A couple of days have passed and it was Saturday. Sophia, Perrie and I were getting ready to go the boys football match. I put on my white t-shirt after I wrote ‘Niall's number one fan’ on it. I put on my blue skinny jeans with my black converse on. I did my make up with cooper eye shadow and black eye liner. I did my lips with a light nude lip gloss. I also did my hair up in a ponytail, “hurry up. I need to get there early to take pictures of them training,” I tell the girls.

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“We're coming!” Sophia yelled. I grabbed my jacket and camera as I waited by the door for them. They came out of their rooms as I kept calling their names over and over again. They noticed my top, “really?” Perrie smiled. I nodded my head, “he thinks that I won't do it, so I did it,” I say. Sophia laughed, “hunny he got you again. He knows that you do it when he tells you won't,” she tells me. I walked out of the front door, “or unless you are Niall's biggest fan,” she added.

We got to the game and Sophia and Perrie left me to get a seat. I went to find he boys and the coach, “hey,” I say when I found Harry. He smiled at me before looking at my top, “there in the changing room and nice top,” he tells me. He pulled on it, “but you need to change Niall's name to mine,” he added. I laughed a little bit, “what would Louis say about that?” I questioned.

“What do I have to say?” Louis wondered. He stood next to Harry, “Claire’s top,” Harry smirked. Louis noticed my top, “that my name needs to be where Niall's is,” he says. I shook my head, “I can't fit all of you guys on it,” I say. Louis looked at Harry, “she not having your name since I'm your biggest fan,” Louis tells him. Harry put his hands on his hips, “well she not having your name since I'm your biggest fan,” Harry tells him back. I shook my head again, “I'm leaving Niall's name on it,” I tell them.

“What has my name on it?” Niall asked. He stood next to the boys and straight away noticed my top, “yep my name stays right there,” he smirked. I shook my head, “it's in a perfect spot too,” he added. Niall hugged me, “I will change my top if you keep going,” I whispered to him. Niall kissed my forehead, “no you won't,” he smiled. Liam and Zayn came over, “we got warm ups to do boys and nice top Claire,” Zayn tells us. Niall kissed my forehead again before running off with the boys.

I started taking pictures of the boys warming up and my phone rang. I quickly saw it was Sophia, so I answered it and put it on loud speaker. I put it in my top on my shoulder, “what's up?” I wondered. I kept taking pictures of the boys, “I thought I let you know Max is here,” Sophia tells me. I looked into the crowed to see Max sitting next to a girl, “crap,” I sighed. I went back to taking pictures of the boys, “what are you going to do about your top?” Sophia asked.

“I tell him it was a dare from you guys,” I replied. I kept taking pictures of the boys, “ok we will go along with that, but be careful,” she says. We said goodbye before I put my phone back in my pocket. I kept thinking what Max would do if he saw me is this top. All I knew it wouldn't be good.

I had a little break as the boys went back into the changing room. I stood near where the players came out and Michael stood next to me, “I need these pictures by tomorrow night. So I can put them in before the school's newspaper comes out on Monday,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “you and Niall should come to the spot tonight,” he says. I shrugged my shoulders, “that's up to him if we go or not,” I tell Michael. He just smiled as he nodded his head, “I think he would come,” Michael says.

After Michael left the boys came out. I took as many pictures that I could as they went onto the field. I stood on the side lines trying not to get in anyone way. My heart was beating fast like it always has done when I watch the boys play. Cause I know if they lose they will be upset with themselves.

It was half time and the score was tied at one all. Niall scored the goal and I got great pictures of him and the boys. I went to find Sophia and Perrie, “Claire where do you think your going?” I heard Max ask. I looked at him as I hid my top with my jacket, “just to get something to eat before I have to go back,” I tell him. He came closer to me, “I haven't seen you since Wednesday,” he started. He leant over me, “you know I'm starting to think that your avoiding me. I keep seeing you with Niall or the others, but not me,” he continued. He put his hands on my shoulders, “you need to stop or I will make you pay big time,” he warned me.

“Ok,” I whispered. He kissed my cheek and lucky for me it doesn't hurt anymore. He quickly left me, so I cheeked the time to see that I had to be back on the field. I quickly made my way back just in time. The boys came back out and I started to take pictures again. As they were waiting to start the second half. I sent Sophia a message to see if she could see Max, but she told me he left.

At the end of the match the boys drew with two all. They seemed happy that they didn't lost, but sad they didn't win. Sophia and Perrie stood next to me as we waited for the boys to come out. Both Sophia and Perrie said that their going to go home after the match with Zayn and Liam. I didn't know what Niall was doing or even Louis and Harry, but I wanted a night out. If I was getting in trouble with Max I wanted it to be a good reason.

Ten minutes later the boys came out. Niall was in jeans with his blue jacket over the top, “so what we're doing tonight?” Niall asked. Liam and Zayn told him that they were going back to the apartment with Sophia and Perrie. Louis and Harry said that they going to see a movie. Niall looked at me, “you wanna go do something my number one fan?” He wondered. I nodded my head before I gave Sophia my camera.

Niall and I walked to his car after saying goodbye to everyone, “so what do you wanna do?” He questioned. We got into the car, “Michael asked me to come to the spot,” I joked. Niall glared at me, “but I said that was up to you,” I smiled. Niall shook his head, “what's so bad about the spot?” I wondered. Niall shook his head again, “tell me or I will go there,” I warned him.

“No you fucken won't. All they do there is drink, take drugs and fuck girls. I don't want you around that shit,” he snapped. I sighed, “see was that hard?” I questioned. Niall leant his forehead against his steering wheel, “no,” he whispered. I rubbed his back, “so you can choose where we go,” I tell him. Niall looked at me, “well I don't want to go to the frat house or the apartment,” he started. He was thinking, “how about we get a cheap motel and fuck all night?” He smirked.

“That sounds great,” I smiled sarcastically. I was hoping that he knew that I was being sarcastic, “well what do you want to do?” He questioned. I shrugged my shoulders, “I just want to have some fun,” I tell him. He poked me in the side, “what kinda fun?” He wondered. I poked him back, “I don't know and I'm not talking about sex. I want to laugh,” I admitted. Niall was thinking, “now I know I have so many moods that you can't keep up with. But what if we go to the spot for a little while?” He suggested.

“Your right I can't keep up with your moods. Why do you want to go there now?” I questioned. Niall grabbed my hand, “to show you off and to make sure Michael backs off,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “just stay next to me and everything be alright,” he added. I didn't let go of Niall's hand, “are you going to be alright?” I asked. Niall nodded his head, “like I said princess just stay next to me,” he repeated.

We got to the spot and it was an abandoned building about forty minutes away from school. Niall took me inside and there were old lounges set up in a circle with a coffee table in the middle. Michael was sitting down talking to three other guys before they noticed us, “I see that you two came,” Michael smiled. They all stand up to introduce themselves to me. Their names were Luke, Ashton and Calum, “so you’re the reason Niall hasn't been around,” Luke smiled.

“Yep,” I smiled. We all sat down and I made sure that I sat down next to Niall, “so Claire wants to party with the boys,” Michael says. Niall shook his head, “we came here to kill some time,” he tells him. Michael pouted, “that's no fun,” Ashton says. Niall just looked at him, “well we should leave then,” Niall tells him. Niall stood up, “but we got some good dope I thought we all should smoke,” Michael smirked.

