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I walk down the stairs. People were wearing darker colors and my mother was crying. I look around i'm in my old house in america. I look to see that there are an abundance of flowers on the dining table. people are holding a little girl maybe the age of 14. when the last couple lets go of her i see her face. its me. Her eyes are red and her face is blotchy red. She holds her paper that she wrote for her father. She put it in an envelope and put it on the coffee table. I walked over and picked it up and read it

Dear daddy
its my fault i should have told you to stay with me. We could have been having fun with every thing now. Why did you have to listen to mom when she said get out? Why did you have to be a fire fighter? Im sorry for being such s worthless daughter. mom doesn't even pay attention to me anymore. I love you daddy

goodbye

I started to cry and cry hard. this was my dads funeral day. I put my hands up to my eyes to wipe the tears. but when i looked at the room around me after it was different. The walls were darker, the flowers were dead. There was the little girl on the bottom stairs, she was about 15 now maybe 16. . she had fear in her eyes. A man came out from the kitchen doorway with a metal spatula in his hand. it had holes in it and a wooden handle. shit i have to stop him. I ran over to the man and tried to grab his hand but as his arm came down and mine reached for him mine when to s vapor like mist. I watched this little girl get beat and wiped and i couldn't do anything about it. i started to scream and yell at him. I started to shake. "Hayley" i shook harder "BABE WAKE UP"

I woke up sweaty and shivering. i had a pair of arms around me. i jumped be for i saw it was niall.
"Babe you're safe now its all ok" he hushed me

"Its not alright, he will come back for me i know it" I mumbled putting my hands in my tangled hair "I have to much memories back , I brought back my young teen years" I tried to explain to him

"he will now and who is he?"

"My mothers ex boyfriend and his anger."'

"What did he do to you?" he was angry now

"he beat me when i was young"

"awe babe i won't let him hurt you now go back to sleep its only 4" he hugged me and layed me down. why do i keep having these dreams!

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