Do I Frighten You? 2

It had been a few minutes now, of me just standing her looking at her. I didn't know what to really say. It has been days. It has been long miserable days without her. Having her here will just makes me feel like new person, it makes me feel like I can be happy again. I can do what I want. It isn't like when I came here to visit her.

“Hi.” I said, with a smile. What was wrong with me? Why did I just say hi? I could have said something better. Like how are you? No, no that wouldn't even be good to say, she feels horrible. Ugh.

She finally managed to smile at me. I loved and missed that smile so much. It was a beautiful smile. Her hair was a mess, but apart from all of that, she looked like an angel.

*A few hours later *

I was sitting on the edge of her bed, telling her how much I missed her, and Andrew played in my arms, almost in a half sleep that she was laying back on the bed now, but she was responding to me. Her first words to me was 'What.' and that made me feel very good about myself.

Ethan was sitting in a cheer listening to us. I as giving her the most cheesiest jokes ever. I thought it was so funny because I know that she was going probably getting annoyed with me. I hope she didn't really but I know that Ethan was just because of the way he was rolling his eyes and the way his head rested in his hands. The day had went back quickly. I looked at my clock and noticed it was nearly 8 and it was Andrew's bed time. I didn't want to leave her in her. I know that she wasn't wanting me to go and I know that I didn't even want to go.

Amelia's pov

It was getting late and I was looking at how Harry was just being so happy and how Andrew rested on his shoulder he was drifting off into a sleep. I know that he was going to have to go and put him to bed soon but I know that I didn't want him to go, and he didn't want to go either. I haven't really said anything. I couldn't I didn't have the strength to.

Ethan was still quiet, I wonder why he isn't talking, I am wondering a lot of things. Harry had stood up from the bed and then he made his way towards the door.

I didn't want to be alone, It was scary and dark. I didn't want to leave me. In feel bad and I didn't want to be alone, it was different before, because I had my eyes closed but now they are open and I want him to be here and with me. I wish I could have all that I could do into my body. He walked towards the door.

I tried to speak. “N-no” I said in a soft voice. I was really trying to see if he could hear me, but my voice was hoarse. I guess I was hurt that bad.

He didn't hear me, he had walked to the door, with Andrew and then Ethan stood up and walked out with him.

….

The next morning was much better, my eyes had opened and it was much easier, I felt the pain in my torso as I tried to move around.. I tried to put my hand through my hair, but then I remember that I have IV's in my arm so I could not. I was moving, but my movements were very slow.

I had looked around in the blank room and no one was here. I sighed, and tried to clear my throat, but it was not happening. I looked down at the door, hoping for someone to come in, I couldn't get myself to sit up properly, but there was something here that had a remote and I could push my bed up so I was sitting up, but I couldn't find it. My body was in pain, but mostly my leg was in pain, it felt like it was burning and I didn't know what to do.

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I was just sitting in bed when I heard a knock on the door, it had opened, and then I looked at the nurse that was there, and she looked at me.

“Oh you are awake. Good morning.” She said with a smile.

“M-morning.” It said, it basically fumbled out my mouth and I didn't notice that I had said that until my eyes widened.

“I think you also have company here to see you, You have been having company everyday. They must really love you.” She giggled, and walked over to the bed and picked up something, and then I realized it was the remote. She had moved the bed up for me in sitting position. “Do you have anything any pain anywhere in your body?”

I slowly nodded my head and then gulped, feeling a pain in my throat.

“I will get you some medication for that, and if you are not doing any better after that I will have to check up on that, but you must be very hungry right now.” She said with a smile.

Honestly, just thinking about it I was.

“Yes.” I spoke in a horrible voice. It was very different.

She smiled.

“I will be right back with something for you to choose from.” I smiled softly.

She left the room. I heard some commotion going on the other side of the door and then the door opened and then I seen my mom looking at me. Her eyes were wide at the sight of me.

“You're awake.” She said with a smile and then I smiled back at her and then behind her was my dad and then Niall. Who walked into the room.

“We missed you so much honey.” She said and then moved over to me and grabbed my hand.

Sophia had walked into the room after that along with Harry, Andrew and Ethan. I had to smiled. I looked at Harry and his eyes were wide of the sight of seeing me awake.

“You're doing much better.” She said with a smile. My eyes meeting hers.

“I am.” I said, my voice was a little hoarse.

Everyone was speaking to me all at once, and I couldn't keep up with what was going on.

I had saw Andrew and he looked so peaceful, His arms reached out for me, and the biggest smile played on his face. I wanted to hold him. But I didn't want him to be around all of these needles.

“Mummy!” He said, and he had a sad look on his face.

“No, You can't.” Harry said softly.

Andrew started kicking and screaming, demanding to get down. He was throwing a tantrum. He cried and cried.

I felt so bad.

“Bring him to me.” I said, and then Harry looked at me for a moment and then he sighed.

He had brought Andrew to me and then he sighed. He walked over to me with Andrew in his arms, Andrew reached out for me and then he was softly placed to put him on my lap. My leg was in so much pain.

“Andrew.” I said and then pressed my hand on his cheek.

He smiled.

“You can not be mean to Daddy.” I said.

“I good.” He said.

I smile at him and then looked up at everyone who was done talking.

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