Niall’s POV
“Ni..’’ Jana mumbles gently as I walk the short distance to her. I touch her waist gently and she flinches back. She’s never done that. Is she suddenly.. afraid or me? No, that’s not possible. Anything but that. Besides.. I wouldn’t hurt her in any way.

‘’Babe.. what’s.. wrong?’’ I whisper gently as I drop my hand down. She sighs, looking up at me from her beautiful eyelashes, just another thing I love about her. I love all her little things. From her teeth to her toes. Every little thing.

‘’I.. I don’t.. feel good.’’ She whispers back. ‘’C’mere.’’ I say, gesturing with my arms for her to hug me. She does. And thankfully, I knew she wasn’t mad at all. “You have some pain killers in your purse.. don’t you?’’ I ask her in a whisper.

She nods against my chest and I squeeze her shoulders as her hands sit on my waist, unable to go around me because of our baby, which is okay with me. “How ‘bout we go back out there.. you take the pills.. and we can just.. be normal for the rest of the night? Unless you wanna go home.’’ I insist.

‘’No. I don’t wanna.’’ She mumbles against me, her voice muffled by my shirt. ‘’Okay.. C’mon.’’ I tell her and she nods as I let her go. I take her hand and she squeezes mine, so I squeeze her’s back just as tight.

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Jana's POV
I took the pills near an hour ago. We were in the middle of eating dessert and just talking when I felt Niall’s hand touch mine that was sitting on my leg. I couldn’t sit it on the booth, because there wasn’t room to my left, where Niall sat.

Like usual, and how I love it so much, we said literally thigh to thigh and shoulder to shoulder. Niall eats with his left hand since he was left handed and all, so that was good since he wouldn’t bump me with his elbow.

Most of times we would just hold hands under the table. Well, on our wedding day actually.. when we were sitting at our private table just for us, he um.. got dirty with me. As in, he took it out and was messing around with me by forcing me to slowly jerk him off, shh.. its supposed to be kept a secret!

“Jana?’’ Selena says, snapping me from my thoughts. I looked at her from my ice-cream and she just smiles. ‘’You were lost for a moment.’’ She says. ‘’I was.. thinking.’’ I laugh lightly back, understanding her sweet concern. And I appreciated it so very much!

“So Niall, what you doin’ tomorrow night?’’ Harry asks him. I listen in. Selena was looking between them, also listening. Hey, if they didn’t want no one to hear then they wouldn’t talk aloud now would they? Exactly.

‘’Eh, proba’ly just be at the house. Why?’’ Niall tells him. He’s lucky he said that, or else I would flip out. He wasn’t leaving me alone with the kids at being almost nine months pregnant. So he was definitely staying at me side for the rest of this shit.

“Me and Sel might come over, if that’s a’ight with ya.’’ Harry says. Selena looks over at me and laughs lightly, ‘’Do I not have a saying in this?’’ She asks as she looks back at Harry. ‘’I mean.. yeah.. if you want.. wait.. this was your idea! You were talking about it earlier!’’ Harry fires back with a smile.

‘’I was kidding.’’ She says, pushing his arm gently. He sways a little but it soon unaffected by the light shove. He rolls his eyes playfully as she looks away, she didn’t see it but I did.

‘’That’s fine with me, Jana.. you okay with t’at?’’ He asks me. I nod gently as he nods back, mocking me. He’s such an annoying person at times. But I still love him, and I will.. no matter what happens to either of us.

I hear my phone beep lightly so I grab my purse from the other side of me, where I do have a little room. I grab my phone and unlock it. I read the message from Diana and then reply.

Diana: The kiddos are doing fine! Just letting you guys know! Tori’s asleep already and Taylor’s on his way.

Me: Good! Thank you honey!!

Diana: Any time doll! You want me to be them in their beds?

Me: Yes, please.

Diana: Okay.

Me: We should be home in a hour or so.

Diana: No no no.. don’t rush! Take your time and relax!

Me: Thanks, we might. But I’m not sure at the moment. Thanks again though!

Diana: No problem.

I put my phone back once I was done with that short conversation with her. Niall looks over and raises his eyebrows. ‘’Who was that?’’ He asks curiously, he’s so nosy. ‘’Diana. She said the kids were asleep.’’ I mumble. He nods back and I nod before he turns his attention back to Harry.

“Anyways, I’m sure we can plan something to do tomorrow. Got any suggestions?’’ Niall asks us all. No one replies though. Selena just shrugs and Harry shakes his head lightly. But me, nothing at all.

Niall and Harry continue after moving from that topic. I just sit and pick at my icecream, not really hungry at the moment. Selena was eating her cake slowly, she was in love with it. That’s what she told us earlier. She said she’d ditch Harry for some more of that cake, but she just laughed.

I felt Niall’s finger tips wrap around my ring finger. I glance over at him to see that he was really into his conversation with Harry about some band or whatever. But Niall was a master at doing things at once.

Suddenly though, he picks up my entire hand with just by my ring finger. He moves it over to his knee and he lets my hand go. His hand returning to the table top. I rub my thumb over the fabric of his dark skinny jeans.

He laughs at whatever Harry said. I heard them, but yet I didn’t hear the words. I just knew they were talking. Selena, still eating her cake, checks her phone every other second. None of my business though.

I felt Niall’s hand on top of mine. I don’t look over, that would be too obvious. Instead, I grab my phone and just start looking at my pictures, just to keep my self looking as if I was occupied by something other than the guys’ conversation, which I wanted no parted in.

He grabs my hand and moves it up his leg so that it was sitting on the upper part of his thigh. He lets it go after that, his hand not returning to the table, just in his lap and not near mine at all.

Niall’s laugh causes me to smile inside. I loved his laugh. He was amazing in so many ways. And god.. I just loved him so damn much. No one could possibly change that at all. No one at all.

Harry continues on with Niall while I sit casually with my hand on Niall’s thigh. Selena’s eyes were glued to her phone screen as she scrolled down the screen with her thumb. I was also staring at my phone, but just to keep myself looking busy. Besides, Niall was getting flirty and there’s no telling where it will go from here.

‘’Well.. not that. Jana and the kids are gonna be there so.’’ Niall laughs lightly as he glances over at me. I had no clue what they were talking about. Really, no clue whatsoever.

But before I could even imagine what they said or what they were talking about.. Niall put his large hand on top of mine. I smile gently to myself as he slides it up and over to his crotch.

Niall puts my hand on his inner thigh, revealing his rock hard member to my fingers and the palm of my hand. I gently press down and he groans gently to himself. ‘’Um.. you a’ight?’’ Harry asks, raising his eyebrows.

‘’Yeah. I just hit my foot on the table.’’ Niall mumbles. Harry shrugs and they continue on. So do I. I tease Niall through his jeans with my fingers, tapping lightly then hard along the shaft.

He would wiggle around and moan gently and curse under his breath as Harry talked on and on and on about absolutely nothing important.

Notes

sorry for the long wait guys. Don't be upset, I had family issues going on. Personal stuff. but I will update really soooon!!!! please comment! and thank you so much for the recent comments!! so glad to see you guys actually care!! xx ❤