When Niall and I got up in the morning he was smiling. I didn't know if he had a good night sleep or he was excited to go to the beach today. He was singing to himself as he got ready in his bathers. He put on a pair of red shorts that stopped at mid thigh over his boxers. He put a white singlet on and his shoes. He kissed me before he left to put his stuff in the car. I quickly put on my bathers that were a two piece. It was a dark blue, a light blue and white block bikini. I put my black and white striped dress over the top before Niall came back. He pouted as he looked at me, “I didn't get to see what your wearing underneath,” he says.

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“You'll find out soon enough,” I smiled. I plated some of my hair before I put it back in a low lose bun. Niall took my bag out as I finished packing a bag for the beach today. I put on my white sandals that I wore the other day as Niall came back into the room, “you got everything?” He wondered. I put on my black Ray Ban sunglasses on as I made sure that I had my ring and necklace on, “yep,” I say. I picked up my beach bag, “let's go to the beach,” Niall beamed.

Niall drove to the beach and people were already there. We walked along the beach until we found a spot that didn't have too many people. Niall and I set up our towels on the ground, “it's a nice day. It's not too hot,” Niall says. I nodded my head as I sat on my towel, “what's put you in a good mood?” I wondered. Niall sat down on his towel next to me, “lots of things. I’m on holiday with my favourite person in the world. We're sitting on a beach soaking up the sun. I had a great night sleep,” he rambled.

“I'm your favourite person in the world?” I questioned. Niall nodded his head, “am I not yours?” he asked. I kissed him, “you are,” I say against his lips. Niall kissed me lightly before I pulled back. He took his singlet off and his shoes. He looked at me to do the same, so I took my sandals off. Niall pulled on the side of my dress, “that has to go too,” he smirked.

“Oh does it now?” I smiled. Niall nodded his head as I stood up. I pulled my dress over my head, “fuck,” I heard Niall whisper. When I looked at him he was looking me up and down. He licked his lips, “two piece,” he smirked. I nodded my head as I sat back down, “I'm guessing you like it,” I pointed out. Niall came closer to me, “I think I like it too much baby,” he whispered. He put his hand on my thigh, “calm down. We got all day,” I tell him.

“I know we got all day,” he says. He kissed my cheek, “so let's get into the water,” he smiled. Niall stood up before pulling me to him, “I don't want to get wet yet,” I whined. Niall held back his laugh, “and you such a dirty boy,” I tell him. Niall pulled me over to near the water, but I stop him from going any further. He got behind me and started pushing me. I tried to stop him, but his tickled my sides a little bit. I feel to the floor laughing, so Niall stood in front of me and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He smiled at me, “your getting wet baby,” he says.

“Don't tease,” I tell him. Niall started walking into the water until I could feel it. He kissed me as he bent over, so my body was in the water. I smiled as I kept kissing him, “made you wet,” he teased. He stood up and I let go of him. My feet hit the floor as the water came up over my waist. Where the water only came up to just under Niall's belly button. I splashed his face, “now your wet,” I smiled.

“That's cause you made me wet,” he says. I laughed a little as Niall had an evil look in his eyes. I started running away from him the best I could, but I didn't get very far. Niall grabbed me from behind, “I'm started to think you like being punished,” he tells me. I bit my bottom lip, “I love the pain,” I smirked. Niall kissed my neck a couple of times before he pushed me down into the water. When I came back up he was laughing, “that was mean,” I pouted.

“But now your fully wet,” he joked. I crossed my arms over my chest and Niall looked straight at my boobs. So I pushed them together more, “that's mean. Where in public baby,” he says. I moved, so my back was towards the beach. I pulled down my bikini top to flash him, “fuck baby,” he groaned. I blew him a kiss before I started walking out of the water.

I sat down on my towel as Niall stayed in the water. He squatted down, so the water came up to his shoulders. He was glaring at me as I waved him over to come join me. He shook his head before he waved me over. I shook my head back as I laughed a little. Niall started to pout at me. I looked around to see no one looking at me, so I flashed Niall again. He threw his head back as he opened his mouth. I bit my lip as he ran out of the water to me. He tackled me to the ground, “your so fucken mean baby,” he growled.

“You were mean to me first,” I say. Niall kissed me before he sat up, “we're at the beach your meant to get wet. Your meant to have fun in the water,” Niall tells me. He helped me sit up, “I know, but I can't swim,” I reminded him. I really couldn't swim. I even took lessons and still no luck. I just panic when the water goes over my head, “I remember, but I'm here. I won't let you drown,” he reassured me. He kissed my forehead, “you promise?” I questioned.

“I promise,” he tells me. Niall kissed me lightly, “but before we get back into the water we should put on some sunscreen. I don't want you to burn,” I smiled. I grabbed the sunscreen out of my bag and Niall took it straight off of me. He started putting it on himself, “such a gentleman,” I joked. I grabbed the sunscreen off of him. I started putting it on my legs, “I was going to be a gentleman and put it on for you,” he smirked.

“No you were going to be a dirty boy,” I say. I took off my sunglasses before I rubbed sunscreen over my body, arms and face. I noticed Niall didn't rub in the sunscreen probably on his chest. So I rubbed it in more for him, “thanks princess,” he smiled. Niall sat between my legs, “can you do my face and back?” He asked. I put some sunscreen on my hands before I rubbed it into his face making sure I got his ears.

When I was done Niall turned around for me. His scratches were starting to heal, “do you like the scratches I gave you?” I wondered. I started rubbing sunscreen into his back, “I like them. I just don't like when they sting,” he admitted. I kissed the back of his neck before I rubbed sunscreen there. I rubbed his back some more, “I think the sunscreen in,” he says.

“I know,” I smiled. Niall leant back, so he could look at me. I wrapped my arms around him, “I don't need my massage now,” he tells me. I kissed him, “I didn't give you one last night tho,” I pointed out. Niall laughed a little bit, “you know what happens when you give me a massage,” he reminded me. I smiled as I kissed him, “let me do your back before it gets burnt,” he added. Niall sat up and I moved, so I would sit between his legs. He started rub sunscreen into my back slowly.

When he was done he pulled me back, so I leant against him. He rested his hands on my stomach, “great way to start our holiday,” Niall says. I grabbed his hands, “hunny we’ve been out of New York for two days,” I tell him. Niall kissed the top of my head, “but that was spent in the car. Stopping at places for a couple of hours. But right now I don't have to worry about where we're going. We get to sit and relax. Enjoying this beautiful place,” he pointed out.

“That's is very true,” I smiled. Niall squeezed my hands, “I get to enjoy it with you. Something I couldn't believe last year. I thought we would still be fighting. Well me still fighting with you. I'm still trying to work out what changed me,” he confessed. I looked at him, “cause we never gave up on us,” I whispered. Niall kissed me lightly, “just took us a long-time to work out what we wanted,” he says.

