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suffocated.

A Painful Memory

Harry~

WHAT HAVE I DONE?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
Its only been a minute but i feel like it has taken forever.
Why hasn't he said anything back.
He turns his head to look at me with tears in his eyes.
OMG! what have i done? What will he say back to me?
I don't want to loose this one, i can't loose this one. I havn't felt this special in a long, long time and i dont want anything to change. Alfie is so sweet. His mouth opens as a single tear rolls down his cheek...
he closes his mouth again like something really serious is on his mind.
Just spit it out already. i know what hes gonna say. he just wants to be "friends."

Alfie~
I look at Harry, my eyes filled with tears. I try to say words but nothing but silence comes out of my mouth.
I sniffle and take a few deep breaths.
" when i was 16 i had a boyfriend, Jake.

I thought i had found my soul mate. He was everything to me.
One night we were at his house when his parents were gone.
He led me to his room and we layed on the bed. 'i love you,' he said to me. i just melted in his words.
I kissed him. his hands started to unzip my pants. I wasnt ready, i was still a kid. but he persisted.
I pushed him away. I told him that if he really loved me then he would respect my wish not have sex.
We got into a huge argument. I don't even remeber everything that was said.
He said i was a prude and i didnt diserve someone like him.
I was so mad that i never saw that side of Jake. He had so much anger in his eyes.
He grabbed hold of my arm tightly. 'your gonna regret this' he whispered into my ear.
All i rememeber after that is me waking up in the middle of and abandoned parking lot with no pants and blood coming from my behind."
harry's eyes widened. " I..." " just let me finish befor i fall apart....he had raped me.
The man i thought i would live the rest of my life with.
He had betrayed me and left me not trusting anyone.
After that night i told my mother, who has always been suportive of my sexuallity.
She contacted the police, but by the time the police did anything Jake was gone.
He left me to liv with the feeling of being afraid of every guy that i meet. Then i met you...
I felt safe with you. I was able to get vulnerable with you, and that scares the shit out of me.
So please tell me the words that you say, you mean with every bone in your body.
I can not take another heartbreak..." hot tearts are flowing from my eyes at this point.
I put my hands over my eyes and i just broke down. I didnt hear Harry say anything but i felt his arms come around me and he put my head on his chest. He pulled us both to the ground so i was sitting in his lap in the middle of the side walk. he leaned in close to my ear and whisered something.
" I could never hurt you. I know its only been a few days but i feel like have known for my whole life
I meant every word that i said. I have fallen in love with you Alfie James Lachlan, and i have fallen hard."
I just sat in his lap. I looked up into his beautiful brown eyes.
I placed my hand on his cheek, "i love you too, im just scared." "i will keep you safe love."
We spent the rest of the day on the side walk as we talked some more and ate the lunch that Harry had packed.

Harry~
I cant believe what Alfie just told me. I though he was so strong and prideful, but inside hes just a terrifyed guy.
I want to help him so much. I care about him a lot and i couldnt live with myself if i were to let something happen to him. He is the sweetest boy i have ever met.
" you will be safe with me love. i will never let anything happen to you. I love you."

Alfie~
"I love you too."

Notes

I know this chaper is kind of serious, but everything cant be all happy happy joy joy all the time.
I added a discription of jake so go cheak it out.
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Comments

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