You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)
Winter's Ball Part 1 (Chapter 24)
(Harry’s P.O.V)
Trying to avoid Ivy was the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my whole entire life. I was starting to get used to seeing her every morning and every night. I was used to talking to her all the time. It was fucking hard to say nasty comments to her when I she bumped into me in the hallways. I didn’t have a choice and that’s what she wanted. If me not being part of her life make her happy…..then I might as well grant her the wish.
The look in her eyes said it all…when she told me she doesn’t want to be near me. There was no emotion behind her words and her eyes didn’t show any sign of guilt or sorrow or even sympathy. Her eyes didn’t show any emotions, and from that moment I knew she mean every word.
I didn’t know what I did wrong. I am pretty sure I’ve been good to her lately. Was it because I left early that morning to get my things from my boarding school? I didn’t want to wake her up because she was very sick the night before and didn’t get proper sleep. I saw the miss calls and messages from Alex but Ivy was more important.
I plan on bringing back all my belongings to Kevin’s house because I wanted to be near Ivy. Ever since Ivy got here…..I haven’t slept with anyone or do any sexual activities with any girls except kissing some desperate juniors. I knew Alex we furious because I didn’t give her the pleasure she wants from me when she came over to my dome that morning.
I was beyond angry when Ivy told me to she hates my presence that day. I went and partied like a wild animal that night and drink a lot so that I could forget her. I tried to hook up with some hot girls but every time I looked at them all I could only see Ivy. I don’t know what this girl has done to me, but I am certain that she makes me go insane.
“Harry…..we’ve been here for half an hour already and you haven’t moved from your siting position,” Alex pouted which almost made me puke. For most guys they would think that Alex looks hot or sexy tonight. I mean she is wearing this bright red strapless mini dress that clearly emphasizes her figures and red heels. But to me, she looks no more than a stripper and from the way she dresses, it’s obvious that she is a slut. I am not being judgmental, it's the fact that I know her well enough to give her that title.
(Alex at the ball)
“It’s because I am bored,” I stated flatly. “Dance with me….I will make it less boring for you,” he tried to seduced me but let me tell you, it fail miserably because there is nothing about her that I find sexy about. “Alex….you force me to come and I am here now……so could you please just get laid by someone so you don’t bother me,” I shooed her away and she huffed in returned but walked off anyway. I sighed in relieved once she was out of my eyesight. I am glad she knows me well enough not to get am annoyed.
The reason why I am here is because Alex forced me to and also to keep an eye on Tom. I know he will be coming with Ivy. Well that’s another reason why I am here I guess, so I can see Ivy. I know I sound pathetic but I she is making me pathetic.
I wasn’t really paying attention while sipping on my drink until I could hear the crowd went silent and I could hear some girls gasp, while some guys whistled. What the hell is going on?
The mobbed started to move around and in the distance about ten meters away from me, I could see a beautiful girl with dark blonde hair that has been curled nicely and a white strapless dress that stops just above her knees that fitted her body stunningly. The flawless girl that was standing within my eyesight was the girl that makes me go insane….the girl that I can’t stop thinking about and that girl is no other then Ivy.
(What Ivy looks like at the ball)
I didn’t realize that I was smiling like an idiot until my smile turns into a frown when I see the stupid jerk name Tom standing next to her while holding her hand. I was beyond furious. I don’t know why I was so angry to see Ivy with another guy and I know beforehand that she was coming with him. Yet, here I am getting all worked up about it.....seeing them together is just not right for me.
I should be the one who is holding her hand….not him. I should be the one who is standing by her side….not him.
My subconscious was coming up with inhuman ideas about murdering a certain bastard named Tom. But my plan was soon distracted when Zayn approached my direction. “I thought you wouldn't have come nerd boy,” I smirked. “Same goes to you,” he replied simply before getting a drink for himself.
“Who are you here with?” I asked not really interested. “No one…..I’m only here to keep my eyes on all the jerks that try to make a move on Ivy,” he stated as a matter of fact way. I know he was directly aiming it at me as well. “Since when did you become her father?” I asked in a monotone while taking another sip of my drink.
“Since I am her best friend,” he answered flatly. “Are you interested in her?” I asked curiously. If Zayn is interested in Ivy…..I can assure you no other guys will have a chance. He is the right guy for her and he has been there for her from the beginning. He is always kind, gentle, caring and sweet with her. Well.... all she sees in me is.....well a jerk of course.
