The Best Of Me
18. Something, Someone
Harry’s POV
“Taylor, c’mere, now!’’ I say loudly as he runs circles around the living room. ‘’Hay Hay, Catch me!’’ He giggles as he continues to dodge me and the innocent pieces of furniture in his way.
“Taylor James, am I going to have to call your Mommy?’’ I ask as he still continues to disobey everything I say. Don’t get me wrong, I love a good game of tag or hide and seek, but not at the moment. I was sorta stressed, and Taylor’s games aren’t helping me.
He just laughs and continues. But then it all clicks. Taylor’s a Mommy’s boy. Jana wouldn’t yell at him, or spank him, or any of that other stuff parent’s do to punish their kids. But Niall would..
‘’Okay then.. I’m just gonna tell your Daddy.’’ I shrug gently. He stops and looks over at me from his spot across the living room. ‘’No, Hay Hay pwease..’’ He pouts his little bottom lip out and pulls those puppy dog eyes on me.
Damn it Harry, keep strong! He’s just a little kid, he can’t do anything. Right? Well.. just make me feel bad about what I might do. But no! You’re the adult, you can do this right! Strict and reasonable.
But damn. Look at his little face! No Harry, stay strong! You idiot I can’t! Why the hell am I arguing with myself.. Because you know I’m right. No, I’m right. Ugh!!
Taylor’s sudden tight grip on my leg snaps me out of my thoughts and debates with myself. I hadn’t even realized he made his way over to me. ‘’Pwease Hay Hay! Please don’t tell Daddy!’’ He whines as he hugs my leg tight, sitting on my good.
‘’Tay.. I’m not. Just.. c’mere.’’ I sigh as I reach down once he’s off of my foot and my leg is free. I pick him up and he puts his head on my shoulder. ‘’Pwease.’’ He whispers lightly.
“I’m not.. just listen to me, okay Buddy?’’ I ask him in a mumble. ‘’O’tay Hay Hay.. I wisten.’’ He sighs. I loved him so much. I loved both of them. I loved all of them. Niall and Jana may not share any blood with me.
But they’re the closest family I got here. The only family I got.And I love the feeling of knowing that they trust me with the kids and they gave me the responsibly of them if something ever happened to them.
I love knowing that the kids love me too, because honestly.. I’ve been feeling a little unloved lately. Despite my relationship with Selena and all.. it could be better, but she doesn’t want to stay long.
And that’s what hurts the most. Being so close, but so far away the next day. I know I know.. sappy and immature to say that. But I love Selena, I think? I don’t know really. Lately I’ve been feeling down in the dumps because I just.. I don’t know.
I honestly have no damn clue about my life at the moment. Or any moment, really. But here I am. I blew off my last dinner date with Selena for a while just to come watch Tori and Taylor so Jana will be able to feel better soon.
And that’s a sign, isn’t it? A big one. I need to realize, I guess, that there’s something, someone.. that means more to me than any other love I could possibly have. Of course I love my mother and my sister.. but this is just completely different.
And if I’m thinking correctly.. then I think, think.. I might be in love.. with some one other than Selena. Hell, I don’t even know if I’m in love with Selena or not. I mean yeah she’s beautiful, all girls are beautiful in their own ways.
But there something.. more like someone.. that’s got me head over hills in love and its hard to think that it might be someone.. that doesn’t love me in any way. Maybe as a friend, that’s it.
Perhaps its just my stupid emotions and my stupid hormones though. I mean could you really blame me? I’m around her a lot. I know her very, very, very well. She’s one of my closest friends…
But yet..
She’s my…
My…
Best Friend’s..
Wife.
“Taylor, c’mere, now!’’ I say loudly as he runs circles around the living room. ‘’Hay Hay, Catch me!’’ He giggles as he continues to dodge me and the innocent pieces of furniture in his way.
“Taylor James, am I going to have to call your Mommy?’’ I ask as he still continues to disobey everything I say. Don’t get me wrong, I love a good game of tag or hide and seek, but not at the moment. I was sorta stressed, and Taylor’s games aren’t helping me.
He just laughs and continues. But then it all clicks. Taylor’s a Mommy’s boy. Jana wouldn’t yell at him, or spank him, or any of that other stuff parent’s do to punish their kids. But Niall would..
‘’Okay then.. I’m just gonna tell your Daddy.’’ I shrug gently. He stops and looks over at me from his spot across the living room. ‘’No, Hay Hay pwease..’’ He pouts his little bottom lip out and pulls those puppy dog eyes on me.
Damn it Harry, keep strong! He’s just a little kid, he can’t do anything. Right? Well.. just make me feel bad about what I might do. But no! You’re the adult, you can do this right! Strict and reasonable.
But damn. Look at his little face! No Harry, stay strong! You idiot I can’t! Why the hell am I arguing with myself.. Because you know I’m right. No, I’m right. Ugh!!
Taylor’s sudden tight grip on my leg snaps me out of my thoughts and debates with myself. I hadn’t even realized he made his way over to me. ‘’Pwease Hay Hay! Please don’t tell Daddy!’’ He whines as he hugs my leg tight, sitting on my good.
‘’Tay.. I’m not. Just.. c’mere.’’ I sigh as I reach down once he’s off of my foot and my leg is free. I pick him up and he puts his head on my shoulder. ‘’Pwease.’’ He whispers lightly.
“I’m not.. just listen to me, okay Buddy?’’ I ask him in a mumble. ‘’O’tay Hay Hay.. I wisten.’’ He sighs. I loved him so much. I loved both of them. I loved all of them. Niall and Jana may not share any blood with me.
But they’re the closest family I got here. The only family I got.And I love the feeling of knowing that they trust me with the kids and they gave me the responsibly of them if something ever happened to them.
I love knowing that the kids love me too, because honestly.. I’ve been feeling a little unloved lately. Despite my relationship with Selena and all.. it could be better, but she doesn’t want to stay long.
And that’s what hurts the most. Being so close, but so far away the next day. I know I know.. sappy and immature to say that. But I love Selena, I think? I don’t know really. Lately I’ve been feeling down in the dumps because I just.. I don’t know.
I honestly have no damn clue about my life at the moment. Or any moment, really. But here I am. I blew off my last dinner date with Selena for a while just to come watch Tori and Taylor so Jana will be able to feel better soon.
And that’s a sign, isn’t it? A big one. I need to realize, I guess, that there’s something, someone.. that means more to me than any other love I could possibly have. Of course I love my mother and my sister.. but this is just completely different.
And if I’m thinking correctly.. then I think, think.. I might be in love.. with some one other than Selena. Hell, I don’t even know if I’m in love with Selena or not. I mean yeah she’s beautiful, all girls are beautiful in their own ways.
But there something.. more like someone.. that’s got me head over hills in love and its hard to think that it might be someone.. that doesn’t love me in any way. Maybe as a friend, that’s it.
Perhaps its just my stupid emotions and my stupid hormones though. I mean could you really blame me? I’m around her a lot. I know her very, very, very well. She’s one of my closest friends…
But yet..
She’s my…
My…
Best Friend’s..
Wife.
Notes
.......cliff hanger.........
I needed to add a LOT of drama into this,and I've been planning on these next few events to happen for a while.. and its finally here. Get ready to know the TRUTH and trust me when i say that the truth hurts sometimes. And for the ones in this story.. it'll hurt more than once.
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Actually, yes. But remember in the series the guys broke up a while back. Like book 2 I think?
10/13/15