How can I love you if I hate you

Its been so long and yesterday I was reading my story and decided to bring it back but on wattpad I starting from ch 6 since I never updated after that. I'm really sorry it took me this long I feel bad but I want to finish it.
http://www.wattpad.com/story/12702047-how-can-i-love-you-if-i-hate-you
Also I will change some stuff because I saw many things did not make sense
and also add new things.

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