Don't Forget Me

*Ashlynn's P.O.V:*



After Liam left the room I took the puppies to the kitchen to feed them. It's just past 5 in the morning and I'm sure that I won't be able to sleep anytime soon, my mind's too much of a mess. I leave the puppies in the kitchen and go to the bathroom so I can shower and fix my awful-self. I probably look terrible from all the crying. I open the water of the shower and set it to the right temperature then lock the door of the bathroom, because in this apartment, being only one girl (except for my baby girl) and 4 boys, you should rather keep the door locked. These guys come into the bathroom whether the door is closed or not. I undress myself and step into the shower. The warm water runs over my body and washes my past away with the tears that had begun to dry on my face. 'This is it Ash, you're letting go of the past today. You'll make Zayn and your baby girl your everything. You need things to work for yourself and for your baby girl. She needs this. And so do you.' I mentally tell myself. Once I've finished my shower I dressed and made my way to the kitchen. I get ingredients for breakfast out of the kitchen and get 2 frying pans too. I put bacon in the one pan and eggs into the other. "You're up early," I hear a sleepy Louis from behind me. I turn around to find him sitting on a chair next to the island of the kitchen. I give him a small smile. "Hey Lou. I couldn't sleep, so I thought I might as well make breakfast for everyone." I check up on the eggs and bacon. "Besides, Eliza have been begging me for bacon," I giggle. "Coffee?" I ask Louis as I set two cups on the table. "Yeah, thanks," he mummers. "Ash," Louis speaks up again. I turn around to face him only to find a concern look on his face. "Me and you," he begins. Oh god, don't make me go through this again.. "Yeah?" I ask him quietly as I continue to make mine and Louis' coffee. "Were ok, right?" He asks me. "What do you mean?" I ask as I put his cup of coffee next to him. He lifts it up nodding at me as a sign as 'thank you' then takes a sip. "Like, since you've been back we haven't really talked much. And I missed you, I've missed you so much. But I want you to know that I'm here for you and I always will be, alright? I'm still your Lou-bear," he gives me a small smile. His words make my heart melt. It's true though, I haven't spent time with him since I've been back. I don't even know how he's been doing or if he has a girl in his life. Eliza has seen more of him than I have since I've came back. I put my hand on his and smile at him. "We're fine Lou, and thank you. I'll always be here for you too, alright? We should go grab coffee sometime," I tell him. His face lights up at my coffee idea. "Yes!" He shouts throwing his hands up in the air. "Shhhh, everyone's sleeping Lou," I giggle. "Oh yeah, anyway, I'm going back to my room I have to get ready. We have a meeting today and we're working on a few songs," he smiles talking a sip from his coffee "thanks for the coffee," he places the cup on the table then takes off to his room. I'm blessed with amazing people. I finish making the breakfast just in time because all of the people in the apartment came walking into the kitchen. Zayn's holding a sleepy Eliza smiling at me. "Breakfast is ready," I tell them as I place the last two plates on the table. "Thank god, I'm so hungry!" Niall speaks up. "You're always hungry," Liam tells him taking a seat next to him and helping himself to the breakfast. Zayn came to my side putting Eliza in my arms then kiss me on my cheek. "Morning babe," he mummers as he takes a seat at the table too. "Hurry up lads, Simon messaged me we have to be at the studio in 20," Louis informs the boys. "Is Harry going to be there?" Liam asks Louis. I see Zayn's face harden at the word but soften again as he looks at Eliza falling asleep on my chest. "Yep, he said he has something for us and he wants to talk to Simon about it," Louis tells the lads as he finishes his breakfast. "I'm gonna go, thanks for the breakfast love," he tells me as he kisses me on my cheek then kisses Eliza too. I smile at him and he nods walking out of the apartment. Soon after, all the boys finish and get going too. "I'll be back before you know it," Zayn tells Eliza as she clings to his legs. "But daddy, I domt wamt you to gooo," she wines. "Baby, daddy will be back soon. We can take the puppies to the park, alright?" I ask my daughter as I go on my knees to be at her height. "Ok mommy," she says as she finally let's go of Zayn's leg. I get up with her in my arms and give Zayn a hug. "I'll be back soon," he says as he kisses Eliza softly on her temple then me on my lips. "Eww," Eliza wines. "What baby girl?" Zayn asks her with a smile on her face. "You kissed mommy!" She says hiding her face in my neck. Zayn and I both burst out laughing. Zayn kisses Eliza's temple again then smiles at me. "I'll be back for you," he tells me then walks to the door. I love that boy with every fiber of me. I love him so much.

Notes

Hi guys! so first update from your co-author , I hope you like it :) xx

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