You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)
Child (Chapter 20)
(Harry’s P.O.V)
“Oh my god are you o.k.? I am so sorry….I just went downstairs to grab you some water,” I barged in through the door without knocking.
I was freaking out that something bad might have happened to her. “Harry I am fine…could you….umm never mind,” she started. Then that’s when I realized that she didn’t have her clean clothes with her and I am assuming that she want me to get her some. Well, without me seeing her just in towels wrapped around her body. But I guess it is too late now.
Ivy is the meaning of beautiful. Goodness, with waters dripping down from her hair makes her body looks shiny and smooth. Uhhh, it really makes me want to run my hand through her beautiful body. Even though she is pale and very sick….she still look extremely sexy without even putting effort in to it. I don’t even know how I can control my testosterone around her.
“You look hot,” I blurted as my eyes roam through her body, from head to toe. I am glad she can’t actually see. “Umm…yeah I know I still have a fever but I think that bath really helped though,” she replied. I chuckled at her answer; she actually thought I was talking about her sickness, oh boy was she wrong.
She walked past me to get to get to her wardrobe, but I can’t help but feel a shock of electric run through me as her arm brushes mine slightly. “Turn around Harry,” she instructed. “Why?” I asked with a smirk plastered on my face. “You know why…just because I am blind doesn’t mean I am stupid,” she replied sternly.
She has already taken out her night wears and was about to put them on, “Harry….,” she warned and I sighed in defeat. How does she know I was staring? I mean she can’t even see me. As much as I didn’t want to turn around, I did what I was told. “Are you done? I don’t mind seeing you naked, but I don’t think it’s good for you to stay naked when you are sick,” I mused and she gasped at my statement.
“Harry Styles….are you always horny? From what I can remember you almost had sex with a girl in front of the whole school only about six hours ago,” she scowled me, as if I am a small child getting in trouble because I stole some sweets.
We weren’t even close to having sex, I didn’t even want her, but she was the horny one. Juniors these days, they literally are an easy fuck, but to be honest, I didn’t want her. If I did, I could have taken her right there in that moment and she would have let me as well.
She was not bad looking though, skinny, long legs and bright blonde hair. Yeah, I am a player, a douche, whatever people what to call me but I am not stupid to see what real beauty is compared to fake ones. Emily or Emma….whatever her name was, she was definitely a fake bimbo.
“What the hell are you talking about?” I asked innocently. “You were lip locking right in front of me Harry….I couldn’t see you or the girl but I know it was you. On top of that, some random dude and Tom didn’t make it obvious at all,” she stated sarcastically. I hate hearing his name coming out of her mouth.
Yes! I was making out with a girl….but once I heard Tom’s voice calling out for Ivy, I literally told the junior bimbo to go and finger herself. I know it wasn’t her fault….but I can’t stand seeing Ivy near Tom….or any other guys in fact. Then God, no other guys tried to approach her except Zayn and that douche bag.
He was flirting with her in front of me. O.K.….I mean it’s not like Ivy and I are dating or anything and I did tell everyone that I didn’t care about her. But I couldn’t stand watching them flirt with each other and looking all happy. Well, I don’t think Ivy actually knows what she was doing and she was just being nice, but Tom on the other hand….he should not be trusted.
“You know sometimes….I am glad that I am blind, so I don’t have to see you suck other peoples face or shove your tongue down other people throat,” she mumbled. “Why is that? You don’t want to see me with other girls?” I teased and she scoffed in returned.
“Pffft….as if I care….you can be with anyone you like and it’s not like I care.” I could feel a tiny sting inside my chest from her words. I feel quite rejected; she really does not care about me. Oh what the heck, all the girls at school are drooling over me and I don’t need a blind girl anyway.
“Oh if only you can see me love…I am sure you will be star struck,” I said cockily. “Oh please….I am not a closed minded person who only care about physical appearance….you could be jaw dropping hottie, but with a personality like yours….I wouldn’t even glance at your direction,” she stated in a monotone. O.K.… now that really hurt.
“Then why are you here with me? Darling….blind or not….as much as you say you hate me, there’s got to be something about me that kept you here.” O.k... That statement was beyond cocky but I can’t help it. She started to laugh uncontrollably and as much as her words hurt me, I can’t help but laugh along with her.
She is fully dressed now, with her baggy track shorts and her light blue sweater. Gosh! This girl is truly stunning without even trying. “Harry….” She started but instead of laughing now, she started to cough uncontrollably. I quickly rushed to her and drag her to her bed. She tried to say thank you as I hand her some water to drink.
