Save Me From Myself

" YOU NEED MENTAL HELP" My Aunt screamed at me

"I CANT HELP HOW IM MADE!" I yell back

"DEPRESSION IS JUST A FUCKING PHASE IT WILL WEAR OFF, NOW GROW UP!" she screamed and made her way to the door.

"THIS ISN'T SOMETHING I CAN GET OVER, ITS NOT LIKE YOU CAN CHANGE HOW MUCH OF A BITCH YOU ARE" i snapped at her i can't change my self. she stomps over to me and slapped me over the face. making my skin tingle and my eyes tear up.

"DON'T YOU EVER TALK TO ME LIKE THAT, YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY YOU CAN EVEN LIVE HERE" she walked out of my room

Fine i wont live in her house then. I grabbed my money and my sweat shirt and i changed into skinny jeans. I looked at the time on my phone to see it was 10:18 my aunt should go to bed at 10: but she will be asleep by 11. Okay so i have about an half hour to try to relax.

I must have fallen asleep because i was woken by my phone buzzing. It was 1:48 AM.
It was a text message from Calum with a video attached. I opened the message and it had a message under the video saying that he agrees with them.

I opened the video and pressed play Michael and Luke were sitting on the couch and they were talking.

"She has to have a reason to be the way she is" Michael tried to plead luke

" Dude not she obviously is doing it for attention, Don't you think that sure the first time but the second that is definitely for attention" Luke said


"Yeah i have noticed that its not like she is really depressed i mean i use to be and i did non of that shit. Even when i cut it was all on my legs to hide it" he gestured to his thighs. I only do it on my wrist because i want to get life over witH and cut my vein

" so obviously she just wants some kind of attention. She is so pathetic and i agree with Ashton now I really dont care what she does" luke said befor the video was done

tears were streaming off my face. I let myself calm down a little bit before i opened my window and climbed out of it. The air was crisp and smelled like salt. I wlaked under the peir and i just kept going.

"Hey young lady what are you going so kate at night?" some old man came and walked beside me.

"technically it is early morning" I commented making him chuckle

"Smart little girl i like it " He said putting his hand. i quickly shook it off. but he tackled me down and put me in the woods next to the sandy beach. I tried to scream but his grubby hand was on my mouth preventing that from happening. He pushed me on the ground and layed on top of me un buttoning his pants and mine. he striped me naked and he took of his bottoms.

"Ready to have some fun sweet heart?" he said as he thrusted in hard not giving me any warning making me scream in pain. fuck it hurts so bad. The pain is so bad that i pass out or maybe it was the cloth he put over his hand.

Notes

sorry thats kinda ronchy at the end