Dear Niall
How The Hell Did We Wind Up Like This?
Chapter 24
HANNA'S POV
"Tell me where Niall is." He said pushing my head against a cement wall. "Never." I said. "I suppose you want your death first." His smile was poison in my brain. "Tell me!" He said louder. "Im not sure." I said. "Im not sure, blah blah blah." He mimicked. "Now say you love me." My head had a headache. My body was sweaty all over.
"I wont because i would be lying." I said. "Maybe it sounds like a lie to you." He spoke. His hands on my shoulders. I felt them cracking. Stay strong Hanna, stay strong. My leather jacket made my body hot. Tears were running down my face.
His hand went to his right side. He pulled out a gun. I didn't want to die with a bullet through my head. I could already feel the lead seep into my brain. He held it to my head. "Any last words." He spoke, he's hand moved to the trigger. Then i was blank again.
NIALL'S POV
She hit the ground in pain. Greg gave me a death look. "Drop the gun." I said. "Make me." He growled. I quickly grabbed his hand as he released the gun. He punched my face hard. I quickly swung back. My jaw quickly felt pain.
He kicked me in my stomach as I feel to the ground. I held in, trying to give away pain. Greg finally left. GONE.
HANNA'S POV
My face was hot with heat from all my sweat. I could barely see anything. My vision was blurry. I felt a body close to mine. A hand went through my hair. "Its okay Hanna, its just me." Said Niall. I looked up seeing a clearer vision of his face. "You saved me." I said, pulling his head on my shoulder.
"Oww." He said quietly, as i rubbed his stomach. "Sorry." I said. His face was covered in blood, so were his clothes. My hands also were covered in blood as i touched his face. He gave me a kiss. I could taste blood in my mouth. I couldn't breath well after Greg had done this.
I got up quickly as Niall got up to. "Niall i cant do this, anymore." I said, with tears in my voice. "He's gone." He said. "After you coming back and me having cancer, its just to hard." I said. "Do you like Greg?" He questioned. "No its just after you were gone for those five years, things changed and we both changed." I said. "Why do you suddenly get in these moods?" He said loudly. "Niall i have been going through hell." I said, "and after your band, you don't seem interested."
NIALL'S POV
I was interested. "Well if a guy wasnt interested, he wouldnt have took you to Paris and make your bucketlist come true." I said. "Maybe we weren't meant to be." She said, turning her back. "Fine if you feel that way, ill stop." I said. "At least I'm not the one who ignored a girl for five years." She said. "You said to do whatever i wanted, follow your dreams." I shot back. "You just don't get it." I said. "I just don't want us like this, i will do whatever it takes to have a clean relationship with you."
"If your willing i am, i love you." I said. She just stood there, looking at me. I went to the car and got her stuff. "Here." I said. "Ill give you a ride." I said. "No thanks." She replied. "Im going to go to a hotel." She said.
I wanted to save this relationship not make it harder. I felt like crying. I was not going to let her down or give up on us.
HANNA'S POV
"Tell me where Niall is." He said pushing my head against a cement wall. "Never." I said. "I suppose you want your death first." His smile was poison in my brain. "Tell me!" He said louder. "Im not sure." I said. "Im not sure, blah blah blah." He mimicked. "Now say you love me." My head had a headache. My body was sweaty all over.
"I wont because i would be lying." I said. "Maybe it sounds like a lie to you." He spoke. His hands on my shoulders. I felt them cracking. Stay strong Hanna, stay strong. My leather jacket made my body hot. Tears were running down my face.
His hand went to his right side. He pulled out a gun. I didn't want to die with a bullet through my head. I could already feel the lead seep into my brain. He held it to my head. "Any last words." He spoke, he's hand moved to the trigger. Then i was blank again.
NIALL'S POV
She hit the ground in pain. Greg gave me a death look. "Drop the gun." I said. "Make me." He growled. I quickly grabbed his hand as he released the gun. He punched my face hard. I quickly swung back. My jaw quickly felt pain.
He kicked me in my stomach as I feel to the ground. I held in, trying to give away pain. Greg finally left. GONE.
HANNA'S POV
My face was hot with heat from all my sweat. I could barely see anything. My vision was blurry. I felt a body close to mine. A hand went through my hair. "Its okay Hanna, its just me." Said Niall. I looked up seeing a clearer vision of his face. "You saved me." I said, pulling his head on my shoulder.
"Oww." He said quietly, as i rubbed his stomach. "Sorry." I said. His face was covered in blood, so were his clothes. My hands also were covered in blood as i touched his face. He gave me a kiss. I could taste blood in my mouth. I couldn't breath well after Greg had done this.
I got up quickly as Niall got up to. "Niall i cant do this, anymore." I said, with tears in my voice. "He's gone." He said. "After you coming back and me having cancer, its just to hard." I said. "Do you like Greg?" He questioned. "No its just after you were gone for those five years, things changed and we both changed." I said. "Why do you suddenly get in these moods?" He said loudly. "Niall i have been going through hell." I said, "and after your band, you don't seem interested."
NIALL'S POV
I was interested. "Well if a guy wasnt interested, he wouldnt have took you to Paris and make your bucketlist come true." I said. "Maybe we weren't meant to be." She said, turning her back. "Fine if you feel that way, ill stop." I said. "At least I'm not the one who ignored a girl for five years." She said. "You said to do whatever i wanted, follow your dreams." I shot back. "You just don't get it." I said. "I just don't want us like this, i will do whatever it takes to have a clean relationship with you."
"If your willing i am, i love you." I said. She just stood there, looking at me. I went to the car and got her stuff. "Here." I said. "Ill give you a ride." I said. "No thanks." She replied. "Im going to go to a hotel." She said.
I wanted to save this relationship not make it harder. I felt like crying. I was not going to let her down or give up on us.
Wow this was amazayn I can't wait to read the other storie!!!!!
8/20/14