Scars

****Luke's P.O.V****
it's been one hell of a week, Casy thinks I don't like her, but what she doesn't know is that I'm in love with her. It hurts watching her and Mikey flirt, but it's my fault I won't make a move on her or tell her I truly love her. It just make's my want to throw up when he has his arm around her or kisses her cheek, she need's me not him. I was snapped out of my thoughts when Casy wave's her hand in my face.

"Luke, we are leaving class to go to lunch" she chuckles and I couldn't help but smile at her God she's so beautiful. "okay, we are going to lunch so, me, you, Cal, Lena, and Mikey at a table" she say's and I just smile. we are all pretty much friends but Ash still isn't our 'best friend' you could say after the shit he's done to Casy she still won't fully accept him. once we get into the lunch room we see Lena, ad Mikey already sitting down at our table.

Lena wasn't eating and Casy wasn't they never eat and I wonder why. I get my food with Mike and Cal. "so have you asked her yet" Cal asked nudging Mikey in the side. who? what? they're keeping something from me. "speaking of that I was going to ask Luke if it was okay today" Mikey said turning to me. "ask me about what, what are you two talking about" I ask so confused. "dammit Michael you haven't told him yet" Cal asks and he sighs.

"Luke, is it okay if I ask Casy out?" Mikey quickly but shyly said. I was shocked, why would he ask the love of my life out. I know that sounds like a stretch but I really love Casy even if I'm not with her. "yea, it's fine, I don't even like her that much anyway's" I lie. no it's not fine, I love her. "really, thank you don't worry I'll treat her right." he say's hugging me and I give a weak smile in return. the rest of the lunch I was pretty much dead.

I can't believe Mikey will be holding Casy the way I want to soon. it's all happening so fast, no it cant be happening. I love Casy, no I fucking love her. to try to take my mind off of her I just think of the band. Band, Song, I'll write a song about how I feel that will help I guess. the bell soon ring's and I jump from my seat happy next period is our last P.E. it was same old same old getting hit my doge balls because I'm so tall they ame (I forgot how to spell it xC) at me.

once I get out Casy was with Mikey and I know what was happening, he was rambling and she was blushing. I couldn't watch more so I rush out not getting attention from ethier and go to the only person that could make me happy's house. Calum. I walk not caring that it was about to rain, why didn't I make a move, why wasn't I the one to kiss her, not Mikey. whatever it doesn't matter, yes it does. fuck my mind is so fucked.

I ring the door bell and Cal's mother answer's "hello Lucas" she smile's letting me in. "hey mrs. hood, do you know where Calum is" I question and she nod's. "upstairs sweetie make your way at home" she smile's and call's out, "oh, and don't call me Mrs. hood, call me Joy" she smile's and I nod heading up. when I reach his room I see clothes scattered everywhere and him on his bed.

"Cal" I asks and he sits up. "yea, what's up" he ask and I seat on the bed, "just wanted to write a song with you if it's okay" I ask and he nod's. we began writing at got of topic a lot. we finally wrote a few lyric's but we don't know if it's perfect. "let's practice the lyrics we have" Cal say's I nod. he began signing.

"don't talk, let me think it over
how we gonna fix this
how we gonna undo all the pain
tell me, is it even worth it
looking for a straight line
taking back the time we cant replace"

he stops meaning it was my time to sing

"all the crossed wires
just making us tired
is it too late
too bring us alive"

we stop because that's all we have right now. "that was amazing who's the song about" Cal asks "no one" I lie smirking at the thought of Casy. he sigh's. "can I tell you something and you promise not to tell anyone" Cal ask's and I nod, what is this about. "you can tell me anything I'm you're best friend" I smile and he nod's not looking up. "I-I like L-Lena" he slowly say's and blush's.

I just sat there in shock he like's her, oh shit Ash is going to kill him. "you know Ash is going to beat the living shit out of you" I tell him and he sigh's "I know that's kinda why I never told anyone" he says not looking up. "you know I can ask- FUCK stop thinking of her" I say yelling fuck. "who" he asks worried. "Casy" I say and he sigh's. "why'd you tell Mikey he could date her then" he asks.

"because I wanted him to be happy, but I don't know, I fucking love her, and it hurt's" I say. "it's too late mate" Cal sigh's patting my back. "i know" I say not loudly. "how about you call Mikey and Ash and we can finish this amazing song of your's" Cal suggest and I weakly smile getting the phone. first I call Mikey. ring........ring.......ring......"hello" Mikey asks acting like he's busy.

"hey, we-" I get cut off by the background giggle's. Casy's Giggle's. "nevermind" I say hanging up. Cal look's up from his phone. "what was that about" he ask's . "he's to busy with Casy" I sigh. Cal pats my back. I love her and I need to tell her, but I cant ruin what Mikey has because I love him like a brother. what am I going to do?

Notes

ohhhh, what Is he going to do????
yea, so here's a special
(not really)
but it is for you so yay!
QOTD: If you love him tell him, they always love back.
^ that was stupid but oh well
QOTW: fav 5sos song
AOTW: close as strangers, disconnected, The only reason, rejects who am I kidding they're all my fav's!!!!