“Can't do that shit anyway. I got to drive,” Niall tells them. Niall grabbed my hand, “what if we invite more people?” Luke suggested. Niall looked at him, “still don't help the fact that I got to drive,” Niall snapped slightly. Niall pulled me up off the lounge, “but you guys can stay here,” Luke says. Niall shook his head, “we have to go,” Niall tells them. We started walking out, “what do I tell Rachel when she comes?” Ashton smirked. Niall didn't say anything as we kept walking out.

As we were driving to some place I kept thinking, “who's Rachel?” I wondered. Niall shook his head, “is she the one that does the school newspaper?” I questioned. Niall gripped the steering wheel tight, “I don't want to talk about it right now since I'm driving,” he tells me. I could tell that he was trying to keep his anger down, “fine, but when we stop we are talking,” I say. I knew going to the spot was bad, but Niall wanted to go. I think he was hoping that there would be more people there.

We stopped at a cheap motel about twenty minutes away from the spot. Niall got us a room and when we went in I was shocked to see it clean. Niall sat on the bed against the headboard after he dropped his bag to the floor, “come here,” he says. I stood next to him before he pulled me down onto his lap. I straddled his thighs, “I know I have to talk before I'm even allowed to kiss you. So I'm just going to tell you. Rachel is the one from the school newspaper and yes I have slept with her a couple of times. She likes Harry, but Harry won't go near her. So she used me to get closer to him and I was fine with that. It just backfired on her when I wouldn't let her near Harry. I haven't slept with her since you came and I don't want her again,” Niall explained.

“So you used a girl that was using you, so you can get laid,” I pointed out. Niall nodded his head, “to be fair princess she was using me first,” he says. I nodded my head before I kissed him, “Niall what drugs have you taken?” I asked. Niall looked down, “dope, LSD and ice,” he whispered. I made him look at me, “I’m alright with the dope, but why the other drugs?” I wondered. Niall shrugged his shoulders, “I didn’t care,” he admitted. I kissed his forehead, “but I have stopped baby. I haven’t done any drugs for awhile now,” he added.

“Promise?” I begged. Niall kissed me, “promise,” he tells me. I ran my hands down his chest, “now why did you want to go to the spot?” I asked. Niall grabbed my hands, “personally princess I thought more people would be there. I thought we really wouldn't have to see them dicks much,” he replied. I nodded my head as I laughed a little bit, “but please tell me why you actually wore a shirt that says Niall's number one fan on it?” He smirked. He pulled on my top, “cause you said that I should wear one and I'm such a Niall girl,” I smiled.

“Really? You’re a Niall girl,” he teased. I nodded my head as I took off my jacket, “so what are we going to do for the rest of the night?” I wondered. Niall ran his hands up my thighs, “what I said before,” Niall reminded me. He undid my jeans before I laid back onto the bed. He pulled them off with my shoes and socks. He sat up to take his jacket and top off, “I like you too much in this shirt,” he started. He ran his hands up my sides, “my name is in a perfect spot,” he continued. He ran his finger across his name on my top against my boobs, “it just shows people that your mine,” he finished.

“No. It shows people that I'm your number one fan,” I smiled. Niall started tickling my sides and I started kicking and screaming. He kept going until I was crying for him to stop, “what was that for?” I asked as I caught my breath. Niall kissed me, “you wanted to laugh,” he reminded me. I laughed a little bit, “but you know I hate being tickled,” I say. Niall kissed me again, “I know, but I did make you laugh,” he smiled against my lips.

“That you did,” I whispered. I ran my hands down his sides, “you know my face don't hurt anymore?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head, “you told me yesterday,” he replied. Niall ran his hands up my thighs, “and we still haven't made out,” I say. Niall leaned over me, “do you wanna make out baby?” He questioned. I nodded my head, “I want you to do anything to me,” I whispered. Niall kissed me and wasted no time putting his tongue inside my mouth. He started grinding his lower half against mine, but his zipper was hurting me, “Niall,” I say into his mouth. He moved his head back, “take your pants off please,” I begged.

“Why?” He asked. I sat up and undid his jeans, “your zipper hurting me,” I tell him. Niall quickly took his jeans off before pushing me back onto the bed. He played with my top, “you know I'm gonna fuck you in this top?” He smirked. I laughed a little bit, “I've gotta give my number one fan special treatment,” he added. He ran his hands up my top to my boobs, “are we roll playing?” I wondered. Niall shrugged his shoulders, “it could be fun,” he says.

“Do you want to be star player of the football team or a rockstar? I prefer rockstar since I love to hear you sing,” I questioned. Niall kissed me, “then we will go with rockstar and you can be my virgin fan that want her idol to take her virginity,” he tells me. I bit my lip, “why virgin?” I asked. Niall played with the top of my knickers, “since your wearing white undies and I know they match without looking at your bra,” he replied.

“But that means your going to be slow and gentle,” I pointed out. Niall nodded his head, “do you want hard and rough baby? I could be a rockstar that doesn't care, but we have all night. So I give you what you want the second time around,” he tells me. Niall slipped his hand in my knickers, “I said you could do anything to me,” I reminded him. He ran his finger up and down a couple of times threw my slit, “well I'm going to fuck you like a virgin first. Then your going to be my sex slave,” he smirked. He entered a finger into me, “and since you’re a virgin I got to get you nice and ready,” he added.

“Can't I be a virgin that's begging to be fucked?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head, “but don't mean that I would listen,” he tells me. Niall slowly started moving his finger in and out of me, “more please,” I begged. Niall curled his finger inside of me, “baby I don't want to hurt you,” he smiled. I stopped myself from laughing, “you know you’re not a very good virgin,” he says. He curled his fingers inside of me again, “that's cause I'm a slut,” I smirked.

“Be a good girl a play a virgin or I won't fuck you,” Niall warned me. I pulled him down, so I could kiss him, “please be gentle Niall,” I whispered against his lips. Niall added another finger inside of me, “good girl,” he says. He moved his fingers in and out of me as he kissed my neck. He moved down the bed, “has anyone gave you oral?” Niall asked. I bit my lip, so I wouldn't laugh, “just this guy from school,” I smiled. Niall pulled his fingers out of me before pulling my knickers off, “was he any good?” Niall questioned.

“Well I've only been with him, so I don't know. But he looks like you,” I say. Niall moved my legs apart, “well let's see if I am,” Niall tells me. He put his head between my legs and started to lick up and down. I grabbed the blanket as he sucked my clit, “fuck,” I swore. Niall put two fingers inside of me as he kept going with my clit. He stopped all of a sudden, “I think your enjoying this too much baby,” he smirked.

“Well you are that good,” I say. Niall took his fingers out of me before he stuck his tongue inside of me. I moaned loudly as he kept going, “Niall you need to stop,” I tell him. He looked at me, “are you already about to cum?” He wondered. I nodded my head before he jumped off the bed. He grabbed a box of condoms out of his bag, “why do you always seem to have them?” I questioned. Niall got back on to the bed, “cause I want to fuck you all the time,” he smiled.

“How romantic,” I whispered. Niall put a condom on himself, “actually I was hoping that you'll come out with me tonight, so I was prepared,” he tells me. He kissed me as he entered me, but he didn't start moving, “you’re really taking this roll pay seriously,” I groaned. Niall nodded his head before he started moving in and out of me slowly. I pulled him down to kiss me as I wrapped my legs around his thighs.

We kept going at this pace until we both came. We laid next to each other on the bed, “so how was your first time?” Niall joked. I laughed a little, “it was amazing,” I smiled. Niall grabbed my hand, “not too slow for ya?” He questioned. I shook my head, “sex is always amazing with you,” I admitted. Niall rolled onto his side as he wrapped his arm around my waist. He just looked at me and didn't say anything, “can I have a shower?” I asked.

