You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)
Karma (Chapter 33)
(Harry’s P.O.V)
“Harry than goodness you weren’t injured that badly,” Louis smiled at me.
I really appreciate to see that my friends cared enough to come and visit me, but I was very…..very disappointed that Ivy was not here. I swear I heard her voice and I swear she was here with me…..but where was she when I open my eyes?
“Harry….you are hurt because of her….I can’t believe this,” Alex huffed and I was shocked at her statement.
Ivy? She thinks I am currently here because of Ivy? Is she out of her mind? Ivy didn’t do anything to me…..in fact it was all my doing…..everything is my fault…..I would be glad if she ever looked at me again.
“Alex…it-,” I started but one of Alex’s bitch cut me off.
“Harry Alex is right….you could have died and what is she worth anyway? She definitely doesn’t worth your life.”
What is she worth? What is Ivy worth? She worth’s everything. The whole freaken world….the whole dam universe and even my life….she is worth everything…..
“She is the one who should be in your position now not you….” Emily exclaimed.
No! No, that is not true. If Ivy was in my position right now….I would never forgive myself. I deserve to be here…..after all the things that I’ve done to her…..I deserve to die really. I don’t know why I am still alive. Karma is definitely true…..and I deserve more in all honesty.
“She tried to commit suicide twice already…..then goodness Zayn didn’t get hurt from saving her last time…..but look at you…..you have a fractured ribs and stitched head…..if she wanted to die so much….why not let her,” Alex gritted her teeth.
What? Ivy tried to commit suicide once? I didn’t know it was on purpose…..why not let Ivy die? Why not let Ivy? What? Oh course she can’t die…..what the hell is wrong with these people. They wanted Ivy dead? What kind of sick minded are they?
If Ivy die…..
No! She won’t…..she still have many things to see and explore. She will able to see one day and will have a beautiful family of her own…..find the man of her dreams…..and grow old together…
“You don’t know how many girls hate her at school because of this….and she decided not to turn up for two days already….boy I hate her gut” she continued.
What?
Ivy hasn’t been at school? Is she O.K.? Was she hurt?
I was very shock by the information that I’ve heard from these sluts. Ivy…committing suicide…..I got hurt because of Ivy. People hate her because they blame her for my injuries….
I was shock….very shock…
I didn’t move….I just stare at the door and blink occasionally.
“Blaming everything on Ivy? I thought you came here because you cared about my health and wellbeing…..but no….instead you come here to bitch about a beautiful innocent girl that actually saved me……you are blind Alex….actually you are all blind….and yet you are all calling her the blind girl…..just so you know…..she is the only one in this God dam world that can see…. remind me why I even hang out with people like you lots…let alone consider you all as friends in the first place,” I started to laugh.
“Harry are you-,” Alex started once more.
“Shut up…..just shut the hell up o.k…..don’t you dare accuse Ivy on doing something she never did. If I hear you insult her ever again….I swear that the rest of your high school life won’t be pleasant,” I growled.
Anger was all that I have inside of me. I can’t believe what I’ve heard.
“Harry….I think that’s too far,” Louis commented.
“Too far? Too far Lou? I haven’t done anything have I? I am just warning her…..I am sick of all of you….everyone…..how would you feel if you were blind Lou? Huh? How would you feel? Not able to see at all…..don’t know what the colour green actually looks like….don’t even know what you actually look alike and yet, people make fun of your features….make fun of you instead of helping you……push you down due to your disadvantage. How would you feel huh? All of you….how would you feel?” I shouted getting angry by the minute.
Oh….without a doubt my ribs are killing me….but they have to know….this God dam world have to know how tough and brave Ivy is. She’s been through so much…..more then all of us ever did and yet she stands strong…..not showing any sign of weakness at all.
“Aham…...” Niall started to clear his throat while scratching his hair uncomfortably.
“Yeah….that’s what I thought....” I gritted my teeth. “Harry you need to calm down,” Alex rushed to hold my hand but I removed it from her grasped.
“Calm down? Calm down?” I laughed at her. “Get out,” I told them but none of them move.
“Are you all deaf too? I said get out,” I yelled and they quickly made their way out of my bedroom, but Niall and Louis glanced back at me looking a bit guilty. I know I shouldn’t have snapped at them like that…..but they all deserve it and I deserved to be yelled at too…..more than them really.
I sighed in exhaustion. I don’t know why but I felt so dam tired. I am physically and mentally exhausted. My eyelids started to get heavy and darkness started to take over me.
(Ivy’s P.O.V)
Liam is a lovely person. Talking to him make me feel like a huge weight has come off me. Liam is different, he’s understands, nice, kind and most important of all he doesn’t pitied me like everyone else does. Also, he sounded like a charming guy….just a genuine guy who is willing to help others.
I didn’t know how long we’ve talked for but when it was time for him to return to his work we said our goodbyes. I am currently making my way back to Harry’s bedroom hoping that all of his friends are gone and that he is not awake.
I lean against the door to hear any sound from Harry’s room….but there was none….they must have all gone. And now I just hope that he would be asleep…..because I can’t face him now….I know I have to face him soon or later but not now….I just can’t.
I slowly open the door so that I don’t make any sound….well that’s if Harry was actually sleeping.
“Ivy? Ivy?” Harry called out frantically and my heart sunk as I froze in time.
