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I chuckled lightly as I begun to sing "fire away, fire away", Louis soon picked up as his melodic voice joined mine as we screeched the following lines of 'Titanium'. We soon erupted in a bout of laughter until Louis composed his face into a mock serious one and turned to me.
"Full name?" he questioned, voice dripping with fake authority as he glanced down at me, the dark masking his facial expression.
"Natalia Amelia Jane Smith" I replied, then decided to mess with him by asking "you?"
He gasped dramatically whilst holding a hand to his heart and taking a few heavy breaths. His face once again settled into a serious one, this time minus the mocking tinge.
"Age?" he asked, me replying with '17, 18 on June 28th', we continued to fire questions at each other, him soon learning my favorite colour was a dusty rose and odd facts like I ate my cereal dry. Conversation began to dull as exhaustion over took us both, we were nearing the topic of family, the topic I had dreading.
Louis confirmed my suspicions by asking "got any siblings?", his voice muffled as he stifled a yawn with his palm.
My body immediately went rigid as my mind flashed back to memories of being with Jude
"Come on Nat, it's snowing!" small ten year old Jude excitedly screeched as he dashed around the house, searching for his hat and gloves.
I immediately sprung up and wobbled up, on my tiny legs of a four year old, to where he now stood my the door, gazing in awe at the sight of small white flakes tumbling towards the ground. We soon ran out to our snow covered garden, my small body half covered in the freezing white flakes. I tried pushing my way forward but the white sheet of snow had me trapped. Jude soon noticed noticed my trouble and swung me over his back, me gripping onto his shoulders as he raced around our massive garden.
Louis interrupted my stream of thoughts by clearing his throat and peering down at my face with a look of concern plastered on his.
Quickly I gathered my thoughts and steadied my voice as I replied "Yes, Jude, he's 24 now, I hardly ever see him..." My voice trailed of as I felt a pressure building against the back of my eyes; tears were threatening to spill but I forced them back.
"Shhh it's okay" Louis cooed, noticing my obvious distress. He placed his hand over mine in a brotherly fashion as he spoke again in a soothing voice, "S'alright, just sleep, it must be ^am already" I nodded and nuzzled my head into Louis' torso and let my eyes slip closed; my body becoming limp as darkness over took me.
I awoke to the sound of rustling and the feeling of arms wrapped around me. Panic over took me but I was soon soothed by a familiar Irish voice.
"She looks exhausted" the beautiful Irish voice fluttered through my ears.
I heard a sigh next to me, which i recognized to be Em's, she made a vague reply of "Yeah she isn't having the easiest time", too tired to object I let the rhythmic stroking of my hair and the light singing lull me to sleep.

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