I stayed against Niall for awhile as my head was all over the place. I still don't understand what me and Niall are. His never told me what he wanted from me. We just were together after what Max did to me. I have so many questions that are unanswered, “wanna go back into the water?” Niall asked me. I nodded my head as Niall stood up. He helped me up, “just stay close to me if we go to deep for you,” he tells me.

We went into the water as it came up to my hips, “see we don't have to go any deeper,” Niall smiled. I splashed him, “don't poke fun at me,” I tell him. Niall splashed me back, “I wasn't,” he says. Niall and I kept splashing each other until I jumped on him. Niall wrapped his arms around me, “now you’re just making it easy for me to get you wet,” he smirked. Niall started walking into deeper water, “Niall please don't let me go,” I begged.

“I won't let you go,” he promised. I felt the water up my back as I held onto Niall for dear life, “princess calm down,” he tells me. I shook my head, “princess look at me,” he added. I looked at him and he kissed me, “do you trust me?” He asked. I nodded my head, “I won't drop you, but you need to calm down before you have a panic attack,” he says. He kissed me, “have you ever worked out why your scared of deep water?” He wondered.

“Cause I don't want to drown,” I tell him. Niall kissed me again, “there must be another reason. Did something happen when you were young?” He questioned. I started thinking, but nothing came into my mind, “I don't know,” I whispered. I slipped a little on Niall and started to panic again. Niall wrapped his arms around me tighter as I hid my face into his neck, “I got you,” he reassured me. I don't know why Niall was doing this to me, “can we go back?” I mumbled against his neck.

“Just a little bit longer princess. Your going so good,” he tells me. I knew Niall was making me face my fears. My sister popped into my head all of a sudden. We were young and playing at our aunties near her pool. My sister was getting annoyed with me since I didn't want to play with her. I wanted to go home to see Niall. So my sister pushed me and I feel into the pool. I couldn't swim and I was gasping for air. I don't remember what happened after that, “I drowned,” I say.

“What?” Niall questioned. I looked at him, “my sister pushed me into the pool, cause I wanted to go home to you. I couldn't swim and then my mind goes blank,” I explained. Niall kissed me, “you’ve already drowned once before. I won't let you drown again,” he promised. I kissed him, “I think I remember now. Mum told me that you were really sick and I couldn't see you. She said that you were in the hospital and you wouldn't be coming over. I was so upset, because I want to show you my new toy,” Niall remembered.

“We must have been about six at the time,” I tell him. Niall nodded his head, “and I only cared about showing off my toy,” Niall smiled. I played with the back of his hair, “I think I really wanted to see it tho,” I smiled back. Niall kissed my forehead, “do you want to go back now?” He wondered. I nodded my head, “I think I need land just for a little bit,” I tell him.

Niall carried me all the way back to our towels before he put me down, “I'm going to get some lunch for us. You can stay here and do whatever, but don't go into the water with out me,” he tells me. I nodded my head as I sat down, “I won't go into the water,” I say. Niall bent down to kiss me, “be good,” he smiled.

When Niall was gone I got out my creative writing stuff with my glasses. I started to fill in the days I haven't done yet. Which was the night before Niall and I went on our holiday. When I was writing our night in Washington I was contemplating putting in what me and Niall did. It was personal to me, but it was a big part of that day. It was a connection that Niall and I both missed together, “doing school work on our holiday,” I heard Niall say. I looked at him as he was holding two drinks and a brown paper bag, “it's creative writing, so it's more like me writing in my diary,” I tell him.

“Well can you stop to have lunch?” He asked. I nodded my head as I put down my book and pen. Niall sat next to me, “chips,” he says. He opened the bag and we started eating, “so what day you up too?” He wondered. I grabbed my drink, “our night in Washington. I don't know what to write,” I admitted. I have some of my drink, “which means you actually want to write what we actually did,” Niall pointed out. I nodded my head, “I'm fine with that,” he tells me.

“Really?” I questioned. Niall nodded his head, “princess you want to write it which means you want to remember it. I want to write it too,” he tells me. I kissed him, “and I won't write it like a porno,” he added. I laughed a little bit, “how would that night sound like a porno?” I asked. Niall wrapped an arm around me, “something like I fucked her hard until she screamed my name,” he smirked. I rested my head on his shoulder as I wrapped my arm around him, “but now tell me how you would write it,” I say.

“Our night in Washington was a night I'll never forget. I had a connection with Claire that overwhelmed me. I never want to lose it and I guess it was worth the six week wait,” he says. I noticed Niall's cheeks were red, “have you already wrote it?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head, “that night I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. So I got it out and started writing,” he admitted.

“Why did you wake up?” I asked. Niall shrugged his shoulders, “I don't know,” he whispered. I kissed his cheek, because I knew he was lying to me, “it's ok to tell me the truth,” I reassured him. Niall looked at me, “it was a bad dream, but it's nothing to worry about,” he tells me. I gave him a small nod, “thank you,” I say.

After we finished eating Niall let me finish my creative writing as he laid down. He put his earphones in and closed his eyes. I grabbed my camera out of my bag and took a couple of pictures of him. I put my camera next to me before I continued with my creative writing. I got up today and wrote everything that's happened so far.

When I was done I put my book, pen and glasses away. I laid next to Niall as I put my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me, “done?” He questioned. I nodded my head since he still had his earphones in. He kissed my forehead, “stay there then,” he says. I kissed his chest before I sat up. He raised an eyebrow at me as I grabbed my camera. I took a photo of him, “you know I like being behind the camera too,” he smiled. He took his earphones out and tried to grab the camera from me, “it's my camera,” I tell him.

“But I want to take pictures too,” he pouted. I took a couple of pictures of the beach, “your missing the best bit,” he says. I looked at him and took a couple of pictures him. I kept taking pictures since he was smiling, “I think I got the best bit,” I smiled. Niall got the camera off me and took pictures of me, “now you got the best bit,” he smirked. I jumped on him before I kissed him. I heard the camera click, “did you just take a photo?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head before he cheeked the camera, “we need to take it again,” he tells me. I smiled as I kissed him again and heard the camera click again, “one more,” he says. I wrapped my arms around his neck, “you’re such a romantic person,” I tell him.

“Why thank you,” he smiled. I kissed him again, but I didn't hear the camera click this time. I felt Niall's hands run up my back as we kept kissing. I ran my hands down his chest before I pushed him back a little, “people can see us,” I say. Niall just smiled at me, “we're just kissing,” he tells me. I kissed his nose and Niall smiled as he crinkled his nose. I thought he was incredibly cute when he does that, “you’re a cutie,” I teased.