“You don't need to ask to have a shower. Just go have one,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “it's just I don't have any clothes part from the ones I was wearing,” I say. Niall slowly got up, “get in the shower and I'll get some of mine out for ya,” he smiled. He kissed me and I kept him against my lips for a little bit. He was smiling big when he pulled back, “join me in the shower,” I begged. Niall nodded his head, “why do you like showering with me?” He wondered.

“I don't know. I always like showering with you. You don't let my mind wonder to far,” I confessed. Niall kissed me quickly, “where does your mind wonder?” He questioned. I put my finger on my lips, “not telling,” I say. Niall kissed my forehead, “well let's get in the shower then before my mind wonders,” he smirked. I pulled him down to kiss him, “you know we never had sex in the shower?” I questioned. Niall started thinking, “that was the bath on New Years and against a wall in the gym that night,” I tell him.

“Wow really? You wanna try it now?” He asked. I shrugged my shoulders, “the thought came into my mine, but I don't know if I want to do it in a motel room,” I admitted. Niall raised an eyebrow, “really why?” He wondered. I bit my bottom lip, “personally I don't know,” I lied. The reason is that I want to save it when it gets boring. Niall poked me, “I know you know and whatever it is ignore it,” he tells me.

“I not thinking of anything,” I say. Niall pin my hands next to my head as he hovered over me, “now I want you to tell me what your thinking,” he demanded. I shook my head, “yes or you will never have a shower,” he warned me. I shook my head again, “I'll never sleep with you again if you don't let me have a shower,” I tell him. Niall kissed me, “just tell me princess,” he says. I licked my lips before I sighed, “I thought we could use it when we get boring,” I admitted. Niall started laughing and I pushed him off of me. I sat up, “really?” He smiled.

“Shut up,” I snapped. Niall grabbed my hands, “Buttercup I can never get bored of you. Plus, I would have jumped you in the shower sooner or later,” he tells me. I looked down, “you’re also the only girl I know that role plays with me. You might not have been that good, but still,” he added. Niall made me look at him, “why are you so afraid of us getting boring?” He wondered.

“I'm afraid to lose you. You’re not the same Niall as I left and you just want sex from me. So if you get bored you'll get rid of me and find someone else,” I confessed. Niall was shocked, “let's just get in the shower,” he mumbled. I will admit that I was kinda hurt that Niall didn't say anything about my confession. I slowly got off the bed and went straight into the bathroom.

I was in the shower for ten minutes before Niall joined me. He wrapped his arms around me from behind, “I'm sorry,” he whispered. He kissed my shoulder blade, “sorry for what?” I wondered. Niall grip around me got tighter, “for me. I'm such a jerk to you and you don't deserve it. I'm sorry that you have these thoughts in your head about me leaving again, but I can't promise that I won't. I wish things were different and I know that I got to work on my issues. But like you I need time,” he confessed.

“How much time?” I questioned. He shrugged his shoulders, “I don't even know where to start,” he says. I turned around to face him, “start with the first problem that comes into your head,” I tell him. Niall looked down, “the first problem that comes into my head is you. If I want to fix that I'm going to push you away,” he mumbled. I put his face between my hands and he looked worried, “I understand and I'll be waiting for you,” I promised him. Niall kissed me, “I hate to ask, but is this our last night together for a while?” I asked.

“Well if you want me to work out my issues. Then yes this be our last night for a while. But it doesn’t mean that I won't talk to you. I just think it's best if we stop with the sex. I think we both need to get our lives together and work out us,” he tells me. What did he mean by us? What was going to happen to us if we don't work out our problems? Niall kissed me as he pushed me against the shower wall, “but we don't need think about this right now. It's just us and all our problems are not here,” he says.

After our shower and Niall fucking me against the wall. We sat away from each other on the bed in our towels not saying a word. I really think we didn't know what to say to each other. We had a lot going through our minds, “Niall we’re thinking too much. We need to stop for the night,” I tell him. Niall opened his arms and I came in closer to him. He wrapped his arms around me tight, “it's just scary that I'm going to sort my problems out. I got so used to them for a year that I'm going to find it hard to go back to normal,” he tells me.

“Well what do you like about being the new Niall?” I wondered. Niall ran his fingers up and down my arm, “I get you in bed, I don't care about the little things and shit like that,” he replied. I placed my head on his chest, “you know you don't have to go back to the old Niall? You just got to fix your anger problems,” I asked. Niall nodded his head, “my inner demons,” he joked. I nodded my head, “but you know you don't have to push me away? I can help,” I wondered.

“I know, but it's safe if I do. I don't want to get angry at you anymore for something stupid,” he tells me. I kissed his chest, “and don't say that your alright with it, cause I fear if your next to me and I say nasty things to you. That you will have enough and leave. You would leave for good,” he added. I nodded my head, “I understand,” I whispered. Niall kissed the top of my head, “just promise me something princess,” he started. I looked at him to continue, “when I get back on track and I want you fully. Can Max be out of the picture?” He asked.

“I promise,” I tell him. But deep down inside I really don't know if he will be. Like Niall I have to get rid of my monster, but for me it a person. I still have to work out how to get rid of Max without him posting those pictures. Niall kissed the top of my head and I came out of my thoughts. I needed to come out of my thoughts since this is the last night for a while for me and Niall.

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Only four months has past since Niall's and I last night together, but nothing really changed. I'm still with Max and Niall still his angry self. It's only gotten worse in those four months for the both of us. Niall getting into a lot of fights and Max keeps hitting me now even when I done nothing wrong. I think this whole break thing just made us worse.

In school I have managed to stay on top of my work in most of my classes. But in art I've only done a couple of majors and two of the SA’s. I haven't done the one Zayn gave me since I didn't know how to do it. Every time I read Niall's name on that piece of paper my heart drops. Niall still sits next to me in English, creative writing and history. I think he just wants to be close and to keep an eye on Mr Hall. Niall has been talking to me, but it's just been short and snappy.

It was Friday and I was in English with Harry and Niall doing a task Mr Hall set us. As I was doing the task Mr Hall kept coming to see me asking if I need help. I kept telling him that I don't, but he kept coming back. Niall was getting angry at him since he was already in a bad mood. When the class was over Mr Hall asked for me to stay back. Niall quickly shook his head and told him that we had plans. Mr Hall told him that he would be quick and that he should leave. I just looked at Niall to tell him that I would be alright. Niall kissed my cheek as he whispered that he’ll be right outside.

When Niall left Mr Hall came closer to me, “now I wanted to ask you if you like to come to a school event? It going to be about creative minds and you’re my top pick,” he wondered. I nodded my head, “I would be honoured,” I smiled. He hugged me and I froze, “good. It's on Tuesday night about seven. Dress formal,” he tells me. He stepped back from me, “I better go,” I say. I quickly grabbed my stuff and left.

When I got outside the classroom Niall stopped me, “what happened?” He asked. I shook my head, “nothing what your thinking. I got picked for the school’s event of creative minds,” I tell him. We started walking to football practice, “I thought Mr Riley would of ask you first,” Niall says. I shrugged my shoulders, “I'm behind in art,” I admitted. Niall was surprised, “why? I thought you'd be way ahead in that lesson,” he questioned. I shrugged my shoulders again, “can't think of anything,” I replied.

