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You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)

Nothing (Chapter 8)

(Harry’s P.O.V)

The morning sunlight shined through the crystal clear glass window which woke me up with a massive headache. As my squinting eyes open to its full size, I recognized the sleeping beauty snuggling closely in my arm, her thick eyelashes touched her pink soft smooth cheeks and her plump lips parted slightly revealing her pearl white teeth. Gosh this girl is beautiful and as much as I want to deny it, I can’t.

I tucked the loose strand of hair on her face way but she stirred from my touch and guilt wash over me for waking her up. “G-g-good m-morning,” she said nervously as her unique breath taking eyes open lazily. “Good morning Ivy…slept well?” I questioned, grinning at the astonishing girl as I do so.

“W-what time is it?” she shattered, while quickly getting up and about to walk off, “it’s only 6 in the morning Iv’s…calm down alright,” I chirped. She exhaled from my statement, “I-I better go home…I-I need to get ready for school,” she reminded quietly, she looked so nervous and worried ever.

“I am sure…um…Margret will have…um…something for you to wear…if you are not ready to go back yet,” I said scratching the back of my neck, “it’s O.K.…y-your family has already d-done enough…p-plus I don’t have my school stuff here either,” I scoffed at her statement, “they are not my family,” I seethed at her making her wince. Family? We are far off from family…I thought to myself and Ivy mumbled something that I couldn’t hear.

“I-I am sorry…p-please t-take me home,” she timidly said without looking at my direction. “If you really want to go back to that bitchy aunty of yours that much then I am more than delighted to take you there,” I fumed at her, I don’t know why I am all worked out about but I am beyond angry. It could be the fact that she mentions family or maybe the fact that she sounded so desperate to leave.

“Harry…I’ve told you already…I have pestered you family enough and plus I don’t have anything here with me,” she harshly replied. “For the love of God…you don’t listen do you? Maybe you need to do so before saying things without thinking” she stated as a matter of fact way which made my blood boiled. “You don’t know the meaning of gratitude do you? I helped you with your aunty…took you to a place that no one has been except you…allow you to stay in my father’s house…let you sleep in my bed, but what do you give in return? Being a bitch…ungrateful bitch,” I spat at her.

“I never told you to offer me a ride…I never told you to run after me…but you did anyway, so don’t blame everything on me Harry…” she yelled back, “I am sorry for feeling sorry for a blind girl wondering around on the street…who got slapped by her aunty…” I fired back and now tears are starting to form in her beautiful eyes.

“Pity…you did all this because you pity me?” she asked wiping away the tears streaming down her cheeks, “of course I pity you, who wouldn’t?” I blurted, “well I don’t need you pity…I don’t want your pity…take me home…now,” she demanded coldly and started walking to the door with her clothes in her arm.

(Ivy’s P.O.V)

“Thank you for your help that I don’t need nor did I want it in the first place,” I said harshly slamming the door behind me. I actually thought he was a decent bloke after he took me to the stream in the forest yesterday… boy was I wrong. Zayn was right, oh who I am kidding…of course he was right, they are step- brothers for goodness sake. Zayn would know Harry inside out. Harry is a jerk…the biggest thick headed person I have ever met.

As I got closer to my aunt’s house, my hand started to sweat with nervousness and I prayed to God that she would be at work now. But as always, luck was never on my side...ever since I came into the world, I was a bad luck, a freak, a mutant and unwanted person. My parents were the only one who cared for me…the only ones.

“So you decided to come back after all then?” the wicked voice in the lounge room gave me a shiver. I didn’t answer her and started to walk to my bedroom. “Young lady…I was not finished yet,” she ranged, “run off with a jerk looking boy that can’t wait to get in your pants for the whole night…I am beyond disgusted… Not only blind but also don’t have dignity…hahah…oh I am sure your parents would be soooo proud of their blind precious baby now,” she said laughing evilly as she do so. Gosh her voice is taunting and I am almost glad that I am blind at this moment in time.

I ignored her hurtful words and headed to my room. “Coward worthless mutant,” I could hear her yelled out to me. I closed the door behind me and started to sob. This sure was the best morning of my life. I cried for what it felt like eternity and pulled myself together.