“You’re the cute one, but today you’re the hot one,” he says. I shook my head, “you're the hot one with your toned chest and that little bit of chest hair. I only think your cute when you crinkle your nose or when you pout,” I admitted. Niall laughed a little bit, “or when you laugh,” I added. Niall looked at me, “do you want me to list off more things I like about you?” I asked. Niall nodded his head, “I like these freckles you have on you neck,” I started. I ran my finger over them, “your dimple in your chin,” I continued. I ran my finger up his neck to his chin, “but what I love most about you. Is when you’re really smiling it lights up your amazing blue eyes,” I finished.

“You always had a thing for my eyes,” he smiled. I found myself looking at his eyes, “they captivate me,” I whispered. He kissed me, “stop looking into them. It feels like your trying to find something,” he tells me. I looked away from him, “better?” I questioned. Niall pulled my face towards him, “you don't have to look away,” he says.

“But if I look at you. I will look into your eyes,” I tell him. Niall closed his eyes, “but now you can't see me,” I pouted. Niall ran his hands up my thighs, “I'm feeling,” he smiled. Niall ran his hands over my arse, up my back, then down the front of my chest to my stomach, “I can picture what I'm touching, but I can feel little things that my eyes miss,” he continued. Niall ran his hand up the side of my thigh until he stop. He ran his finger across a little part of my skin, “there's a scar here. It's very light. I think you got it when we jumped a fence. A little bit of metal was sticking out. It went through your jeans and got your leg,” he remembered.

“I was lucky I was wearing jeans or that scar would have been worse,” I say. Niall nodded his head as he opened his eyes. He grabbed my hand and put it in the side of his waist, “close your eyes and feel,” he tells me. I closed my eyes and Niall guided my fingers over a scar, “do you remember what that's from?” He asked. I nodded my head, “we were at school in Ireland. We were ten at the time and this boy was picking on me. Then you started fighting with him, cause he kept saying mean things about me. Then you both feel over and you landed on something. It cut you straight through your top and skin. There was blood everywhere,” I tell him.

“Cause no one picks on my Buttercup,” he says. I moved my fingers up his chest to another scar on his collarbone, “this one from you being an idiot with Harry and fell out of a tree,” I smiled. Niall grabbed my hand and opened my eyes. I knew he was afraid of me touching his other scars, “I didn't know the branch wasn't going to hold me, but I scared the shit out of you when I fell,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “you also scared the shit out of Harry and Louis, but you laughed the whole time,” I say.

“Cause you screamed so loud. That I swear granny heard it back in Ireland,” he teased. I slapped his arm playfully, “you feel out of a god dam tree. You could have killed yourself,” I argued. Niall just smiled at me, “could have, but I didn't. I'm still here and in one piece,” he pointed out. I shook my head, “but it's in the past. I won't climb up trees with Harry. To scare you and Lou again,” he tells me. I kissed him, “good, because that be the last thing you'll do,” I warned him.

Niall and I went in the water for a little bit before we decided to pack up and go to our hotel. As we were walking along the beach my legs felt tired. I was slowing down, “piggy back?” Niall questioned. Niall took my bag off of me, “before you say I'm to heavy. You’re not for me, so just get on,” he tells me. Niall turned around and I jumped onto his back, “thank you,” I smiled. I kissed Niall's cheek, “it's nearly four o’clock. I think when we get into our hotel room. We should have a shower and a nap,” he suggested. I kissed his cheek again, “great idea,” I say.

We got to our hotel and I checked us in as Niall got our stuff out of the car. When we got to our room it was big. There was a king sized bed, big TV on the wall with a two seater lounge in front of it, a four seater dining room table, a wardrobe and a balcony. The bathroom was also big. It had a spa bath, two showers, two sinks in front of a big mirror and a toilet, “princess how much is this costing us for the week?” Niall wondered.

“You nothing and I'm not telling,” I smiled. Niall shook his head quickly, “we go half in shit like this,” he tells me. I started to unpack my bag, “don't worry about it. Dad gave me the money he would have spent on my flights,” I explained. I started putting my clothes away, “princess please tell me this room didn't cost two grand,” Niall begged. I shook my head, “it didn't. It was cheaper than that, but Ni please don't worry about it. I don't care. It was going to cost us more to go to LA,” I reassured him.

“Well since you paid for the hotel. I'm paying for everything else. The food, the theme parks and anything else we want to do,” he tells me. I agreed with him since if I didn't. It would create an argument between us. I put all my clothes away and started on Niall's, “let me help,” he says. He stood next to me, “but after this it's shower then nap and when we wake up it's dinner,” Niall added. I leaned into him as I yawned, “or we skip everything and go have that nap,” he suggested.

“That might be a good idea,” I mumbled. Niall picked me up and placed me on the bed. He took my shoes off before getting undressed himself. I sat up to take my dress and bikini top off. Niall laid next to me just in his boxes, “today been great,” he smiled. I rolled over to put my head on his shoulder, “you made me face my fear’s,” I pointed out. Niall wrapped his arms around me, “but you worked out why you have it,” he also pointed out. I nodded my head against him, “we should get some sleep,” I tell him.

When I woke up Niall was gone and I had a sheet over me. I looked around to see him sitting at the dining room table. He was writing in the black journal I saw in his draw one night. He was so lost in what he was writing and I don't think it was for creative writing. I just watched him as he kept writing until he noticed me, “your awake,” he smiled. He closed his journal as I sat up, “what time is it?” I wondered.

“About six thirty,” he tells me. When he came over to me I noticed that he had a shower. His hair was still a little bit wet and he was just wearing a pair of grey cotton shorts. He sat down next to me, “I thought about getting room service for dinner,” he suggested. I nodded my head, “so tell me what you want and then you can have a shower,” he added.

After I told him what I wanted and had a shower. I got dressed in my matching singlet and boxers. They were dark blue with little white dots over them. The boxers were shot, but the had a little bit of lace around the legs. I brushed my hair before I put it up in a messy bun. I put my dark blue silk dressing gown on over the top leaving it open.

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When I went back into the room Niall put on a white t-shirt. He looked me up and down, “food should be here soon,” he says. He came closer to me, “and this dressing gown needs to be done up,” he added. He tied my dressing gown up for me, “that's better,” he smiled. I shook my head, “was that for you or the waiter that's bring the food?” I wondered. Niall put his hands on my hips, “both,” he tells me.

“Niall I was naked not that long ago,” I pointed out. Niall kissed me, “I know, but I'm trying to be a good boy,” he smirked. I kissed him, “must be really hard for you,” I teased. Niall laughed a little bit, “I think it must be hard for you,” he smirked. I untied my dressing gown, “we’ll see about that,” I smiled. Niall went to tie my dressing gown back up, but I pushed his hands away. There was a knock at the door, “behave,” Niall tells me.

