Living With A Monster
Car Crash
~Clara's P.O.V~
I wake up cuddling next to Niall, I must of fallen asleep last night during to movie. Louis is in the room talking to Niall, but I was tpoo tired to listen. I just wanna sleep. So I do, I fall asleep again cuddling with Niall. I have to admit it felt pretty good to have some company, who wasnt trying to kill you.
I awake to the ringing of my phone. I looked at the caller ID, which I didnt recognise. But I picked up anyway. "Hello is this Clara Lee?" Who was this? "Erm yes?" "Im sorry to call you but we need you to come to the hospital right away, your parents have been in a very serious car crash." What? No this cant happen!! How could I live without them? I mean like, they help me from Karlos! If they die ill die soon aswell. No this isnt happening. "How serious?" "Clara I will tell you when you are here, in the meantime I need you to get here as fast as you can." I'm holding back my tears as well as I could, which isn't very well. Niall walked in the room, he must of been having a shower. He saw the tear drip out of my left eye and ran to me "Is it Karlos again, I haven't told the boys yet they might need to know soon." "No it isnt Karlos, I will explain later, but could you please drive me to the hospital?" He looked wearily at me but didnt ask.
When we arrived at the hospital a doctor came up to me "Please come right away your mother is asking for you." Niall wanted to come in with me but the doctor insisted family only. I looked at mum and dad in the room together, they where in pretty bad shape. "Clara?" Mum's voice was all croaky "Yes mum im here! Are you ok what happened?" "We were out looking for you, I love yoy. Where were you last night?" I started to cry again, "Mum I was at Nialls house, he was looking after me. I told him about my voices. But Karlos said something mean again and I thought I shouldn't interupt you." "Clara, I wish you would text me next time, gosh child." She only said 'gosh child' when she was joking or trying to cover something up. "Mum what arent you telling me?" She sighed "Darling, the doctor called you because -she sighed again, then started crying- your father is in an induced coma and has a 16% chance of living, and me well, it may not seem like it but.." I cryed at the thought of losing dad. "... I've never been tested but I am dying aswell, I have brain cancer." She looked at me wondering what I would say. Nothing, I said nothing. I felt nothing. I went up and hugged my mother. "Um darl, your hurting me." As soon as I realised what she said I pulled away as fast as I could. She laughed a bit. "I need to go to surgery now, go, be with Niall. I know you like him. You dont just stay the night a random strangers house." She smiled as she wheeled her off. I admited to myself that moment, for the first time, I did like Niall. There was something special about him. He didnt back off when I told him about my condition, like many other before him have.
I was walking out of their room, nearly an hour after I went in. I was greeted by a huge bear hug. When I looked up I saw Niall standing there. Why was he still here? "Why are you still here?" He looked a little confused "Why wouldnt I? Firstly, you have no ride and second.. I .. I" He was struggling to find the word's "Uh er nevermind." He blushed furiously. What was up with him? I thought back and realised that my parents are about to die and the only support from Karlos I have is Niall. I also have no home anymore, I couldnt do that, live at home, it would be to hard by myself. I would end up dying sooner or later. Was I going to live with old people? In a phyc ward? where??. Niall answered my silent question "Why dont you come stay with the boys and me, for a while anyway, I really doubt you would want to go back there." I meet Niall yesterday but I feel like I have know him forever. "Sure for a while anyway."
We went back to my house to get some clothes, I was still wearing yesterdays clothes. We got back to the hotel and Niall said "You can sleep in my room if you want, ill sleep on the ouch again." "No, its your room, you sleep in it. I'll sleep on the couch." He gave me a weak smile. I needed a shower. I got changed ( http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=82094244 ) and headed down stairs again. Niall was sitting on the couch. So what was he talking about before? "Hey Niall?" "Yes Clara?" "What were you going to say before." He stopped what he was doing. He looked at the floor and fummbled with his fingers. "I .. er .. I .. um do you maybe want to got to the movies or something? With me?" I was a little surprised. "Sure Niall" I said with a smile. We got up and walked out the door, hand in hand. This is a good way to get my mind off my parents. We walked to the cinema. "So what movie would you like to see Clara?" Um I looked at the selection.All the movies were boring exept for two, Grease or Finding Nemo. Grease it is.
