(Ivy’s P.O.V)

Friends just sleep in another bed,
And friends don't treat me like you do.
Well I know that there's a limit to everything,
but my friends won't love me like you.
No, my friends won't love me like you.

“Why the hell did you not wait for me after school?” Harry’s voice boomed making me flinched from his tone.

We're not friends, we could be anything.
If we try to keep those secrets safe.
No one will find out if it all went wrong.
They'll never know what we've been through…

The song continued to play in the background. I am currently doing homework while listening to my favorite artist Ed Sheeran who has a voice of an angel. I could lay in bed all day just listening to all of his albums. “Ivy…I said why didn’t you wait for me?” he lowered his voice now and I could feel the bed dipped beside me.

“I don’t know…maybe I don’t want you to waste your precious time on me,” I stated rudely, “what are you talking about?” he questioned slowly. He knows exactly what I am talking about and he is making himself even guiltier. “Oh trying to play dumb are we?” I asked sarcastically and he scoffed in response, “we can say the same to you,” he stated as a matter of fact way. What did I do wrong this time?

“Oh now everything is my fault again isn’t it?” I chuckled darkly, “don’t play coy Ivy….you didn’t wait for me because you decided to come home with the dickhead Tom…isn’t Zayn enough for you?” he snarled, “for your information, Tom was nicer then you in every way….and how long did I know him for? I know him for fifteen minute Harry…fifteen…he treated me more like a person then you ever did,” I spit back.

“You know what? Why do I care anyway? If you end up getting used…don’t expect me to be the shoulder you will cry on,” he roared. I can’t believe he thought so lowly of me, I just met the freaken boy….I am not just randomly become his girlfriend. I am blind but it doesn’t mean I don’t have a brain. I am sure Tom has no attention of me becoming his girlfriend either.

But then again, if we're not friends,
Someone else might love you too.
And then again, if we're not friends,
There'd be nothing I could do, and that's why

I totally forgot about the song in the background. This song is almost representing the situation between Harry and me. We are not friends but we sleep in the same bed. We are not friends but he always ends up in my sticky situation. With this song playing in the background, it is almost ironic really.

“Harry…look I heard you say ‘as if I would waste my precious time on her’ in the cafeteria today alright,” I sighed, “you don’t want to be near me, you don’t want to be seen with me…I get it…I am ‘the blind girl’ and you are Mr. Popular…you hate me and we’ve already establish that a while ago,” I continued.

“I…” he started but I cut him off, “I don’t have a lot of friends…in fact Zayn is my only friend and making one extra friend wouldn’t hurt I think….you and I can both pretend like we don’t exist at school and ignore each other’s presence…I think it will be best for both of us.”

(Harry’s P.O.V)

I just tried to absorb everything that Ivy has said to me. She was wrong in every way; I do want to be near her, I am not a shame to be around her and why would I be there is nothing to be embarrassed about. I know Zayn is the only friend she has and as much as I hate the nerd head, I am not concern when he is near Ivy.

Tom on the other hand is on a whole different scale. He doesn’t care about Ivy nor does he care about her feelings because I know for a fact that he wants to prove me wrong. I don’t want to pretend like she doesn’t exist when I know that she is there…she is always there…even when she is not there in person…she is always in my head.

You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round
So tell me what it is thats stopping you now
You never know unless you try
You'll only regret sitting wondering why
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by
when love's on the line

I burst out laughing once the chorus of this new song started to play on Ivy’s laptop. I don’t know why I am laughing, it maybe the fact that she likes a boyband like JLS or the fact that the song is so ironic to my situation. “Harry you do know I am legit right?” she chuckled lightly at my sudden out burst. “I totally have forgotten what you have told me sorry….I never thought you are a fan girl of a boyband,” I said through my laughs. I can remember each and every word from her. There is no way I am going to do what she has suggested. I can’t ,even if I wanted to.

