Addicted (ON HOLD)

Andi's POV




We reached my house and my stress levels were higher than ever before. I opened my door and stepped out of Niall's car as I waited for him to get his suit. We decided it would be easier for both of us to get ready at my house, but Niall meeting my mother, I wasn't so sure about that. The door on Niall's side closed and I inhaled a deep breath as I walked to the front steps of the house. Just as I was about to open the door, the door swung open to reveal my smiling mother.


I face palmed myself mentally. 'She probably saw him already.'

"Who's the boy?" She whispered to me, still eyeing Niall who was making his way to us with a smile.

"Mom, this is Niall," I smiled as soon as Niall reached us.

"Mrs. Hathers," Niall held his hand out for my mother. My mom chuckled slightly before pulling him into a tight embrace.

"Is it alright if I go out with Niall tonight?" I asked my mother as soon as she let go of Niall.

"Sure honey!" My mother beamed in excitement.

She probably thought we had a date. Ok well, I didn't know if it was a date or not, I thought of it as dinner; just dinner.

She walked back into the house and I followed with Niall on my heels.

"I'm just going to finish up!" I yelled to my mother as I walked to my room, signaling for Niall to join me.

As soon as we reached my room, Niall spoke. "We have 10 minutes," he muttered as he laid his suit down on my bed.

I rushed over to my closet and searched for my favorite red dress; it was tight and suited my body perfectly, it was short but not too short, it didn't have straps-something that I usually hated, but I liked it on that dress. I pulled it from my closet and walked to the bathroom.

"You can change in here, just let me know when you're done," I told Niall before closing the door.

There was no time for a shower, 10 minutes was all the time I had. For a girl, it is not easy to get ready in 10 minutes, but, I had to beat my own record. I undressed myself and kept my underwear on, seeing that they were red lace underwear already. I stepped into my dress and zipped it up at the side. At least I didn't have to go back into my room for my makeup or hair; I didn't think it would have been very 'kind' of me to intrude while Niall was getting dressed. I walked over to my small makeup table in my bathroom and sat down on the chair. It was moments like that, that I was glad for my parents buying a house that had the hair and makeup table in the bathroom. I picked up my brush and combed through my hair; thanking the Lord that my hair had light waves in that didn't look too messy. I took a few bobby pins and pinned some of my hair up and smiled once I was satisfied. I decided on light makeup with a bit of silver in to match the jewelry I wanted to wear.

"Babe, we have to go," Niall's accent rang into my bathroom. My stomach twister at his word, but I pushed the feeling aside and rushed back to the room. I didn't bother to look at Niall, I just wanted to finish up so we could leave. I stepped into my black heels and reached for my jewelry.

"You know what I think?" Niall whispered in my ear before wrapping his arms around my waist, pulling me to him.

"What?" I smiled.

"Let's stay here, I'd rather be alone with you," his breath hit my neck, sending a shiver down my spine, as his grip around my waist got tighter.

"We have to go," I giggled at him as I pulled away from his arms. It's not that I didn't want Niall, because I did. But for some reason, I didn't feel ready for any big steps yet. Once my gaze fell upon Niall in a suit, I smiled. Who knew he could look even more sexy? I reached for my black handbag and threw all the things I might have needed inside before rushing out of the room. As soon as we got down stairs, my mother gasped.

"Wait, I want a photo of this," she faked a tear as she wiped it away.

"Mom, we're late," I rolled my eyes at her.

"Just one!" She smiled as she took out her phone. With a sigh, I stood at Niall's side, hugging my arm around his torso. He didn't look at the camera; he looked at me, and just before the flash went off, he placed a soft kiss on my temple, a sight which I'm sure, the camera caught. I blushed and shook my head, taking Niall's hand as I walked to the front door of my house.

"Be safe baby!" My mom shouted after I closed the door. I shook my head and followed Niall to his car.











"Wow, this place is amazing," I stood at the entrance of the dancing hall.

"I knew you'd like it," Niall smiled down at me.

The dress code was black and red, so the theme of the event matched the dress code. The tables were made up with red and silver, with black decorations on every table. There was a disco ball tied to the ceiling and glitters were sparkling everywhere on the floor. Some people were sat around tables and others were dancing to the music.

"There's Liam," Niall pointed to a table with a few guys and girls. He laced our fingers together, making my cheeks burn with the feeling.

