WHY

Niall pov

Im still sitting here, I can hear yelling outside from their parents. It was almost 7pm an we still haven't heard anything. When her parents finally came in their dad sat on the other side of the wall why their mom an Kylie sat next to me. The doctor finally came out an said the surgery went good but they had to put her in a coma so she could heal faster, they would stop the meds that kept her under in a few days. I looked to the floor cussing my self in my head blaming my self as Kylie an her mom went back to check on her.Her dad was giving me death glares, but I didn't care. Kylie came out crying I told her I was going to leave but I will come back after school tomorrow.

I drove home, I was shocked to see my parents home. I walked in they seamed happy but not me I was torn apart. They made me eat dinner with them and watch some TV but I wasn't really in the mood but I stayed I didn't have a choice. When I finally was able to slip away I went to my room slipped my shirt off laid down. But everytime I closed my eyes I pictures Piper getting beaten up by her day, I laid there the whole night wide awake blaming myself.

In the morning I slowly got ready for school, I grabbed my phone then I remembered she wouldn't see it. I slid down the wall the guilt was so bad I didn't want to leave the house. I made myself get up get my self together and head to school.Once I was there no one didn't even notice she wasn't even at school, I went around to all her classes getting her work. It was hard the concrete my mind was on Piper all day. After school came slowly I left the school an headed to the hospital, I had my hands in my pockets as I walked up to her room. Her mom and Kylie was there Thank God her dad was no where in sight, I knocked on the door they both turned around her mom smiled a bit and told me to come in. Once I saw her laying there all bandaged up she looked so bad it took everything not to break down in front of them. I stared cussing myself once again in my mind if I just had stopped her this wouldn't have happened.

"Kylie told me what happened how you came an took her to the hospital, Thank you so much if it wasn't for you she wouldn't be alive right now"

"If I stopped her from going home she wouldn't be hurt like this either"

"Don't blame your self,its not your fault I should have been paying attention more an put my family first before work."

I didn't know what to say, I ran my finger through my hair, an sat down in the empty chair.Kylie an her mom decided to go grab something to eat leaving me alone in the room. The shut the door behind them that's when I broke down. I scooted my chair over to her bed took her hand in mine.

"Oh Piper its all my fault I shouldn't have let you go back home or even alone. This is all my fault, please please just get better, I just want to see your beautiful smile again, I want to hold you, I want to take you out spoil you rotten treat you like the princess you are. You have to get better Piper I don't know what I would do without you. Please Please if you can here me just get better"

I put my head on the bed trying to stop crying to be strong like I always told her to. I looked up and smiled deep down I knew she heard me. I moved a piece of hair off her face leaned over an kissed her cheek. I was fixing to leave when Kylie an her mom came back in. I told them bye an I probe be back tomorrow. I went home did mine and Pipers homework so no one would think something bad an go off the wall laughing and stuff then I went to be some reason I felt peace tonight like somehow she was telling me it was going to be OK.

The next day went by fast cause I wanted to get to the hospital, Again I got all her homework and headed off to see her. I walked in and found the doctor there checking up on her, he turned around and smiled.

"How is she"

"Better than we thought she would be, we might end up taking her off a few days early at this speed of recovery"

"That's great"

He smiled and walked out of the room, I walked over to the bed leaned over kissing her cheek, I moved her hair out of her face. I sat in my chair taking her hand in mine, she did look a whole lot better.

"Hey beautiful, you sure missed out on a whole lot a drama at school today turns out one of the cheerleaders was caught kissing one of the teachers she got suspended an the teacher got hauled away in a cop car. No one saw it coming, no one has noticed you not there I don't know if that's a good thing or not but I been doing your work for you so you wont get behind I think IM doing to good the teachers are shocked from the grades. I miss your smile I may only saw it once but I sure do miss it. I miss your sweet voice even though we didn't talk a lot an you always pushed me away but what I would do to hear it again. I miss everything our texts everything. Please just get better soon, the doctor said your getting better an might be taken of the meds before to long. Just get better Piper I need you to get better"

I kissed her hand, and got up my visit was short today cause I had baseball practice, I don't know how it happened but before all this happened I tried out and made it. I walked out and headed for school.
It was the end of the week came sooner than I thought with hospital visit an baseball it made it go by really fast.

The doctors took her off the meds two days ago but she still hasn't woken up. Her mom and sister was at home they had stuff to do today so they couldn't come in till later tonight so I decided to come stay with her for a while. I smiled an found my chair an took her hand.

"hey Beautiful, I sure miss you, miss your voice your smile everything. Please you got to wake up Piper I need you. Please wake up, I wont let anyone touch you again. I just want you to wake up so I can see your beautiful smile again. Oh Piper please if you can hear me please please wake up"

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