Don't Forget Me

*Ash's P.O.V:*



I nod at Harry and take Eliza out of his arms giving her to Zayn. Zayn looks angry but I haven't seen Harry in days, I need to know what's going on. I kiss Zayn on the cheek then follow Harry to his room. Once we're in his room he closes the door and sits on his bed patting the spot next to him. I slowly make my way to Harry's bed then sit down next to him. We sit here in silence for a minute or so, when I decide to break the silence. "Where have you been?" I ask him looking at my hands that are laying in my lap. "I went to visit my mom," he tells me quietly. "Oh,". It takes everything in my not to look at him. "Why did you want to talk to me?" I ask him as I cross my legs. He sighs and remains silent for a good 20 seconds, which might I add, felt like 20 minutes. The atmosphere in this room is super thick. "Look, Ash," he begins. He look at him and see him already staring at me biting his bottom lip. He clears his throat then continues. "I can't forever keep my thoughts to myself," he pauses then sighs. He looks down at his hands and starts tracing his tattoos on his arm. "When you came back to me," he clears his throat "I mean us, when you came back to us, I promised myself that I-we won't lose you again." He scratches the back of his neck. "Can I ask you something?" He looks back at me again. I slowly nod. "How can someone stay with a person if they continuously hurt them? How can someone stay with a person if they can have someone better?" He asks me looking me straight in the eye. "If you love someone, you'd prefer it that way," he quietly tell him breaking eye contact. "But what if there's someone better for that person?" He puts his hand on mine and holds it in his. "That person stays with the one they love for a reason, Harry," I sigh. I look back at him and he slowly starts leaning in. I pull away and stand up. I can't do this.. Harry gets up too then takes my hands in his. "Can you feel that?" He whispers to me as he places my hands on his heart. I slowly nod at him looking away. Suddenly, the walls of this room became very interesting.. "Look at me, Ash," he whispers. I turn my head slowly and look at him. His eyes turned into the deepest forest green I've ever seen. "Every heart beats for the same reason; to stay alive," he tells me as he walks closer to me. I try to back up but he pulls be closer by my hands. "But my heart," he steps closer again. "My heart, Ash," he whispers to me. "Beats for something else. It beats for someone," he studies my face and take a good 5 seconds to look at my lips. He steps closer so his body is completely pressed against mine. "My heart," he whispers bringing his face closer to mine so that it's only inches apart. "My heart beats for you," he whispers just before he places his lips on mine. I don't have time to react. Meaning, I don't have time to pull away or kiss him back, because Eliza came running into the room. "Mommy?" She gives me a confused look. I look at Harry then back at my daughter. I pull away from Harry then walk to pick Eliza up. "What are you doiwg mommy?" She asks me as she plays with a lock of my hair. "Just talking baby, just talking," I tell her as I walk out of Harry's room with Eliza in my arms. I came to the kitchen thing I'll be alone with my thoughts to process what just happened, but I find the kitchen with 4 boys in. Zayn gives me a worried look and I only notice now, the tear running form my eye to my lips. Zayn takes Eliza from my arms and kisses me on my left cheek. "You ok babe?" He asks. "Did Harry hurt you?" He whispers so that only I can hear. "Harryyyy!" Eliza shouts in excitement. Both Zayn and I turn around to see Harry standing by the kitchen table. Harry looks directly at me and I look away. "Daddy," Eliza looks at her father. He smiles at her. "Yes baby girl?" He kisses her temple. "Mommy was doiwg with Harry what you awd mommy always do," Zayn frowns at her words then gives me a confused look. "What did Harry and mommy do, princess?" He asks her. Harry clears his throat and scratches the back of his neck. "Mommy awd Harry kissed," Eliza giggles. All of the boys' heads shot up to look at Harry. But Zayn, no, Zayn looks directly at me.

Notes

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