"Come on," he chuckled as he pulled me to the table. Niall let go of my hand to greet the others when we reached the table.

"This is Louis and his girlfriend Eleanour," Niall pointed to a couple. I gave her a small smile and waved at Louis, which they returned.

"This is Zayn and his girlfriend Perrie," Niall pointed to a dark haired male and a blonde girl. I smiled at them and Perrie stood up to give me a hug.

"This is Liam and his girlfriend Danielle," Niall pointed to the last couple at the table. "And this is Andi," he smiled at me as he kissed my cheek.

"Hey Andi," Liam and Danielle smiled at me. I greeted everyone and Niall took my hand in his; earning us some looks from the others.

Zayn and Perrie decided to go dance, and soon after Liam and his girlfriend went too. Everyone looked beautiful, I had to admit that.

"I'm going to get some air," I told Niall. I would have asked for him to join me, but he was busy discussing some things with Louis. Why I needed fresh air, I had no idea. Maybe because I felt overwhelmed with Niall. His face turned into a frown but he still nodded. I stood up from my chair and made my way through the doors that we came into. When we came here, I noticed a balcony just before the doors to the ballroom. I went out to the balcony and breathed in the fresh air as I rested my elbows on the railing.

"Planning an escape from Niall already?" I heard a chuckle from behind me. I didn't have to turn around to know who it was.

"What do you want, Harry?" I sighed.

"Hey, I'm just here to attend some thing for the band that as you know, I am joining," he stood next to me, resting his elbows there too.

"Then why weren't you inside with the rest of them?" I asked him.

"I came late," he shrugged.

I looked at the clouds surrounding the moon, it was a beautiful sight. There wasn't really stars in the sky, which made me smile because I knew rain was going to wet the earth.

"Smiling because of my presence?" Harry chuckled.

"Don't flatter yourself, Harry," I turned around and walked back to the ballroom, but made a stop at the bar; if I had to spend the night with Harry as a part of it, I thought it would be best for me to be drunk, it would have made everything much, much easier for me.

"Tequila please," I asked the barman as soon as he reached me.

"One shot?" He asked with a kind smile.

"3," I sighed.

He nodded and started on my shots. Where I planned on taking 3, I ended up with 6. The alcohol was beginning to take hold of my body and mind, and I stumbled to the table where the rest of the boys-and their girlfriends-were.

"Hey," Niall smiled at me as I took the seat next to him again.

"Hi," Harry was sat in the seat next to me, smirking at me. I rolled my eyes at him and turned my attention to Niall.

"We're going to a club in a few, please join me?" Niall asked as he placed his hand on my thigh.

"Aren't we supposed to be having dinner here?" I cocked an eyebrow.

He frowned. "Yeah, but we can like stop somewhere for take aways if you're hungry?" He smiled. I nodded at him as I tried my best to look as normal as possible with alcohol in my system.

"We'll since we have everything sorted out, let's go!" Zayn stood up from the table. They must have talked about everything they had to while I was busy taking shots at the bar. I shrugged the thought off and stood up from the table. Warm fingers laced with mine and I smiled at the feeling of Niall's hands.

I really liked Niall, and his presence seemed to have made everything better in my life. Not that I wasn't happy, I had wonderful people in my life, but I always felt unhappy for a reason I didn't really know. Of course, I never showed it. But whenever I was left alone with my thoughts, the sadness took over.











Niall, Zayn, Perrie and I drove to the club together in Niall's car. Once we parked in front of the club, the music was heard. Niall stepped out of the car and jogged to my side to open my door for me, Zayn did the same with Perrie, and soon we were standing in front of the club waiting for the rest.

"Have I told you yet," a whisper in my ear caught my attention. I turned around to find Niall smirking behind me. I stepped closer to him; closing the gap between our bodies. I snaked my arms around his neck as he rested his hands on my lower back.

"That you look beautiful tonight," he smiled down at me with his heavenly smile and ocean blue eyes. Even with alcohol in my system, his words had the power to change the colour of my cheeks lightly.

"Break it up lovebirds, let's go," that annoying British accent broke my moment with Niall. He let go of my body and laced our fingers together before pulling me into the club behind him.

"This place is huge," I gasped when we entered the club. The music was loud, people were having make out sessions everywhere, some even looked like they were busy having dry sex.

"We're going to get some drinks," Niall shouted over the loud music. I gave him a nod and soon Perrie was at my side.

