Haunted
Barely getting by.
Lily's P.O.V
I cried for a few minutes, feeling safe in these arms. I looked into Niall's green eyes. "Lily, I love you, why can't you see that? I'm crazy about you." Something about his Irish accent that made me smile. "I know Niall and I like you, too. I just have these walls and I'm afraid to let them fall. I've been scarred Niall. Bad. Emotionally and physically. I just need time to heal." I said turning to look away from him. He takes my chin in his hand and I was afraid he was going to try to kiss me, so I pulled away. "Niall, I just can't." I said. "What, Lily? At least talk to me." Niall pleaded. 'I just can't yet. I need time." I said as i got up and walked away. i looked back and tears were streaming down Niall's face. I looked away as Niall said "I'll wait."
Niall's P.O.V
When I got back to the house, Sydney, Liam, Titi, Zayn, Day, Harry, Bella, Kayla, and Louis all look at me. I shook my head and they all came to me. Liam pulled me into a hug. "She just needs time" Day said. I looked at her. "yeah, that's what she said" I said. "Niall, everything will be okay." said Bella. "She will trust you. i know. She loves you, but she doesn't know if she can handle getting hurt again." I nodded understandingly. 'I just wish she would trust me. I would never hurt her ever! I love her. I know Drake scarred her." I noticed that Zayn moved closer to Titi. She was scarred by Drake too. I felt my fists clench. Drake hurt the girl I love most and her friend. All the rage inside me came out. I threw punch at the wall and made a huge hole. "Arghhhh!" I said not even noticing the pain in my hand. I felt arms restraining me and I knew it was he guys. They lead me to the couches. "Calm down, Niall." Sydney said. I felt my rage die down and the pain set in.
I hear the front door open and I turn to look. Lily looks at the hole in the wall and at my bloody hand and her face turns white. 'She thinks this is her fault.' I get up to go to her, but she runs out the door
I cried for a few minutes, feeling safe in these arms. I looked into Niall's green eyes. "Lily, I love you, why can't you see that? I'm crazy about you." Something about his Irish accent that made me smile. "I know Niall and I like you, too. I just have these walls and I'm afraid to let them fall. I've been scarred Niall. Bad. Emotionally and physically. I just need time to heal." I said turning to look away from him. He takes my chin in his hand and I was afraid he was going to try to kiss me, so I pulled away. "Niall, I just can't." I said. "What, Lily? At least talk to me." Niall pleaded. 'I just can't yet. I need time." I said as i got up and walked away. i looked back and tears were streaming down Niall's face. I looked away as Niall said "I'll wait."
Niall's P.O.V
When I got back to the house, Sydney, Liam, Titi, Zayn, Day, Harry, Bella, Kayla, and Louis all look at me. I shook my head and they all came to me. Liam pulled me into a hug. "She just needs time" Day said. I looked at her. "yeah, that's what she said" I said. "Niall, everything will be okay." said Bella. "She will trust you. i know. She loves you, but she doesn't know if she can handle getting hurt again." I nodded understandingly. 'I just wish she would trust me. I would never hurt her ever! I love her. I know Drake scarred her." I noticed that Zayn moved closer to Titi. She was scarred by Drake too. I felt my fists clench. Drake hurt the girl I love most and her friend. All the rage inside me came out. I threw punch at the wall and made a huge hole. "Arghhhh!" I said not even noticing the pain in my hand. I felt arms restraining me and I knew it was he guys. They lead me to the couches. "Calm down, Niall." Sydney said. I felt my rage die down and the pain set in.
I hear the front door open and I turn to look. Lily looks at the hole in the wall and at my bloody hand and her face turns white. 'She thinks this is her fault.' I get up to go to her, but she runs out the door
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