We sat through the whole movie talking, singing along and throwing popcorn at people. As the movie was finishing Niall looked me in the eye's and said "Clara I had so much fun tonight, I was wondering .. if you would.. um .. if you would like to be my girlfriend?" Wow. He liked me to, past all my bad stuff. No-one has ever wanted to get this close to me, scared that I might hurt them. But im not that kind of schizo. He was waiting for my relpy. "I would love to" I gave him my biggest hug, and he returned it with his famous Horan hug. Wait a sec what about all the papparazi? "Erm Niall what will the paps and the fans think?" "Who cares what they think, all I care about is right here, right now." He gazed into my eyes. We were about 3 inches away from each other. Then, he kissed me. This kiss was different from any other kiss I have ever had, not like a family kiss or a dare kiss. This kiss was full of passion. I wanted it to last forever, but it didnt. He stopped and smiled at me, I smiled back. We walked home in slience.
We got home and the boys were on the couch, they saw us holding hands. "Bout time you two lovebird's" Louis said smirking at me. "Shut up Lou" I said embaressed . Niall smiled and we sat down. About an hour later the boys all stood up . "Good night lovely Clara." Liam said. "Good night to you to Liam, and you other boys." Louis pulled a face at me. "Lad's did you hear that!! She just said 'and you other boy's' ohh" He looked sad, I laughed "Good night Louis, Liam, Zayn, Harry and Niall." They all smiled at me.. again, Niall came and gave me a goodnight kiss on the cheek. They all retreated upstairs. I lay on the couch and fell asleep thinking of mum and dad.
As I woke up, I realised multipal things wrong. First it was 1am, second I could hear the boys upstairs laughing and third there was a guy standing across the room. I thought it was Niall at first, but it didnt look like him, then I realised his face was all bloddy, he had lots of scars and was staring at me. He looed like he had come out of a horror movie. "W-w-who are you?" I asked scared. He smiled at me. "I thought, since you wouldnt listen to me I would come kill you myself." Karlos. It was Karlos, there was no doubt about it. He came closer and pulled something out from behind him. It was a knife. He was closing in on me fast. I was scared, no I wasnt, I was terrified. I started to scream as he was chasing me around the room. I pulled things down from the shelfs and draws to slow him down, still screaming I ran to the stairs.
Niall came down with the rest of the boys. Little did they know, Karlos was still after me, I was still screaming and yelling "No dont kill me, I never did anything wrong. Stay away from me. HELP!!" I screamed at the boys. They werent listening, I ran up the stairs, Karlos was a fast runner. He ran after me "I will get you, die you bitch." I ran for my life, into the wall. I saw Karlos coming down to me with a huge bloody knife as I passed out.
I wake up cuddling next to Niall, I must of fallen asleep last night during to movie. Louis is in the room talking to Niall, but I was tpoo tired to listen. I just wanna sleep. So I do, I fall asleep again cuddling with Niall. I have to admit it felt pretty good to have some company, who wasnt trying to kill you.
I awake to the ringing of my phone. I looked at the caller ID, which I didnt recognise. But I picked up anyway. "Hello is this Clara Lee?" Who was this? "Erm yes?" "Im sorry to call you but we need you to come to the hospital right away, your parents have been in a very serious car crash." What? No this cant happen!! How could I live without them? I mean like, they help me from Karlos! If they die ill die soon aswell. No this isnt happening. "How serious?" "Clara I will tell you when you are here, in the meantime I need you to get here as fast as you can." I'm holding back my tears as well as I could, which isn't very well. Niall walked in the room, he must of been having a shower. He saw the tear drip out of my left eye and ran to me "Is it Karlos again, I haven't told the boys yet they might need to know soon." "No it isnt Karlos, I will explain later, but could you please drive me to the hospital?" He looked wearily at me but didnt ask.
When we arrived at the hospital a doctor came up to me "Please come right away your mother is asking for you." Niall wanted to come in with me but the doctor insisted family only. I looked at mum and dad in the room together, they where in pretty bad shape. "Clara?" Mum's voice was all croaky "Yes mum im here! Are you ok what happened?" "We were out looking for you, I love yoy. Where were you last night?" I started to cry again, "Mum I was at Nialls house, he was looking after me. I told him about my voices. But Karlos said something mean again and I thought I shouldn't interupt you." "Clara, I wish you would text me next time, gosh child." She only said 'gosh child' when she was joking or trying to cover something up. "Mum what arent you telling me?" She sighed "Darling, the doctor called you because -she sighed again, then started crying- your father is in an induced coma and has a 16% chance of living, and me well, it may not seem like it but.." I cryed at the thought of losing dad. "... I've never been tested but I am dying aswell, I have brain cancer." She looked at me wondering what I would say. Nothing, I said nothing. I felt nothing. I went up and hugged my mother. "Um darl, your hurting me." As soon as I realised what she said I pulled away as fast as I could. She laughed a bit. "I need to go to surgery now, go, be with Niall. I know you like him. You dont just stay the night a random strangers house." She smiled as she wheeled her off. I admited to myself that moment, for the first time, I did like Niall. There was something special about him. He didnt back off when I told him about my condition, like many other before him have.