"Let's go get a table," she smiled at me. I really liked Perrie, she was a beautiful girl with a nice personality-something that most beautiful girls doesn't have.


She leaded us to a table. "I want a photo of all of us!" She smiled at us once we reached the table. She called for a stranger that walked pass the table and handed her phone to him. "Would you mind taking a photo for us?" She gave him a small smile.

"Anything for a few lovely ladies," the stranger commented, making Perrie shake her head in disgust. We all stood next to each other, smiling. In a few seconds, the flash went off and the stranger handed Perrie her phone again.

"I like this," Danielle laughed.

"I look drunk," Eleanor commented, making all of the girls burst out in a fit of laughter.

"What are you guys laughing about?" A voice broke our laughter.

"Nothing," Danielle laughed before pecking Liam's lips.

"Well here's the drinks!" Zayn joined in on our conversation as he, Niall and Harry placed drinks on the table. Harry's eyes scanned my body a few times, something that made me uncomfortable.












Hours passed and we were still at the club, laughing and talking about the most unexpected things. I had to admit; I actually enjoyed myself. I had a few too many drinks; one after the other and shared shots with Perrie. I could hardly stand, but I managed it twice to go to the bathroom, well, with the help of Perrie and Danielle of course. Niall placed a kiss on my cheek, letting his lips linger a few seconds. I smiled at him and laid back into his chest as he snaked his arms around my waist.

"Dance with me!" Perrie pulled me from Niall's embrace. I looked back at Niall to see if he was ok with that, and he nodded.

"Babe," Niall called for me before we left.

"Yes?" I stumbled back, making everyone laugh at my drunkness.

"I'm driving Zayn to his house so he can get his car then we'll be back, will you guys be alright?"

"Yeah we have each other," Perrie spoke before I could. I laughed at her as he hung her arm over my shoulders.

Zayn pecked Perrie's lips and Niall did the same with me before they walked to the door. Perrie and I left Liam, Danielle and Harry at the table as we made our way to the dance floor. Harry kept giving me weird looks, but I had to shrug it off. I thought getting shitfaced-drunk might have helped with his presence, but it didn't. Perrie and I danced whilst grinding our bodies together. I noticed Harry's eyes on us the whole time, but when I mentioned it to Perrie she said it was because our way of dancing was a turn on for males. After our dancing sessions through 3 songs,, we stumbled back to our table.

"I'm going to the bathroom," I told Perrie over the loud music.

"Alright, I'm keeping Danielle company, Liam isn't here," she smiled at me. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like shit. Before I could go into a toilet booth, the bathroom's door opened. I would have continued into the toilet booth, but the voice I heard stopped me in my steps.

"Andi," I turned around and placed my hands on my hips.

"What?" I spat at Harry. "Can't you just leave me alone for once?"

"Well what if I don't want to?" He smirked at me as he stepped closer.

"Well I want you to leave me alone," I tried to walk back, but due to my drunkness I fell flat on my arse. Harry chuckled and held his hand out for me to take. I took it, only because I needed help to get up.

"You look lovely, I haven't gotten the chance to tell you that," Harry winked at me as he pulled my body to his. I placed my hands on his chest to make it easier to push him away, but I was too weak.

"Let go of me," I barked at him.

"I like the feisty ones," he chuckled. I opened my mouth to respond, but he took it as a chance to slide his tongue into my mouth. I could have pushed him away, I could have yelled for him to stop, I could have kicked him, but I didn't, I kissed him back. And that, I blamed on the alcohol.

"Harry," I moaned in his mouth. He chuckled and took my hand in his.

"Let's get out of here," he whispered in my ear.

And right there, I made the biggest mistake of my life.

"Let's go," I pulled him to the door. We sneaked past Perrie, Liam and Eleanor unnoticed and made it through the door safely.

"There's my car," Harry pointed to a black car near the entrance. We rushed to his car and he opened my door for me, helping me step into the car. He jogged over to his side, and jumped into the car before putting his seat belt on. I didn't bother putting mine on, because the guilt took over. I left Niall and the others to go to wherever Harry was taking me to do God knows what. I wondered if I was cheating on Niall, I wondered what we was going to think about what I did. I wondered if he was going to look for me when they went back to the club. I wondered what they will think about why Harry left.

"We're here," Harry muttered as we pulled up in front of a big white wooden house. I opened my door and jumped down from his car. I wanted to tell Harry to take me back to Niall, I wanted to scold him for taking me to his house, for kissing me. I wanted to scold myself for kissing him. But my thoughts were broken.

