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How I saved One Direction

Chapter 26

'' Layla, you're gonna open the door? '', Zayn asks again impatiently and I hear how the chair scraping against the floor when he gets up. What should I do? After a brief thinking I stood up and opened the door. Perrie is scowling and next to her is none other than Noah. When did he come? I just saw her.
'' Zayn is there? '', she asks me and I swallow before nod.
'' Zayn. Perrie is here. '', I said it but not so loud. Since it is a bit awkward to stand in front of the door I moved and let them inside.
'' Layla, we need to talk. '', Noah said to me as he walked next to me so I hurried up because I didn't want to listen to him.
'' What are you doing here? '', asks cold Zayn when she sat down at the table even though she wasn't offered.
'' I came here to talk. '', she answered and reached for his hand but he moved it away. I don't know why but my on lips appear a big smile when he does it.
'' There's nothing to talk about. I don'ot want you here and I want you to go. ''
'' Zayn, only a few minutes, and if you don't change your mind, then I'll go. '', she said sadly.
'' No. '', he replied angrily and stood up. I followed him with my eyes to the stairs. He's going into the room. I looked at Perrie who sighed and then looked at me and frowned.
'' This is 'cause of you, isn't it? That's why he won't listen to me? ''
'' I have no idea what you're talking about. And, do not lay your blame on me. You left him not I. I was with him when you weren't there. When he drank because of you I went after him and brought him back home. I tried to comfort him. '', I said all furiously.
'' And what did you do to make him feel better? In bed? ''

At that moment I wanted to slap her. But I refrained because of Zayn. I don't want to quarrel because of her 'cause she's not worth of it. I looked at Noah who looked at me incredulously.
'' I'm not like the others, and I didn't do anything wrong. At least not yet. Anyway, it's not your business. '', I replied, recalling last night. Headache is less but than again there is as a reminder of last night.
'' No. Not at all. You just care for money. '', she said quietly and turned her head. Okay, now she's gone too far!
'' Me? Who are you to tell me that? You think because you're a singer you have right to tell me that?! Aren't the rumors about you were that you are with Zayn since he become popular? I'm there as an advisor and I have a salary for it. My job is to help them when they feel misunderstood and when they need advice and I'm paid just for that. Nothing else! '', I pointed out the last part.
'' Yes, yes. ''. she said rudely.
'' Perrie, I think you're overreacting. I know Layla for nearly five years and she's not like that. '', Noah said to her, and I rolled my eyes.
'' Just don't you defend me. '', I said.
'' Please talk to me. '', he started with that again. He really doesn't know when is the end!
'' There's no way ... '', I started to say that I'll never forgive him but then I heard footsteps and a voice:
'' Wait. '' It was Zayn.
'' What? '', I ask a little angry. Why he interrupted me when I wanted to persuade to him?
'' We will talk as a people. Perrie, come with me. You Layla take Noah to your room and talk. Tell him what you think, and don't let him to fool you. '', he said somewhat calmer, while in his eyes were flame of ... hope?
'' Ok. '', I said and snorted.
'' Come on. '', we told both at the same time and then we looked at each other and smiled.

Noah followed me up to my room without saying a word. I opened the door and let him in and then I showed him to sat on the bed. I sat down not close to him and crossed my legs in order to understand that I don't want him to come near me.
'' Tell me. '', I began and look at him annoyed, expecting him to tell me what he wants from me after that.
'' I'm sorry. ''
'' I'm sorry? You're here to tell me you're sorry? '', I started to laugh because I felt miserable. He came to apologize to me ?!
'' I'm not finished. I came to tell you I was sorry because I was a moron who couldn't refrain. Due to the few minutes I have ruined two-year relationship. Because of the girl I never saw again I lost something that was the most important to me. I'm stupid and I'll understand you if you don't forgive me, but ... please, have in your mind that I loved you, I love you and I'll love you. '', he stopped and I just shook my head.
'' You don't do this to someone who you love. You don't cheat a person that you love with a bitch! I told you I'm not ready, I told you to wait, because I'm afraid, but you couldn't wait for me and I couldn't help you. If you loved me you'd understand me. You just saw what you wanted to see. You just wanted me for one, and then you proved that. So, our relationship would be ended in the moment when you'd get into my panties? ''
'' No! I do not fucking !. Do not twist my words. How can you think that? I loved you more than anyone, and it was just a moment of weakness! '' He shouted and ran a hand through his hair.
'' You did not show it. '' I said, and bit her lip. When I look at him I no longer feel anything but hatred and pain. I hate him because he cheated on me because I was not ready and it hurts me, he was looking at the other what it I couldn't give to him. I couldn't because I wasn't ready. I felt like that wasn't the right thing. I loved him but not enough to give myself to him.
'' You didn't let me explain. ''
'' You haven't earned. Whatever you said Noah, I can't forgive. I can never get over it. You know that I can't forgive cheating. Never. '', I said quietly, and turned my head. There were no tears because I didn'tregret it. I felt free, because I finally said what I wanted for these two years.

He stood up and looked at me but I just looked away. I heard the door opening and closing and then I sighed and fell on the bed. Relief was in the air around me and for the first time I could honestly and freely laugh.

Zayn POV.

