Today Louis was discharged from the hospital. I was really excited because that meant we could have a movie night again. Yes we have movie nights because they're fun. I was also excited because that meant Louis and I could cuddle. I am a big fan of cuddling and spooning and all sorts of stuff relating to that.

When Louis took a nap, I checked on twitter what was going on with society. Apparently the fact that I got raped was going around and people were hating on me even more saying I was a slut and I didn't deserve Louis. I went to grab my razor, but then I remembered that I promised Niall, Zayn, and Louis that I wouldn't do it anymore. So I went and threw my razor in the trash.

Then I decided to do a song cover on YouTube. Yes I do songs on YouTube about my emotions. And I had the perfect song for today. So I flipped open my video camera and began,

"Heys guys, if you don't already know, then my name is Emma Baker. An I apologize for not doing a song in a while, because I've been a bit preoccupied with things lately. But today I'm going to sing Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri and it is dedicated to Tom Parker because is is the world's biggest faggot!" I exclaimed. I began singing,

No, I can't take one more step towar 'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Then Louis walked out of the room and said,

"Guys this is my lovely FIANCÉ Emma!"

And then he kissed me in front of the whole world.

Notes

Hey guys, I tried uploading this last night but my phone was being stupid. Haha hate it when that happens. So did you all hear what happened to Liam's friend Andy? I don't think anyone ever thought that would happen.

#PrayForAndy

-Heather
xoxo