Once In a Lifetime

Harry pulls back slightly. He’s looking in my eyes so intently. Is he searching for something? I put both my hands through his hair. It’s so soft, I rake my fingers through it deliberately. Harry slowly closes his eyes. He’s enjoying this. Then, I tug at his hair. His eyes fly open and his mouth is on mine again. A slow and deep moan escapes me. As I rake my fingernails down H’s back, he matches my moan. Next thing I know we are just holding each other. Our bodies are so close, our heavy breathing is in sync. It’s like it is all so intense that we just need a moment. I’ve been pressed up against this door for what feels like a while now. I probably have the wood grains imbedded on my skin. But I don’t care.
Harry pulls back, looks at my lips for a moment then up to my eyes. He grabs my hand, intertwines his fingers with mine. He just stands there for a moment looking at our hands. I am staring at him, all of him. He’s so beautiful it takes my breath away. He gently kisses my hand, then our eyes meet again. He leads me to the couch.
Harry speaks first. “I just need you to know Dee that if you want to wait it’s ok.” “It won’t be easy for me.” He adds with a smile. “But it’s ok.”
Oh Harry how perfect are you? I think before I reply. “Normally I’m not the kind of girl to rush into something like this. But I don’t think this is rushing. We’ve known each other for sometime. We have a close friendship and everyone knows the best relationships start as friends.” Harry’s looking at me like I’m the only women in the world. I pray that he never stops looking at me like that. I smile shyly and add. “Plus I don’t think I could wait if I tried!” Harry laughs. Such a sexy, contagious laugh.
“Dee, this means a lot to me. You mean a lot to me. I’ve dreamt of being
with you like this. It’s not just about sex. I really care about you and I want to connect with you in the most amazing way possible.” He continues. “Since the day I met you I haven’t been able to imagine myself with any other woman. There’s something special between us that I can’t explain. I promise I won’t hurt you.”
I’m so full of love for this man. And I want to show him how much. I get up off the couch and straddle Harry. He seems surprised at first but then very happy. I start by kissing his neck, I take my time and work my way up to those perfect lips. He’s saying my name quietly between kisses and moaning as I’m moving. To know I can make him feel this way is empowering. I take a moment to pull off his shirt. I run my hands all over his muscular chest as I return to his mouth. I am torn between never wanting these kisses to stop and yet wanting so much more at the same time. His hands move up my back under my shirt pushing me closer to him. I have no idea how long it’s been since Liam and Sophia left. The concept of time doesn’t seem to apply to us right now.
Harry looks at me like he can no longer stand not having me. He leans in and kisses me gently yet passionately. ‘You are so beautiful.” He whispers. “I get lost in the green and gold specks in your eyes. I can’t wait to see all of you.” He pulls my shirt over my head slowly and throws it on the floor. I am shy at first, still a little self conscious as he stares at my purple lace bra. But then he looks up at me and meets my eyes. I know he is troubled when he sees that lack of confidence in my eyes. He pushes my hair back from my face with both his hands. “You are perfect.” He says quietly. Then his eyes return to my breasts. His hands leave my hair and make their way down slowly. I gasp as he slides the purple straps down my shoulders. My head leans back as he is kissing and nibbling on my shoulders. I whisper his name. His kisses trail down my chest. When he tugs the purple lace aside and plants more heavenly kisses I let out a loud moan. I put my fingers under his chin, I can feel the stubble that has grown there since this morning. I lift his face to meet my eyes. “Harry” I am breathless. “Take me to bed.”

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