When I'm Gone

Kate's POV

“Would you like to dance?”Louis asks me out of the blue and I prop myself up looking at him, making sure this isn't one of his cleaver jokes.

“With no music?” I ask carefully because I'm just not sure.

“I'll sing to you. Come on. Let's dance in the light of the moon.” I take his word for it as I push against him to pull myself up, Louis quickly follows. He places one hand gently on my waist and takes my free hand in his as I drape my arm on his shoulder and we begin to sway.

“Where's my song Louis?” I'm waiting.

“Right.” I can tell he's deep in thought, so many songs to pick from and he starts humming.

“When the night has come, and the land is dark, and the moon is the only light you we'll see. No I won't be afraid, oh I won't be afraid just as long as you stand, stand by me. So darling, darling stand by me, oh, stand by me. Oh, stand, stand by me, stand by me.” I love this song. I get lost in the lyrics and the melody, thinking of them before he even sings them.

“I love you Kate.” I can feel him almost freeze as I look at him, his face very sure of the words that have escaped his lips. Words I have been dying to hear. I stop thinking and quickly react.

“I love you Louis.” I can see him relax just a touch and resume breathing. I stop swaying with him and place my hands against his cheeks. “I love you Louis.” I repeat to him because I feel like he needs to hear it again, pulling his face towards me, resting our foreheads together, breathing in the same air.

“God, I've waited so long to hear you say those words. I love you Kate.” He pulls me in for a sweet kiss, our bodies inching closer together as he wraps his arms around my waist and my hands pull around to the back of his neck, our sweet kiss becoming more intense as our lips move together. My concentration suddenly lost.

Louis turns me ever so slightly as he starts walking me backwards until my legs hit the cushion and Louis gently pushes me down, bracing his weight on top of me, our lips still connected, growing more hungry for each other by the second.

His arms removed from my waist and I wiggle up just a little bit more, his body firmly pressed up against mine, I can feel his excitement. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't been waiting for this moment. Louis places both of his knees on the cushions, bringing me up slightly as he pulls on the bottom of my t-shirt, bringing it up over my head and tossing it to the side, his slightly chilly fingers trembling as he grazes my neck.

“Louis.” I moan his name as he plants kisses along my jaw line. “Louis. Wait.” I push him ever so slightly.

“What?” He looks confused.

“We should go back to our room. The crew is right up there.” I point to the window, reminding him of our current situation. He laughs and pulls himself off of me, extending his arm to help me up, grabbing my t-shirt and pulling me to follow him in a rush as we run through the yacht, the cold air nipping at my bare skin. We carefully race down the steps and turn into the main area and rush down the hallway to our door, Louis pushing it open with extreme urgency, swinging me around to all but collide with him, leaving me to giggle.

His hands graze down my still exposed back, stopping at the clasp in my bra, he quickly snaps it, pulling the straps from my shoulders as I let it fall to the ground, his fingertips slightly touching the top of my breast, just the touch leaving me to tilt my head back in anticipation. My lips return to his as I start to fumble with shirt, blindly finding the bottom and tugging it upwards when I finally do find it. The feel of his bare skin against mine is tortuous.

I break our kiss as I lead him closer to the bed, pushing him to a seated position as I stand in front of him, my fingers raking through his hair as his hands find courage and caress my breasts, lightly pinching my nipple, making it hard while his mouth finds my other breast, his tongue flicking sends pleasure all through out my body. I can't help but throw my head back and moan. I fumble with the drawstring of my pants, quickly stepping out of them and kicking them to the side, perching myself on top of Louis' lap as his fingers quickly reach around to my back, pulling me closer,, I can feel his need quickly growing as our kisses get more and more heated.

He falls backwards, taking me with him as I quickly recover and start to pull at the elastic of his pants. Louis lifts himself, making it that much easier to let his pants pool by his feet, he quickly kicks them away and in one swift move swinging leg around my waist and twisting me so he's taken the top spot, kissing me feverishly. My skin on fire ever spot he has touched me.

His fingers find the hem of my underwear and he swiftly pulls them down, leaving just him in his boxers. He pauses, looking me up and down until he catches my eyes and smirks.

“I love you.” He kisses me as we scoot closer to the center of the bed.

“I love you.” I manage to have words escape my lips between our kisses, tongues battling for dominance. His hand grazes below my belly button as anticipation fuels my fire, my hands pressing against his tattoos and his chest, hisses escaping from his mouth. When his fingers lightly brush over my lower region I lightly pull forward, just waiting for him.

His fingers bravely begin rubbing the sensitive numb between my folds sending me closer to oblivion. It doesn't take long until I'm close and Louis pulls away quickly, leaving me wanting more and confused at his sudden departure. He hops off the bed and flings open the door to the closet, digging through his bags pulling out a condom wrapper as he rushes back to me, walking and trying to remove his boxers, almost tripping and falling over them in the process. Laughter escaping from my lips as I quickly cover my sounds, he just smiles, ripping the wrapper off quickly and unrolling on his hard erection.

He knees over to where I lay looking down at me, kissing my lips and caressing my breasts once more as he lines himself up with my entrance. Leaving me to take a deep breath as I wait for him. He starts to gently push himself into em, rocking ever so slightly until he is all the way inside as we stay in this moment.

His mouth finding my shoulders, my neck, my jaw line as he thrusts himself in and out of me, leaving me to cry out in pleasure. He pauses and pulls himself up to his knees, picking up my legs and throwing them over his shoulder as he continues to thrust, the new angle pushing himself deeper, his hands finding my bundle of nerves, massaging it and tracing small circles over it, leaving me breathless. My hands getting lost on his skin.

“Come for me Kate.” His face dripping with sweat, voice groggy as his thrusts become harder and more forceful as the familiar sensation builds from within, making me tighten myself around Louis as he moans.

Two more thrusts push me to the brink as I let go and arch my back crying out his name. He finishes and drops my legs, falling on top of me as we stay in a sweaty mass of people, his nose nuzzling my neck as he slowly withdraws from me, scooting to the edge of the bed and walking towards the bathroom, leaving me in post relaxed ecstasy.

He returns with a smile on his face, picking up his boxers and throwing me my underwear and shirt along the way. I hop off the bed and walk towards the bathroom, still in a high as I prepare for bed, washing my face, brushing my teeth.

I quietly open the door, almost nervous to see him after the joy of what we just shared. I see Louis, a smug look on his face, laying on his back on top of the covers, hands behind his head, waiting for me. I smile and shake my head joining him on the bed, pulling back the covers, realizing the chill in the stateroom that wasn't there before.

Louis pulls me closer to him after he's joined me under the blankets, kissing my temple.

“I could get used to that.” He whispers and I respond with a laugh.

“Well we should probably practice a few more times then.” I tease as I snuggle up closer to him, breathing him in.

“I'm sure it will happen more then a few times. We have a busy day tomorrow, you should rest before I decide to ravish you again me lady.” He kisses me again and pulls the covers close to us, him tracing invisible tattoos on my back until I slowly drift off to sleep.

Notes

Well...

So, I'm a wee bit sad, I've started to finally write the end, only about eight or so chapter sleft till we finish Louis and Kate's story. And I feel like I just started it!!

Thank you so much to all the subscribers, commenters, and of course READERS! So grateful for each and every one of you.

Hope you all have a super amazing day! Happy Wednesday!

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