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suffocated.

The Big Day

Alfie POV~

My friends decided that for my bachelor party we were just gonna have a guys night out on the town.
I can’t wait. This will be fun. I haven’t hung out with my boys in a while. It’s good to see them again.
We are walking down the busy streets of downtown L.A. when I see a familiar figure across the street…
i-is th-that J-jake?? No I’m just being paranoid. It’s fine. Jake is still in Australia where I saw him last. I need to get that monster out of my head and just focus on having a great night out with the guys.

We walk to a nearby bar to get some food before we hit up the club. We get a booth near the back so we can be as loud as we want. I ordered a burger and chips (fries) but as I go in for my first bight I see that too familiar leather jacket siting across the room. But where is the owner of it.
Stop it Alfie, Jake is NOT in L.A. a bunch of people probably have that jacket. Yet again, that jacket is from the 70’s we found it in a pawn shop, I bought it for him. Shit!
I push the thoughts in the back of my mind because the boys are ready to go the club…

The music is blaring and I’m pretty buzzed right now but nothing major. I’m grinding up against my friends. This is what you do when you’re the only gay one in the group. Sweat is dripping down my face and my hair is sticking to my forehead.
I feel two large hands wrap around my waist. I just assume they belong to my friend until I hear it. I haven’t heard that voice in years…

“Have you missed me Bitch?” his voice fills my head.

“J-J-Jake??” I stutter.

“Yeah bitch it’s me” He whispers into my ear.

I spin around prepared to see his face again, but I’m faced with nothing. He isn't there. He’s gone.
“no no no no no no no no…” I keep chanting quietly over and over again. This can’t be happening, not again. He can’t be here.
I don’t know what gets into me but I just start running. And before I know it I’m back at the house. I collapse on the floor and start to sob.
“no no no no no…” I keep chanting to myself as the tears flood my eyes and clog my throat. This can’t happen again. I can’t handle it… Harry can’t handle it…

----------------------The Next Day-----------------------

I woke up this morning with sweat dripping from forehead and my heart beating a million miles a minute. I had another dream…about Jake…
His voice won’t get out of my head. I see his shadow around every corner. I can hear his evil chuckles every second. I see his face every time I close my eyes.
This is ruining me.
I could barely get over all of this the first time it all happened, and now it’s happening again?
This isn’t fair. Today is supposed to be the happiest day of my life. I’m getting married to the love of my life but all I can think about Is the man who almost ended mine. I’m scared to do anything, drive to the hotel, walk outside, get out from under my blankets… It’s all too much.
Today was not supposed to be like this, but I have to do this.
I can’t let Jake run my life any more. He needs to know that this is my life and I choose what happens to it. I WILL get out of bed, I WILL get out the house, and I WILL marry Harry, no matter what Jake thinks or does. He does not own me…

Harry POV~

Last night was so much fun. I’ve missed things like this. Just hanging out with the boys. Yesterday was just so relaxing we swam in the pool out back, grilled, wrestled, and sang like old times. It was nice…




I know it all sounds stupid and boring for a bachelor party but that’s just what we do.
It was fun, just like old times. Before the drama. I could never ask for a better bachelor party.

Today is my wedding and I’m so excited. I never thought that I would be able to find the perfect one for me, but I did. I can’t wait to see him walk down the aisle towards me in his beautiful tux, that I still haven’t seen him in by the way. I just want to say I do already and be married to the man of my dreams!
Today will be a great smooth day, I’m sure of it! Wait did I just jinx that???

----------6 hours later----------------

“ZAYN! WHERE THE FUCK IS MY BOW TIE?”
I am so frustrated right now. Nothing has gone right today. First Zayn’s hat flew away with the wind. Then, Niall dropped my tie in a puddle. After that the flower order got messed up and the florist showed up with dandy lions. Now Zayn, my best man, can’t find the new bow tie that Niall was supposed to get since he ruined my other one. UGH! I just wanted this day to go smoothly. I guess that what too much to ask for.
The only thing that has kept me mildly calm today is the thought of my handsome Alfie walking down the aisle. Ok breathe Harry breathe. Everything will be ok….

