How I saved One Direction

It was so strange and yet so good to feel his lips on mine. I felt intoxicated, happy and desired while his hands clenched me to his body and pushed down until my back didn't hit the soft bedding. My brain protested and rebelled, but desire was stronger. The desire to keep me like this. To hear those words from him even though he said them when he was angry at her, and tomorrow it won't mean anything to him. I didn't realized that it appears in me. I moved away from his head for a moment to get the air, but he didn't let me entirely to do that. I gave my best to separate us for a little bit and I' ve put hand to his lips to prevent him to repeat what he did earlier.
'' Zayn. Stop. '', I say quietly and turn my head to catch the breath that I urgently need.
'' Why? '', he asks. I looked him in the eyes. They are dark brown now. He's fighting for breath as much as I do, and I see that in himself he think what to do. His left hand is held him over me, and right holds my tight.
'' We can't just throw on each other after we talked with our exes. It's not that simple. '' I tried to remove him from myself, but he didn't wanted to.
'' Zayn. Please, move away. '' I tried to sound calm because my sense just started working. Why am I constantly don't listen to my sense and feelings? Because they often speak otherwise. My brain says that have to push him and flee, but the feelings are like turbulent water. I want to kiss him, slap him, push him and embrace him. All at the same time.
'' I'm sorry. '', says and he moves from me. Once I was in sitting position I looked at him expecting him to explain me everything that happened here.
''I started a little bit faster than I should.'' I raised an eyebrow. '' Okay, a little more than a little bit faster, but after all I needed a break. I'm sorry because I attacked you like an animal. I hope you're not scared. '' I shook my head ashamed too much to admit that I enjoyed most of the time.
'' It's just, I got really angry when she accused you that you seduced me. I mean, she think that I immediately went to the other one? I'm not like her. She didn't wait even a few months, but she immediately found the other. Mister drummer or whatever he was. I forgot, but I knew. Even if I tried something with you I would go slowly. Although, I thought everything that I said. I'm very sorry because I haven't met you before. But it's still not too late. ''
'' Zayn, I. I don't know. I don't want people to connect me with you as a person who's using you. And I'm leaving for a few more months. '' I tried to convince myself in the second part of what I said. I can't believe that it is already two months and a few days since I'm here.
'' So, just friends? ''
'' I'm afraid so. '', I answer and look down.
'' Then friends? '', he asks.
'' Friends. '' Forcing a smile I accepted his hand. Not that I'm not happy, but I just felt it on my own skin bad sides of the popularity. There of course I mean the Zayn's popularity.
''What friends are goingt to do?'', he asks as hipped as me.
'' Watch a movie? '', I suggest.
''Great idea. I'll make apopcorn, and you can put some movie in the living room. ''
'' Sure. ''

We both went downstairs, and he left into the kitchen while I stayed in the living digging into CD's. There are different genres, but I found one that immediately caught my eye. I took CD of Twilight and put it in CD player.
'' What did you found? '', he called from the kitchen.
'' Twilight. I didn't know that you have that movie. ''
He just said: ''Sisters.'', and I figured out everything.

I didn't start the movie then waited to him. In the moment when Zayn entered the living room I heard the bell. It can't be one of them? Zayn looked at me and lowered his popcorn on the table and went into the hallway. When he opened the door I expected to hear their voice, but instead I heard Harry's happy voice as he entered the house. They get in the living room and he waved to me. It seems that we have company today.

After Harry's disapproval in the beggining we finished reclining in the sofa watching Twilight. Somewhere in the middle of the film I get a message. I opened it, and it was from Annie.

* Tomorrow Niall and you're going to the cinema. Be ready. * XX Annie.
Perfect, I thought, and rolled my eyes, not because of Niall but because of the journalists and all of that. I just hope that Niall will be witty.

Notes

Hiii. I know that I'm evil because I didn't let them to be together but that's only phase :). I will update slow since now because I don't have a lot of free time. I'd appreciate if you could tell me what do you want in next chapters. Tnxx for 10 votes and 12 000+ views, and 8 (I think) subscribers. Keep going like that.
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