“It's not cause of us?” He wondered as he stopped. I stopped and looked at him, “I really don't know,” I say. Yes, it cause of us. Every time I want to finish off Zayn task that he gave me. I feel sad, “tell me the truth Buttercup,” Niall snapped. I shook my head before I started walking again. I ignored him as I kept walking. This is how Niall's and I conversations end lately, “Buttercup!” Niall yelled. He grabbed my arm to pull me around, “ok yes Niall it's cause of us. I can't think straight. We’re worse off now and then before,” I snapped.

“Well maybe if you kept your end of the deal. I would have been quicker to fix myself,” he snapped back. I got out of his grip, “you haven't even made an effort, so why would I?” I argued. I pushed Niall, “your getting into fights more. It's like you want to get hurt. I can stand thinking about you getting beaten up,” I added. Niall looked down at his feet, “like I said princess I'm going to find it hard,” he reminded me. I shook my head as I sighed, “no you’re just making it worse,” I tell him. I walked away and left him there.

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It was Tuesday night and I was nervous as I was getting ready. I only found out yesterday that I had to explain to people about creative writing. I also found out that everyone was going, but that made me happy. I was worried that it was just going to be me and Mr Hall.

I went out with Sophia and Perrie to get a dress for tonight. I picked out a grey sleeveless dress with clear mesh over the top. On the clear mesh was embroidered flowers over it. I did my make-up with some nude eye shimmer and nude lipstick. I did my hair in a loose side plait with a simple metal chain head wrap. I put my simple silver stud earrings in and put on my silver cuff on my wrist. I put on my six-inch grey sparkly pumps before I looked in the mirror. As I looked over myself I played with the necklace Niall got me. I still haven’t taken it off and I probably never will.

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Louis was waiting for me in the lounge room, “wow Reid you look beautiful,” he tells me. I smiled at him, “well we better be going since we got to get there before everyone else does,” he added. I grabbed my phone, “now tell me why you got picked for drama?” I teased. Louis laughed, “I still don't know,” he says.

We got to the venue to be greeted by Harry and Zayn. Harry was here to take pictures and some of his pictures were on display. Zayn was here for art, “well we all dressed up nicely to talk to some rich people,” Harry joked. We all laughed a little bit, “I know Perrie went out got me this white top,” Zayn smiled. In the past four months him and Perrie have been on and off, “so we better get in there, so they can tell us what not to say,” I smiled.

When we got in the venue it was fall of student’s artworks, notebooks and pictures. It was amazing site to see, “Claire,” I heard Mr Hall say. He stood in front of me, “Mr Styles, Mr Tomlinson and Mr Malik,” he added. The boys just looked at him, “glad you’re here. I need to talk to you about tonight,” he started. The boys didn't move, “now there are going to read your notebook and ask you questions on it. I want you to answer them truthfully,” he continued. I nodded my head, “any questions?” He asked. I shook my head as another teacher called him, “well I see you soon,” he smiled. He left us, “you’re not to go fucken near him tonight by yourself,” Louis tells me.

“That's going to be a bit hard since he is going to be next to me the whole night,” I say. Louis shook his head, “one of the others be there,” he smirked. I knew he meant Niall, “great,” I sighed. Harry hugged me, “well I'm going out for a smoke. Louis care to join me?” Zayn asked him. Louis nodded his head before Zayn and him left, “is Louis smoking now?” I wondered. Harry nodded his head, “just one here and there. He says it helps him deal with stuff,” Harry tells me. I could tell that Harry was hurt that Louis turned to smokes and not him. We started walking around the venue, “how have you and Niall been? And don't lie to me,” Harry questioned.

“Bad. His getting worse and I'm still with Max,” I admitted. Harry nodded his head, “his saying that I didn't keep my end of the deal, but a week after we called the break. His fighting people and getting into trouble. It's like he doesn't care anymore,” I added. Harry wrapped an arm around me, “are you scared to leave Max for Niall?” He wondered. I shrugged my shoulders, “I don't know what Niall wants, but I am scared that I can't give him what he wants. He keeps saying us and I don't know what he means by that,” I rambled.

“Claire you need to talk to Niall without getting snappy at each other. I hate to see you two end after fourteen years together. You two have been through so much together,” Harry tells me. I nodded my head, “I don't want it to end too,” I whispered. We stopped in front of some pictures and I noticed they were the ones I took of the boys at football. Harry was smiling at them, “you’re an amazing person Claire. Don't let anyone tell you different,” Harry says. I noticed a picture of Niall, “just go with your heart,” he added. When I turned to Harry he was gone, “you don't get to say those things and walk away Styles,” I whispered.

I found Mr Hall in the creative writing section, “Claire good to see you again,” he smiled. I smiled back at him, “so why is this night happening?” I wondered. I noticed all our notebooks from creative writing were open and put on tables. I noticed mine next to Niall's, “well we are a creative school, so we got to show our sponsors what you guys do,” he explained. I nodded my head slowly, “can I ask why me tho?” I questioned. I wanted to read Niall's notebook, “you’re the only one that lets their mind write freely. I also asked Mr Horan to be here too, but he just told me no,” Mr Hall tells me.

“Well I changed my mind,” I heard Niall say. I looked at him and he was all dressed up. He was a thin grey v neck jumper with a white button up top underneath. He was also wearing black dress pants with black dress shoes. His hair was styled up into a quiff and he looked handsome. He looked me up and down, “well it's good to have you,” Mr Hall faked smiled. Niall stood next to me and even in my heels his was still little bit taller, “I wouldn't miss it for the world,” Niall smiled back.

“Just don't say anything stupid tonight you two,” Mr Hall tells us. Well I think he was telling Niall more than me, “you said to speak the truth,” I remembered. Mr Hall looked at me and Niall wrapped his arm around me, “yes, but don't give them stupid answers. Just explain how you came up with stuff,” he slightly snapped. I felt Niall tense up, “we won't, but if they do ask a stupid question. I will give them a stupid answer,” I tell him. Mr Hall told us that he had to do something, so he left us. Niall still had his arm wrapped around me, “now I'm more glad that I came,” he whispered.

“And why is that?” I wondered. I stepped away from him, “cause Mr Hall wants to fuck you tonight,” he says. I shook my head, but I started to believe him that he was right about Mr Hall. Niall walked over to our notebooks, “our thoughts are on display for everyone to see, but we’ve haven't seen each other's. Like I want to know what you wrote about family or your life story,” he confessed. I just watched him looking at my notebook, “also who you wrote a story about and the other topics. There all in your notebook and that intrigues me a lot,” he added.

“Yours intrigues me a lot too,” I say. Niall smiled at me, “maybe at the end of the semester we can read each other's?” He suggested. I nodded my head, “I'll like that,” I smiled. Harry come over to us, “there you are Styles. Next time don't walk away from me after what you said,” I tell him. Niall looked straight at him, “don't worry Niall it was all good stuff. She just doesn’t like to hear complements,” Harry says.

“That she doesn’t,” Niall laughed. I rolled my eyes at them, “what do you want Styles?” I asked. I noticed he had his camera on him, “I need to take a picture of you two,” he smiled. Niall stood next to me, “arm around her Niall,” Harry tells him. Niall put his arm around me and brought me closer to him. We smiled as Harry took the picture, “thanks,” he says. He started walking away, “oh good luck and no fighting,” he added.

“We won't,” Niall tells him. Harry walked off, “you sure about that?” I joked. Niall nodded his head, “I'll behave,” he says. Niall still had his arm wrapped around me, “you look beautiful tonight,” he tells me. I looked down, “you do too. Well I mean you look handsome,” I rambled. Niall laughed a little bit, “thanks princess,” he smiled. I smiled back at him, “but Harry got it for me,” he added.