----------2 hours later, at the alter-----

My palms are sweaty and my heart is racing as I stand at the alter awaiting my handsome fiancé to walk down the aisle. I take long deep breaths, Filling my lungs with fresh air trying to slow my heart rate when I see him.

His body fits perfectly in the black tux.
His hair is perfectly jelled back. He is just perfectly perfect in every way shape and form.
He slowly walks up the aisle, never breaking eye contact with me.

My breath hitched when he finally made it to me. I grabbed his hands in mine. Tears are already falling down my cheeks, tears of happiness of course. The priest started the usually speech but I couldn’t concentrate on anything but the gorgeous man standing in front of me…

“My friends, we are gathered here today to celebrate one of life's greatest moments, to give recognition to the worth and beauty of committed marital love, and to add our best wishes to the words which shall unite Harry Styles and Alfie James Lachlan in marriage.

The commitment that the two of you are about to make is the most important commitment that two people can make, you are about to create something new, the marriage relationship, an entity that never ends. As you stand here today, are you now prepared to begin this commitment to one another?Have you come here freely and without reservation to give yourselves to each other in marriage? Harry and Alfie , I would ask that you both remember to treat yourself and each other with dignity and respect; to remind yourself often of what brought you together today. Give the highest priority to the tenderness, gentleness and kindness that your marriage deserves. When frustration and difficulty assail your marriage - as these do to every relationship at one time or another - focus on what still seems right between you, not only the part that seems wrong. This way, when clouds of trouble hide the sun in your lives and you lose sight of it for a moment, you can remember that the sun is still there. And if each of you will take responsibility for the quality of your life together, it will be marked by abundance and delight.
Now I see you both have chosen to read your own vows? Harry, you may start…”


I take a deep breath as I tell the love of my life how much I really love him…

“Alfie james Lachlan… Just the name alone makes my heart skip several beats. Your voice makes my knees go week, and your touch makes my entire body go numb. When I look into your eyes it’s like I’ve met you before, Like we were together in a past life. I feel as if I have known you my entire life.
When I wake up every morning and see your tired face next to me I can believe how lucky I am to have you in my life. When you smile it can’t help but smile with you, and as cheesy as it sounds, when you cry I cry with you…”

I wipe tears from my cheeks and continue.

“When I saw you the for the first time, you remember, my mouth fell open. Ever since that day you have been on my mind 24/7. All the secrets we shared all the stories we told, only made our love stronger. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close. You have been the man for me since day one. I could never in a million years ask for a better husband… I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, his name is Alfie James Lachlan, and to me, this has always been enough. Every moment I spend with you is like a beautiful dream come true. I love you Alfie…”

Both of us are crying as I finish my vows. I didn’t prepare them, or write them down on note cards. I spoke from the heart. All the things I’ve been wanting to tell him but waiting for the perfect time, which is now.
The priest starts to speak again.
“Alfie?”

Alfie POV~

You can do his alfie. I take a few deep breaths as I start to spill my heart for the man I love.

“Harry…Harry Harry Harry. Where does one begin. You are literally perfect. You make my days brighter and my nights warmer. I long for the end of the day so I can come home to you and wrap you in my arms. Falling in love with YOU was never my intention, but it became my ADDICTION. You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. And that is what I do every single night. Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
I stop to wipe my tears.
“Harry you are the love of my life and I could never ask for anyone better I never thought that I would find love after..um..after Jake…but I did…”

We are both sobbing at this point are hands shaking inside of each other’s. I can feel Harry’s rapid heartbeat through his hands. I can see the love I his eyes. This is the best choice I have ever made.
The priest starts to speech again.

"Harry Edward Styles will you have this man to be your wedded husband?”

“I will,” Harry says with so much passion.

