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You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)

Confession (Chapter 26)

(Ivy’s P.O.V)

“We are going to catch a cold,” I shattered after our long embrace. “Yeah come on lets go,” Harry chuckled and at this point we are both shivering. I mean what type of idiots are we? To stand in the rain God Knows how long in winter. Harry dragged me to his car and quickly turned the ignitions on. “Turned the heater up,” I shivered while rubbing my hands to keep it warm so it doesn’t go numb.

“We are drenched…..we should go home and change,” I stated after Harry started to drive off. ”We are drenched but the boarding school is much closer and I don’t want you to get sick again…..you need dry clothes,” he told me. I didn’t know the boarding school was close to school.

Well, I actually don’t know a lot in general because I don’t know where they are.
“Umm….like go to your dome?” I asked with a shivering voice. Not from nervousness but because I am actually freezing.“Yeah…..it’s o.k. we don’t share rooms….I have my own room,” he clarified which made me relaxed a bit. I don’t want to go to Harry’s room when he has some roommate that I don’t know.

“But Harry…..I don’t have any clothes to change into,” I looked at him with a shock expression when I realize that I won’t have anything to change into. “You can wear my clothes for tonight,” he laughed a little. “I can’t wear your clothes…..it’s your clothes…..” I stated out. “Well…..I mean if you don’t wear it you don’t have to…..I don’t mind you walking around naked in my room,” he said in without any sign of humor in his tone.

My jaws were dropped to the ground at his seriousness. “I was kidding….,” he started to laugh frantically and I just glared at him in return. “Well…..I actually don’t mind you walking around naked – “he continued to say but I cut him off.

“O.k. can we stop talking about this,” I huffed turning my face away from him. At the moment I think my face is red as a tomato….well that’s what people normally described it when people blush from embarrassment.I mean seriously? We are here freezing our butts out and he has to talk about me being naked in his room.

“Gosh….you are a perv ,” I grumbled under my breath. “Aww…..Ivy is blushing….aww and she looks adorable with rosy cheeks….well more like tomato face,” he snickered. I know for a fact that Harry can sense how uncomfortable I am and he is just doing this for his own humor. I punched his arm and he groan in pain.

“Harry….stop screaming like a baby….I didn’t even punch you that hard,” I stated and it was true. I didn’t punch him that hard. He didn’t reply or say any silly comeback and I am starting to worry. “Harry…..are you o.k? Look I am sorry if that punch really hurt you, I thought you are a tough boy but I guess I was wrong” I apologized.

“Ivy just because groan in pain because you stabbed me in a place where I’ve been stabbed with a knife…..it doesn’t make me less tough,” he said sternly and I gasped at his statement.

“Oh my gosh…..you were stabbed? I am soo sorry….I didn’t know. Oh gosh….who stabbed you? What happen? Are you o.k.? Did you actually go to the hospital? How deep is your wound? Did you have to get stitches? How serious is it? –“I rambled but I was cut off by Harry’s loud laughter.

“Harry this isn’t funny….you could be really hurt,” I stated worriedly. “You should have seen your face….oh gosh….it was hilarious,” Harry said between his laughs while trying to catch his breath. This reminds me of the day I did my little act in the car with Zayn and he thought I was serious. Oh the Karma.

“That’s not something to joke about Harry….I was freaking out and worried alright,” I stated angrily while crossing my arm around my chest. “Aww you were worried about me?” he asked in softly almost not like he didn’t believe my words. Is this kid crazy or something? Of course I was worried. I mean he could have been hurt terribly and who would have stabbed him…..but then goodness he was only fooling around.

“Of course I was….I would have been worried about anyone if they get stabbed….I mean who wouldn’t be…..I mean if you don’t, well that’s pretty heartless really,” I said truthfully and I could hear him said ‘O’ in a disappointing tone. None of us tried to initiate another conversation. The silence wasn’t awkward but it was more like we were both in deep thoughts silence.

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“Margret is going to kill me…..I mean I just ruin the dress and not to mention the heels…I don’t even know if they are water proof,” I sighed once we were inside Harry’s room. His room smelled like his accent, minty and vanilla smell. “Margret wouldn’t care…..she’s got dozens of dresses that are not suitable for her age and I don’t know why,” he assured me but was confused himself.