“Really? Does Louis have to watch you and Harry?” I teased. Niall shook his head, “Louis mum got a new boyfriend,” Niall tells me. I was shocked, “that why Louis is turning to smokes and dope. Well Harry don't know about the dope. Anyway Louis taking it badly since his not there anymore. He wants to meet this guy that's in his mum and sisters lives,” Niall added.

“But that don't mean that he should turn to drugs. He should actually talk to Harry about it,” I pointed out. Niall sighed, “he has, but Harry keeps telling Louis that he might not be that bad as he thinks. Of course Louis still thinks the worse since he still needs to met him. They got into a big fight about it and Harry now is just going to butt out. I think their both right. Louis has the right to think the worse, but Harry right that he might not be the worse,” Niall explained. I nodded my head in agreement, “I know Louis going home for summer with everyone else,” I remembered.

“And his counting down the days,” Niall says. Niall stood in front of me as he put his hands on my hips, “are you going home for the summer?” He wondered. I shook my head, “dad got two business trips and a bunch of meetings. So his not really going to be home. I thought about staying back and catching up in art,” I tell him. Niall nodded his head as I placed my hands on his chest. I knew Niall wasn't going home for summer, so I didn't bother asking him. Niall moved his face in closer to mine, “I want to kiss you princess,” he whispered.

“Is that a good idea?” I wondered. I knew my breathing got faster, “is anything we do a good idea?” He smiled. I shook my head a little bit before Niall kissed me lightly. As he pulled back a little I kissed him lightly, “this is not a good idea princess,” he says. I pulled him back to my lips to kiss him longer. I missed kissing him in those four months, “Buttercup we need to stop,” he tells me against my lips.

“Why?” I wondered. Niall stepped back from me, but kept his hands on my hips, “or I'm going to take you home and catch up on those four months apart,” he admitted. I bit my bottom lip since I really wanted to do that. I missed it more then I like to admit, “Reid, Horan you better be getting along,” we heard Louis say. Niall and I both sighed as we turned to face him, “yes we are,” I say.

“Good and did I interrupted something?” He smirked. We both shook our heads, “don't lie to me. I saw you two kissing,” he tells us. We both looked at the ground, “Mr Tomlinson back in the drama section!” Mr Hall yelled at him. Louis rolled his eyes, “you’re lucky for now. I will question you later,” he warned us. Louis ran off as Mr Hall came over to us, “now you two keep your hands off each other. People are being let in right now,” he snapped.

“I can't promise that I will keep my hands to myself,” Niall smirked. I saw rage come over Mr Hall face, “you better or you'll be out of here and I don't me this event,” Mr Hall threatened. I pulled Niall closer to me, “don't,” I whispered to Niall. Mr Hall smiled at Niall, “listen to your girlfriend,” he says. Mr Hall walked away from us and Mr Riley came up to us, “is everything alright here?” He wondered. Niall nodded his head as Mr Riley looked at me, “Claire I have put up two of your art work pieces and one of your design pieces,” he tells me.

“So nearly everything of mine is up for display,” I smiled. Mr Riley laughed a little bit, “so how has Buttercup been doing in art?” Niall asked. Mr Riley raised and eyebrow at my nickname, “well she not where I like her to be. I thought she would have handed more up then she has. I also upset that she hasn't done the task that Zayn set her,” Mr Riley replied. Niall looked at me, “well I'll make sure this summer that she catches up,” Niall says. I smiled at him, “thanks Niall,” Mr Riley says. He walked away from us, “so how are you going to make sure that I catch up this summer?” I smirked.

“I'm moving in for the summer,” he tells me. I smiled as I shook my head, “great I have a month before I see you full time,” I joked. Niall laughed a little, “your going to love it,” he smiled. I pushed him a little, “that's not fair. I can't push you since you probably fall over in those heels,” he pouted. I quickly took my heels off, “free shot,” I tell him. Niall was confused, “I think I don't want to do that,” he says. He came in closer to me, “I like it when your smaller then me,” he teased. I stood on my tippy toes to kiss him, “now Buttercup we got to keep our hands off each other,” he mocked Mr Hall.

“It wasn't my hands,” I pointed out. I put my heels back on, “so technically we can use other body parts,” I added. Niall smirked big, “oh princess we can't do anything. People are coming,” he says. I pouted as I nodded my head, “so be ready to talk to snobs,” he faked smiled. I laughed a little and Mr Hall came over to us. He still looked un happy with Niall, “alright get ready you two,” he ordered.

Three hours later the crowded started to die down for Niall and I. I hated talking about what I wrote. It felt like I was reading people my personal journal. I felt naked and I could tell Niall did too. He looked so uncomfortable explaining the topic we done for family. I wanted grab him and runaway, but we didn't.

After I finished talking to a person I went over to Niall, “you alright?” I asked. Niall shook his head, “I just want to go home and drink a full bottle of some sort of alcohol,” he whined. I rubbed his back, “just one more hour,” I say. I kept rubbing Niall's back, “careful princess your touching me,” Niall joked. I smiled at him, “now there you two are. We’ve been here for hours and we just found you,” I heard Perrie whine. I rolled my eye before turning around. Sophia and Liam with her, “well we haven't moved,” I tell her.

“She's just grumpy cause we pulled her away from Zayn,” Sophia tells me. They came closer to us, “aww. Suck it up,” Niall teased. Perrie didn't look happy at Niall, “well if your going to be a dick about. I'll go back to him,” Perrie sneered. Niall wrapped an arm around me, “then do that and not support your other friends. Go be dick hungry,” Niall snapped. I put my hand on Niall's chest to calm him down, “I'm dick hungry. You should really look at your girl. Why do you think her and Max haven't broken up yet?” Perrie tells him.

“What the fuck did you say?” I questioned. Niall wrapped both of his arms around me quickly, “you heard me. You and Max have been fucking,” Perrie said slowly. Sophia slapped Perrie across the face, “shut up Perrie and your lies. I want you out of the apartment,” Sophia tells her. We were all shocked, “I've had enough of your lies. I can't believe you told Liam that you think I was cheating on him. I also can't believe that you didn't think Liam would say something to me,” Sophia added. Perrie was in tears, “you can't be serious about kicking me out?” Perrie cried.

“I am and I'm sorry, but your lies have gone to far,” Sophia tells her. Perrie ran off crying and I looked at Niall, “I need you to say it,” he demanded. I gave him a small nod, “I haven't slept with Max. I promised you,” I reassured him. Niall kissed me, “please be telling the truth,” he whispered. I nodded my head, “hunny are your alright?” we heard Liam ask Sophia.

“I'm fine. I wanted to do that for awhile, but you told me no. Then she attacks Claire and Niall when their on there break. I have had enough. All she cared about was Zayn and he don't feel the same,” Sophia tells him. Liam kissed her, “wait Zayn don't want her?” I wondered. Both Liam and Sophia nodded their heads, “Zayn told me that she too pushy. She told him to go solo in music class and leave us guys. Zayn told her no and they got into a fight about it. Perrie trying to change Zayn into this man that his not,” Liam explained.

“But we like Zayn the way he is,” I say. Everyone agreed with me, “I don't know what's going to happen now, but I don't think it's the end,” Sophia admitted. I hugged her, “it's going to be alright,” I reassured her. Mr Hall came over to us, “Claire and Mr Horan you need to meet someone,” he tells us. Niall and I nodded our heads, “will talk soon,” Niall tells them. I hugged Sophia again, “tell Harry and Louis what happened. Then we'll get a drink after,” I whispered. Sophia nodded her head before she kissed my cheek.

