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Soulcrusher

To make you change

The boys quickly signed the contracts and sat in the room waiting for us to tell them what would happen next. Simon and I had walked out of the room and were now looking through the window at the boys.

“How many do you think you can do at a time?” Simon looked down onto his papers that he had in his hand and waited for me to answer. I thought about it for a few seconds before answering him.

“I think I can pull off holding three, but I’m not sure. The blonde one wasn’t all that strong but then again he could’ve been going soft on me.” I shrugged and glanced at the man next to me. Even though Simon was a vampire he still looked old. Being a vampire didn’t make you immortal, it simply slowed down the ageing process and made sure you were strong.

“We’ll start with Niall, Zayn and Harry. I’ll send in Daisy and she’ll help you hold one of the guys.” I nodded and without another word walked into the room. The boys looked up at me, some of them even looked scared. I figured they weren’t scared of me but more of the situation.

“Harry, Niall and the dark one goes first.” I turned around and walked out of the room and couldn’t help but smile when Simon mouthed ‘be nice’ towards me. I waved his words away and felt the boys follow me to the room where the turn was going to take place. I walked into a dark room with no windows. A man sat in there, his name was Richard and he was heartless. His job was turning new clients into vampires and he gladly did it, he enjoyed watching them suffer. I almost groaned out loud when I notice I ended up with him but shot him a small smile anyways.

“Nicola.” He nodded his head towards me and I did the same towards him. The boys walked into the room behind me and I could see Richard smile at what he saw. I sighed lightly and was about to speak when Daisy walked into the room. I gave her a genuine smile and she returned it.

“Sorry I’m a little late. Simon just told me I was going to be here.” I laughed lightly and so did Richard, which surprised me.

“Yeah, he’s good at keeping things to himself.” I shrugged and turned towards the boys that were now all looking really scared. “Boys.” They turned their heads my way. “This man here is called Richard and he is going to give you some drugs. It will help you to not feel the bite when he bites you, but since the venom is so powerful any nonhuman substance will be drained from your body. It will hurt, a lot.” Richard interrupted me.

“And that is where Nicola and Daisy comes in. Mostly Nicola. During the turn you will quickly grow stronger and won’t be able to control yourselves because of the pain. Nicola here is going to keep you held down.” I smiled sweetly to ease their nerves and nodded to Richards words.

“Yes. The entire turn will take about an hour. I will be here the entire time, and so will Daisy. When you are fully turned you will have to drink, but we’ll think about that later.” They all nodded and looked at each other with fearful eyes.

“So, on a scale on one to ten, how much will it hurt?” The dark one spoke and Richard quickly answered him.

“About forty.” He then walked out of the room and as I turned away from the boys one of them started crying. It soon turned out to be Harry.

“I don’t think I will be able to do this.” He stuttered out the words and I heard someone pat him on the back.

“You’ll be fine mate. It will be worth it.” The dark one spoke and when I turned around they were all looking at me. Richard walked into the room and gave the boys cups with pills in them. They quickly took them and you could tell the drugs worked quickly.

“So let’s begin.” I spoke slowly and the boys smiled goofily towards me and nodded. I tried to smile back. When I turned to Daisy she was ready for my instructions. “Hold the weeping one.” She almost laughed and nodded her head as she began placing the straps around the boys. Even though we were holding them firmly to the chairs we still had straps to help us a little bit, plus it was the straps around Harry that Daisy was going to hold. When she was done I sat down on the couch that was in the room and closed my eyes. I imagined drawing a line around all of the boys and how that line squeezed them close so that they couldn’t move at all. I used, what most people called, the force and when I opened my eyes they were all staring at me with wide eyes. Even though the meds had started to work and they were all a little bit gone, they still felt the field I put around them.

I nodded towards Richard and he began walking towards the boys. I had experienced a ton of these transformations, or turns as we like to call them, but the bite always made me want to cry. About seven years ago I accidently got bitten by a vampire called Claire, and it hurt like hell. It was the most painful thing I had ever experienced. Richard had been there to extract the venom from my veins before I started to turn, but I still got to feel how much it hurt. She of course got killed by Simon not long after that, as it turned out she hated me for no reason at all and wanted me to lose my power. She got the short end of that stick.