“Gosh that remind me…..I left Tom there without letting him know I was gone…..Zayn doesn’t know I am here either. Oh Tom is going to hate me for ditching him next week,” I breathed out in frustration. “Don’t worry….I will call Zayn,” Harry assured me once more. “Ahhhhh chuuu,” I sneezed and I could feel goosebumps starting to form on my skin once more.

“Here are the towels and you can change into these clothes,” he handed me the materials. “Where is the bathroom?” I asked and he just chuckled. “We share bathroom….I suggest you change here,” he said in amusing tone. What? I am not going to change in front of him. Hell no….his a perv and all.

“What? I am not going to change here…..in front of you,” I point out. “Ivy I think you have change plenty of times with me in the same room as you,” he chuckled. Well it was true I guess, I have changed in front of Harry…..well not exactly in front of him….his got his head facing the opposite direction. I hope he did anyway.

“O.k. fine…..whatever….since I am freezing and all….turn around,” I ordered and I could hear him groaned. I tried to undo my zip at the back but I am having no luck what so ever…..how did I even fit into this dress? I could still feel the water dripping from my hair…..having long hair sometimes sucks because it takes forever to dry.

“Harry…..um….could you….help me….unzip my dress…” I asked shyly. Oh this is going to be awkward. “This stupid dress doesn’t want to come off,” I groaned. “Um…o.k….does that mean I can turn around?” he questioned nervously. “Um….yeah,” I replied. I could feel his presence getting close to me and my heart beat started to speed up.

He moved my hair to one side of my shoulder and his hand trailed slowly down my back. My breathing hitched and I shivered when his icy cold fingers touches my exposed back. He slowly unzips my dress and trust me he is tacking this way longer than it should be.

When the zip stops just above my butt, my dress suddenly comes loose and my dress of close to falling off but I was fast enough to stop it. I held my dress covering my chest tightly, not wanting it to fall on the ground and accidentally flash at Harry.

“Um….yeah…you – you can turn around now……thank you,” I shattered. All of a sudden I could feel the hotness on my face starts to creep up again. He didn’t move and his hands were still touching my back….well bare back now. “H-Harry…could you please turn around?” I asked timidly and he cleared his throat while mumbling sorry.

I quickly changed into Harry’s clothes and let’s just say that he only gave me a t-shirt. Nothing more and nothing less. But I guess the t-shirt was large enough to meet my mid-thigh. “Who zip your dress up for you?” he asked suddenly and curiosity was evidence in his tone.

“Umm…..Zayn did….why?” I lied. Zayn didn’t even bother to help me pick the dresses….so Margret did all the work and well she was the one who zipped my dress up. “Why didn’t you ask Margret…..you should not just ask some guy to zip up your dress for you,” he gritted his teeth.

“Zayn is not some guy….his my best friend…..I ask you to unzip my dress for me too….” I point out. “Oh you are naïve. That’s the problem….just because his your best friend….he is still a guy and let me assure you majority of the time….teenage boys can’t control there hormones,” he scowled me. What is he talking about? Zayn and I are like siblings; on top of that he has a beautiful girlfriend that he never shut up about.

“Harry….what are you talking about?” I asked with a confused expression. “Don’t play coy with me Ivy…..just don’t ever ask Zayn to zip up your clothes or unzip your clothes ever again got it?” he demanded. Gosh….if only he could here himself right now because he sounds so dam possessive. “Oh I see what this is….you are jealous of Zayn,” I smirked.

“Jealous? Yeah right…..if I have to be jealous of any person on this planet….he would be the last person,” he said confidently. “Oh….the all know ladies’ man Harry Styles is jealous of nerd boy Zayn Malik,” I shouted and started laughing.

“Pfft….I am not even close to jealous……what is it there for me to be jealous of….he has nothing that I should be jealous of about,” that is the most untruthful statement that ever came out of Harry’s mouth.

On the other hand, he has every right to be jealous of Zayn. Zayn has a beautiful family that loves him and raised him well ever since he was born. He has a home, a mum, a step-dad, a little brother and not to mention a beautiful girlfriend. I know for a fact that Zayn have everything that Harry couldn’t have. Harry has every right to be jealous, but he is too prideful to ever admit that.