After Niall and I talked to this old guy about the school and the teachers. We were allowed to look around the venue to look at other people's stuff. Niall didn't want to met up with the others straight away, so we went walking around. We stopped at the art section and Zayn was gone. Niall was looking at all the art pieces until he found mine. He was looking at a piece I did with a girl. There was two of her, but one was happy and the other was sad. In the happy one the girl had a guy and she was smiling at him. In the other the girl had tears running down her face as a shadow was in the corner. I still don't know why I painted this one. Niall looked at my drawing next, “a jet black heart with white lilies thought it,” he says.

“The heart is consumed with darkness that they don't feel,” I started. Niall looked at me, “the person that the heart belongs to believes that they can't love another human. The lilies symbolise someone getting in and bringing light to that person heart. For they truly love that person and that person fixed their heart,” I explained. Niall nodded his head, “it's beautiful,” he whispered. He wrapped his arm around me before he kissed the side of my head. He kissed my shoulder as he looked at me, “so is this what you did in four months?” He questioned.

“No. I did a couple more, but there nothing special. Just landscape,” I replied. Niall moved his thumb up and down on me, “so in those hard times that we were separated. You made these, so they must be the truth,” he says. I didn't say anything since I didn't know why I did these. I knew I came up with the girl when I was having a bad day. When I came up with the jet black heart and lilies was in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep. Niall kissed my shoulder, “well if we head to drama now we see everyone,” Niall tells me. I nodded my head before we left.

When we got to the drama section Harry, Louis, Sophia and Liam were there. They were talking about something, “better not be talking about us,” Niall tells them. They looked at us, “we actually were,” Sophia smiled. We came in closer, “so are you two off your break?” Louis asked. I looked at Niall, “um we haven't talked about that yet,” Niall mumbled. Everyone nodded their heads, “well can we leave this place and go get a drink?” Harry asked.

“Please someone say yes,” Liam begged. Mr Riley came over to us, “alright guys you need to go into another hall. So you can hear someone dribble shit,” he tells us. We all groaned, “I know it's bullshit since we all want to go home,” Mr Riley says.

We all followed him into a big hall to see everyone there. We stood at the back as some guy was talking on a stage. I really wasn't paying attention since Niall was running his hand up and down my back. I tried to grab his hand, but he just moved it in time. I jumped on his back to make him stop, “I'll like Miss Claire Reid to accept the award for freshman of the year for creative writing and art,” the man on the stage says. Niall and I froze when everyone looked at us. I quickly got off Niall and fix my dress. I slowly walked up to the stage as everyone was clapping for me, “that's my girl!” I heard Louis shout.

“No that's my girl!” Harry shouted. When I got on stage I looked at Niall and he was smiling big at me. I shook the man’s hand as he gave me my award. The man pushed me to the microphone, so I would say something. I just looked at everyone in the crowd, “um thank you,” I say. Everyone looked at me to say more, “I really don't know what else to say,” I added. I walked off stage, but Mr Hall stopped. I just wanted to get back to the others, “well congratulations,” he smiled.

“Thanks,” I smiled back. I looked around to see no one around and I felt uneasy. Mr Hall put his hand on my shoulder, “you deserve it,” he says. He ran his hand down my arm, “you are a special and beautiful girl Claire,” he tells me. I was frozen as he ran his hand back up my arm to my neck, “I have to get back to my boyfriend,” I mumbled. I didn't move, “so how long you and Niall being going out?” He questioned.

“Well we have known each other for fourteen years, but we got together recently,” I tell him. Mr Hall came in closer to me and I pushed him back. I quickly walked away from him into the crowd. I bumped straight into Niall, “hey I've been looking for you,” he says. I hugged him tight, “what happened?” He wondered. He rubbed my back, “um not here,” I tell him.

Niall pulled me out the back of the venue, “what's wrong?” He asked again. I took in a deep breath, “I think Mr Hall was coming on to me,” I replied. I saw rage come over Niall's face as he came closer to me, “what did he do Claire?” Niall demanded. I didn't know how to say it, “he touched me, but nothing like your thinking. He just ran his hand up and down my arm. Then left it on my neck. He moved in closer, but I pushed him away,” I tell him.

“His going to pay for that,” Niall gritted through his teeth. I stopped him, “you can't do anything. You have no proof that he done anything. Just my word,” I say. Niall looked at me, “you can't let this slide Claire. This is something you need to report,” Niall tells me. I knew he was pissed since he kept using my real name and not my nickname. I ran my hand down his face, “I know, but tonight I just want to go home,” I admitted. Niall nodded his head slowly, “but tomorrow we are talking about it with someone,” he tells me.

We all got to the apartment after Harry and Niall got their stuff from the frat house. Perrie wasn't there and I saw relief over Sophia face. We all sat in the lounge room after we got a drink. I sat on the arm chair with Niall as Sophia and Liam took the other one. Louis and Harry sat on the lounge together, “so what do we want to talk about?” Harry wondered. Niall ran his hand up my leg, “how about Reid winning an award,” Louis smiled. I shook my head, “wonderful speech too,” Liam teased. I stuck my rude finger up at him, “or when people looked at her after her name was called. She was all over Niall,” Sophia smiled.

“Ok guys I think that's enough with teasing her. We should be proud of her for winning an award,” Niall tells them. I smiled at him, “but how did you win for art? I only saw two of them,” Harry wondered. I shrugged my shoulders, “you have to ask Mr Riley that,” I replied. Niall stopped running his hand up and down my leg, “but it was no shocker to you winning creative writing. Mr Hall got it bad for you,” Sophia smirked. Niall dug his fingers into my thigh, “Niall stop,” I tell him.

“Princess tell them what happen,” he demanded. I shook my head, “tell them or I will,” he warned me. I shook my head again, “tell us what?” Liam questioned. Niall kissed my nose before looking at everyone. I hid my face into his neck, “Mr Hall came on to Buttercup after she won her award. All he did was touch her arm, but he moved in to kiss her,” Niall explained.

“You need to tell someone,” I heard Harry say. Niall wrapped his arms around me tight, “we are tomorrow,” Niall says. Niall kissed the side of my head, “I'll go with her,” Sophia tells us. I looked at her, “the last thing you need is Niall losing it,” she added. I nodded my head, “thank you so much and I'm not just talking about coming with me,” I smiled. Sophia was confused, “you have always looked after us when we don't ask for it,” I added.

“That actually means a lot to me. Thank you Claire,” she admitted. I saw tears in her eyes and Liam hugged her tight, “well it's been a long night I think we should all go to bed,” Harry says. Louis shook his head, “we all have a day off tomorrow for going tonight. Why can't we spend time with our friends?” Louis wondered. Harry looked down, “his horny,” Niall smirked. Harry went bright red in the face, “don’t tease the horny boy Niall. You’re in the same boat as he is,” Liam says.

“But I learnt to really use my hand in these past four months,” Niall tells him. Everyone started laughing, “have you got burns from it?” Louis teased. Niall sook his head, “I learnt to change hands. Did you know if you sit on one hand until it's numb? It feels like someone else is doing it,” Niall says. They boys looked at him with shocked faces, “aww poor baby,” I cooed. Niall looked at me and I saw lust in his eyes, “maybe we should go to bed,” Louis smirked.

“Well let's go to bed,” Liam says. As Liam stood up he picked Sophia up bridal style. They all left me and Niall and went into their rooms, “we got to talk before we go to bed,” Niall started. He ran his hand up my side, “what's going on with us? Are we off our break since that didn't work? Or is tonight a one off thing?” He questioned. I shrugged my shoulders, “we didn't do what we said we were going to do in our break. We are worse off than before, but can we be together?” I wondered.

