WHY

Its been two weeks since the kiss happened I tried to call her but she just wouldn't pick up, I sent messages but no response. I even texted her mom she told me that Piper was depressed more than ever that she was really worried about her. I was worried to one little comment will send her over the edge, it was Monday I was on the way to school nothing new. I got there a little late, my eyes widen when I saw her at the locker, her mom was right you can tell by looking at her she was depressed. I walked over to her, hoping she would let me talk.

"Hey

"What do you want"

"Can I please talk to you"

"No I don't want to hear it"

"Piper please"

"No and stop calling and texting me or IM changing my number"

She slammed the locker shut, I watched her into she disappeared into one of the class rooms. I let out a deep depressing breath then went to my stuff and head to class. The day went by so slow everytime I passed her or we had the same class she wouldn't look at me. I messed up big time I hurt the girl I love.

It was after school, I watched her drive away my heart felt like it was being ripped to pieces. Maybe it was time to move on, I made my way to my truck and headed home since I didn't have practice today.

Once I was home I did my homework straitened up the house and took a nice hot shower. I ordered me some pizza and rented a movie. That night I laid in bed thinking thinking my life over,wondering what I did wrong to end up like this. I fell asleep sooner than I thought I would.

Piper Pov


This hurt like hell, my heart felt like it was being stabbed over and over again. I wanted to give him a chance to explain but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I still love him but I don't know if I can ever forgive him of this. I walked to the bathroom, mom was working tonight and Kylie was asleep. I shut the door locking it behind me, I looked at myself seeing how messed up I was. I grabbed my razor running it over my skin feeling it cut and blood drip down. I haven't done this in forever ever since I met Niall outside the park, I forgot home good this feels and helps me.I just stood there watching the blood drip into the sink. I cried when I realized I have nothing to live for anymore.I cleaned up and went back to my room got a paper and pin starting to write my suicide letter.

"Dear mom,
You don't do this, Kylie didn't do this. I can't stand to live another day, the pain is unbearable, I love you both so much please don't blame your self for what happened. I admit Im scared but I have to do this, Im sorry mom. Tell Kylie I love her and don't cry for me cause I out of the pain this world has given me. Tell her Im sorry for everything I should have been a better sister, Tell the people at school they did this to me. They pushed me to my breaking point, I hope they are happy now. Tell the rest of the family I love them very much and tell dad I hope he rots in hell for what he did to me and Kylie. Tell Niall IM so sorry for everything, The pain just got to strong for me to take anymore and that I Love him . Life is hard for me its even harder, I so sorry I have to do this I truly am. Love you Mom more than anything. This is Goodbye."

I cried as I folded it up and walked down the stairs setting it on her bed so she would see it.I snuck into Kylie's room kissed her cheek and pulled the blankets up. I whispered I love you in her ear with one last look I left the room and headed for the gun safe. I pulled out a revolver, made sure it had bullets and grabbed my keys locking the door behind me. I climbed into the truck and head off the the creek where I first saw Niall that night. The night that changed my life forever now its time to end it.

I was sitting by the tree looking off at the creek, the very same tree that I met Niall. The gun sitting on the ground right I front of me just waiting for me to take it and end the pain. I looked at my phone, two more missed calls from Niall from yesterday, I miss him miss him a lot. He helped me he saved me now he hurt me so bad I couldn't even explain. I looked up at the night sky the stars were out not a cloud in the sky it was such a beautiful night. I closed my eyes taking the sound of the creek trying to calm myself enough to do it and get it over with. I grabbed the gun put it to my head. This was it.

Niall Pov


It was 2am when my phone started ringing off the hook, I rolled over and looked at it. It was Pipers mom then it hit me something happened. I answers it and sat up hoping I was wrong.

"Hello"

"Niall, is Piper over there:

"No why"

"I can't find her anywhere, I found a note and a gun is missing from the safe"

"Oh God, I will go find her"

"Thank you"


I hung up I was already on my feet putting my pants on, threw my shoes on and ran out the door grabbing my keys on the way. I knew where she would be at I hope IM not to late. I sped down to the park, jumped out and ran down to the creek and froze when I saw her sitting by the tree when a gun in her hand. Panicking I called out to her.

"Piper what in the world are you doing"

"Just leave me alone"

"No Piper tell me what's the matter"

"Niall just leave me alone please just do it for me"

"You can hate me all you want but Im never going to leave you"

"Then why did you do that"

"Do what"

"Kiss her why did you funking kiss her"

"Piper, Im so sorry but I didn't kiss her I don't know what happened she wouldn't stop trying to touch me trying to put her arms around me I kept telling her to stop that its over but she just wouldn't stop. Then all of a sudden she kissed me, It was all her I swear I want you not her babe please please believe me. Cause without you here by my side I don't know if life is worth living your my strength and weakness at the same time. I love you more than anything, I can't let you hurt your self babe Im so sorry I hurt you I will do anything to take all this pain away just to see you smile again. Please piper just please don't do this I love you babe"

Tears were falling down my face, as I watched her think it over. I was terrified at any moment she could end it, how didn't I realize it came this far for her to take a gun threatening to end her life. She didn't say anything she still looked at the creek.

"Babe please don't do this I need you, you make my life whole your the one who I want to be with the rest of my life. Just please don't do this and give me the gun"

She looked down at the gun thinking, then it happened. She put the gun on the ground and stood up. She turned to me crying, I ran over to her taking her into my arms We both stood there and cried for what seamed like forever. I felt my phone going off, I slipped it out of my pocket it was her mom. I handed her the phone, she just stared at it.

"Answer it she worried sick about you"

"I don't know what to say"

"Just say anything, its going to be OK"

She took a deep breath and answered it. She busted out crying again, he held her tight as she talked to her mom.This was the worst night ever, I just about lost my princess my one true love my babe my everything. They talked for a few minus then hung up she handed me my phone and wiped her eyes.

"Will you forgive me for everything, I just want you back babe"

"Yes, I will forgive you, I need you more than you will ever know"

"I love you princess"

"Love you to babe"

I smiled and kissed her, we stayed there for a little bit then I told her to walk to the truck, I went and grabbed the gun emptied it out then went to the truck. I put the gun in the bed of the truck,I was still worried she would try something. I kissed her again and started the truck and headed home.

We were almost home when it happened, The sound of shattering glass the smell of smoke and gasoline filled the the air. It happened so fast, I didn't have time to react. I was laying on the ground with blood pouring from my side as a piece of metal stuck out of it. My head hurt so bad, I felt the cold darkness sinking it, I was scared scared that this would be it for me. Then a picture of Piper came to mind, where was she I stared calling her name but no answer. No No this can't be happening, I tried to sit up but the pain was to much, I hear cop and emts coming in the distance. I looked up at the beautiful sky, I was now having trouble breathing, a tear rolled down my face. The emts ran over but I kept saying find Piper forget me find Piper, but they wouldn't listen the put my on a bored and haled me away. Suddenly I couldn't breath, this was the end of the line for me My eyes were getting heavy.

"Tell Piper I love her"

My eyes closed never to be open again.

Notes

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