“Harry than goodness you weren’t injured that badly,” Louis smiled at me.
I really appreciate to see that my friends cared enough to come and visit me, but I was very…..very disappointed that Ivy was not here. I swear I heard her voice and I swear she was here with me…..but where was she when I open my eyes?
“Harry….you are hurt because of her….I can’t believe this,” Alex huffed and I was shocked at her statement.
Ivy? She thinks I am currently here because of Ivy? Is she out of her mind? Ivy didn’t do anything to me…..in fact it was all my doing…..everything is my fault…..I would be glad if she ever looked at me again.
“Alex…it-,” I started but one of Alex’s bitch cut me off.
“Harry Alex is right….you could have died and what is she worth anyway? She definitely doesn’t worth your life.”
What is she worth? What is Ivy worth? She worth’s everything. The whole freaken world….the whole dam universe and even my life….she is worth everything…..
“She is the one who should be in your position now not you….” Emily exclaimed.
No! No, that is not true. If Ivy was in my position right now….I would never forgive myself. I deserve to be here…..after all the things that I’ve done to her…..I deserve to die really. I don’t know why I am still alive. Karma is definitely true…..and I deserve more in all honesty.
“She tried to commit suicide twice already…..then goodness Zayn didn’t get hurt from saving her last time…..but look at you…..you have a fractured ribs and stitched head…..if she wanted to die so much….why not let her,” Alex gritted her teeth.
What? Ivy tried to commit suicide once? I didn’t know it was on purpose…..why not let Ivy die? Why not let Ivy? What? Oh course she can’t die…..what the hell is wrong with these people. They wanted Ivy dead? What kind of sick minded are they?
If Ivy die…..
No! She won’t…..she still have many things to see and explore. She will able to see one day and will have a beautiful family of her own…..find the man of her dreams…..and grow old together…
“You don’t know how many girls hate her at school because of this….and she decided not to turn up for two days already….boy I hate her gut” she continued.
What?
Ivy hasn’t been at school? Is she O.K.? Was she hurt?
I was very shock by the information that I’ve heard from these sluts. Ivy…committing suicide…..I got hurt because of Ivy. People hate her because they blame her for my injuries….
I was shock….very shock…
I didn’t move….I just stare at the door and blink occasionally.
“Harry did you hear me?” Alex said in annoyance and then I exploded. Like literally….
“Blaming everything on Ivy? I thought you came here because you cared about my health and wellbeing…..but no….instead you come here to bitch about a beautiful innocent girl that actually saved me……you are blind Alex….actually you are all blind….and yet you are all calling her the blind girl…..just so you know…..she is the only one in this God dam world that can see…. remind me why I even hang out with people like you lots…let alone consider you all as friends in the first place,” I started to laugh.
“Harry are you-,” Alex started once more.
“Shut up…..just shut the hell up o.k…..don’t you dare accuse Ivy on doing something she never did. If I hear you insult her ever again….I swear that the rest of your high school life won’t be pleasant,” I growled.
Anger was all that I have inside of me. I can’t believe what I’ve heard.
“Harry….I think that’s too far,” Louis commented.
“Too far? Too far Lou? I haven’t done anything have I? I am just warning her…..I am sick of all of you….everyone…..how would you feel if you were blind Lou? Huh? How would you feel? Not able to see at all…..don’t know what the colour green actually looks like….don’t even know what you actually look alike and yet, people make fun of your features….make fun of you instead of helping you……push you down due to your disadvantage. How would you feel huh? All of you….how would you feel?” I shouted getting angry by the minute.
Oh….without a doubt my ribs are killing me….but they have to know….this God dam world have to know how tough and brave Ivy is. She’s been through so much…..more then all of us ever did and yet she stands strong…..not showing any sign of weakness at all.
“Aham…...” Niall started to clear his throat while scratching his hair uncomfortably.
“Yeah….that’s what I thought....” I gritted my teeth. “Harry you need to calm down,” Alex rushed to hold my hand but I removed it from her grasped.
“Calm down? Calm down?” I laughed at her. “Get out,” I told them but none of them move.
“Are you all deaf too? I said get out,” I yelled and they quickly made their way out of my bedroom, but Niall and Louis glanced back at me looking a bit guilty. I know I shouldn’t have snapped at them like that…..but they all deserve it and I deserved to be yelled at too…..more than them really.
I sighed in exhaustion. I don’t know why but I felt so dam tired. I am physically and mentally exhausted. My eyelids started to get heavy and darkness started to take over me.
(Ivy’s P.O.V)
Liam is a lovely person. Talking to him make me feel like a huge weight has come off me. Liam is different, he’s understands, nice, kind and most important of all he doesn’t pitied me like everyone else does. Also, he sounded like a charming guy….just a genuine guy who is willing to help others.
I didn’t know how long we’ve talked for but when it was time for him to return to his work we said our goodbyes. I am currently making my way back to Harry’s bedroom hoping that all of his friends are gone and that he is not awake.
I lean against the door to hear any sound from Harry’s room….but there was none….they must have all gone. And now I just hope that he would be asleep…..because I can’t face him now….I know I have to face him soon or later but not now….I just can’t.
I slowly open the door so that I don’t make any sound….well that’s if Harry was actually sleeping.
“Ivy? Ivy?” Harry called out frantically and my heart sunk as I froze in time.
Notes
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6/20/16