Niall’s POV
‘’Because Daddy.. if I had told you and Mommy what that guy was doing to me… then this wouldn’t have happened. If I had been a big girl and told you the truth, then I’d be okay..’’ She sniffs lightly.

My heart breaks.

She thinks its her fault.

Even though its not..

“No, Baby, its n-‘’ ‘’Now Jesus isn’t going to want me in Heaven with him, Daddy! Because I lied!’’ She adds in, tears flooding those beautiful eyes. And then at this point, my heart was shattered that she would even think that.

‘’No baby, Jesus loves you.. You’re going to go to Heaven, it’s that guy that’s not going to.’’ I assure her and she just sobs into her hands again. I grab her wrists and pull her hands away, I wasn’t going to let her think those things.

‘’Tori. I promise you that its going to be okay, baby. Its going to be okay. Daddy’s going to be here, forever. I promise. And I know it hurts, baby girl, and I wish I could take it away and fix it, but I can’t..’’ I pause, the tears continuing to fall from my eyes, and from Tori’s too.

But I keep strong, and I continue on, ‘’Daddy’s going to be here for you, the entire time. Forever. I’ll never be able to understand how you feel when this happens, but I promise I’ll understand it hurts. I know it does, I know. But I promise, Angel, its going to get better. And Daddy’s going to be here. Okay?’’

‘’Okay.’’ She nods lightly to me. ‘’Okay.. I love you baby girl, forever.’’ I whisper. ‘’I love you too, Daddy, forever.’’ She whispers back and I smile as I lean in and kiss her lips gently, assuring her I’ll never leave her side. Never.

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Tori and I were lying on my bed under the covers. I had my back against the headboard and Tori was sitting in my lap, my arms around her little waist and her hands on mine, fiddling with my fingers as we watched the movie.

And at this moment, I knew it would last forever. I’d never be able to hate my daughter. I’d never even let myself think I would. I knew she would never hate me. Because at this moment, we knew we had eachother.

I knew she was here to make me happy, and to keep me calm and keep the smile on my face and to remind me that I was worth something, I had something to look forward to in life.

And she knew I was here for her, to always make sure she was okay, to assure that I was going to fix things, and to assure her that I love her and that I’d do anything for her.

And the best part about Tori and my relationship with her, I knew that it’d be forever. It’ll last for eternity, to infinity.. and even beyond.

We were at the part in the movie where Nemo was in the little plastic bag about to be flushed down the toilet. Tori was giggling as the bird, Nigel, which I find a little funny because his name was close to mine, flipped out in the dentistry room.

I just smiled, I was glad she was happier now. I was glad she knew everything was okay. And most important, I was just glad she was here with me, and that I was here with her.

Because at times I think about the future with out her or Jana or Taylor or our little baby on the way. And I wonder what it would be like right now if I had never bumped into them at the mall, literally.

What if I never went to get Harry’s stained shirt a replacement. What if I had never gotten that cup of water and was waiting in line at the cookie stand. What if I had never even came to New York.

Where would I be?

Where would I be.. if Jana didn’t believe in us? Where would I be if Tori was never born. Where I would be if I was never famous..

I don’t like thinking of the things, but yet I do at the same time. Because in reality, I knew I was the happiest guy on the planet, and I knew I could never be completed if it had went any other way.

But most importantly, I knew I was loved. And I knew I had something to smile about.

A family.

Love.

A wife.

Kids.

Everything..

And I wouldn’t change it for the entire world. I’d always want it to be like this. To be happy, to be complete, to be loved..

Completely happy.

Notes

Awe :) I will update soon, but not another back to back chapter though. I have things to do, so I will be happy to read those beautiful comments, as long as you post some, yeah??

♥♥♥LOVE YA, XXX--BRI♥♥♥

✴✴Did they ever hold each other tight, like us? Did they ever fight, like us?✴✴

Sorry about that little lyric verse there... I listen to the boys' songs while I write the chapters and this was playing, which was perfect! xx ♥♥