Perrie followed me and for the whole miracle she was quiet. Better for her. I opened the door and thought about whether to let her in but she pushed me and sat on the bed. I rolled my eyes and closed the door and leaned on it. Why is she here now? After all!
'' What do you want? '', I asked irritably.
'' Let's talk Zayn. '', she said quietly making pleading face. I didn't turnavaybecause her face don't touch me anymore. As much as that sounds so unbelievable it's true. I don't feel anything now but last night I was staring at her and marveled at how beautiful she was. How it all changed over night. I licked my lips, close my eyes and think back to last night.
'' There's nothing to talk about. '', I say and suppress the desire to repeat that last night.
'' Zayn, I was wrong! You're not immaculate too. We both made mistakes but we can fix things. We can continue where we stoped. ''

She got up and walked toward me and then ran a hand across my cheek. Usually, I would shuddered at her touch but nowI'm not interested at al in what's in front of me.
'' You dumped me for stupidity! You didn't let me to explain that I didn't cheat on you. I wanted to get married, to do what you always wanted, but you ... you just left. Without the right to defend myself. Without any warning. You think I didn't see you and Josh? You think that it was easy to me? Because of you I wanted to leave the band. I almost lost one of the most important things in the world, why? Because of you. Always for you. It's enough! ''
'' You say that because of herr? Don't you? She made you to say this! '' At these words I angrily moved away from her. Who is she to says that? How can she come here and say something to Layla. At the beginning, I couldn't stand her for two reasons. Because she was brave unlike me and she was fighting for what she believes in again unlike me.
'' Don't you dare to repeat that again! It's not her fault 'cause you're like that. She didn't left me, you did. You rejected me and replaced with that asshole and now you want something? Perrie, don't humiliate yourself more than you already are. '', I said this last calm.
'' Do you like her? You love her? '', she asks me and I look away because I can't watch her because I think of all what I went through 'cause of her. I fell anger!
'' I can't even look at you. Do you realize how much you've already fallen? No, because you still sink. Neither the bottom is obstracle for you. If you continue like this you will fall lower than you can. ''
'' I don't stray from the topic, answer me. Yes or no. '', she asked loudly.
'' That's so none of your business. ''
'' I was really important to you when you could replace me for a few months. ''
'' And you me ', I said, and opened the door.
'' Go. '', I said angrily and turned head when she looked at me.
'' Zayn please ... '', I couldn't listen, so I took her hand and pushed her out and then I closed the room. I am angry, but no regrets. I feel free!

Layla POV.

I lie for about an hour and I heard that Zayn close his door before the half hour. I wonder Perrie and he made up things? I can neverforget how he looked at her last night. In his eyes I saw that he still loves her. At that thought I felt uneasy and pressure on the chest. Why I feel like this?

I get up and open the door. I'll see what happened and tell him for me and Noah. Even though I know he doesn't care I want him to know that I crossed over it, and I wish he will tell me the same. I knock for a couple of times and he opens the door. I expected to see him red faced or drunk but he was serious. I entered the room when he moved and he closed the door.
'' And, did you fixed the things out? '', we asked each other at the same time.
'' You first. '', he pointed at me.
'' No. I haven't forgive him nor I could. I can't forgive cheating. '', I replied, and he sighed and lowered his head.
'' And you? '' I asked hoping to hear the same answer.
'' I haven't wavered. '', he stopped and my all hopes sunk.
'' I told her ... that I don't want her. I don't want someone who doesn't trust me. Who listens to everyone but me. I want someone who will be there for me. Who will listen to me when I'm fucked up, and when there's no one around. Someone who doesn't care who I am than what I am. I need a person that is ready to tell me all in the face without screaming in my face and jumping on me. Someone who's not afraid to take the initiative and do the first step. '', he stopped and approached me.
'' And I know one person who meets these conditions. The person who's snuck into my life and refused to leave when I was said her to go. ''

I don't even know why but I trembled for his words and on my face appeared a big smile. He was talking about me. I recognized it in each sentence.
'' Zayn, I ... '', I began, but he put his hand to my lips and that gave me the goose bumps.
'' Don't say anything. Just ... '', he stopped and pulled me to him. Before I could say something he merged his lips with mine.



Notes

Well hello peeps! I'm finally here just like the new chapter! I can proudly say that this one is one of the longest chapters of this story. When I posted the first chapter I never tought that I'll come this far. Thank you for that :D. I hope that you like how the things are going and if you don't, well, thats also ok. It's your opinion. And I almost forgot that we had Zayn's POV. for the first time! I hope that you can see how he felt most of the time and why he wanted to go away. If you like Perrie don't hate me. This is just my story and my characters so ...
Tnxx for the 7000+ views, 9 votes and couple of comments. That means so much to me <3
Till the next chapter ...
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P.S. I'd like to know your opinion on this chapter :)
P.P.S. I wanted to post this chapter as fast as I could so if there are a lot of mistakes soorrry :(. I didn't had time to check it 'cause I finished chapter tonight and posted it 'cause I didn't wanted you to wait any longer.




Comments

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Sure I understand :) sorry for asking you :)

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I'll update soon. I don't have much free time because of school and obligations but maybe tomorrow or on Tuesday. Tnxx for following this story. I want to write bigger chapter and I need a little more time :)

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