The Best Of Me
Epilogue: Part 3
EPILOGUE PART 3
Niall’s POV
‘’Alright, remember buddy, you can’t get up or Santa won’t come bring you presents.’’ I remind Taylor as Jana tucks him in. ‘’I know, Daddy.’’ He smiles lightly. ‘’Okay, give me a goodnight kiss.’’ I say as I lean down. I peck his lips and he giggles lightly.
‘’Goodnight. Love you.’’ Jana says as he does the same once I’ve leaned up. Taylor still sleeps in a crib since he’s too little to be in a bed, but that doesn’t stop him from climbing out, trust me.
‘’Nighty night, wove you Mommy. Wove you Daddy.’’ He mumbles lightly as I turn off the lamp. ‘’I love you too.’’ I smile lightly. ‘’We’ll see you in the morning, okay?’’ Jana says and he just nods slightly as we walk to the door. We leave his room, shutting the door all the way.
We go to Tori’s room next. She was lying in the bed with the TV on. Jana grabs the remote to set the timer. ‘’Goodnight baby, I love you.’’ I whisper as I give Tori a kiss. ‘’Goodnight Daddy, love you too.’’ She smiles gently at me.
‘’Goodnight angel, love you.’’ Jana smiles at her as she gives her a kiss. ‘’Goodnight Mommy, love you too.’’ Tori says as I turn off the light. Me and Jana shut the door behind us.
I take a hold of Jana’s hand, interlacing our fingers together. ‘’You’re a good mom, you know.’’ I mumble lightly as he slowly walk towards our door. ‘’You’re a good dad.’’ She assures me with a squeeze of my hand.
‘’And I’m a good Santa too, eh?’’ I smirk lightly as she looks up at me, rolling her eyes lightly with a smile. ‘’You have to be quiet tonight.. the baby still sleeps in our room.’’ She reminds me.
‘’I’m sure he can last an hour in his room..’’ I mumble lightly. ‘’What do you have planned?’’ She asks me as we go into our room, you see I already put the baby in his room and moved the crib there too, so I don’t have to waste any extra time.
‘’I’m gonna deck your halls.’’ I whisper. ‘’You’re so dirty.’’ She nudges me away as she lets my hand go. ‘’What? You don’t wanna decorate my tree?’’ I wiggle my eyebrows at her.
Jana just giggles as she climbs onto the bed. ‘’Are you coming, or not?’’ She asks as she lies down, spreading her legs lightly. ‘’Oh don’t worry, I’ll come.’’ I wink lightly as she laughs.
‘’You’re sexy when you talk dirty.’’ She winks at me as I shut the door. The lamp was on, and I didn’t plan on wasting any of this precious time to turn it off. I hurry to bed and climb on top of Jana, my hands on either side of her shoulders, holding myself up.
‘’Mmm..’’ That’s all I could do, and that’s when I lost it all and just started kissing her like crazy.
No need to carry on, besides, we all know what that kiss leads to…. And as for me, its twice in one night.
‘’Shh!’’ Jana says loudly, but softly at the same time. ‘’I’m sorry.’’ I whisper. I just dropped one of the boxes and it sorta rolled down the stairs, making a lot of noise, something we need to limit.
Jana just smiles as we finally get the last of the boxes downstairs. The lamp was on, just to limit any suspicions if Tori got up to use the bathroom or whatever, you can’t really see the dim light of the lamp from the hallway though, so that’s good anyways.
‘’Start putting them under the tree, nice and neat babe.’’ Jana mumbles lightly as she grabs a cookie, taking a bit and putting it back. It was 3 a.m. and well, if you would really like to know what me and Jana have been doing for like five or six hours, well.. you know us, you can just figure that out for yourself.
We couldn’t go to sleep because we’d have to set the alarm and then the loud noise would wake everyone in the house up, and that’s something we definitely don’t want.
‘’Alright, alright.’’ I sigh lightly as I take the presents over to the tree, stuffing them under it and around it. Tori’s presents were bagged and wrapped in pink paper with that chevron print on it. Taylor’s was blue with strips. And the baby’s was orange with polka dots on it.