I had been so lost in my own thoughts that I hadn’t noticed Richard biting the boys. Suddenly one of them started to struggle and I gasped at how quickly he gained his strength. I closed my eyes for a few seconds before opening them and realizing it was Niall who had grown so strong so fast. He was looking at me with his clear blue eyes that by the second got darker and darker. The primal instinct that came with being a vampire settled into him firmly as his mouth opened and he flashed his fangs that were growing out. Even though something like this should disgust me I couldn’t help but see the beauty that was in the man’s face. I was gaping at him as a smirk played its way onto his mouth. As if something in me snapped into place I scowled at him and pushed my shield harder on him. He hissed loudly and I could faintly hear laughter next to me.

Whatever you do, don’t let the new ones get to you, it will be your last mistake.’ Simon’s voice rang through my ears as I recalled the conversation he and I had after Claire had tried to kill me. He was concerned, and I understood that. But I wasn’t a child. I could take care of myself. So when Niall smirked at me and the person next to me laughed I got so angry. Without realizing it I had pushed my shield harder on Niall, and he soon screamed through a bloody next. I had crushed his next without thinking about it, and if it wasn’t for the turn, he would be dead now.

“Simon is not going to like that.” Richard spoke with a singsong voice and I snarled at him.

“I suggest you leave, or I will release that one so that he can seriously hurt you.” I pointed to Niall without looking at him. I wasn’t looking at Richard either, my eyes were shut at the moment. Being this angry took its toll on me, and using the shield as a weapon was never my intent. But even so, I had used it to actually hurt Niall. The upsetting part was that I actually cared, I had hurt people before, not because I was angry but because I had to. He made me so angry just by looking at me that I couldn’t control the power I had trained for years to control. Had I wanted to hurt him? Yes. But he made me use it aggressively, even though I had sworn to never do that.

When I opened my eyes once more Richard was gone and Daisy was looking at me with fearful eyes. I sighed deeply and looked at the clock on the wall. It was 30 minutes in and I was ready to let them go. Niall had fallen into a slight sleep, because I had knocked out his air supply, and was limp against the shield. The other two, Harry and the dark one, had just started to gain strength and they began to struggle. Daisy was holding Harry and it actually turned out that he was a strong one. When he started to pull against my shield I had a hard time holding him. If she hadn’t been there I wasn’t sure if I could’ve done it.

After another hour I finally felt the boys relax and I knew the pain was disappearing. I had once more closed my eyes because it was getting hard to hold the shield up without any energy. My eyes slowly opened and I started at the boys while stretching my arms and neck. When I felt like I could move again I stood and nodded to Daisy to walk out of the room. When she closed the door I took a deep breath and then spoke.

“Is the pain gone?” I spoke with a soft voice as I looked at them with calm eyes. They all nodded their heads and I smile slightly. I looked directly at Niall, who was fully healed now. He was looking at me with angry eyes and all I could do was smile. His eyes had returned to their normal blue color, but I knew that every time he was mad they would turn black once more. Being a vampire did that to them, emotion showed through the eyes all too well.

“Boys.” They all looked at me with emotionless eyes. “I am going to let you go. If you try to attack anyone I will do what I did to Niall.” The one who had cried gulped and I had to fight the smile that was threatening to appear. The all nodded once more and I slowly released them from the hold. Within a millisecond Niall was in front of me and I gasped in surprise.

“I don’t like you.” His eyes were slowly turning black and I tried not to show him how scared I was. When he lifted his hand to touch my shoulder I quickly put up my shield again so that he couldn’t touch me.

“Touch me and I will crush your brain, as if you have one.” I looked at his challenging stare and met it with the same fierceness. He steadily backed off and I turned my attention to the other boys. “Are you guys feeling okay?” Harry nodded and the dark one spoke.

“This is so weird.” He was holding his head and I smiled as I walked to the door. When I got to it I stopped and turned to look at them.

“The rules of attacking someone will be in order outside this room as well. Being a newly turned vampire will be hard, and you will experience bloodlust in the presence of humans, but do not act on them.” I nodded towards them and when I thought they understood I opened the door and waited for them to follow me. I quickly walked with them to the feeder room, where we had blood for them. Since a vampire bite is either lethal or ends in the person getting turned, we had a bar-like blood room. They would also be served regular food so that their little tummies won’t reject that kind of food later. I led them into the room and turned to them when they all were inside.