“Will you love and comfort him, honor and keep him, in sickness and in health, and forsaking all others, keep yourself only unto him as long as you both shall live?"

“I will “ he repeats with a large smile on his face.

“Alfie James Lachlan will you have this man to be your wedded husband?”

“I will” I say with the most confidence I have had in my entire life.

“Will you love and comfort him, honor and keep him, in sickness and in health, and forsaking all others, keep yourself only unto him as long as you both shall live?"

“I will”

“Since it is your intention to enter into marriage, join your right hands, and declare your consent (before these witnesses) by repeating after me:"

“I, Harry Edward Styles take you Alfie James Lachlan to be my husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, as long as we both shall live.”
Harry repeats him as he places the beautiful ring on my finger.

I love these rings so much they are a matching set and when you hold them together, they create a small heart…

“I, Alfie James Lachlan take you Harry Edward Styles to be my husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, as long as we both shall live.”
I place the other ring on Harry’s finger. The priest talks again…

“Harry and Alfie, in so much as the two of you have agreed to live together in Matrimony, have promised your commitment to each other by these vows, the joining of your hands, and the giving of these rings, by the authority vested in me by the State of California, I now pronounce you Husbands.
Congratulations, you may kiss your Husband.
May I present to you Mr. and Mr. Harry Styles!”

I grab Harry’s face and go in for a long passionate kiss. It last for a little longer than it should have but hey, we’re newlyweds, we can’t help ourselves. I reach into my tux pocket in search for a tissue when my fingers are met with a small envelope. I pull it out and read it silently to myself.

It reads…
Hey Alfie. I’m writing ths to tell you that I am done searching for you and hunting you down. I’m just not interested anymore. It used to be fun to make your life hell, but not anymore. I’m moving on. Perhaps to that ethnic kid? Harry’s best man? What’s his name oh yeah Zayn. He seems like a hot little piece. So delicate, like I could break him like that. We’ll see what happens…bye…for now ;) - Jakey Poo

Harry looks at me. “What is it love?” I can’t tell him the truth, not yet…
“oh it’s just a copy of my vows, just in case I forgot them” I give him a small smile.

“good, and they were perfect by the way.” He smirks as he picks me up bridal style and walks with me down the aisle, while people are yelling and cheering, except for one person…him…
He is smirking at me. He blows me a kiss as he turned and walked out the door.
The Harry’s voice breaks me from my thoughts…

“Alfie James Styles? I like the sound of that” and with that we start are new life together forever.
Forever? That sound really nice I just hope Zayn will be a part of our lives forever as well…

Notes

Well that was the finale I guess you could say. Did you like it? I sure did.
I am so happy about where this story has gone! I never expected this fic to get so popular, but it did. I am so grateful to all of my lovely Suffocaters that have stayed with me and with this story the whole way through. This is for all of you.

I really Hope you all want to read the sequel. it will be called "Stolen". It will be ready in about a week or so, but I the mean time you should go read my other story, "The One Who Never Loved Me" I think you will all really like it.

This is goodbye for now but stay tuned to this story. I will be posting the exact release date of the new story and I will be holding a small contest.

The contest:
I need a lead female role for "Stolen". So message me or leave comments below on why you should be in my story. Give me your name and your appearance. I will choose The winner in about 2 weeks...The winner will be in my story, will be given shoutouts with every update, and I will write a one shot of you and any of the boys (from 1D) GOOO!!
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Comments

@Kiki_loves_niall
aww thanks I didn't know anyone was still reading it. Could you please read my story Visiting Hours?? It's soooooooo much better

Woah this story has a lot of twist and turns one moment I am squealing and the next I am cring

@llznh_loveforever
HEYY I just posted your One Shot!! I really hope you like it!! here is the link
http://www.onedirectionfanfiction.org/Story/22124/1D-1SHOTS/

ENJOY!!!!!

@give me time and a crayon
have you seen your one shot yet??