“I really don't know princess. We haven't had screaming match tonight, but how long is it going to last for? Your still with him and that pisses me off real bad. So sooner or later we will get into a screaming match about it. However, I think for tonight we shouldn't worry about that shit. I think we should come off our break too since I'm better with you then without you,” Niall confessed. I nodded my head, “do you want to give your hand a rest?” I joked.

“Maybe, but I do need some new pictures. I over used the ones that I got,” he smiled. I kissed him, “only if your good,” I say against his lips. I have come to learn that Niall would never share my pictures. No matter how mad he is at me, “we should go to bed,” he smirked. I shook my head, “I have one question,” I tell him. Niall nodded his head for me to continue, “why did you get into the fights?” I wondered.

“Well you’re not going to believe me, but they guys that I got into fights with. Um they wanted you. They thought we broke up and that your back on the market. No one cares that you’re with Max. They don't even know who he is. They just thought you’re with me,” Niall admitted. I slowly nodded my head, “so your fighting the boys, so they stay away from me?” I questioned. Niall nodded his head as his bit his bottom lip, “they going to do stuff to you. That only I can,” he says.

“Really what kinda stuff we’re talking about?” I asked. I knew Niall didn't want to tell me, “or I could just show ya,” he smirked. I kissed him, “but I wanna know who said what. I want to leave my options open who to fuck next,” I say. Niall shook his head as he kissed me hard, “no fucken way. If you say anything like that again. I will tie you to your bed,” Niall tells me. I kissed him, “kinky,” I whispered.

“I'm not joking princess,” he warned me. I knew he wasn't joking, but I love to see him possessive over me. I kissed him, “I know,” I smiled. As Niall was about to kiss me I moved back, “now Buttercup I don't mind going another night without sex, but can you?” He smirked. I nodded my head, “I got a toy,” I admitted. Niall was surprised, “really? What did you get?” He wondered. I bit my bottom lip, “just a vibrator. Nothing special and it smaller than you. Sophia and I went out and got it. Well she went out to get other stuff that I'm not allowed to tell you about,” I rambled. I felt embarrassed, “how many times have you used it?” Niall questioned.

“A couple of times. I'm not going to tell you a number,” I tell him. Niall slowly nodded his head, “I wanked every night over you. Sometime more than once a day,” he tells me. I laughed a little, “don't laugh at me. I missed you,” he added. I kissed him, “I missed you too, but I didn't do it as often as you,” I smiled. Niall kissed my nose, “well you not a horny eighteen-year-old,” he pointed out. I nodded my head, “yes I am. But I'm a girl, so I don't do it as often as you,” I teased.

“Well you didn't miss me as much as I missed you,” he says. I acted offended, “I missed you more than sex. I actually missed talking to you, kissing you and you holding me,” I tell him. Niall kissed me, “I missed all of that too,” he whispered. Niall moved me, so I would straddle his lap. He picked me up as he stood up and I wrapped my legs and arms around him, “now if you say anything about putting you down cause your heavy. One I will smack your arse and two I won't put you down,” he tells me. I kissed his neck, “put me down I'm heavy,” I whispered in his ear. Niall smacked my arse, “now I'm not putting you down,” he smiled.

Niall carried me all the way to my room and didn't put me down. I just looked at him as I played with the back of his hair, “we need to get undressed, so your going to have to put me down,” I say. Niall shook his head, “I'm in no rush,” he smiled. I hugged him with my whole body as I hid my face into his neck. Niall hugged me back and kissed the side of my head.

I opened my eyes as Niall put me on the bed, “I think you need to get some sleep,” he whispered. I shook my head, “Buttercup you feel asleep on me,” he tells me. I didn't realize that I feel asleep. I know I haven't been sleeping right for a while now, “so let's get undressed and get into bed,” he added. I nodded my head as I sat up. I watched Niall get undressed until he was in his boxers. I missed this sight, “you know you shouldn't watch people get undressed,” he smirked.

“You’re not people your Niall and I can't reach my zipper,” I smiled. Niall pulled me up, so I would stand. He turned me around before he slowly unzipped my dress. He pushed it off my shoulders and it feel to the floor. He kissed my back a couple of times, “you going semi naked or pjs to bed?” He asked. He unclipped my bra and it joined my dress on the floor. Niall wrapped his arms around me, “semi naked,” I say.

“Good,” Niall whispered. He kissed my neck, “I want you Niall,” I admitted. Niall kissed my neck again, “you’re not going to fall asleep on me?” He teased. I shook my head, “I promise,” I tell him. Niall turned me around to face him, “should we?” He questioned. I kissed him, “I don't know if we should, but I really want too,” I admitted. Niall ran his hands up my sides, “we will talk about in the morning. Right now I just want to get lost in you,” he tells me.

“Then let's get lost,” I whispered. Niall kissed me hard and wasted no time sticking his tongue in my mouth. He ran his hands down my back to my arse. He squeezed it and I moaned into his mouth. Niall started kissing down my neck, “I need to mark you princess,” he says. He looked at me, “just a little one,” he added. I bit my lip, “Niall,” I started. He kissed me, “just right here,” he tells me as he pushed his thumb near my hip bone.

“Just a little one,” I whispered. Niall got down on his knees before he moved my knickers down. He attached his mouth where his thumb was and started sucking. I put my hand through his hair as I moaned little. I felt Niall smirk against me as he started kissing down. He pulled my knickers all the way down, “baby trust me on the next part. If you have to fall. Fall backwards,” he tells me.

“What?” I questioned. Niall didn't reply he just grabbed my leg and put it over his shoulder. He started sucking on my clit, “fuck,” I moaned. My legs already started to shake, so I placed my hand on his shoulder to steady myself. Niall kept going and I already felt myself about to cum. Niall moved my leg from his shoulder before he gently pushed me down onto the bed, “I'm not finished yet baby,” he says.

“But I'm already about to cum,” I admitted. Niall moved my legs apart before inserting his tongue in to me. I quickly put my hands through his hair to pull on it slightly. Niall groaned and it sent vibrations through me. He moved one of his hand to play with my clit. I clenched my thighs around his head as he kept going. I came into his mouth trying not to moan loudly.

After a little bit Niall hovered over me, “you miss that baby?” He smirked. I didn't answer him I just pulled him down to kiss him. I ran my hands up his sides, “my turn now,” I say out of breath. Niall stood up before helping me up. I turned him around and pushed him down onto the bed. I kneeled between his legs as he propped himself up on his elbows to look at me. I ran my hands up to the waistband of his boxers, “fuck this is a beautiful sight,” he groaned.

“Shh,” I smiled. I pulled his boxers off and I couldn't help but lick my lips at the sight of him. Niall pulled me up to him, so he could kiss me hard, “I don't think you have to suck me off. What you just did then just sent me into overdrive,” he admitted. I kissed down his neck, “I'm still doing it,” I smirked. I kissed down his chest as Niall laid back down. I slowly kissed down his stomach to the base of his member. I then kissed all the way up to his tip, “baby I love how your slow, but it's torture,” Niall groaned.

“Hunny shut up,” I tell him. I saw lust in his eyes as I slowly took the tip of his member in my mouth. He moaned as I sucked on the tip. I looked at him as I put more of him in my mouth. He was staring at me and his eyes were nearly black. I put more him in my mouth until I couldn't fit any more. I grazed my teeth along his member as I took it out of my mouth. Niall bit his lip hard, “fuck I hate when you do that,” he groaned.