“Oh shut up…they are amazing alright and this is one of my favorite songs,” she stated proudly and I burst out into a new wave of laughter. “Gosh….they write such a cheesy music,” I said honestly, “there cheesy music is what makes us feel better…maybe you should listen to them sometimes…you might learn something,” she smirked at me. I was surprised on how fast our mood has changed. Well it was all thanks to her cheesy music.

“Learn what? How to be gay?” I asked cheekily, “Oh Harry you took it way too far...there is nothing wrong with being gay,” she said sternly, “Ivy…I was only joking around,” I frowned, “joking around? Sexuality is not something to joke about Harry…do you know how offended I am? I am gay and hearing you say that…I...I just can’t…” she shook her head at me.

“What you are LESBIAN???” I screamed at the top of my lungs, how could I be so stupid? I liked the kiss that we've shared bur she is a lesbian. Why do attractive girls have to be lesbians? When I thought that Ivy and I might have something between us and she has to tell me that she is a lesbian. I guess it good that she told me early though so I can get her out of my head.

“Oh My God….I totally wish I could have seen your reaction,” she giggled which soon turned into a laughter. Hearing her laugh make me want to stare at her adorableness. “But hearing your voice was good enough,” she exclaimed through her laughter. Wait! This was a joke? So she is not lesbian? I am so confused.

“So are you lesbian or not woman? You are making my brain ache,” I whined, “what if I am one…what are you going to do about it Styles” she gave me a smug look. “I am going to do this to get the real answer out of you,” I approached her and she laugh even louder than before as I am fully tickling her.

“Harry stop…” she squealed trying to get away from me and I move closer to get the truth out of her. “I will only stop when you tell me the truth,” I warned mischievously but this stubborn girl wouldn’t give up and I can tell that we are getting very close to the edge of the bed.

“O.K.….O.K.…” she screamed, “O.k. why?” I questioned smirking at this stubborn girl. Before both of us can process what was going one, “THUD,” both of us has fallen of the bed. But it wasn’t a hard fall, it was more like a soft gentle fall and I end up being on top of Ivy.

“Are you o.k.?” I asked, concern about if she was hurt anywhere and she gave me a smile in response, “Harry that was the most gentle fall ever…of course I am O.K.….are you?” she gave me a wider grin. I wasn’t expecting her to ask me back, but I can tell she was concern about me too even though she knows it was a small fall, it makes my heart flattered a little.

Stop being a wimp Styles!

I just look down at this beautiful girl in front of me. She is so innocent and naïve, but the world is being so nasty to her. How can someone like an angel but be tortured into a life like hell? I’ve always thought about these questions. “No…no I am not,” she said breathlessly, “no you are not what?” I asked and I can see her cheeks are turning rosy pink, “I am not a lesbian alright,” she whined all embarrassed and I laugh a little at her reactions. Oh that’s relieved! I can breath now.

So tell me what it is that’s stopping you now
You never know (never know) unless you try (unless you try)
You'll only regret sitting wondering why (wondering why)
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by
when love's on the line
When love is on the line, when love is on the line, when love is one the line
When love's on the line (I wish I had one more chance, I wish I had one more chance)
When love's on the line.

The song can be heard loud and clear as both of us were silent. Ivy and I are staring each other straight in the eyes. Her gaze makes me feel like she could see the real me, my soul inside and out. But she can’t even see my face.We haven’t moved an inch from the falling position and I am still on top of her but my elbows are stopping me from crushing her.

No Harry you can’t kiss her, you’ve already stolen her first kiss and I am sure she doesn’t want you to steal her second one either.

But my subconscious was not enough to hold me back as I leaned in with my face inches away from Ivy. My nose brushed against hers and I could feel her breathing has increased dramatically. My breathing, also increased by the small space between us and for some reason my heart is thumping loudly. I am sure she could hear the beating of my heart. What is this? Why is my heart beating so loud and my breathing has noticeable increase? This is a weird feeling.

“Ivy? Harry? Dinner is ready dear,” Margret yelled as she knocked the door.

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