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You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)

Avoiding (chapter 22)

(Ivy’s P.O.V)

I’ve been avoiding Harry the whole morning after what’ve heard in the bathroom and to my surprise it wasn’t that hard. It wasn’t like he was desperately looking for me anyway. “I knew you will be here, why weren’t you eating lunch in the cafeteria?” Harry asked. Yeah, just when I thought I can keep on avoiding him. He sounded so out of breath. Has he been looking for me?

“Harry I don’t think it is a good idea for us to talk to each other at school,” I told him without looking in his direction. “There is no one here Ivy,” he informed me. “That’s why I am here….so that I don’t have to interact with people,” I rolled my eyes at him. I know for a fact that no one comes and spent their time in the library. Well the nerds and geeks do and I am one of them so, the library is a place I can call home I guess.

“Yes! It’s the fact that no one is here…..that’s why you are talking to me,” I told him sternly. The only reason he is talking to me because there is no one here watching us. Yes! I like the fact that no one is watching us because I don’t want to get beat up by HIS popular girlfriend.

Also, the only reason Harry is talking to me right now in a public place is because no one is actually here. I know for a fact that he is embarrassed to be seen around me. In a way I kind of like that.

“What are you talking about?” he questioned harshly. “You know exactly what I am talking about Harry…..you better go, don’t want to keep your friends waiting,” I answered just as harsh. “Ivy what is it with you today? You think I haven’t notice that you are trying to avoid me…..every time I look in your direction you would look away,” he huffed. “Wow…..have you forgotten that I am the blind girl?” I laughed at my non humorous question.

“Harry just leave…..like I said before, it is best for us just to ignore each other’s presence,” I waved him off while turning my head to face the opposite direction of where he is standing. “Alright…alright….if that’s what you think you want,” he said it in the deepest tone I’ve ever heard from him. I know it wasn’t nice of me to treat him like this, I mean he has been good to me lately and now I am treating him badly in return. But I know this is good for the both of us.

“I don’t think I want you to leave….I know I want you to leave,” and with my last statement I could not feel Harry’s presence behind me as I could hear footsteps fading away in the distance. I have done the right thing. It is best for both of us to pretend that we don’t exist at school because we are polar opposite when it comes to school popularity.

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“Mmmm….Harry I knew you could not resist me very long,” I could hear Alex moan as I was about to reach my locker. No surprise there, I am glad I am blind when it comes to cases like this but I am unlucky because I am not deaf and hearing Alex moaning to Harry’s name is very unpleasant.

Blind girl….don’t you know it is rude to stare…..just because you are blind, it doesn’t give you the right to just look at people,” she squeaked out of breath. I know for a fact that she is trying to embarrass me because first of all, I am not staring at their disturbing make out session and second of all I am currently changing the books I need so I could do my assignment at home.

“And if you two can get a room it would be nice….we don’t want to watch porn livestream,” I groaned in annoyance. “How do you know we are not having one right now? Well of course you don’t…..because you are blind,” she giggled. Her giggles are the most nauseating sound I’ve ever heard.

“The best comeback of the day….. you deserve to be applauded,” I faked clapped my hand and I could hear Harry chuckled in front of me. “Harry you are not supposed to laugh….you think you are funny blind girl?” she questioned harshly, but with that high pitch voice of hers, it didn’t sound intimating at all.

I put a fake smile on and patted her on the shoulder, “I don’t have all day to praise you…..I’ve got more important things to do.” With that statement I walked off but I could hear her whisper lowly under her breath, “you will pay for that.”

Her words reminded me of what happened this morning in the bathroom. I don’t know where all the confident came from just a second ago, but now I am terrified.I don’t know what this Alex girl is capable of and I certainly don’t have enough friends to support my back. What have I got myself into now?

“Ivy….I haven’t seen you all day today,” Tom stated as he tapped me on the shoulder from behind. “Hey Tom….yeah…..I was in the library doing some assignments,” I smiled at him. “You are such a nerd,” he chuckled. “I guess I am….I guess I am Tom,” I sighed. “Hey I was only joking alright….well you are a nerd but a very beautiful nerd,” he nudged me in the ribs with his elbow playfully.