“Ivy…you are stronger then this remember? You are stronger…mum and dad are always looking down on you,” I told myself while standing up from my sitting position to get ready for school. I know I am going insane by talking to myself but hey, people already think I am insane anyway.

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“Oh here she comes,” some guy said as I walk inside the school, laughter and giggling can be heard from all angles. What is going on? I decided to ignore whatever this is and walked towards my locker.

“Wow her family doesn’t even want her yet she thinks the hottest guy at school would fall for her,” a girl said. “I wish I was there to witness his rejection,” another girl said, what the heck are they talking about?

“Hey blindy…what does it feel like to be unwanted by your family?” a male boy said with humour evident in his tone, they are talking about me? Getting rejected? Family, not wanting me? Well yes! My aunty doesn’t want me but my parents loved me…they do loved me didn’t they?

“Oi blindy…here come Styles, you must be blushing all over to see him…oh wait you can’t,” another random voice laughed. This can’t be happening, Harry, my aunty and now the school? Like I said, luck has never taken my side and I’m desperate to know what the heck I did in my past life to deserve this horrible life.

“Fuck…lets go guys…she might come and attack me to be with her,” a raspy voice filled the hall which made everyone laughed I am assuming because I could literally fell the ground vibrating.

“Actually stand there Niall…I am sure she won’t able to tell that it’s you since she can’t see me…oh lord save this girl…I wonder how many men she has fucked…while mistaken it with another person,” Harry acted out, even though I can’t see him, I can tell he was putting on a show to ruin me and to break me. The problem is that I don’t know what I did to deserve this? To deserve anything in this world really. Today is the worst day of my entire life, worse then the day I found out about the accident.

Without a doubt, unstoppable laughter can be heard throughout school, the whole world even. I was left dumbfounded, weak, broken and for the first time in my life…I wanted to disappear from this world…death is waiting upon me and I am ready to face it.

I have nothing left in this world and the world doesn’t need someone like me, so what’s the point of being alive. A drunk driver has taken away the most important thing in my life, my parents death has taken away my happiness. My aunty has taken away feelings…leaving me my body numb from her wounding words and Harry has taken away the hope…the hope of being accepted in this world…in this society.

Everything has been taken away from me…I have nothing, no one but myself…it’s time for me to let go of myself…I need to take away myself from inner self... I don't want me,myself Ivanna Jones anymore....


Notes

Sorry for the late update my beautiful people :( Year 12 is hard and since I suck at English....well yeah

Anyways I hope you
lovely people will like this chapter :) I know it's a bit depressing sorry but hey stay tuned and find out what happened next :)

I Love you all remember that and I am really x 1000000000 thankful for your supports, it means the world to me ^_^ Please vote, subscribe, comment and give feedback.....I only want to improve <3
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Comments

Please update :)

@JustBloo.

See......we need more people like you in this world <3 <3 Yes!!!! you were very helpful and I messaged you with the biggest spoiler everrrrrr ^_^

@PS2Live the dream


Was I helpful? I have a problem conveying my thoughts into understandable sentences lol But what can I say? I'm just a fanfic reading girl willing to do anything to see her otp continue their story ;)

@JustBloo

DO you know how much LOVE I have for you?? If you don't......well.....I LOVE YOU dear <3 <3

Hey!

I had this same thing happen to me too! Weirdness! But anyways...

I honestly think that this story has so far been written wonderfully. If there wasn't a plot or designated outcome, I sure as hell couldn't tell. But I know sometimes lack of "structure" puts a strain on the author just because of writer's block and other things like that.

I think from here, you can look at what you've written so far and ask yourself possible ways you can go next and sketch out and organize the rest of the story from this part (sometimes brainstorming concepts with someone else really makes the process easier and in some cases cleaner), and then go back to previous chapters and tweak certain things just so it' ll all wrap up nicely.

OR....

You can rewrite it (as you previously stated) and do things differently. The only problem that may arise with that, is since you are so far along in this story (40 chapters) the people that have previously subscribed to your story and have followed it this far may have trouble getting used to a new storyline and character adjustments.

But that's assuming there was a story line before (which it has seemed like), which you said there wasn't. So it's definitely a hard choice.

I think you should trust your gut and do what seems best to you. Everyone else will get over it :)

I'm here if you need a brainstorm session or a convo just to sketch out storylines by the way.

Ivarry shipper for life lolol