“What if I said I am….what would you do huh?” he smirked. This bastard is playing with me. “I couldn’t care less,” I tried to contain my tone so that it doesn’t sound off. “From the way you are reacting to this….it gives me a different answer Harry,” he chuckled. “Actions speaks louder than words…..have you heard of that phrase?” he asked mockingly. I know that Zayn can sense that I have some sort of feeling towards Ivy.
“Zayn don’t try to play with me,” I stated sternly. “Well if you don’t really care then you would mind Tom getting all close and personal on the dance floor with Ivy right?” he chuckled once more. I look in the direction of where Zayn was pointing at and I could see Tom has his arms wrapped around Ivy’s waist and she has her arms around his neck. The distance between then was way too close for my liking.
“What happened to keeping your eyes on all the jerks that try to make a move huh?” I asked furiously. “Calm down Harry….they are just having a harmless dance,” he tried to assure me. I know for a fact that it was nothing harmless about it for Tom…..he is probably thinking all the dirty stuff that he could do towards Ivy.
“What kind of best friend are you Zayn? How can you just sit here and watch your best friend with a fuck head together?” I groaned. “Are you talking about yourself Harry? I had to sit and watch my best friend with a bastard living under the same roof and I couldn’t do anything about it,” he said sternly. I know exactly what he is talking about……Zayn and I aren’t the best of friends.
“I get it alright….but if you don’t do something about this I will,” I replied truthfully because I was getting impatient as Tom move his hand a bit lower than it should be. “Green doesn’t suit you well,” Zayn said before getting up and heading towards Tom’s and Ivy’s direction. I could see that Zayn said something to Tom and both of them walked off somewhere. Was Zayn helping me? No way in hell.....he hates my gut more then anyone, but at the moment......I am given an opportunity to go up to Ivy.
Ivy was just standing in the dance floor awkwardly because she doesn’t know where everything is. She wasn’t used to these types of atmosphere. I took one last sip of my drink and got up and walked towards her. I don’t want any other guy to approach her…..whether they might be good for her or not. I wrapped my arms around her waist from behind and nuzzled my head in the crook of her neck.
“If you could stop being so dam beautiful then it might makes it easier for me to ignore your presence Ivy,” I blurted without thinking because I was so intoxicated by her amazing aroma.
Trying to avoid Ivy was the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my whole entire life. I was starting to get used to seeing her every morning and every night. I was used to talking to her all the time. It was fucking hard to say nasty comments to her when I she bumped into me in the hallways. I didn’t have a choice and that’s what she wanted. If me not being part of her life make her happy…..then I might as well grant her the wish.
The look in her eyes said it all…when she told me she doesn’t want to be near me. There was no emotion behind her words and her eyes didn’t show any sign of guilt or sorrow or even sympathy. Her eyes didn’t show any emotions, and from that moment I knew she mean every word.
I didn’t know what I did wrong. I am pretty sure I’ve been good to her lately. Was it because I left early that morning to get my things from my boarding school? I didn’t want to wake her up because she was very sick the night before and didn’t get proper sleep. I saw the miss calls and messages from Alex but Ivy was more important.
I plan on bringing back all my belongings to Kevin’s house because I wanted to be near Ivy. Ever since Ivy got here…..I haven’t slept with anyone or do any sexual activities with any girls except kissing some desperate juniors. I knew Alex we furious because I didn’t give her the pleasure she wants from me when she came over to my dome that morning.
I was beyond angry when Ivy told me to she hates my presence that day. I went and partied like a wild animal that night and drink a lot so that I could forget her. I tried to hook up with some hot girls but every time I looked at them all I could only see Ivy. I don’t know what this girl has done to me, but I am certain that she makes me go insane.
“Harry…..we’ve been here for half an hour already and you haven’t moved from your siting position,” Alex pouted which almost made me puke. For most guys they would think that Alex looks hot or sexy tonight. I mean she is wearing this bright red strapless mini dress that clearly emphasizes her figures and red heels. But to me, she looks no more than a stripper and from the way she dresses, it’s obvious that she is a slut. I am not being judgmental, it's the fact that I know her well enough to give her that title.
(Alex at the ball)
“It’s because I am bored,” I stated flatly. “Dance with me….I will make it less boring for you,” he tried to seduced me but let me tell you, it fail miserably because there is nothing about her that I find sexy about. “Alex….you force me to come and I am here now……so could you please just get laid by someone so you don’t bother me,” I shooed her away and she huffed in returned but walked off anyway. I sighed in relieved once she was out of my eyesight. I am glad she knows me well enough not to get am annoyed.