After the waiter brought in our food and Niall paid him. We sat down at the table, “what do you wanna do tomorrow?” I asked. We started eating, “sleep in,” Niall replied. I laughed a little, “part from that. What else do you want to do?” I smiled. He licked his lips, “lots of things, but I thought we could walk around the city tomorrow,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “we could go sight seeing,” I suggested. Niall nodded his head as I ran my foot up his leg. He stopped eating his food and raised an eyebrow at me, “not going to work,” he tells me.

We ate our food and I didn't try to flirt with Niall again. After we were done we sat on the lounge watching a movie in the dark. I was cuddled up to Niall as he had his arms wrapped around me. He was so into the movie that he didn't noticed me staring at him. I ran my finger down his neck, “princess I know what your doing and it's not going to work,” he tells me. I put my hand under his shirt on his stomach. I ran my fingers up and down his snail trail. Niall bit his bottom lip as he was trying to ignore me. I ran my fingers just under the waistband of his shorts. He wasn't wearing any boxers, “baby,” he groaned.

“Yes?” I smiled. Niall looked away from me, so I moved my hand away. Niall watched me as I knelt on the floor between his legs. I ran my hands up his thighs, “you lose if you continue this,” he tells me. I grabbed his top and pulled it over his head, “what game are we playing?” I wondered. Niall pushed my dressing gown off my shoulders and I let it fall to the floor, “who can be good and not do anything sexual,” he replied. I placed my hands on his knee as I looked at him. The TV was the only light in the room, “but I've done nothing yet. I just thought you looked better with no top on,” I flirted.

“Then why you on the floor between my legs?” He questioned. I bit my bottom lip, “cause it's a better view of you down here,” I smiled. Niall ran his hands up my arms to each side of my neck. He moved in closer to my lips, but didn't kiss me, “what's your next move?” He smirked. I kissed him lightly, “your turn,” I whispered. Niall kissed me lightly before he put my bottom lip between his lips. He sucked on it lightly, “I quit,” he says against my lips.

“I win,” I smiled. Niall kissed me hard as he tongue played with my bottom lip. I open my mouth a little bit and Niall stuck his tongue straight in. I pushed Niall back into the lounge as we kept kissing. I moved my lips away from his and started kissing down his neck to his chest. When I kissed down his stomach I looked at him and he was already looking at me. He grabbed the back of my singlet, so he could pull it up. I moved up closer to him, so he could take it off. He threw it onto the floor, “I love it when you don't wear a bra,” he smiled.

“I'm not wearing any knickers too,” I smirked. Niall threw his head back as he groaned, “so I could have slipped my fingers in easily?” he wondered. He looked at me and I nodded my head. He leant forward, so he could run his hand down my stomach to between my legs. He moved my boxers to the side and inserted two fingers into me, “oh god. You make me wanna fuck you like this,” he moaned. I dug my fingers into his thighs, “baby you need to stop, so I can continue what I started,” I groaned.

“I don't want too,” he smirked. I grabbed his hand and pulled it away from me. Niall put his fingers in his mouth and sucked on them. I bit my lip as I sat down on the floor. I took my boxers off before I threw them at him. Niall caught them, “I wanted them on,” he tells me. I shook my head, “I wanna be naked,” I say. I knelt between his legs and pulled his short off. He was already hard, so I took him into my hand. I slowly started pumping him, “I'm in control tonight baby,” I smirked.

“Then do whatever you want to me,” he smiled. I licked up the side of his member before I ran my tongue around the tip. Niall closed his eyes as he moaned a little. I slowly put him into my mouth and sucked on him. I ran my hand up his stomach before Niall grabbed it. He put it on his chest as I put more of him into my mouth. I ran my tongue along the bottom of his member as it was still in my mouth. Niall moaned deeply, “baby you make this feel way to good,” he says. I slowly took him out of my mouth and licked on the tip, “tell me what you want,” I tell him.

“But you’re in control, so it's all up to you,” he smiled. I kissed the tip of his member, “but do you want me to continue sucking you off or do you want me riding you?” I smirked. Niall bit his lip, “get on me now,” he ordered. Niall pulled my up by my hands. I straddled his lap, “don't give me options. I will always choose to be inside of you,” he admitted. I kissed him as I grinded out lower halves together, “fuck your dripping wet,” he groaned into my mouth.

“That's what you do to me baby,” I flirted. Niall grabbed my hips to push me against his member harder. I moaned at the contact, “baby I don't want to wear a condom, but I need to know that your going to let me pull out,” he tells me. I nodded my head as I kissed him, “say it,” he demanded. I kissed him again, “I let you pull out,” I promised.

“Good girl,” he smiled. I ran my hands down his chest to his member. I played with the tip and Niall dug his fingers into my hips. He lifted me up, so I could position his member at my entrance. He slowly pushed me down until he was fully in me. We didn't move for a little bit, “God I can feel all of you,” I moaned. I started moving up and down slowly on him. Niall ran his hands up my back as he kissed my neck. I placed my hands on each side of his neck before I kissed him.

I kept kissing him from awhile keeping the same pace. Niall thrust hard into me as I came down on him. I moaned into his mouth, “this is perfect,” he whispered. He ran his hands all over my body trying to feel every inch of me. I ran my hands down his chest to feel his heart beat. It was beating fast, “baby can you go a little bit faster?” Niall asked.

“Why?” I questioned. I was loving this pace with Niall, “cause I don't think I can last,” he admitted. I got little bit faster as Niall grabbed my arse. When I came down on him. He pushed me further down and I moaned. He did it again as I grabbed the back of his hair. I couldn't help myself, but get faster with him. I threw my head back as I closed my eyes. Niall ran his hand up my neck as he kissed it. He gently pulled my head down, so he could kiss me. I felt myself get tighter around him and Niall thrust hard into me a couple of times. I came as Niall kept going a little bit, but all of a sudden he pushed me onto the lounge. He pulled out of me and worked on himself. He came over my stomach has he was whispering something to himself.

I laid there as Niall laid on top of me with his head on my boobs. I ran my fingers through his sweaty hair, “we should clean ourselves up,” I say. Niall shook his head, “I wanna stay here a little bit longer,” he tells me. He looked at me, “I messaged the guys about Skyping them tonight,” he added. He kissed between my boobs, “what time did you say we would call them?” I wondered. Niall ran his hand up my side, “ten o’clock our time, so we have about half an hour to get cleaned up,” he replied.

Niall and I stayed on the lounge for about five minutes until we had a shower. When we got out of the shower Niall just put on his grey cotton shorts again. I just put on my knickers as Niall gave his white t-shirt he was wearing before. I set my laptop on the dining room table before I called everyone. They all answered quickly and it was strange to see Louis and Harry own their own. They smiled at us, “their not dead,” Zayn smiled.