“Trying out your pick up line on me aye Parson? I think you will need to improve on that,” I giggled. “Hey! It works majority of the time….the only girl that doesn’t fall for my pick up line is you missy,” he poked me which made me laughed louder.

“They are pretty bad….just saying,” I said while trying to catch my breath. “What if….it wasn’t a pick up line and I am just complementing you genuinely,” his voice sounded all serious now. I gulped now not really knowing what to say.

“I-I a…I h-have to go…see ya tomorrow,” I shattered while giving him a fake smile and walked towards Zayn’s car. I breathed out once I know I am out of Tom’s eyesight. Zayn wasn’t there so I decided to sit in the trunk of his Ute. I started hamming “Daniel” by Elton John, it is one of my favorite of all time and I wished I had an older brother too.

“Elton John aye?” Harry’s voice startled me which made me jumped in surprise. “Don’t ever do that again….sneaking up on people is not good and I could have died,” I said harshly after regaining my shock moment.

He didn’t say anything is reply but just simply laughed at my non-humorous statement. “It’s not funny….you are distracting my inner peace moment and go back to your girlfriend” I complained.

“First of all Alex is not my girlfriend and second of all, I don’t think you are finding any inner peace at this moment in time because you look very stiff and you have a very frowny face,” he stated sternly at the start but started to chuckled at his last couple of words.

“It’s because you distracted me,” I replied harshly. I ignore his words about Alex not being his girlfriend. If she is not his girlfriend then why is she so possessive over him and why do they suck faces at school?

“Do you really hate my presence that much?” he asked softly. “Yes! I really do….I’ve already to you in the library today,” I lied. Do I find Harry annoying? Yes! I really do. Do I think Harry is a jerk? Yes! Is probably one of the biggest one. But do I really hate him being near me? No! I actually don’t.

As much as I don’t like the way he acts sometimes, he is a very nice guy and the nice side of him is the rarest thing to see. I really do enjoy his company and he is actually very caring person when he is around me.

“O.K. then, I will leave you to enjoy your inner peace” he said softly and now I felt bad for what I have said earlier. “Harry wait,” I sighed again. I don’ know how many times I’ve sighed today, but I think today was the most I’ve ever done.

“Look Ivy….I get the message alright, you don’t need to explain yourself,” he said in annoyance. “It’s not like that Harry,” I tried to explained. If your girlfriend sees me near you she will beat the life out of me, I wanted to add.

“If it’s not like that then, what is it like Ivy? Hun? Hun? From what you’ve just said….you clearly don’t want to be near me” he moved closer to me and his forehead is touching mine. I could feel his warm breath fanning my face as he tries to control his anger.

“It complicated to explain Harry.”

Notes

I lied about updating more regularly sorry :(
Even though it is the holiday.....it doesn't feel like it at all.....I've been more busier then ever and I am terribly sorry for that :D

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Comments

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@JustBloo.

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Was I helpful? I have a problem conveying my thoughts into understandable sentences lol But what can I say? I'm just a fanfic reading girl willing to do anything to see her otp continue their story ;)

@JustBloo

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Hey!

I had this same thing happen to me too! Weirdness! But anyways...

I honestly think that this story has so far been written wonderfully. If there wasn't a plot or designated outcome, I sure as hell couldn't tell. But I know sometimes lack of "structure" puts a strain on the author just because of writer's block and other things like that.

I think from here, you can look at what you've written so far and ask yourself possible ways you can go next and sketch out and organize the rest of the story from this part (sometimes brainstorming concepts with someone else really makes the process easier and in some cases cleaner), and then go back to previous chapters and tweak certain things just so it' ll all wrap up nicely.

OR....

You can rewrite it (as you previously stated) and do things differently. The only problem that may arise with that, is since you are so far along in this story (40 chapters) the people that have previously subscribed to your story and have followed it this far may have trouble getting used to a new storyline and character adjustments.

But that's assuming there was a story line before (which it has seemed like), which you said there wasn't. So it's definitely a hard choice.

I think you should trust your gut and do what seems best to you. Everyone else will get over it :)

I'm here if you need a brainstorm session or a convo just to sketch out storylines by the way.

Ivarry shipper for life lolol