“You know just admitting your jealousy doesn’t harm anyone,” I reminded him. “Fine…I am going to shallow my pride for once in my life. I am jealous of Zayn alright….his always so close to you….you tell him everything, but you never tell me anything. He is always so gentle, kind and sweet with you from the very beginning, while I was a huge jerk. His always there for you….he helped you with an open arm, a shoulder to cry on and I am the one who is casing you the pain. He is the type of guys that you would introduce to your folks and I am none of that,” he admitted.

I was shock by his admissions; I would never have thought that Harry would admit that he is jealous of Zayn. Like ever and what shock me even more was because he thinks that I would choose Zayn any day over him.

I didn’t know that he was so insured about himself. He always seems so confident and from what I heard from Zayn…..Harry is the type of person that knows ladies drool over him. Yet, here he is in front of me, admitting that he is jealous of Zayn because I am close to him.

My body was not in my control as I walk up to Harry and peck him on the lips. I could hear him gasped and I was just as shock as him by my action. “Um…..I-I am s-sorry…..I-I didn’t know w-what t-took – “Harry cut of my sentence for the hundredth time tonight as he cupped my face and started to kiss me passionately. His action really took me by surprise because it was about to get awkward.

I was very shock and like the first time I was paralyzed.He started to move his lips and after about ten second of me standing still like a statue, I started to mimic his lip movement and I could feel a smile form on his lips.

I could feel butterflies erupting at the pit of my stomach and electricity running rapidly through my whole system. This kiss was a lot different from the first one because I was just at the state of shock the whole time in the first kiss.

I could feel how soft and tender his lips are against mine this time. Sparks are blasting off everywhere like the fireworks as his tongue glide across my bottom lips and I have no idea what he was trying to do. He dropped one of his hands from my face and all of a sudden squeezed my butt which made me gasped.

He took that as an opportunity to let his tongue roam all over my mouth exploring every bit of it. My legs started to wobble as I could feel my knees getting weak, Harry dropped both of his other hand on my face and lift me up with ease. I wrapped my arms around his neck and only now that I notice that he was still wearing his wet clothes.

“Harry take your clothes off,” I ordered as I broke of the heated kiss.

Notes

Hey lovelies :D I've been updating three days in a row :D.....well school is starting next week....so I try to update as much as possible right now :D - I hope you guys like this chapter.....sorry I don't really know how to write kissing or sexaul scenes lol.....thats why I kind of avoid it......also I don't know what kissing people is like.....sooo I don't know if it actually feels like this or not.....shame on me right?

Thank you to my new voter and subscribe <3 I love you sweetheart.....your support means the world to me <3<3 - For the rest of you guys......I LOVE YOU HEAPS AND ALWAYS :D

I don't know if that's a cliffhanger or not hehhehehe :P - dirty Ivy....(Longest chapter I've written soo far)

Lots of love P.S xxx - Stay beautiful and safe like always <3<3 ^_^

Comments

Please update :)

@JustBloo.

See......we need more people like you in this world <3 <3 Yes!!!! you were very helpful and I messaged you with the biggest spoiler everrrrrr ^_^

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Was I helpful? I have a problem conveying my thoughts into understandable sentences lol But what can I say? I'm just a fanfic reading girl willing to do anything to see her otp continue their story ;)

@JustBloo

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Hey!

I had this same thing happen to me too! Weirdness! But anyways...

I honestly think that this story has so far been written wonderfully. If there wasn't a plot or designated outcome, I sure as hell couldn't tell. But I know sometimes lack of "structure" puts a strain on the author just because of writer's block and other things like that.

I think from here, you can look at what you've written so far and ask yourself possible ways you can go next and sketch out and organize the rest of the story from this part (sometimes brainstorming concepts with someone else really makes the process easier and in some cases cleaner), and then go back to previous chapters and tweak certain things just so it' ll all wrap up nicely.

OR....

You can rewrite it (as you previously stated) and do things differently. The only problem that may arise with that, is since you are so far along in this story (40 chapters) the people that have previously subscribed to your story and have followed it this far may have trouble getting used to a new storyline and character adjustments.

But that's assuming there was a story line before (which it has seemed like), which you said there wasn't. So it's definitely a hard choice.

I think you should trust your gut and do what seems best to you. Everyone else will get over it :)

I'm here if you need a brainstorm session or a convo just to sketch out storylines by the way.

Ivarry shipper for life lolol