She Looks So Perfect

Unknown POV

As I sit down in class, I look around and see all of the rejects, the people who use me, and the popular kids. Being a young girl with no friends is pretty hard. Having nobody to laugh and talk to, nobody to tell your secrets to, and nobody you really can trust with all of your heart.

The bell rang and I put my head down. It’s no use of paying attention if I know I’m not going to be here for a long time. As I replay the things that my brother said to me, the voices around me start getting louder and louder, with giggles in between them. I slowly raise my head, not wanting to draw attention to myself. I think I’m just going to keep my head up.

My eyes start to drift off into a deep sleep. I immediately catch them before falling asleep. What could be making me so tired? What exactly happened last night? Trying to think back on it, but nothing came to me. Nothing at all. Then some memories of Zayn came to my head. There were some images of him lashing out on me. What exactly happened?

“Class, today we are going to be working on our heart projects. Make sure you have everything labeled because today I want to start building the diagrams.” Mrs. Wencloff instructed. I rolled my eyes and looked over at my partner. I had to tell him I was leaving tomorrow, but I don’t know the reason why. It seems like I have forgotten it.

I pull out my papers and walk towards Josh. Josh was mexican with brown hair and brown eyes. The funniest thing about him was his mustache. I hear people talking about it all the time. It’s very bushy and he refuses to shave. I sit down next to him and fix my hair.

“So you trying to look cute for me?” Josh asked. I continued fixing my hair, ignoring his comment. The only reason I’m working with him is because his partner bailed on him.

“This is for myself...not you.” I mumbled. As soon as I said that, I remembered him being at my house the night before. Maybe he’ll know what happened. “Can you tell me what happened last night between Zayn and I?” I looked over at Josh, who started laughing.

“First things first, you and Zayn got into a big argument. It was real funny. He was kind of drunk, so you yelling at him made him even angrier. I’ve never seen you that mad. Never. I had left after that because I didn’t want to be in the middle of that argument.” Josh told me.

My head drooped down. “Oh my god. Do you know how it started?”

“Because you didn’t want to go on tour with him. He wants you to go but you seem so reluctant on the idea. Why would you be?” Josh said.

“I don’t like the idea of travelling.” I told him. I remember the last time I travelled. That was the worst time ever. I threw up all over the guy who was standing next to me, but who was that guy.

Pulling out my notes from my binder, a note falls out onto the floor. I pick it up and it read:

We’re leaving at four o’clock, so make sure you are ready. You are coming on tour with us. Just remember our little bet that we made. Love Zayn.

What bet? I don’t remember a bet. I guess I’ll have to see when I get home to leave right out on tour. I rolled my eyes and got to work.

“Justine, I have something to tell you.” Josh said. I looked over at him and nodded for him to continue. “I-”

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