suffocated.
Please Try.... For Me...
Niall POV~
I burst through Zayn's door. He gives me a confused look but I pushed it aside. I run up to his bedside and plant a kiss on his lips.
I feel to hands grab my hips and push me away...
"WHO ARE YOU?!" Zayn yells as he wipes the taste of me off of his lips. my eyes go wide and my mouth grows dry. "do you not remember me??" I asked scared as hell to hear the answer I already know come from his ear.
"I don't remember anything..."
What?......
This is not true he must be lying this can't be rel life, i'm dreaming right?
I will pinch my self and wake up...right?....right?
"Who are you and why the hell did you kiss me?!" Zayn yelled at me.
He really doesn't remember.
A tear slips out of my eye.
I start to speak with a choking feeling in the back of my burning throat.
"I doubt you remember this, but we were in love once, and still are... well at least i'm still in love with you. We were inseparable we love-d each other so much. We live together. We have been together for almost a year now, do you remember that?" I asked hopefully. but he just bit his lip shaking his head.
"our first kiss was on a plane, our first date was to a club, you were my first...well everything...and I was yours..." I sit down and resist the temptation to grab his hand by fiddling with my own. I watch my hands as I speak again.
"You probably don't remember this either but have you seen the tattoo on you hip? of the heart?"
He looks under his hospital gown and smiles a little.
"I did that for you... I designed it for you and held your hand while you got it down...do you remember that?"
--------------Flashback--------------
Zayn and I Have been dating for 8 months now and I really want to do something special for him. Knowing his passion for drawing and tattoos how about I draw a tattoo design for him.
omg that is perfect!
I rush to the office and grab pencils and paper and and start drawing. Im nothing like Zayn or anything but I do my best.
I never thought how hard this would be though. I can't think of anything that is special enough for my Z.
I want him to think of me every time he looks at it.
he i'll just free draw to get some inspiration...
Nope not special enough. It needs to represent us more...
Naw. I don't think he would like this one to much... so I just crumple it and throw it in the trash along with the others...
Wait I have the perfect Idea. The one thing that sums up our love perfectly. why didn't I think of this before...duh.
(4 days later on our 8 month anniversary.)
Zayn and I are waiting in the tattoo parlor for his gift.
He is sitting in the artist chair and i am next to him holding his hand. He still doesn't know what the tattoo will be of but he trusts me as the tattoo artist starts making the design onto Zayn's olive skin.
30 minutes later Z gets out of the chair and heads to the mirror. He gasps.
"oh my god Niall this is perfect thank you so much!!!" He gives me a huge kiss and I take a picture of my masterpiece...
-----------------Back to Reality---------------
"Zayn I have Loved you for so long and I will not give up on you...on us... just because you can't remember. Maybe you will remember maybe not but let me tell you I will always love you, My name is Niall by the way.
He is staring at his hands but then I hear his beautiful accent fill the room...
" Um Niall... you seem really nice and I really want to remember you and this will probably sound stupid but could you tell me about our best...our um best moment?"
He looks up at me with innocent eyes.
"Of coarse anything to help you and that is not stupid...not at all.
My best memory of us is our 3 month anniversary."
I can't think about it without a huge smile coming to my face.
"That day you took me to my favorite place on this planet and that was,and still is the Carnival...That day we drove and drove for hours and I started to figured out where we were going..."
----------------Flashback----------------
"Zayn where are we going we have been driving for hours? I'm hungry and I'm bored. Your not planning on killing me and dumping my body in the middle of no where are you?"
Zayn just looked at me with a small smirk "maybe"
ugh just slouched back down in the seat and turned the radio up full blast just beacuse I know Zayn hates that. BWAHAH!
After about another 30 minutes I knew exactly where we were going and I couldn't conatin my excitement. "omg! Z we're going to the carnival!!" I said sounding just like a child, but I don't care...IT'S THE CARNIVAL FOR PETE'S SAKE!
We pulled into the parking lot and right as I was about to run out of the car Zayn grabbed my wrist.
"before we go have fun I have something." He pulled out 2 matching t-shirts...awww...
He handed me one that said "I <3 Zayn"
I shrieked and immediately pulled it over my head.
Zayn pulled a shirt over his head that read "I <3 Niall"
"Z you are too cute! I will cherish this shirt forever"
We were at the carnival all day we ate rode roller coasters and kissed...a lot...like a lot a lot. haha. This was definitely the best day of my life. I have never felt so loved before...
------------Back to Reality---------------
"...At the end of the day we were walking and I had a balloon in my hands. I tripped and it flew away. I was so sad cause you won me it and it was gone. You know what you said to me?...well I guess you don't...but uh this is what you said.
you said 'Niall it is ok. it is just a balloon I can get you another ok? this is all that matters...us. As long as we are together we will find a way to get everything we need, which won't be too hard since I already have everything I need, and it's all in front of me.' then you kissed me.
That was definitely our best memory or it was mine at least....Did that help any?"
I asked with hope behind my shaky voice.
"It helped a lot thank you Niall. I hope you know that I will try my hardest to remember...for you..."
And with that he took my hand in his and we just sat there for hours as we talked, well I talked about the good times...
I burst through Zayn's door. He gives me a confused look but I pushed it aside. I run up to his bedside and plant a kiss on his lips.
