasha with him, so I haven’t gotten a chance to tell him my sympathies. Today was kind of an upsetting day for everyone; we are lying Nigel to rest today.

“Cassie can I have a word please?” I heard Niall’s voice low behind me

I turned around to see his red puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks, it makes me so sad to see him in so much pain. I followed him to a deserted hallway away from everyone else.

“What’s the matter?” I ask

“I..I.. I just wanted to thank you for keeping an eye out for my grand-dad” Niall said

“No problem, my grandparents were the ones who checked in on him every day so they should be the ones to thank” I say

“Also Cassie.. I want to apologize for being such an asshole and rude to you the last few months. You don’t deserve to be treated like that.” Niall says

“uhh thanks Niall.. so how’s things going with uh Natasha is it?” I ask

“Oh, yeah things are great” he lied I could always tell when he was lying

“That’s good” I reply

“I heard from the other boys that Harry and you are seeing each other now” he said hurt resonating from his voice as it cracked a little

“Oh um yeah, we are” I say taken a back

“Niall! What the fuck? I can’t leave to use the restroom for two minutes and you already run off with this home wrecking whore!?” Natasha kind of shouts

“Don’t call her that” Niall says in my defense

I give Niall a quick hug and turn to go back toward the front of the funeral home. I can hear the argument starting behind me as Natasha shouts at me to keep my slut hands off of her man. I say nothing and just keep walking, finding Harry immediately I walk up behind him sneaking my arms around his waist hugging his back tightly.

“What’s the matter love?” he asks turning around facing me

“Oh just had a lovely conversation with Niall and Natty the twit” I say

“Mmm sounds like fun, how’d it go?” he asked

“Niall thanked me for keeping an eye out for Nigel and apologized for being so sour towards me the last few months before Natty showed up ultimately calling me a home wrecking whore and to keep my slut hands off of her man” I said quoting her exact words

“Don’t let it bother you baby, you’re not a whore or a slut” Harry says to me

The service lasted about an hour before we all piled into our cars to head for the cemetery. We said a few prayers before it was time to lower the casket into the ground. Niall had done fairly well throughout the whole thing until they started lowering the casket. He full out started hyperventilating and sobbing uncontrollably. Natasha was doing nothing to help him recover from the episode.

“Harry someone has to do something before he has to go to the hospital” I say

“Yeah ok” he replies

“pst.. Zayn” Harry says

“Yeah mate” he whispers

Harry nodded in the direction of Niall who was sitting on the cold, wet ground knees to his chest sobbing heavily. Zayn slowly made his way over to him picking him up off the ground and embracing him into a hug.

“Niall mate you need to breathe, remember deep breaths in through your nose out through your mouth” Zayn says to him

“You should really be the one helping him here ya know” Zayn shot an evil glare at Natasha

“Oh should I now?” She asked walking off towards the limo

“Mate why are you still with her? She treats you like garbage” Zayn says

Harry and I stay back watching Zayn and Niall from afar. It hurts me to know how bad he’s hurting and there isn’t anything I can do about it. The way Natasha treats him is unbearable to watch, I know I’m with Harry but still I’ll always have a special place in my heart for Niall. He was my first love and was there for me through the roughest patch in my life and for that I owe him my life. He saved me from not only myself but everyone else as well.

“Hey love are you ready to head out?” Harry asked me

“Oh yeah we can go now” I say

The rain has gotten heavier, Niall has calmed down a bit as we all get ready to leave. Harry and I walk over to Zayn and Niall. I give him a tight hug before looking him in the eyes; Hurt and sadness is all I see, his eyes are dark no long the bright sapphire blue they once were. His face sunken with dark circles under his eyes he looks like he hasn’t slept in days.

“Niall” I say “if you ever need anyone to speak to you can call me you know. Harry doesn’t mind… do you Harry?” I ask

“No not at all” he says hesitantly

“Thank you Cassie, but I’ll be alright. I have Natty now she’ll help me through this” he replies

I’m thinking yeah right she’ll help you kill yourself is what she’ll do. Harry grabbed my hand as I follow him back to my truck. We ride over to the hotel, take a nice hot shower and cuddle for the rest of the day in bed.

Two months later:

I wake up to my phone ringing at one o’clock in the morning.

“Hello” I say

“Cassie can you come to the hospital now please?” it’s Taylor she sounds frantic

“Why what’s going on?” I ask

“Jo, she woke up screaming and wouldn’t stop so I went to change her diaper and she her belly button was bulging and bleeding so I brought her here. She has an umbilical hernia and they want to take her to surgery right now” she says crying

“I’ll be right there” I say

The boys are in Canada right now on tour finishing up there North American leg of the tour before they head down to South America and Australia. So I’ve been busy trying to help Taylor as much as I can

“Have you called Louis” I ask Taylor

“No, could you please do it for me?” she asks

I go out to the hall and dial Louis’ number, he answers on the third ring

“Hey love what’s up?” he says

“Hey uhm, Taylor has Jo in the ER and they say she has an umbilical hernia and are doing surgery right away because its causing her problems” I say

“Oh my god, is my baby ok? What about Taylor?” Louis starts to freak out

“They are both fine. The baby will be in the hospital overnight but the doctor said she’ll be good as new by tomorrow” I say

“Ok, Cassie please take care of them for me, since I can’t be there. Please remind Taylor that we have a one week break starting in two days and I’ll be home to see her. Give them my love” he says before hanging up; They had to go out on stage.

Notes

Hope you like it... Niall apologized thank goodness but his GF is a twatwaffle LOL i just heard that word today and its like my new fav word now lol.... anyways comment, subscribe and vote XOXO love you