“Why would they be dead?” Sophia wondered. Louis and Harry were looking at each other, “haven't heard from them in nearly a week,” Zayn tells her. Sophia nodded her head, “so what have you guys been up too?” Harry asked. I looked at Niall, “I got Buttercup out of the apartment,” Niall says. They all seemed happy with that, “and where did you go?” Louis wondered. Niall smirked at them, “first we went to Philadelphia to go to the art museum. Then we spent the night in Washington and right now we're in Orlando, Florida. We're staying here for the week than heading back to New York,” Niall tells them.

“Wait you left New York?” Sophia questioned. We nodded our heads, “and you’re in Florida?” She added. We nodded our heads again, “we went to the beach today,” I smiled. They all started pouting, “it's been raining for two days here,” Harry says. Niall started laughing, “you poor things,” he teased. Everyone stuck up their rude finger at him, “well I'm sorry that you went home,” Niall smiled.

“Just rub it in Niall,” Zayn pouted. I slapped Niall's chest, “be nice. It's not there fault their missing out,” I tell him. Niall smirked at me, “so what else you going to do in Orlando?” Louis asked. Niall grabbed my hand, “going to the theme parks,” I replied. Sophia sook her head, “you better not go to Disney world. You made a promise to me that we will go,” she reminded me.

“I know. We're just going to Universal Studios,” I tell her. Niall kissed the side of my head, “so what have you guys been doing since the last time we talked?” I asked. They all shrugged their shoulders, “nothing really,” Harry says. I noticed Louis starting at the top of screen, “been doing some school work,” Zayn says. Sophia leant her head on Liam's shoulder, “I think me and Soph going to cut this short. We will talk to you guys later,” Liam tells us.

They hung up after we said goodnight to them. Zayn also said goodnight to us, “before you two runaway. What wrong?” Niall asked Louis and Harry. They both looked at each other through the screen, “we had a fight over him doing drugs,” Harry tells us. Niall grabbed my hand under the table, “you just yelled at me. You didn't even let me speak,” Louis snapped.

“I was angry. I come around to find you smoking a joint in your backyard. I was ok with you smoking, but I'm not ok with this,” Harry snapped back. Niall squeezed my hand, “it's the only way I can deal with shit at the moment,” Louis admitted. Harry shook his head, “you don't talk to me anymore Louis. All you want to do is fuck,” Harry says. I could tell Harry was hurt, “cause you always say it gets better or that it's not that bad, but it is. Mum new boyfriend doesn't like the fact that I'm gay and his not afraid to tell me. I just take it to not cause problems between him and mum,” Louis admitted. I saw tears in Louis eyes and I was scared. I think something more was going on, “then stay with me. I won't let him hurt you,” Harry reassured him.

“Louis listen to him. Go stay with Harry. There's nothing stopping you from seeing your family,” Niall tells him. They looked at us as they both realised we were still here, “I can't,” he whispered. Harry looked down, “tell your mum that your staying with Harry for a little bit. To have some alone time,” Niall says. Louis shook his head and I noticed that he was crying, “Lou?” I questioned. He hung up, “Harry go to him and pull him out of there,” Niall demanded. Harry quickly hung up, “Niall what's going on?” I questioned.

“Some fucked up shit,” he says. Niall grabbed my laptop and started looking up flights to England, “Buttercup I'm going to England. I know this was meant to be our holiday, but,” he started. I kissed him to stop, “we need to be there for our friends,” I tell him. Niall kissed my nose, “I'm coming too,” I added. Niall gave me a small nod, “I’ll book the flights and you start packing,” Niall says. I kissed his forehead before I started packing.

Niall and I were at the airport to catch our flight in a couple of hours. We checked in and sat at a café as we waited, “are they going to refund you for the room?” Niall asked. I knew he was just making conversation. I nodded my head, “only half, but I'm alright with that,” I tell him. Niall looked at his coffee cup, “you alright with leaving your car at the airport?” I wondered.

“Yeah. I have insurance,” he says. I hated waiting and we still had an eight-hour flight, “I'm worried. I knew Louis didn't tell us what was really going on,” I blurted out. Niall hugged me tight, “we're going to help him,” Niall reassured me. I started crying and Niall rubbed my back, “what's happening to him Niall?” I questioned. Niall kissed the top of my head, “I fear bad stuff,” he whispered.

Niall hugged me until I stopped crying, “I'm going to call Zayn and tell him what's happening,” Niall says. He got his phone out and called him, “Zayn. I know I woke you, but Harry needs your help with Louis. I need you to get to Louis house right now,” Niall tells him. Niall rubbed my back as Zayn was saying something, “what the fuck? Is there anything you can do about it?” Niall questioned. Niall looked pissed, “just take Harry home and stay with him. Me and Claire will be there in there in about nine hours,” Niall says. He hung up his phone, “what's going on?” I wondered.

“Harry couldn't get Louis out. His mum new boyfriend started abusing Harry and called the cops. Zayn got Harry away before they showed up, but Zayn said Louis looked sick and scared,” Niall tells me. My head was all over the place, “sick?” I asked. Niall nodded his head, “Zayn said he had dark circles around his eyes and he looked thin,” he says. I hid my face into Niall's chest, “we will get our Lou back,” Niall promised.

When we landed in London Zayn picked us up, “where you staying?” Zayn asked. Niall looked at me, “my place,” I tell him. Zayn started driving after we put Niall's and I’s bags in the car. Niall sat in the front next to Zayn while I sat in the back, “so have you tried to get Louis again?” Niall asked him. Zayn shook his head, “we can't go anywhere near him. He put a restraining order on us,” Zayn tells him. I closed my eyes as I was trying to block at the world.

Niall shook me when we got to my place, “we're here princess,” he tells me. I got out of the car with Niall's help, “do you have your keys?” Niall asked. I shook my head, “but I can get some. I just need to wake up more,” I tell him. Niall wrapped his arm around me, “you barely slept on the flight here,” he says. Niall rubbed my back, “I'll be alright,” I mumbled.

I got the keys from my next door neighbour since she looks after the house when dad gone. I unlocked the house and turned the alarm off. Zayn and Niall brought our bags in, “we will meet up for lunch. I'm going to put Buttercup to bed for a little bit,” I heard Niall tell Zayn. I went into the kitchen to get a glass of water. Niall came in, “your bedroom still the same just missing things,” he tells me. I leant on the kitchen counter, “come on let's go to bed,” he added. Niall picked me up and carried me all the way to my room.

When we got into my room Niall put me on my bed. He took my shoes off before getting in next to me, “we need to save Lou,” I mumbled. Niall pulled me close to him, “you need to sleep. I need to sleep. We can't do anything yet,” Niall reassured me. I put my head on his shoulder, “I hope his not going through what I went through,” I whispered. Niall kissed my forehead, “go to sleep,” he tells me.