“Your hair is still really wet….we have to get that dry off or else your sickness won’t get better,” I told her softly. I didn’t let her answer as I went to get a new dry towel to help her dry her hair. “What are you doing?” Ivy asked once I started to dry her hair. “Harry I can do it myself,” she tries to fight back, but her voice was barely audible due to her coughing just a second ago.
“Stop being stubborn love…I know you are exhausted, it will be quicker if you let me do it and you can have your soup,” I whispered softly to her. She didn’t fight back and I know she is still very tired.
She just let me dry her hair in silence but I catch her looking at my face occasionally as if she wanted to say something. Every time she looks at me in the eyes, I feel like she can actually see me, she might be blind but it’s almost like she can see through my soul.
“Are you sniffing my hair,” she giggles a little. “I am not going to lie but you do smell beautiful,” I told her truthfully and I could see a new shade of pink on her cheeks. None of us tried to initiate another conversation again. We just stayed in silent but it was a warm comfortable silent.
“O.K.….all dry now…time to eat the soup…then the medication and then sleep,” I whispered in her ear and she shivered a little. I put the tray on her lap so that she can eat her soup, but her shaking hands didn’t help because she can’t get her soup in her spoon properly.
“Harry….I a-m cold,” she shattered. I put my hand on her forehead and I can still detect a fever but it wasn’t as high as before. I went behind her and pull her to my chest. I turned her body a little so that I can feed her, I didn’t want to cover her with a blanket or else she will overheat like before.
So I hope body heat will be enough. “Harry? W-what are you d-doing?” she asked quietly. “Shush love….you will strain your voice if you keep on talking,” she didn’t say anything in return but just simply nodded.
After feeding her almost half way through the soup she finally said something. “I feel like a child….but this soup does taste really good….a lot better than Zayn spaghetti,” she ginned, which made me chuckled. I hugged her tighter and nuzzled my nose at the crook of her neck, “I am glad you liked it love,” I told her softly.
We do look like a real couple at this moment in time. I’ve never felt so close to Ivy before until now. I really like her company and seeing her laugh and smile makes me happy on the inside.
I’ve never cared for anyone like this before, well except for my mum, but I’ve never cared about anyone else like I am doing with Ivy now. I can't help but feel the need to take care of her. Let me just tell you, this is something I never in a billion years thought I would admit.
But Ivy is bringing back my old self, the one who actually care.
“Oh my god are you o.k.? I am so sorry….I just went downstairs to grab you some water,” I barged in through the door without knocking.
I was freaking out that something bad might have happened to her. “Harry I am fine…could you….umm never mind,” she started. Then that’s when I realized that she didn’t have her clean clothes with her and I am assuming that she want me to get her some. Well, without me seeing her just in towels wrapped around her body. But I guess it is too late now.
Ivy is the meaning of beautiful. Goodness, with waters dripping down from her hair makes her body looks shiny and smooth. Uhhh, it really makes me want to run my hand through her beautiful body. Even though she is pale and very sick….she still look extremely sexy without even putting effort in to it. I don’t even know how I can control my testosterone around her.
“You look hot,” I blurted as my eyes roam through her body, from head to toe. I am glad she can’t actually see. “Umm…yeah I know I still have a fever but I think that bath really helped though,” she replied. I chuckled at her answer; she actually thought I was talking about her sickness, oh boy was she wrong.
She walked past me to get to get to her wardrobe, but I can’t help but feel a shock of electric run through me as her arm brushes mine slightly. “Turn around Harry,” she instructed. “Why?” I asked with a smirk plastered on my face. “You know why…just because I am blind doesn’t mean I am stupid,” she replied sternly.
She has already taken out her night wears and was about to put them on, “Harry….,” she warned and I sighed in defeat. How does she know I was staring? I mean she can’t even see me. As much as I didn’t want to turn around, I did what I was told. “Are you done? I don’t mind seeing you naked, but I don’t think it’s good for you to stay naked when you are sick,” I mused and she gasped at my statement.
“Harry Styles….are you always horny? From what I can remember you almost had sex with a girl in front of the whole school only about six hours ago,” she scowled me, as if I am a small child getting in trouble because I stole some sweets.
We weren’t even close to having sex, I didn’t even want her, but she was the horny one. Juniors these days, they literally are an easy fuck, but to be honest, I didn’t want her. If I did, I could have taken her right there in that moment and she would have let me as well.
She was not bad looking though, skinny, long legs and bright blonde hair. Yeah, I am a player, a douche, whatever people what to call me but I am not stupid to see what real beauty is compared to fake ones. Emily or Emma….whatever her name was, she was definitely a fake bimbo.