Yes, we got the baby a few things just so Tori and Taylor won’t question why Santa doesn’t love their little brother. And besides, Jana doesn’t know what’s in those because I bought them all, she let me.
January is coming VERY soon, our anniversary of the day we met is coming up really soon, and so is Tori’s birthday, and then our wedding anniversary, which I have amazing things planned for us, just the two of us of course, though.
And then for a few months we’ll be on the low, not really much going on in those months, until August really, when Taylor’s birthday rolls around. And then mine, and yeah so forth.
But as for now, I’m just going to focus on what I have, why I have it. Because in reality, no one knows when the world will end or when time will end itself, there’s just somethings science can’t explain.
Time is one of them, because no one really knows when it began, and when it will it. Based on my beliefs, I know some day it will, for God’s reasons. And I know I’m not ready, nor am I prepared for the worst, just hoping for the best.
I know I have to pick myself up soon, start going back to the faith you know, reading a verse every night like I used to, like Jana tries to remember to do every night.
But as long as I’m with my family, and with my beautiful wife, I will never get over that word by the way, I’m sure God has good things planned for me, for us.
There’s things I wish I could change and fix, there’s people I wish I still had, there’s old friendships and memories that will never be lost, and there’s always the future and whatever it has in store for me.
I’m prepared for that I know, only that. Because I know it will get better, probably horrible times, but mainly the best. Life’s a precious, amazing thing to have.
You only have one life, you only live once, and you only find love once, so don’t abuse it when you have it. Life is the most valuable thing a person owns. Love is the most amazing thing for a person to have. Therefore, we should never risk them.
Because in the end, you know if you take your own life or someone else’s, you’d be ruining others’ lives. And if you leave your true love, or you let them leave you, you know you’ll be in pain for the rest of your life.
My life has changed for the better. I have everything I’ve ever wanted. So the question is.. what more could I possibly ask for?
Niall’s POV
‘’Alright, remember buddy, you can’t get up or Santa won’t come bring you presents.’’ I remind Taylor as Jana tucks him in. ‘’I know, Daddy.’’ He smiles lightly. ‘’Okay, give me a goodnight kiss.’’ I say as I lean down. I peck his lips and he giggles lightly.
‘’Goodnight. Love you.’’ Jana says as he does the same once I’ve leaned up. Taylor still sleeps in a crib since he’s too little to be in a bed, but that doesn’t stop him from climbing out, trust me.
‘’Nighty night, wove you Mommy. Wove you Daddy.’’ He mumbles lightly as I turn off the lamp. ‘’I love you too.’’ I smile lightly. ‘’We’ll see you in the morning, okay?’’ Jana says and he just nods slightly as we walk to the door. We leave his room, shutting the door all the way.
We go to Tori’s room next. She was lying in the bed with the TV on. Jana grabs the remote to set the timer. ‘’Goodnight baby, I love you.’’ I whisper as I give Tori a kiss. ‘’Goodnight Daddy, love you too.’’ She smiles gently at me.
‘’Goodnight angel, love you.’’ Jana smiles at her as she gives her a kiss. ‘’Goodnight Mommy, love you too.’’ Tori says as I turn off the light. Me and Jana shut the door behind us.
I take a hold of Jana’s hand, interlacing our fingers together. ‘’You’re a good mom, you know.’’ I mumble lightly as he slowly walk towards our door. ‘’You’re a good dad.’’ She assures me with a squeeze of my hand.
‘’And I’m a good Santa too, eh?’’ I smirk lightly as she looks up at me, rolling her eyes lightly with a smile. ‘’You have to be quiet tonight.. the baby still sleeps in our room.’’ She reminds me.
‘’I’m sure he can last an hour in his room..’’ I mumble lightly. ‘’What do you have planned?’’ She asks me as we go into our room, you see I already put the baby in his room and moved the crib there too, so I don’t have to waste any extra time.