“No you don't. You love it,” I teased. I licked the tip of his member a couple of times, “baby stop. I want to be in you now,” he begged. Before I could say anything Niall pulled me up and on him. He kissed me hard, but stopped all of a sudden. He just looked at me, “what's wrong?” I asked. Niall gave me a quick kiss, “I didn't realize how much I miss us,” he admitted. I ran my hand through the side of his hair, “same,” I smiled.

“I want to do it slow,” he says. He moved me, so my head hit my pillows. He kissed my forehead a couple of times, but as he went to move to grab a condom. I stopped him, “can we make out for a little bit?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head before he kissed me. The kiss was slow and gentle as we were trying not to rush it. I pulled Niall onto of me as I deepened the kiss. Our hands roamed each other's bodies trying to feel each bit of each other. To me this felt different and I didn't know why.

I didn't know how long we made out for, but Niall and I got rough with each other. When Niall pulled back his lips were swollen and red, “I can't wait any more baby,” he tells me. I nodded my head before Niall went into my draw to grab out a condom. I sat up and took it off of him. I put the condom on his tip before I put the rest on with my mouth. Really got to thank Sophia for tell me that, “fuck,” Niall whispered. I kissed up Niall's stomach to his neck, “I'm liking this side of you,” he tells me.

“And what side that?” I wondered. I kissed along his jaw, “loving,” he says. I didn't know what he meant by that, “but let me show you my loving side,” he smiled. He pushed me back onto the bed gently as he hovered over me. He kissed me a couple of times before entered me slowly. We both moaned over the feeling we both missed. He started moving in and out of me slowly, but with every thrusted in he kissed me. I dug my fingers into his back, “scratch me princess,” he groaned.

“Why?” I questioned. Niall hid his face into my neck, “cause I like it,” he whispered in my ear. He kissed just under it and I did scratch his back. Not because he asked me too, but because that was my sweet spot. Niall moaned into my ear, “fuck baby,” he mumbled. I pulled his hair, so I could kiss him. Niall nibbled on my bottom lip and I dug my fingers into his sides. Niall thrusted into me hard and it hit the right spot. I moaned as I threw my head back, “fuck baby,” Niall swore.

“Hunny I don't think I'm going to last much longer,” I groaned. Niall thrusted hard into me and hit the right spot again, “same baby. The way your moaning I nearly came ages ago,” he smiled. I kissed him hard as he thrusted a couple of times into me. I hid my face into his shoulder and he did the same to me. I bit him as we both came trying to hid my moans. Niall feel on top of me, but never putting his full weight on me.

Niall rolled off of me after he caught his breath, “I reckon nap and then we do that again,” he says. I rolled on my side to face him, “we both know if we go to sleep we aren’t getting back up,” I smiled. I placed my hand on Niall's chest, “have you been sleeping right?” He asked unsuspectedly. He grabbed my hand, “what makes you ask that?” I questioned. Niall moved his thumb on the back of my hand, “you fell asleep on me while I was holding you,” he replied.

“No,” I whispered. Niall pulled me closer to him, “have you?” I asked before he could ask me why. Niall shook his head, “the best nights sleep I get is when your next to me. I don't have to worry if your safe or not. Your right next to me and I know your safe,” he confessed. He kissed my forehead, “I feel safe when I'm next to you. It feels like nothing can hurt me,” I tell him. Niall smiled a little, “how about a shower then bed?” He suggested. I nodded my head as we both got up.

We had a shower together and Niall fucked me against the wall slowly. We laid in bed after we put some underwear on. Niall made me go topless, so he could feel my skin against him. We laid down facing each other with our arms around each other. We just stared at each other, “for someone who fell asleep on me. You seem to be wide awake now,” he joked. I smiled as I nodded my head, “well we did fuck twice,” I pointed out. Niall kissed me, but I knew he was frowning. When we pulled back he still was frowning, “what's wrong?” I asked him.

“Nothing,” he lied. I moved my hand up his side to the side of his neck, “tell me,” I begged. Niall looked down, “for some reason I didn't like it when you said fuck,” he admitted. I was confused, “it just made what we did sound dirty and slutty,” he added. I started to get a feeling in the pit of my stomach and I didn't know what it was. Niall kissed my forehead, “do you want me to say it more romantic?” I joked. Niall nodded his head, “well you did make love to me twice,” I say.

“That sounds so much better,” he smiled. I moved in closer to him, so I could hide my face into his neck. I always felt safe doing this. It was like he was protecting me for the world. Niall kissed the top of my head, “you alright?” He wondered. I nodded my head, “I just missed this,” I say. Niall wrapped his arms around me tight, “so do I,” he whispered. We fell asleep like that.

In the morning when I woke up Niall was gone. I started to panic thinking he left me again. That he got what he wanted last night and left. All these bad thoughts were running though my mind, “hey baby what's wrong?” I heard Niall ask. I looked at him as he came running over, “bad dream?” He wondered. He moved his fingers under my eyes, “stop crying please and tell me,” he begged. I didn't know I was crying, “just a bad dream and I don't want to talk about it,” I tell him. I didn't want to tell Niall that I thought he left when he really didn't, “I understand,” he says.

“Um so where were you?” I asked. Niall placed his hand on the side of my neck, “just saying bye to everyone. It just us home today until we have to go to training,” he replied. He kissed me lightly, “what time is it?” I wondered. Niall ran his thumb along my jaw, “ten,” he tells me. He kissed me again, “so we got awhile,” he smirked. He pushed me down onto the bed, “let me get rid of that bad dream,” he says.

Niall fucked me slow again like last night before we decide to get up. I was walking around in his shirt, “do you want some lunch?” I asked him. Niall nodded his head, but didn't say anything. He hasn't really said anything to me after we got out of bed. I was starting to worry about him, “what would you like?” I questioned. Niall went into the kitchen and grabbed out a packet of noodles. He put them on the side before sitting down in the lounge room. I just looked at him, “Niall what's wrong?” I wondered.

“Nothing,” he mumbled. I didn't believe him, so I walked into the he lounge room. He looked at me for a second before looking away, “I know there's something wrong Niall. So just tell me,” I demanded. Niall sighed, “I think we should go back on our break,” he tells me. I felt my chest get tighter, “why?” I whispered. Niall didn't look at me, “cause this is never going to work out. We don't keep our promises. We fight all the time and I'm sick of it princess. I'm not going to change and you’re not going to leave him anytime soon,” he snapped.

“Niall I don't want to lose you. I don't want to throw away fourteen years,” I cried. I knew I couldn't stop crying, “when I woke up today and you were gone. I was so scared that you left me again. I don't want to feel like that. I have you the way you are,” I added. Niall looked at me, “still not going to change the fact that you’re with him,” he spat. He stood up and started walking to my room. I followed him, “I just need to work out how,” I tell him.

“Does he hit you Claire?” Niall asked. I shook my head and Niall kept walking, “then leave him, but I won't come back until he gone,” Niall tells me. He started getting dressed in last nights’ clothes, “I need you,” I say. Niall put on his grey v neck jumper after he put his pants on, “Claire if you need me then tell me why you won't leave him!” Niall yelled. I just looked at him, “baby I would be the last person to judge you in whatever the reason,” he said much calmer.

“This is something I have to do own my own. I got myself into this mess and I'll get myself out it,” I tell him. Niall looked disappointed as he came closer to me. He kissed me lightly, “well it's goodbye then,” he whispered. I saw tears in his eyes, “I'll be close, but not as close as we would both like,” he added. He left me standing there as he walked out of the apartment.








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