"I want you," Harry breathed as he pushed me against his car. An unexpected moan escaped my mouth and I regretted it once I saw the look of satisfaction in his face. He lift me up and placed my legs around his body as he held me up by my arse with his hands. Kisses were placed on my neck as he walked us to his house. Without any struggle, Harry unlocked the door and walked us in, kicking the door shut. He walked us to a room and closed the door with his foot again. In a second, my back was met with a bed, making me gasp. The alcohol was completely taking over my mind and body, making me do something I wasn't completely sure I wanted to do. Harry unbuttoned his shirt and threw it to the floor; his pants followed soon after. I admired his body and toned chest. Even with the lights off I could see his body and all of his tattoos. He crawled onto the bed and hovered over me.

"I want you, Andi," he breathed onto my neck. I closed my eyes at the contact of his breath and allowed myself, even if I didn't want to allow it, to get lost in the feeling he made me feel. He unzipped my dress and stripped it from my body, taking my heels with. He scanned my body with a smirk on his face, and the lust was clear in his eyes. He leaned closer to me, parting my legs as he hovered over me again. He kissed my neck, leaving a trail of kisses to my chin, then his mouth covered my mouth, and my guilt melted away. All that I wanted, all that I needed at that very moment, was Harry. Harry deepened the kiss, making me want more. He sensed my urgency to have more, and slid my panties to my feet. I kicked it to the floor and relaxed my position as Harry reached for something in the drawer of his night stand.

I felt out of breath already, tired and hungover, but the feeling I had was more urgent than sleep, I surrendered myself to the feeling, I surrendered myself to Harry. Harry took a small foil packet in his teeth and tore it open. He rested his one elbow next to my head as he reached down to his parts; to put the condom on. A few seconds later his attention was back to me and a wide smirk crept onto his face again, showing off his beautiful dimples. I rested my hands in his curls, gently combing them. Harry closed his eyes and sighed, but opened them again as he attached my lips. The kiss was different from others that I have felt; it was warm and loving, yet harsh and left me breathless. The sensation built up, but somewhere else in my body, and I loved the feeling. I gently pulled on Harry's curls, earning a groan from him. He removed his lips from mine, and before I could catch my breath, an uncomfortable feeling was felt between my legs. Realization hit me and I wanted to stop, I wanted Harry to stop and I wanted the feeling to stop, but the cries that left my mouth was unheard by Harry.

"You're hurting me," I cried as I tried to push him away from me by his chest, but his lustful expression seemed to turn into anger and he held my arms against the mattress with his hands. His fingers dug into my skin, sending a pain through my arms.

"Harry please," I begged. He ignored me as he kept his pace; fast and hard. With each thrust, pain shot through my body. I felt angry, I felt disappointed and sad. But I couldn't do a thing about it. He was stronger than me, and my body was weak. Sobs escaped my mouth with each thrust he made, his hands moved to my shoulders and his fingers dug into my shoulders, making another pain be known in my body.

Groans escaped his mouth, followed by cursing. I wanted it to stop, I wanted the pain to go away. I wanted to be with Niall, in his warm and loving arms. I wished I never went home with Harry.

"Harry stop," I pleaded again as I lift my right leg to push him away, but I failed at my attempt once I noticed his anger returning. His left hand let go of my shoulder and he placed it on my thigh, his fingers tightened around my thigh as he pushed my leg back down to the mattress.

"Andi," Harry moaned. I wanted to yell at him, I wanted to scream and hit him, but I couldn't. I was trapped under his body, and whenever I tried to move, he made my pain much, much worse. Harry's thrusts became slower and sloppier as my cries got louder.

"Shut up!" Harry yelled at me. I closed my mouth to try and control my sobs, but it was useless.

"I'm close," Harry muttered. The pain I felt in my sex seemed to become bearable, but it still hurt. My leg, arms and shoulders felt in more pain. Harry's breathing picked up and soon, he stopped his movement and collapsed on top of me. I gathered all my strength and pushed his body away from mine. I was in pain; it felt like every part of my body was aching. I curled myself in a ball as my cries continued. 'It was my fault, I allowed it to happen' I kept on telling myself in my head.

"What have I done," I heard Harry's voice. He looked at me with a shocked expression, worry was in his eyes, but I couldn't bear to look him in the eyes.

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