“I am going to go help your friends with the turn. Eat and drink blood, if you don’t you will die.” Without another word I started to walk away but Niall stopped me. His hand quickly grabbed my arm a little too tight, I knew I was going to have a bruise later. I looked at him with an annoyed expression and once more tried to hide my fear. All of the people who work at this company have heard what happens to people who piss of a newly turned vampire.

“You’re not going to eat?” His voice was calm and his eyes were once more their beautiful blue color. I glanced down at where his hand was still holding my arm and then looked up at him again. As if he understood that I wasn’t comfortable with him holding me his hand let go and he looked at me with excited eyes.

“I am. Just not with you guys.” I shrugged and began to walk away when I heard him mutter something underneath his breath. Since I hoped I heard him wrong I whipped around and stared at him. "I’m sorry." I shook my head and smiled sarcastically. “I didn’t catch that.” As I waited for him to speak again his eyes flashed with a dark shade quickly. I seemed to make him very angry.

“I said, well isn’t that too bad you bloody slave.” Against my better judgment I let his words get to me and I lashed out. My hand flew up and his body soon connected with the wall on the other side of the room. I quickly let him go and he ran towards me faster than any vampire I had ever seen. Although he was fast, all I had to do to send him flying again was flick my hand. Which I did. When he stood up again he scowled at me and showed me his fangs as if I cared.

“You coward. Fight me instead of throwing me around!” He screamed at me but all I could do was laugh.

“You want me to put my shield down?” I bowed. “My Lord.” I could hear the other two boys laughing but I ignored them. Niall however nodded at my question and I tsked with my tongue. “And let you kill me? I don’t think so.” I felt my anger get the best of me as he pushed against my shield, walking towards me.

“But it would solve all of our problems.” I all but hissed at him when he spoke and crossed my arms.

“Yeah? And what problems would that be?” He let out a cold laugh as he kept on pushing his way towards me.

“Well, you being alive is a huge problem on its own. And then there is the fact that…” He paused and thought about it for a second. “No, it’s just you being alive that bothers me.” When I glanced over at Harry and Zayn I could see their frightened faces and I realized Niall didn’t usually act like this. In some rare cases, the newly turned vampire shuts off his or hers emotions the minute it’s turned. It worked like some kind of self-protection system. When the person in question did his, it was really hard to make him turn the emotions back on. If it ever happened it would be a miracle.

“Damn it.” I muttered underneath my breath. Niall heard it though and laughed at me. I looked away from him for a second before returning my gaze to meet his. He looked amused but wasn’t going to be for very long. I sighed and shook my head as I felt guilt build up. “I’m so sorry Niall.” Before he could react I snapped his neck and his body went limp. Right after he had stopped moving Simon and a bunch of guards walked into the room.

“What happened here?” Simon looked over at me and I pinched the bridge of my nose to stay calm. He stayed quiet as I debated what to say.

“He has turned them off Simon.” I shook my head and turned away from the body but kept on speaking to Simon. “I need to eat, and then I need to get Liam and Louis into the transformation room. Snap his neck every twenty minutes until I can hold him for you.”

“But Nick, he has to feed.” I shook my head and looked at the man I almost called my father.

“He’s dangerous Si. He can wait two hours.” Without waiting for an answer I walked away from him and out of the room. I kept on thinking back to the moment I had accidently crushed Nialls throat and how he had screamed. Was it my fault he had turned his feelings off? I needed to make my wrongs right and get him to turn his feelings back on. But how?

Notes

It's been to long, I know! I've been moving and haven't gotten any time to actually sit at my computer!

Hope you like it though ^^ It's a little bit longer than the others ^^

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Comments

o.m.g you're going to his concert? I'm so jealous!! i love his songs he sure knows how to use his words

@ThatCrazyMofo agreed :)xx

Updaaaaaaaaaate, please!xx

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4/17/14

@crushingonniall
I'm hoping for her sake that it was in Stockholm :P Because other parts of Sweden aren't that fun ^^

@thelovelyreader
well,i don't exactly know but it was a family vacation they had5 people and they got a tour or something then they went to a museum shit idk but she said it was fun:)x