‘’I’m gonna deck your halls.’’ I whisper. ‘’You’re so dirty.’’ She nudges me away as she lets my hand go. ‘’What? You don’t wanna decorate my tree?’’ I wiggle my eyebrows at her.
Jana just giggles as she climbs onto the bed. ‘’Are you coming, or not?’’ She asks as she lies down, spreading her legs lightly. ‘’Oh don’t worry, I’ll come.’’ I wink lightly as she laughs.
‘’You’re sexy when you talk dirty.’’ She winks at me as I shut the door. The lamp was on, and I didn’t plan on wasting any of this precious time to turn it off. I hurry to bed and climb on top of Jana, my hands on either side of her shoulders, holding myself up.
‘’Mmm..’’ That’s all I could do, and that’s when I lost it all and just started kissing her like crazy.
No need to carry on, besides, we all know what that kiss leads to…. And as for me, its twice in one night.
‘’Shh!’’ Jana says loudly, but softly at the same time. ‘’I’m sorry.’’ I whisper. I just dropped one of the boxes and it sorta rolled down the stairs, making a lot of noise, something we need to limit.
Jana just smiles as we finally get the last of the boxes downstairs. The lamp was on, just to limit any suspicions if Tori got up to use the bathroom or whatever, you can’t really see the dim light of the lamp from the hallway though, so that’s good anyways.
‘’Start putting them under the tree, nice and neat babe.’’ Jana mumbles lightly as she grabs a cookie, taking a bit and putting it back. It was 3 a.m. and well, if you would really like to know what me and Jana have been doing for like five or six hours, well.. you know us, you can just figure that out for yourself.
We couldn’t go to sleep because we’d have to set the alarm and then the loud noise would wake everyone in the house up, and that’s something we definitely don’t want.
‘’Alright, alright.’’ I sigh lightly as I take the presents over to the tree, stuffing them under it and around it. Tori’s presents were bagged and wrapped in pink paper with that chevron print on it. Taylor’s was blue with strips. And the baby’s was orange with polka dots on it.
Yes, we got the baby a few things just so Tori and Taylor won’t question why Santa doesn’t love their little brother. And besides, Jana doesn’t know what’s in those because I bought them all, she let me.
January is coming VERY soon, our anniversary of the day we met is coming up really soon, and so is Tori’s birthday, and then our wedding anniversary, which I have amazing things planned for us, just the two of us of course, though.
And then for a few months we’ll be on the low, not really much going on in those months, until August really, when Taylor’s birthday rolls around. And then mine, and yeah so forth.
But as for now, I’m just going to focus on what I have, why I have it. Because in reality, no one knows when the world will end or when time will end itself, there’s just somethings science can’t explain.
Time is one of them, because no one really knows when it began, and when it will it. Based on my beliefs, I know some day it will, for God’s reasons. And I know I’m not ready, nor am I prepared for the worst, just hoping for the best.
I know I have to pick myself up soon, start going back to the faith you know, reading a verse every night like I used to, like Jana tries to remember to do every night.
But as long as I’m with my family, and with my beautiful wife, I will never get over that word by the way, I’m sure God has good things planned for me, for us.
There’s things I wish I could change and fix, there’s people I wish I still had, there’s old friendships and memories that will never be lost, and there’s always the future and whatever it has in store for me.
I’m prepared for that I know, only that. Because I know it will get better, probably horrible times, but mainly the best. Life’s a precious, amazing thing to have.
You only have one life, you only live once, and you only find love once, so don’t abuse it when you have it. Life is the most valuable thing a person owns. Love is the most amazing thing for a person to have. Therefore, we should never risk them.
Because in the end, you know if you take your own life or someone else’s, you’d be ruining others’ lives. And if you leave your true love, or you let them leave you, you know you’ll be in pain for the rest of your life.
My life has changed for the better. I have everything I’ve ever wanted. So the question is.. what more could I possibly ask for?
Notes
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Actually, yes. But remember in the series the guys broke up a while back. Like book 2 I think?
10/13/15