When I woke up Niall was still next to me. I looked around my room to see it was the same as I left it. I had a lot of good memories in her with everyone, but mostly Niall. I kissed Niall's forehead before I got out of bed. I walked around the house to see nothing much has changed. I noticed that it was eleven and Niall and I were meeting everyone for lunch. So I went back into my room to wake him up. I sat on my bed next to him, “hunny you need to get up,” I say as I shook him a little bit. Niall shook his head, “come on we got to go see everyone,” I tell him. Niall open his eyes slowly, “it wasn't a dream,” he whispered.

“I wish,” I mumbled. Niall grabbed my hand as he sat up, “you going to be alright with this?” He wondered. I nodded my head, “you can tell me if you’re not. I won't judge you,” he reassured me. I hugged him and Niall rubbed my back, “I will be alright. I'll be strong for my friends,” I promised myself. Niall kissed me, “you are strong,” he tells me. I looked down as Niall pressed his lip against my forehead.

After Niall and I had a shower and got ready. We met everyone at Harry's house, but Harry wasn't there, “hey,” Sophia says. I hugged her tight, “is Harry ok?” I wondered. Sophia shrugged her shoulders, “he hasn't come out of his room,” she tells me. Niall rubbed my back, “I'll go talk to him,” he says. He walked away, “let's go sit down,” Sophia mumbled.

We sat in the lounge room waiting for Harry and Niall. I looked at everyone and they were miserable, “I can't take this,” I say. I stood up, “Claire what are you doing?” Zayn questioned. I started walking to the door, “to get Lou. I don't care if I have to put up a fight to save him,” I tell them. Liam grabbed me, “you can't do this by yourself,” he says. I tried to get out of his grip, “why not? We all know he would have done the same for anyone of us,” I snapped. I felt tears in my eyes, “hey Claire calm down,” Zayn cooed.

“I don't want too. I don't want Louis to get hurt and think we don't care. He helped me and I want to help him,” I cried. I fell to the floor in defeat, “he doesn’t deserve this. His the happy one. The one that's always smiling and making jokes,” I whispered. Liam and Zayn sat down next to me, “we know Claire, but I think your making this personal,” Liam tells me. I pushed him away, “it is personal. This is Louis we’re talking about,” I snapped.

“Alright calm down. I think what Liam was trying to say. What happened to you is effecting your emotions,” Zayn explained. No I promised myself that it won't and I won't let it, “no it's not. I want to save him before he ends up like me,” I admitted. I felt someone rub my back, “Buttercup breath,” I heard Niall say. He sat behind me as he wrapped his arms around me, “I don't want too,” I tell him. Niall kissed the top of my head, “I need you calm down, so we can go get him,” Niall informs me.

“What?” Zayn questioned. I slowed my breathing down, “that prick hasn't met us yet. I think we could get in,” Niall tells him. I looked at Niall, “we can do this,” Niall reassured me. I nodded my head before Niall kissed me, “I won't leave with out him,” I say. Niall put his forehead against mine, “same,” he whispered.

After I calmed down and cleaned up Harry came down. He looked like hell and his eyes were all red and puffy. He hugged me straight away, “thank you,” he mumbled. I kissed his cheek, “we will get our boy back,” I promised. Harry smiled a little bit, “you sound like Lou when we helping you,” Harry says. Harry kissed my forehead, “come back in one piece,” he tells me.

Niall and I walked to Louis’s house since it wasn't far from Harry's. Niall held my hand as he knocked on the front door. He squeezed it when a man we haven't seen before answered it. So this must be the man that's keeping Louis here, “can I help you?” He wondered. I already wanted to hit him, “is Louis home?” I asked.

“Why do you want to see him? Did Harry send you?” He questioned. Niall and I both shook our heads, “who's Harry?” Niall lied. The man let us in, “his in his room,” he tells us. Niall pulled me all the way to Louis room. Niall didn't knock on the door. He just walked straight into his room and shut the door behind us. Louis was laying in bed asleep, “what do we do?” I whispered. Niall walked over to Louis and pulled the blanket off. My heart sank when I saw he was covered in cuts and bruises. Niall breathing gotten faster, “pack his bag,” Niall ordered.

“Niall calm down a little bit,” I tell him. Niall looked at me, “just do it,” he snapped. I quickly grabbed Louis bag and started filling it with stuff he brought back from New York. Niall was looking over Louis until I heard him sob. I looked at Niall and he was crying, “it's going to be alright buddy,” Niall whispered. Niall carefully woke Louis up, “Ni?” Louis questioned.

“It ok buddy. Me and Claire are here,” Niall cooed. Louis quickly grabbed his blanket and covered himself up, “your meant to be in Orlando having a great time,” Louis says. Niall sat down next to him, “your more important than having fun,” Niall reassured him. Louis started crying, “just go,” Louis whispered. Niall hugged him tight as he whispered something in his ear. I was frozen as I watched them. Louis cried into Niall's shoulder and Niall wasn’t holding back his tears. It broke my heart to see them two like this, “you finish packing Buttercup?” Niall asked.

“Nearly,” I say. I went back to packing up Louis things, “come on let's get you dressed,” Niall says to Louis. I saw Louis shake his head before he looked at me, “I'll wait outside,” I tell them. Before I left Louis room I hugged him, “we got you,” I whispered. Louis hugged me back, “thank you,” he says.

I waited outside Louis door as Niall helped him get dressed. I noticed one of Louis sister looking at me from their bedroom door, “Claire,” they smiled. I walked over to them and hugged them tight, “it's ok Lottie,” I reassured her. She hugged me back tight, “get Louis out of here. I don't want to hear him scream anymore,” she tells me. I rubbed her back, “that's why we here,” I say. Lottie looked at me and she was crying, “he does stuff to him Claire. Really bad stuff,” she cried.

“What kind of bad stuff?” I questioned. Lottie shook her head, “he screams no every night and then the next day his limping,” she started. Lottie was getting more upset, but so was I, “hey it's ok,” I cooed. I rubbed her back as I realized what's been happening to Louis, “Lottie does he do anything to you girls?” I asked. She shook her head, “he only does it to Louis since his gay,” she replied. I took in a deep breath, “do you girls need somewhere to stay?” I wondered.

“We're safe here. It's just Louis not,” she tells me. I was worried if we took Louis that something might happen to the girls. I heard someone coming and I started to panic, “it be alright. Go to Louis. Keep him safe Claire,” Lottie begged.

I ran into Louis room to see Niall helping him put his top on, “what's wrong?” Niall asked. I noticed Louis sheets covered in blood, “Claire what's wrong?” Niall asked again. I looked at him, “someone coming,” I tell him. Niall and Louis started to panic, “it be alright,” I reassured them. Niall looked around Louis room, “out the window,” Niall ordered. Niall grabbed Louis bag as I went out the window first. I helped Louis get out next before Niall jumped thought the window. We heard Louis door open as we hid, “where the fuck are they!” We heard a man yell. Louis grabbed onto me for dear life and I all I could do was rub his back. We heard a door slam, “we need to get him out of here,” I tell Niall.

