Scars

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*Casy's P.O.V*
the boys are leaving in a few hours and it sucks. I'm laying in bed with Luke and Cal, Lena is on here way over. "Well I guess this is goodbye" I say tears slowly falling. "Hey baby, it's not goodbye it's just see you later" Luke says planting a small kiss on my head. "I just don't want you to leave" I say in his shoulder. Mikey walks in and I began to cry more.

"no, shh don't cry" mikey says taking me from Luke's arms. "Its hard" I say sobbing into Mikeys arm. "Casy it's okay" Cal says rubbing my back Lena and Ashton come in eyes full of tears. "This day is supposed to be happy we are going on tour see happy" Luke shouts. I sit up and rub my eyes. "Yea your right"

i give Luke another hug and we stay all huddled together for the rest of the day.

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"bye Luke" I say as he walks yo his parents and says bye. this is harder than I thought. I walk to Cal and he drops his bags to pick me up in his arms. "Sh baby girl, everything's going to be alright" he whispers in my ear I smile and jump down from his arms. He kisses me on the cheek and goes to say bye to the others.

i walk to Mikey. "I love you and I'm going to miss you" he says in my ear. "Me too" I say and hug him big. I finish off with Ashton. "I'm sorry for everything I've done before your like a sister now" he says to me and I began to cry more. They all left fans running after them as they got on the plan.

me and Lena shared our hug and sobbed. "T-they're g-gone" I whimper in her shoulder. "I k-know" she whimpers back. This is going to be a he'll of a week. But they are coming back right on Cals 18th birthday. Witch is only a month away witch is when the tour ends. If that made any since.

im now back home crying in my pillow This is already hard and it's only been about a few hours. My phone buzzes thinking that it's Luke I shot up looking at it.

con-con: hey I'm sorry I missed the guys leaving are u ok?
Me: yea thanks for asking

i Sigh to my self I'm not okay. How could I be okay if the people I love left. No Casy don't do it I think to myself as I make my way to the razors. Wait...they're gone, and here's a note.

Dear Casy,
i know what your looking for. I have them. I want you to be happy no matter what's happening it could be that a dog died you know whatever. But just stop thinking about it I love you, Cal loves you, Mikey Loves you, Ashton Loves you, Conner Loves you, Lena love You. So many people love you. Don't do this to your self.
~ Love Luke

love Luke. Love Luke. Love Luke. This keeps going around in circles in my head. "l love you Luke hemmings" I sob to myself a few tears fall on the paper he'll be back before you know it.

Notes

This is like sad
sorry for the typos again
i hope your liking the story.
AND HOLY FUCK I HAVE 50 SUBS!!!!
okay so I'm starting a new fanfiction called "That band"
and I was wondering does it sound like a good story?