Do I Frighten You? 2

I was breathing now, this was something that I felt like haven't happened to me in a long time, it was air, that came in through my mouth and out, but I felt this pain in my chest that was just so painful. It was like a million bricks was on my chest and one by one, more came pummeling down. Crushing me. But this was better. There was this tinging in my ear that just made me feel so horrible that I just wanted to give up. I still could not move my mouth. I could feel my pain slightly especially in my chest. It felt tight, or knotted and I just couldn't make it go away. I wanted to call for help, but words would not come out of my mouth. I could not see.

I could see in my mind as the semi came trashing into me, the streaking sound of the tires hitting the brakes. My heart was just beating fast, and It was clear. I just wanted to let out a scream. I felt there were tubes in me, pricking at my skin. This bothered me, it made me feel nausea and I just wanted to vomit. Where was Harry? I felt he was in here all night with me, I felt comfort. He missed me, and I missed him, I missed seeing his smile, that just made me want to smile along with him. I missed the way he made jokes that I laugh at because they were that lame. I missed my baby, The way he rested out for me, and the way he buries his head into my shoulder when he was tired. The way he grabs my finger because his small hand couldn't fit with mine, like Harry's could.

I missed them. I even missed my mom, The way she cared about me, and the way she always wanted to keep Andrew over her house and the way she always looked at me with concern in her eyes. Listening to her cry was something that I could not cope with properly, I don't know why but I wanted to cry with her.

I missed my aggravating big brother and his awkwardness. The way he always did something wrong and then smirk at me and try to get away with it, the way we have our conversations and then laugh because he was being to much of himself. Or when I was angry with him, he was always there. He always made his way back into my life.

I missed Sophia and her niceness, her bravery is what stood out most. The way she always comforts me when I need the help, and it even felt like she could comfort me through a phone because she was so sweet, with the way she did things. The way she made her ways to come up with things to do, she was so sweet. They all were my family, every person that his been in my life and been there for me. I wish I could open my eyes to see them again.

Notes

This chapter is short, but it is her point of view. I miss this I miss everything too! I wanted to cry. OMGGGGG lol *Wipes tears*

While, I am composing myself, share with me what you miss, and another chapter will be up shortly. :D