Persecute

Keona's POV

Harry was silent as he stared at my arms. I looked down at the floor while he had a gental grip on my wrist. I bit my lip, I wasn't going to cry. That's what I kept telling myself. I feel like I cry too much.

"W-Why? Why do you do t-this?" He choked.

"I hate myself." I said just barley above a whisper.

"Give me a reason why you hate yourself." His tone was very serious.

"I'm worthless. People like to tell me I'm worthless. I'm treated like I'm worthless." I took my arm out of his grasp.

He looked at me, "So you hurt yoursf because of it? How does it help you?"

"I cut myself to feel alive. I feel so much mental pain, it doesn't feel real. When I physically hurt myself, I feel somewhat human again." He looked confused, "You wouldn't understand, Harry."

"You're right, I don't understand. But I do understand that you have a horrible life, but don't give up. Zayn needs you, Keona. And I know I caused more then half of these," He held my wrist again, "That makes me feel so much pain. I'm sorry I did this to you."

"It's fine." I mumbled.

"No, it's not fine!" He shook his head at the ground, "I fucking did this to you! How can you be so forgiving to me?"

"Because I like you." I said very quietly.

Harry looked up at me and stared for a long time. I looked down at my feet again, I sorta regret saying that. But I heard Harry walk closer to me. He used his pointer finger to lift my chin up.

He immediately connected our lips. I would lie if I didn't say I felt sparks. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me closer. I put my arms around his neck and he smiled.

He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I accepted and his tounge explored every inch of my mouth. I raked my hand through his curls and he moaned. I guess I found his weakness.

We would have continued if it weren't for Mishella's voice, "What the fuck!"

Harry pulled away but didn't let me go, "What the hell are you doing? Spying for Adriana?"

"Why are kissing her?" Mishella looked at me with disgust.

"Eww Keona! Look it's Mishella." Harry yelled.

Mishella looked shocked at Harry's actions, "What?"

"C'mon lets go. I don't want you getting infected." He told me, loud enough for Mishella to hear.

Mishella screeched and stormed off like a child. Harry and I both busted out laughing. He tripped over himself and fell down, but he took me down with him.

I fell on top of him and he was still laughing. He slowly stopped as he stared into my eyes. I felt a small blush creep into my cheeks.

"You're very beautiful, Keona. Don't let others tell you otherwise." He said.

"But I tell myself that also."

Harry layed me down next to him and he wrapped his arm around my waist, "Then you need to open your eyes because you are beautiful."

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After the long night, Harry drove us back to his place. We walked inside and his dad smiled at both of us. I smiled back but Harry was clenching his jaw and he walked us up to his room.

"You can take a shower, I'll let you borrow some of my sister's clothes." He told me, "Shower is in my room."

I nodded and walked into his room and found the shower. There was already a folded towel on the counter, along with girls' shampoo and conditioner. My guess is that it's Harry's sister's soap.

I shut the bathroom door and started the water. Once it was the warmth I liked, I took off my clothes and hopped in. I closed the curtain and began to rinse my hair.

I washed my hair and body and saw a razor. I took a deep breath, I must resist. I have to. I just shaved yesterday so I don't need to touch it. Do it for Zayn and Harry.

I turned off the shower and grabbed the towel. I ringed out my hair then wrapped the towel around me like a dress. Then I realized that I didn't have any clothes.

I opened the door just a little, "Harry!"

"Yeah?" I saw him laying down on the bed.

I cleared my throat, "Uhm, clothes."

He shot out of bed and ran down the hall. I guess he forgot, he came back running and handed me some clothes.

"Sorry, I got held up." He shut the door and I smiled.

I quickly changed and wrapped the towel around my head so my hair would dry faster. I opened the bathroom door and shut the light off.

Harry was sitting on the bed staring at me. I took one step to the left, and his eyes followed me. I took one step to the right and his eyes followed me again.

"What?"

He shrugged, "I can't keep my eyes off you."

I grinned, "Where am I sleeping?"

"Here, in my room. I promise I won't try anything." He said.

I nodded and took the towel off my head. I crawled into bed and Harry layed next to me. I enjoyed the feeling of him next to me a lot.

I closed my eyes to help myself sleep. I felt Harry's arm drap around me, and he pulled me close. He tangled our legs together so they were comfortable.

I smiled and felt my heart pump a little faster. I was getting more and more tired. I couldn't keep my eyes opened any longer.

Before I slept, Harry kissed my temple. "Goodnight, love."

Notes

Sucky chapter I'm sorry :(

But your better author will update next!

xx Jules