I was walking out of their room, nearly an hour after I went in. I was greeted by a huge bear hug. When I looked up I saw Niall standing there. Why was he still here? "Why are you still here?" He looked a little confused "Why wouldnt I? Firstly, you have no ride and second.. I .. I" He was struggling to find the word's "Uh er nevermind." He blushed furiously. What was up with him? I thought back and realised that my parents are about to die and the only support from Karlos I have is Niall. I also have no home anymore, I couldnt do that, live at home, it would be to hard by myself. I would end up dying sooner or later. Was I going to live with old people? In a phyc ward? where??. Niall answered my silent question "Why dont you come stay with the boys and me, for a while anyway, I really doubt you would want to go back there." I meet Niall yesterday but I feel like I have know him forever. "Sure for a while anyway."
We went back to my house to get some clothes, I was still wearing yesterdays clothes. We got back to the hotel and Niall said "You can sleep in my room if you want, ill sleep on the ouch again." "No, its your room, you sleep in it. I'll sleep on the couch." He gave me a weak smile. I needed a shower. I got changed ( http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=82094244 ) and headed down stairs again. Niall was sitting on the couch. So what was he talking about before? "Hey Niall?" "Yes Clara?" "What were you going to say before." He stopped what he was doing. He looked at the floor and fummbled with his fingers. "I .. er .. I .. um do you maybe want to got to the movies or something? With me?" I was a little surprised. "Sure Niall" I said with a smile. We got up and walked out the door, hand in hand. This is a good way to get my mind off my parents. We walked to the cinema. "So what movie would you like to see Clara?" Um I looked at the selection.All the movies were boring exept for two, Grease or Finding Nemo. Grease it is.
We sat through the whole movie talking, singing along and throwing popcorn at people. As the movie was finishing Niall looked me in the eye's and said "Clara I had so much fun tonight, I was wondering .. if you would.. um .. if you would like to be my girlfriend?" Wow. He liked me to, past all my bad stuff. No-one has ever wanted to get this close to me, scared that I might hurt them. But im not that kind of schizo. He was waiting for my relpy. "I would love to" I gave him my biggest hug, and he returned it with his famous Horan hug. Wait a sec what about all the papparazi? "Erm Niall what will the paps and the fans think?" "Who cares what they think, all I care about is right here, right now." He gazed into my eyes. We were about 3 inches away from each other. Then, he kissed me. This kiss was different from any other kiss I have ever had, not like a family kiss or a dare kiss. This kiss was full of passion. I wanted it to last forever, but it didnt. He stopped and smiled at me, I smiled back. We walked home in slience.
We got home and the boys were on the couch, they saw us holding hands. "Bout time you two lovebird's" Louis said smirking at me. "Shut up Lou" I said embaressed . Niall smiled and we sat down. About an hour later the boys all stood up . "Good night lovely Clara." Liam said. "Good night to you to Liam, and you other boys." Louis pulled a face at me. "Lad's did you hear that!! She just said 'and you other boy's' ohh" He looked sad, I laughed "Good night Louis, Liam, Zayn, Harry and Niall." They all smiled at me.. again, Niall came and gave me a goodnight kiss on the cheek. They all retreated upstairs. I lay on the couch and fell asleep thinking of mum and dad.
As I woke up, I realised multipal things wrong. First it was 1am, second I could hear the boys upstairs laughing and third there was a guy standing across the room. I thought it was Niall at first, but it didnt look like him, then I realised his face was all bloddy, he had lots of scars and was staring at me. He looed like he had come out of a horror movie. "W-w-who are you?" I asked scared. He smiled at me. "I thought, since you wouldnt listen to me I would come kill you myself." Karlos. It was Karlos, there was no doubt about it. He came closer and pulled something out from behind him. It was a knife. He was closing in on me fast. I was scared, no I wasnt, I was terrified. I started to scream as he was chasing me around the room. I pulled things down from the shelfs and draws to slow him down, still screaming I ran to the stairs.
Niall came down with the rest of the boys. Little did they know, Karlos was still after me, I was still screaming and yelling "No dont kill me, I never did anything wrong. Stay away from me. HELP!!" I screamed at the boys. They werent listening, I ran up the stairs, Karlos was a fast runner. He ran after me "I will get you, die you bitch." I ran for my life, into the wall. I saw Karlos coming down to me with a huge bloody knife as I passed out.
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