Once Harry and I get home I don't even try to look for Taylor.I go straight to my room. I drop all of my belongings on floor and lock myself in the bathroom. I walk over the the sink and turn it on muffling the cries coming from my mouth. I go to the cabinet and take the razor blade out of Niall's shaver. One.. Two.. Three.. Four fresh cuts on the soft skin of my forearm. I slide down the wall tonait on the floor. My mind is racing, going over and over of all the shit I've done and the shit that's happened to me. I hate myself for getting into this fucked up situation. If only I had stayed faithful to Niall we would be married living the dream, but no I always have to screw things up.

*Knock Knock Knock*

"Hey Cassie dinner is done" I have Taylor say

"Be down in a minute" I reply

I go to stand and slip on the rug. I feel the cold metal of the blade against my wrist and an excruciating pain before the warm sensation runs down my arm.

"FUCK" I mumble

I drop the blade and grab the hanging towel and press it to my arm.

"SHIT, SHIT,SHIT" I Say to myself.

I rinse my arm under the faucet, the bleeding won't stop though. I start to feel woozy as weakness settles in. I feel myself collapse, hitting my head on the sink as I go down.

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Harry POV:

" taylor how long ago did you tell Cassie dinner was done?" I ask

"About 15 minutes ago. Why?" She asks

Where the hell is she? She worries me, she was very upset by what happened at school today. I decide to go up and check on her. I reach the landing and can hear running water coming from Niall and Cassie's room. I walk in and knock on the door to the bathroom.

"Cassie, love dinner is done." I say

I hear nothing. What the hell is going on?

"Cassie!" I shout louder

Still nothing. My heart starts racing as I look down to see water pooling on the floor. Ibgwt down on my stomach to try and see under the door. I know creeper move but she worries me. All it took was seeing her hair in the floor. I jolt up and start kicking the door. Finally on the third kick the door pops open. There she is on the floor, sink overflowing and blood everywhere.

"LOUIS LIAM!!" I yell as loud as I can

They come running in and stop dead in their tracks.

"Fuck mate what happened!?" Louis yells

" I don't know" I say tears pooling in my eyes

"Liam grab a clean rag and apply pressure to her arm" I shout

Liam grabs a new rag and uses his belt as a tourniquet to stop the bleeding. Cassie's body is freezing and NY the looks of it has lost a lot of blood.

"Louis get a car and meet us out front" I say

Liam and I get Cassie picked up and have her downstairs in a few short minutes.

"What's all the commotion?" Taylor asks before seeing the hooror to follow

"Oh my god Harry what happened? Help her!' Taylor yells

" Taylor please get Niall and meet us at the hospital " I say

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Cassie POV: 3 hours later

I wake up, sore as hell. I look around and see everybody lying their heads on my bed asleep. I cleary throat as Harry stirs. Be looks up to see me awake.

"Cassie? You're awake. How do you feel?" He asks

"Shitty" I reply

"What..what happened?" I ask

"We were hoping you could tell us. I found you in the bathroom with your arm and wrist cut up, blood all over" he says

I look down to my left arm that is wrapped fairly tight and its throbbing.

"You hit your head too, got 4 staples there and 10 stitchesin your wrist" Harry says

"I'm sorry" is all I can say between silent sobs
"Where's Niall?" I ask

"Taylor went tonget him and is having trouble locating him. Je wasn't at the studio." Harry says

About an hour goes by when Taylor walks in with Niall.

"Where the hell jabe you been?" I ask sourly

"I..I.. Was out to dinner with...with..." He stumbles

"SPIT IT OUT THEN.. WITH WHO?" I say

He gives Harry a nervous look as he whispers

"Gemma"

Notes

Hey guys you know what to do... Next chapter will be gender reveal!!! Any guesses???