We didn't go back to Harry's since that be the first place he would look for Louis. We took him back to mine, “um Buttercup. I’m going to put Louis in the shower. Can you get lunch for us?” Niall wondered. I nodded my head, “are we going to tell the others his here?” I asked. Niall shook his head, “lets just get Louis fixed up first and then we can ask him,” Niall tells me. Niall placed his hand on the side of his face, “keep him safe,” I whispered. Niall ran his thumb over my cheek, “I will,” he promised. He kissed me, “I see you soon,” I say. I grabbed my purse, “there’s a first aid kit in the bathroom,” I tell him.

After I went to the shops to buy food and milk. I came home to a quite house, “I’m home!” I shouted as I put the food on the kitchen counter. No one replied, so I went looking for them. I found Niall and Louis asleep on my bed just in their boxers. I threw a blanket over them, “princess?” Niall questioned. He looked at me, “it's ok. Go back to sleep,” I cooed. Niall waved me to come closer, so I did. I sat on the bed next to his back as Niall grabbed my hand. We were both looking at Louis, “I think his going to be alright now, but his got a lot of healing to do,” Niall tells me.

“And we will help him thought it,” I say. I kissed the side of Niall's head, “get some sleep,” I added. Niall looked at me, “what you going to do?” He asked. I shrugged my shoulders, “start cooking,” I replied. Niall puckered up his lips, so I kissed him, “Buttercup don't think about what you saw. It's going to be in the past now,” he tells me. I kissed him again, “I'll be fine,” I reassured him.

I left Niall so he could go back to sleep with Louis. I put the shopping away to take my mind off of things, but when that was done I had nothing to do. I sat in the lounge room as I found a book to read. I was having a hard time reading it that I just gave up. I grabbed my laptop and plugged my camera into it. I started going through the pictures I took at the beach. I got up to the pictures Niall took of us kissing. The first one her took was perfect and I realized he just wanted more pictures of us kissing.

I kept looking at the pictures until the house phone rang. I quickly picked it up before it woke the boys up, “Claire,” I heard my dad say. I smiled into the phone, “yes dad,” I say. I looked around the room, “what you doing home?” He asked. I knew I couldn't tell my dad the truth, “just wanted to hang out with my friends,” I lied. I sat on the lounge, “if you told me. I would have got your ticket,” he tells me.

“I had the money you gave me already,” I reminded him. Dad laughed a little bit, “well if you need anymore I have some in my bedside table,” he tells me. I already knew that, “thanks dad,” I smiled. It sounded like he was doing something, “I have a meeting to run too, but I'll check in later. Tell Niall I said hi and I love you,” he says. I told him I loved him too before I hung up. I put the phone next to me, “I'm guessing that was your dad,” Niall says as he walked in.

“Yep. Must of found out from next door that we're staying here,” I tell him. Niall sat down next to me and looked at my laptop. I left it on a picture of me and Niall kissing, “going through the the pictures we took,” he smiled. Niall started going through the pictures, “I like this one,” he says. It was a picture of me smiling, “really?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head before I took my laptop back. I showed him the picture of us kissing, “cause I like this one,” I admitted. Niall smiled big at me, “that's a great one too,” he tells me.

Niall and I went through the the pictures together until Niall closed my laptop. He pulled me close to him, so I sat in front of him. We both crossed our legs, “I actually want to talk about what happened today,” he started. He grabbed my hands, “did you work out what really been happening to Louis?” He asked. I nodded my head, “Lottie kind of told me, but when I saw his sheets. I knew they just weren't from his cuts,” I admitted. Niall ran his thumbs over the back of my hands, “we can't tell anyone and you can't tell Louis that you know. His freaking out that I know,” he tells me.

“Niall. Louis is going to need proper help that we can't give him,” I say. Niall nodded his head, “I know. I just want to take him back to New York, so he can leave all of this behind,” Niall admitted. I moved, so I sat in Niall's lap as I had my back against him, “we going to have to tell Harry and the others where he is. They will be worrying about us,” I tell him. Niall kissed the top of my head, “I know,” he says. He grabbed the house phone and called someone, “Soph it's Niall,” he says as he started to get emotional.

“Breath,” I whispered. Niall took a deep breath in, “we got him, but it's best to wait to see him,” he continued. Niall grabbed my hand, “I know Harry wants to see him, but Louis needs to be alone right now. His resting. Look Soph I know we all care about him, but he don't need people crowding him. I'll call back when his ready,” Niall tells her. He hung up the phone, “I hope they listen,” he mumbled.

“I know you said he need to be alone, but what about Harry?” I wondered. Niall looked away from me, “I don’t know,” Niall whispered. I made him look at me and there were tears in his eyes, “when you saved me from Max. What was the first thing you thought of when it was all over?” I questioned. Niall closed his eyes as some tears fell, “that I had to get back to you. I had to see if you were alright. I just had to be near you,” he admitted.

“Do you think Harry feels the same right now?” I asked. Niall nodded his head before he wiped away his tears, “but Louis is going to hate it,” Niall says. I kissed Niall's cheek, “I didn’t want to be around you when you told me that you looked at my photos. I was embarrassed,” I admitted. More tears fell from Niall eyes and it was making me upset, “call them back and tell them Harry can only come over,” Niall says.

Niall left me as I called Harry's house. Liam answered the phone and I told him what Niall told me. Liam seemed happy with that. When I hung up the phone I went to cheek on Louis. He was still sleeping and he looked peaceful. I went into the kitchen to start cooking some dinner. Niall came in, “Harry coming,” I tell him. Niall gave me a small nod, “baby you alright?” I wondered. Niall gave me another small nod, but didn't say anything. He came over to me and wrapped his arms around me from the side. He put his head on my shoulder, “your not Niall. Talk to me please,” I begged.

“I don't know how to put it into words. I can't get over today. I also learnt that I'm not over what happened to you. When I saw Louis in his bed to day. My mind went straight to you when I found you in the carpark. Then my eyes landed on the pool of blood underneath Louis and I lost it. I couldn't hold my tears in anymore. I'm sorry for snapping at you, but I didn't want you to see me. I was weak where you were strong,” he confessed. I kissed him, “but then you reminded me about your pictures. I was just in the bathroom crying my eyes out again,” he added.

“I'm sorry,” I apologized. Niall shook his head, “you had to get a point across with me about Harry. I cry when I think about what happened to you, because I wasn't there to save you. I blame myself for not trying harder. You were going through so much pain,” he tells me. I kissed him to stop him talking. The words coming out of his mouth broke me and I knew I was crying, “it's all over for all of us,” I say.