The reason why I am here is because Alex forced me to and also to keep an eye on Tom. I know he will be coming with Ivy. Well that’s another reason why I am here I guess, so I can see Ivy. I know I sound pathetic but I she is making me pathetic.
I wasn’t really paying attention while sipping on my drink until I could hear the crowd went silent and I could hear some girls gasp, while some guys whistled. What the hell is going on?
The mobbed started to move around and in the distance about ten meters away from me, I could see a beautiful girl with dark blonde hair that has been curled nicely and a white strapless dress that stops just above her knees that fitted her body stunningly. The flawless girl that was standing within my eyesight was the girl that makes me go insane….the girl that I can’t stop thinking about and that girl is no other then Ivy.
(What Ivy looks like at the ball)
I didn’t realize that I was smiling like an idiot until my smile turns into a frown when I see the stupid jerk name Tom standing next to her while holding her hand. I was beyond furious. I don’t know why I was so angry to see Ivy with another guy and I know beforehand that she was coming with him. Yet, here I am getting all worked up about it.....seeing them together is just not right for me.
I should be the one who is holding her hand….not him. I should be the one who is standing by her side….not him.
My subconscious was coming up with inhuman ideas about murdering a certain bastard named Tom. But my plan was soon distracted when Zayn approached my direction. “I thought you wouldn't have come nerd boy,” I smirked. “Same goes to you,” he replied simply before getting a drink for himself.
“Who are you here with?” I asked not really interested. “No one…..I’m only here to keep my eyes on all the jerks that try to make a move on Ivy,” he stated as a matter of fact way. I know he was directly aiming it at me as well. “Since when did you become her father?” I asked in a monotone while taking another sip of my drink.
“Since I am her best friend,” he answered flatly. “Are you interested in her?” I asked curiously. If Zayn is interested in Ivy…..I can assure you no other guys will have a chance. He is the right guy for her and he has been there for her from the beginning. He is always kind, gentle, caring and sweet with her. Well.... all she sees in me is.....well a jerk of course.
“What if I said I am….what would you do huh?” he smirked. This bastard is playing with me. “I couldn’t care less,” I tried to contain my tone so that it doesn’t sound off. “From the way you are reacting to this….it gives me a different answer Harry,” he chuckled. “Actions speaks louder than words…..have you heard of that phrase?” he asked mockingly. I know that Zayn can sense that I have some sort of feeling towards Ivy.
“Zayn don’t try to play with me,” I stated sternly. “Well if you don’t really care then you would mind Tom getting all close and personal on the dance floor with Ivy right?” he chuckled once more. I look in the direction of where Zayn was pointing at and I could see Tom has his arms wrapped around Ivy’s waist and she has her arms around his neck. The distance between then was way too close for my liking.
“What happened to keeping your eyes on all the jerks that try to make a move huh?” I asked furiously. “Calm down Harry….they are just having a harmless dance,” he tried to assure me. I know for a fact that it was nothing harmless about it for Tom…..he is probably thinking all the dirty stuff that he could do towards Ivy.
“What kind of best friend are you Zayn? How can you just sit here and watch your best friend with a fuck head together?” I groaned. “Are you talking about yourself Harry? I had to sit and watch my best friend with a bastard living under the same roof and I couldn’t do anything about it,” he said sternly. I know exactly what he is talking about……Zayn and I aren’t the best of friends.
“I get it alright….but if you don’t do something about this I will,” I replied truthfully because I was getting impatient as Tom move his hand a bit lower than it should be. “Green doesn’t suit you well,” Zayn said before getting up and heading towards Tom’s and Ivy’s direction. I could see that Zayn said something to Tom and both of them walked off somewhere. Was Zayn helping me? No way in hell.....he hates my gut more then anyone, but at the moment......I am given an opportunity to go up to Ivy.
Ivy was just standing in the dance floor awkwardly because she doesn’t know where everything is. She wasn’t used to these types of atmosphere. I took one last sip of my drink and got up and walked towards her. I don’t want any other guy to approach her…..whether they might be good for her or not. I wrapped my arms around her waist from behind and nuzzled my head in the crook of her neck.
“If you could stop being so dam beautiful then it might makes it easier for me to ignore your presence Ivy,” I blurted without thinking because I was so intoxicated by her amazing aroma.
Notes
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6/20/16