Jade's P.O.V.
I'm so nervous! I'm going to sing You & I. Niall and Lou said it complements my voice. My throat was hurting when I got up this morning. I thought it was just because I woke up at around 5am to get my hair and makeup done before I had to wake up Lou. Liam called me minutes after I got done. If he had called me minutes earlier I would have a line of bright red lip stick down my cheek. The call stared me. My Little Things ringtone that Liam picked out for his contact was loud do I could know it was him.

I walked out to the stage. I asked them not to air my audition. Too many people know who I am because of Lou and the touring i do with the boys. They agreed but wanted to film to in case I made it. I was fine with that.

Simon stood up when I walked out. He must have remembered my room audition.

"Hey, it's the 18 year old with the angelic voice!! Jade right?"

"Hi, Simon and yes, Jade. How are you?"

"Good. Your Louis' little cousin right?"

"Yep"

"What are you going to sing today for us Miss Tomlinson?" My last name was Miller, but when Lou became my legal guardian, we changed my last name to his, Tomlinson. I like it more then Miller. It makes me feel more English. Less American. Even though I was nearly 100% American. But everyday I'm not in America with my parents, I become more English and less American.

"You and I by One Direction"

"Whenever your ready Miss Tomlinson."

The music started playing. I looked back where Niall was. He was to nod for me to start singing his part.

He nodded. I started to sing his part, but nothing would come out. I couldn't sing! Niall ran out to me. I was frozen, I was having an anxiety attack.



Niall's P.O.V.
I was nervous for her. I knew first hand what it was like to preform on that stage. But I didn't and still don't have anxiety like she does. She'll blackout when she gets nervous to where she can't move. I knew she was nervous the minute we stepped foot on the train. She had been on trains hundreds of times with the boys and I. This time she was super nervous. I was holding her hand. It always seemed to calm her down. She was shaking horribly. When we sat down I got out my phone and beats by Dr. Dre ear buds and gave her one. Jade was on my right so I gave her the right ear bud and I took the left one. She took my phone and unlocked it. She was the only one who knows my password. For it was her full name. Middle and all. I'm pretty sure only Jade, Louis and I knew her middle name. She went to my music and to her playlist. It was songs she and I enjoyed the most. One Direction, 5 Seconds of Summer, and some American singers Jade likes made up the playlist. Jade loved listening to music like I do. I loved learning Jade's favorite songs on guitar and playing them for her.

She put her head on my shoulder, closing her eyes. I kissed her head and put my head on hers.

We must have fell asleep. I woke up and looked at Louis. I tried not to move. I knew Jade was still sleeping.

"How long do we have to go?" I half yawned half asked Louis.

"About 30 to 35 minutes. When are you going to wake her up?"

I looked down at Jade. "5 minutes before we get off. I'll call Harry then too."

I had to make sure Harry was at the station to pick us up. He stayed the night in London last night because of his meeting with Simon. He said call him before we get off to make sure he was there to get us. I decided to watch out the window for the next few minutes. I always seems to calm me down besides Jade.

About 5 minutes before we got off I woke up Jade. I didn't want to. She seemed younger when she was sleeping. She looked that way when she didn't have one makeup either. Wow. I can't seem to get over how beautiful she is. She was an amazing person. Whoever she ends up with will be a lucky person. She rarely if ever complained. She was happy and seemed to get people around her happy. 24/7.

I woke her up. She yawned as she opened her eyes. "Hey NI. What time is it?" She is the only one who called me Ni. Usually the boys call me Nialler. When she calls me Ni, I can't help but fall for her more. I was head over heals for Jade. Why can't she be older?

"About 11:30. We get off in 5 minutes. Nervous?"

"Yeah. I hope I don't black out. Any advise?"

"Calm down. You'll be fine. Just think about something that makes you happy."

"You make me happy, Ni. Can I think of you?" Oh my god. Did she just say I make her happy?! Calm yourself Niall!

"Of course you can babe."

With that the train came to a stop. We all stood up and walked to the nearest doors. Jade was in front of me. Louis behind me and Liam behind him. Jade and I got off the train and she stopped. I walked up and grabbed her hand.

"C'mon sweetie."

We spotted Harry and walked towards him. Jade was nervous, her palm that I was holding was sweating. We all climb into the car. Harry was driving. Jade put her head on my shoulder again. She was between Louis and I. I laid my head on hers. She was going to be amazing like always.

Notes

Hey everyone! Sorry for the late update! Jade point of view was short so i added Niall's to. Tell me what you think! I hope you like it! Love you all!