“What the hell are you talking about?” I asked innocently. “You were lip locking right in front of me Harry….I couldn’t see you or the girl but I know it was you. On top of that, some random dude and Tom didn’t make it obvious at all,” she stated sarcastically. I hate hearing his name coming out of her mouth.
Yes! I was making out with a girl….but once I heard Tom’s voice calling out for Ivy, I literally told the junior bimbo to go and finger herself. I know it wasn’t her fault….but I can’t stand seeing Ivy near Tom….or any other guys in fact. Then God, no other guys tried to approach her except Zayn and that douche bag.
He was flirting with her in front of me. O.K.….I mean it’s not like Ivy and I are dating or anything and I did tell everyone that I didn’t care about her. But I couldn’t stand watching them flirt with each other and looking all happy. Well, I don’t think Ivy actually knows what she was doing and she was just being nice, but Tom on the other hand….he should not be trusted.
“You know sometimes….I am glad that I am blind, so I don’t have to see you suck other peoples face or shove your tongue down other people throat,” she mumbled. “Why is that? You don’t want to see me with other girls?” I teased and she scoffed in returned.
“Pffft….as if I care….you can be with anyone you like and it’s not like I care.” I could feel a tiny sting inside my chest from her words. I feel quite rejected; she really does not care about me. Oh what the heck, all the girls at school are drooling over me and I don’t need a blind girl anyway.
“Oh if only you can see me love…I am sure you will be star struck,” I said cockily. “Oh please….I am not a closed minded person who only care about physical appearance….you could be jaw dropping hottie, but with a personality like yours….I wouldn’t even glance at your direction,” she stated in a monotone. O.K.… now that really hurt.
“Then why are you here with me? Darling….blind or not….as much as you say you hate me, there’s got to be something about me that kept you here.” O.k... That statement was beyond cocky but I can’t help it. She started to laugh uncontrollably and as much as her words hurt me, I can’t help but laugh along with her.
She is fully dressed now, with her baggy track shorts and her light blue sweater. Gosh! This girl is truly stunning without even trying. “Harry….” She started but instead of laughing now, she started to cough uncontrollably. I quickly rushed to her and drag her to her bed. She tried to say thank you as I hand her some water to drink.
“Your hair is still really wet….we have to get that dry off or else your sickness won’t get better,” I told her softly. I didn’t let her answer as I went to get a new dry towel to help her dry her hair. “What are you doing?” Ivy asked once I started to dry her hair. “Harry I can do it myself,” she tries to fight back, but her voice was barely audible due to her coughing just a second ago.
“Stop being stubborn love…I know you are exhausted, it will be quicker if you let me do it and you can have your soup,” I whispered softly to her. She didn’t fight back and I know she is still very tired.
She just let me dry her hair in silence but I catch her looking at my face occasionally as if she wanted to say something. Every time she looks at me in the eyes, I feel like she can actually see me, she might be blind but it’s almost like she can see through my soul.
“Are you sniffing my hair,” she giggles a little. “I am not going to lie but you do smell beautiful,” I told her truthfully and I could see a new shade of pink on her cheeks. None of us tried to initiate another conversation again. We just stayed in silent but it was a warm comfortable silent.
“O.K.….all dry now…time to eat the soup…then the medication and then sleep,” I whispered in her ear and she shivered a little. I put the tray on her lap so that she can eat her soup, but her shaking hands didn’t help because she can’t get her soup in her spoon properly.
“Harry….I a-m cold,” she shattered. I put my hand on her forehead and I can still detect a fever but it wasn’t as high as before. I went behind her and pull her to my chest. I turned her body a little so that I can feed her, I didn’t want to cover her with a blanket or else she will overheat like before.
So I hope body heat will be enough. “Harry? W-what are you d-doing?” she asked quietly. “Shush love….you will strain your voice if you keep on talking,” she didn’t say anything in return but just simply nodded.
After feeding her almost half way through the soup she finally said something. “I feel like a child….but this soup does taste really good….a lot better than Zayn spaghetti,” she ginned, which made me chuckled. I hugged her tighter and nuzzled my nose at the crook of her neck, “I am glad you liked it love,” I told her softly.
We do look like a real couple at this moment in time. I’ve never felt so close to Ivy before until now. I really like her company and seeing her laugh and smile makes me happy on the inside.
I’ve never cared for anyone like this before, well except for my mum, but I’ve never cared about anyone else like I am doing with Ivy now. I can't help but feel the need to take care of her. Let me just tell you, this is something I never in a billion years thought I would admit.
But Ivy is bringing back my old self, the one who actually care.
Notes
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