Where Are You Now?

I slowly stood up as I knew that Niall wouldn’t be jumping on me like he usually does, he went away on tour yesterday, I cried myself to sleep last night, even when I did get to sleep I tossed and turned all night, in the end I gave up on sleep, I didn’t see the point in it, I walked downstairs and watched a recorded episode of Family Guy, I continued to watch them for a few more hours, then a few more hours after that, I finished watching them and just laid on the sofa doing nothing, I’d been up for 7 hours already, at about 9am my phone started going off, ‘Mercyyy :) calling’ it read, I sighed, ‘’Hello?’’ I asked picking up the phone, ‘’Heyy Bex, wanna come shopping with me today?’’ she asked, I took a deep breath, ‘’No’’ I replied, ‘’Becky, you never refuse to come shopping, what’s happened?’’ she asked, she was right, I never refused to go shopping, ‘’He’s gone Mercy’’ I replied down the phone, ‘’Right… I’m on my way over’’ she said, she hung the phone up, I took a quick glance down at myself, I looked trashy, I was a mess, I stood up and ran as fast as I could up the mansion stairs, I ran into the bathroom and turned the shower on, I quickly ran a brush through my hair and got into the shower, I showered and once done I got dressed and ran some straighteners through my hair, I really wasn't looking after myself, he left early yesterday morning, I didn't eat all yesterday, I'm not gonna eat all today, although I'm not gonna tell Mercy that, I walked downstairs just as she was knocking at the door, I answered, she looked amazing, did I mention she's dating Kellin Quin?

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