I feel to hands grab my hips and push me away...
"WHO ARE YOU?!" Zayn yells as he wipes the taste of me off of his lips. my eyes go wide and my mouth grows dry. "do you not remember me??" I asked scared as hell to hear the answer I already know come from his ear.
"I don't remember anything..."
What?......
This is not true he must be lying this can't be rel life, i'm dreaming right?
I will pinch my self and wake up...right?....right?
"Who are you and why the hell did you kiss me?!" Zayn yelled at me.
He really doesn't remember.
A tear slips out of my eye.
I start to speak with a choking feeling in the back of my burning throat.
"I doubt you remember this, but we were in love once, and still are... well at least i'm still in love with you. We were inseparable we love-d each other so much. We live together. We have been together for almost a year now, do you remember that?" I asked hopefully. but he just bit his lip shaking his head.
"our first kiss was on a plane, our first date was to a club, you were my first...well everything...and I was yours..." I sit down and resist the temptation to grab his hand by fiddling with my own. I watch my hands as I speak again.
"You probably don't remember this either but have you seen the tattoo on you hip? of the heart?"
He looks under his hospital gown and smiles a little.
"I did that for you... I designed it for you and held your hand while you got it down...do you remember that?"
--------------Flashback--------------
Zayn and I Have been dating for 8 months now and I really want to do something special for him. Knowing his passion for drawing and tattoos how about I draw a tattoo design for him.
omg that is perfect!
I rush to the office and grab pencils and paper and and start drawing. Im nothing like Zayn or anything but I do my best.
I never thought how hard this would be though. I can't think of anything that is special enough for my Z.
I want him to think of me every time he looks at it.
he i'll just free draw to get some inspiration...
Nope not special enough. It needs to represent us more...
Naw. I don't think he would like this one to much... so I just crumple it and throw it in the trash along with the others...
Wait I have the perfect Idea. The one thing that sums up our love perfectly. why didn't I think of this before...duh.
(4 days later on our 8 month anniversary.)
Zayn and I are waiting in the tattoo parlor for his gift.
He is sitting in the artist chair and i am next to him holding his hand. He still doesn't know what the tattoo will be of but he trusts me as the tattoo artist starts making the design onto Zayn's olive skin.
30 minutes later Z gets out of the chair and heads to the mirror. He gasps.
"oh my god Niall this is perfect thank you so much!!!" He gives me a huge kiss and I take a picture of my masterpiece...
-----------------Back to Reality---------------
"Zayn I have Loved you for so long and I will not give up on you...on us... just because you can't remember. Maybe you will remember maybe not but let me tell you I will always love you, My name is Niall by the way.
He is staring at his hands but then I hear his beautiful accent fill the room...
" Um Niall... you seem really nice and I really want to remember you and this will probably sound stupid but could you tell me about our best...our um best moment?"
He looks up at me with innocent eyes.
"Of coarse anything to help you and that is not stupid...not at all.
My best memory of us is our 3 month anniversary."
I can't think about it without a huge smile coming to my face.
"That day you took me to my favorite place on this planet and that was,and still is the Carnival...That day we drove and drove for hours and I started to figured out where we were going..."
----------------Flashback----------------
"Zayn where are we going we have been driving for hours? I'm hungry and I'm bored. Your not planning on killing me and dumping my body in the middle of no where are you?"
Zayn just looked at me with a small smirk "maybe"
ugh just slouched back down in the seat and turned the radio up full blast just beacuse I know Zayn hates that. BWAHAH!
After about another 30 minutes I knew exactly where we were going and I couldn't conatin my excitement. "omg! Z we're going to the carnival!!" I said sounding just like a child, but I don't care...IT'S THE CARNIVAL FOR PETE'S SAKE!
We pulled into the parking lot and right as I was about to run out of the car Zayn grabbed my wrist.
"before we go have fun I have something." He pulled out 2 matching t-shirts...awww...
He handed me one that said "I <3 Zayn"
I shrieked and immediately pulled it over my head.
Zayn pulled a shirt over his head that read "I <3 Niall"
"Z you are too cute! I will cherish this shirt forever"
We were at the carnival all day we ate rode roller coasters and kissed...a lot...like a lot a lot. haha. This was definitely the best day of my life. I have never felt so loved before...
------------Back to Reality---------------
"...At the end of the day we were walking and I had a balloon in my hands. I tripped and it flew away. I was so sad cause you won me it and it was gone. You know what you said to me?...well I guess you don't...but uh this is what you said.
you said 'Niall it is ok. it is just a balloon I can get you another ok? this is all that matters...us. As long as we are together we will find a way to get everything we need, which won't be too hard since I already have everything I need, and it's all in front of me.' then you kissed me.
That was definitely our best memory or it was mine at least....Did that help any?"
I asked with hope behind my shaky voice.
"It helped a lot thank you Niall. I hope you know that I will try my hardest to remember...for you..."
And with that he took my hand in his and we just sat there for hours as we talked, well I talked about the good times...
Notes
I don't really know what to think right now...I really hope all of my little suffocators liked this chapter.
Please leave feedback. and tell me what you think or would like to happen next since we are nearing the end of this story (don't forget there will be a sequel)
Please go read my new story "The one who never loved me"
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12/27/14