Harry showed up ten minutes later all puffed out, “did you run here Harry?” Niall asked. Harry nodded his head, “where is here?” Harry demanded. I noticed Harry wasn't wearing any shoes, “his in my room asleep,” I replied. Niall stopped him, “Harry his covered in cuts and bruises, but he also might freak out. So no yelling at him. Just comfort him,” Niall tells him. Harry gave him a small nod before he went into my room. Niall and I followed him after a little bit.

When we got there Harry was just staring at him with tears running down his face. He moved in closer to him as Niall and I stood back. Harry ran his fingers through his hair, “my baby,” he whispered. Niall put his hand on my back as Harry pulled the blanket down, “no, no,no,” Harry cried. I looked at Niall and his face was blank. Harry hugged Louis as he kept repeating no. Louis moved a little, “Harry,” Louis whispered.

“I'm here,” Harry's says. Louis started to shake his head, “go away. Don't look at me,” Louis cried. Harry didn't move, “I'm not going anywhere,” Harry tells him. Niall pulled me out of the room, “let them be,” he says. I nodded my head, “want to help me with dinner?” I asked. I didn't want to leave Niall alone, “what you cooking?” He asked back. I grabbed his hand as we started walking, “chicken stir fry,” I tell him.

Niall helped me cook as we left Harry and Louis alone. We sat in the lounge room eating as we had the TV on, but we really weren't watching it. I noticed Niall wasn't eating. He was just moving it around, “eat please,” I tell him. He looked at me, “I'm not hungry,” he mumbled. I put my hand on his knee, “you need to eat. I know you haven't eaten today,” I say. Niall shook his head, “I feel like if I eat. It's just going to come back up,” he admitted. I put our bowls on the coffee table before I moved Niall closer to me. He put his head on my chest as I ran my fingers up and down his arm.

We didn't say anything as we both stared at the TV. Niall grabbed my hand, “Buttercup. If you saw me covered in cuts and bruises. What would you do?” He wondered. He looked at me, “probably bull my eyes out and never leave your side again,” I tell him. Niall kissed me, “like you haven't left my side,” I added. Niall looked like he was thinking of something, “so what are you guys watching?” We heard Harry ask. We looked at him and Louis was behind him, “nothing really and dinner in the fridge,” I tell them.

Louis and Harry got some before sitting in the lounge room with us, “there must be a game of football on,” Harry says as he grabbed the TV controller. He change the channel until he found what he wanted. Louis sat quietly as he ate his dinner. Now I know how he felt when I came home from the hospital. Niall squeezed my thigh, “stop looking at him,” he whispered in my ear. I nodded my head, “I know your worried, but he looks better,” Niall added. I put my head on Niall's shoulder, “so guys how was your holiday before you had to come save me?” Louis asked me and Niall.

“Great, but being stuck in the car sucked,” Niall tells him. Louis smiled a little, “what made you go to Orlando?” Louis questioned. Niall pointed to me, “she came up with the idea in the bath,” Niall smiled. Louis laughed a bit and it was great to hear it, “we were going to go to Los Angeles, but we decided to stay in Orlando. Niall didn't want to drive anymore,” I say. Louis seemed happy, “but we wouldn't have gone to the beach and I wouldn't have seen you in a bikini,” Niall pointed out.

“Wait Claire was in a bikini?” Louis questioned. Niall nodded his head, “got pictures to prove it,” he says. I really did hope Louis was happy right now and not trying to hide his sadness, “show me,” he smiled. Niall grabbed my laptop and showed Louis me in a bikini, “not bad,” Louis says. Louis took the laptop off of Niall and went through the pictures, “Harry look at this one,” Louis tells him. Louis showed Harry the picture of me and Niall kissing, “that's very cute,” Harry smiled.

“Niall took that,” I say. Harry looked at Louis closely before whispering something to him. Louis smiled faded from his lips, “what's wrong?” I wondered. Niall grabbed my hand, “nothing,” Louis mumbled. Louis closed my laptop, “um Claire can I stay here until I go back to New York?” Louis asked me. I nodded my head, “of course you can,” I tell him. Niall squeezed my hand, “me and Harry leaving for New York tomorrow night. We want to be alone for a couple of days before everyone comes back,” Louis tells us.

“We can stay here to give you time,” Niall reassured him. Louis gave him a small nod, “thank you guys again for everything,” he tells us. Niall squeezed my hand again, “everything going to be alright Louis,” I reassured him. Louis smiled a little bit as he had tears in his eyes, “how did you know Niall?” Louis asked him. Niall took a shaky breath in, “I just did,” he says.

We sat there watching the TV not saying another word to each other. Harry stood up all of a sudden, “I need a shower,” he says. We all looked at him funny, “then go have one,” Niall tells him. Harry looked at him, “can I borrow a pair of track pants?” Harry asked him. Niall nodded his head, “my bag in Claire's room,” Niall says. Harry quickly left the room and Louis looked down, “he fucken can't handle this,” Louis snapped.

“You'll both get through this,” Niall reassured him. Louis looked at Niall, “how? He won't even look at me properly and if he does he starts to cry,” Louis argued. Niall moved closer to Louis, “it takes time. The way I dealt with it was to be close to her,” Niall tells him. I knew he was talking about me, “if you are alright with it. Join Harry in the shower and maybe talk to him about it. Just being close to each other helps,” Niall added.

“He’ll freak out,” Louis cried. Niall grabbed Louis hands, “then let him. I hate to say this Louis, but your cuts and bruises are going to be around for awhile,” Niall says. Louis squeezed Niall's hands, “you’re a great guy Niall. Don't let anything ruin that,” Louis tells him. Louis hugged Niall before he got up, “we’ll sleep in the spare room,” he says. Louis left us, but Niall didn't move back. I hugged him from behind, “why am I the weak one today?” He whispered.

“Your not. Your just showing your feelings,” I reassured him. I kissed his shoulder, “personally I thought you be the one in tears with me telling you it's alright,” he admitted. Niall placed his hands over the top of mine, “I just feel numb Niall. I felt my heart break so much today that I can't feel at the moment,” I tell him. Niall's body started shaking and I knew he was crying, “hey it be alright,” I cooed. I kissed his neck, “can we just got to bed?” He wondered. I kissed his neck again, “yes we can,” I tell him.

Niall got into bed as I changed into something to sleep in. I got in next to him, “baby can you cuddle me tonight?” Niall asked me. I looked at him, “what's wrong?” I wondered. Niall shook his head as he rolled over to face away from me. I wrapped my arm around him before I kissed his shoulder lightly, “today is really getting to you?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head, “go to sleep than. Tomorrow be a better day,” I reassured him. Niall kissed my hands, “I hope so,” he whispered.

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