Soulcrusher

Things got heated. Real quick. Nialls hands were roaming my body, my own hands were tangled in his hair. His beautiful locks. I gasped as I felt him easily pick me up, and soon I was pushed into a wall. The action had been quite rough, but I somehow like it. I could tell by his prominent bulge that he was as excited as I was, and the excitement kept on growing. His lips harshly against mine, sometimes slow and sometimes fast. I felt my lips swell up, but I didn’t care. As his hand gently traced over my breast I moaned loudly into his lips. His hand stopped and squeezed it hard, almost too hard, but I only got more excited. Involuntary I started circling my hips, wanting my core to be as close to his as possible.

He pushed his body closer to mine, so that he didn’t have to hold me up by his hands. His now free hand went to my hair, tugging it so that our kiss got ever more intimate. As I slipped my hand down his chest and then with force grabbed his ass he moaned loudly and began dry humping me. Feeling like the fabric on our bodies was too much I began tugging his shirt, he quickly removed it before continuing to kiss me. We kept on making out for another five minutes, me searching and exploring his body to the fullest. When we finally came up for air, his lips were instantly on my neck. He kissed my skin, he licked it slowly but it was when his teeth slightly scraped my skin that I moaned loudly.

I knew that it hadn’t made a mark, but somewhere deep down I wanted it to. He quickly set me down and began ripping my clothes off. And by ripping I mean that my clothes were ripped into several parts and thrown on the ground. As I stood before him totally nude he stopped for only a few seconds to stare before he himself began to take his clothes off. When we were both naked his lips crashed onto min again and he easily lifted me onto the bed. His body instantly placed between my legs, his hard member pressing against my wet and pulsing core. As he pushed himself into me and the rest of the world vanished from my mind.

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My body felt warm. I knew I was completely naked, but I felt warm. As I started to awake from the best night’s sleep in ages, I tried to feel him there. I tried to sense his presence but somehow that was impossible. As I was lying on my back I casually rolled onto my stomach, stretching my arm out to feel if he was sleeping in the bed next to me. When I did so Niall quickly placed his hand on my arm and started caressing it. His touch was a little rough, but I could feel the gentleness too.

“I know you’re awake Nick.” I slowly opened one of my eyes and glanced at his face. He was sporting a half smile, and looking handsome as always. “I can hear you thinking.” His voice was soft as if he didn’t want to wake someone. I smiled softly and stretched my free arm before placing my head on his shoulder.

“Is this weird?” I closed my eyes to listen to his breathing as he thought about his answer. His heartbeat what steady and a little speeded. As if he was nervous about something.

“Yes.” The words came out slow and made me a little scared. He didn’t sound so sure about his answer. I placed my chin on the back of my hand and looked at him with a small smile.

“It’s so difficult to understand you.” I lightly shook my head. “I hate the fact that you’re able to read my thoughts but I’m not able to read yours.” I lifted my other arm and tapped his temple as I spoke. “I’ve wondered what you’re hiding in there for months now.” He smiled a small smile as he grabbed my hand and kissed my fingertips.

“You wouldn’t want to know. What I’ve been thinking is…” He took a deep breath and his forehead crinkled. He seemed deep in thought, and it also seemed like he changed his mind a few times. “It’s horrible. And I just want you to realize that those thoughts are still in my head.” He pushed a strand of hair behind my ear, giving me goose bumps.

“I get that. I don’t want anything from you that you can’t give.” I started to get up from the bed but a hand on my back pushed me against Nialls body once more.

“You’re leaving.” It wasn’t a question, it was a statement. He had probably read my mind before when I had thought about it.

“You know I can’t stay.” I used my shield to push myself off him and stood from the bed. I began getting dressed as he just sat up on the bed and watched me.

“So when you decided to leave as soon as I got my feelings back, you really weren’t kidding?” I listened to his voice grow angrier and angrier by each word.

“I’ve been living this hell of a life for too long.” I turned my back to him. “I can’t stay anymore. I have to find her.” I took a deep breath as I looked out his window. Just a couple of days ago I stood out there. Begging Niall not to tell Simon he knew.

“Then I’ll help you.” I shook my head and put on my last shirt.

“You have to stay with the band.” Now it was his turn to shake his head.

“I want to help you find her, and you know you need it.” Yes I did need help. But he needed to stay with the ones he loved just as he got his emotions back.

“She’s my responsibility. It has nothing to do with you.” When I looked at him he diverted his eyes and shook his head.

“Georgie…” I quickly pushed his body up against the wall, stark nude.

“How do you know that name?” He stayed quiet and just looked at me. I grabbed his shirt, pulled him away from the wall, only to smash him harder into it. “Answer me! HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT NAME?!”

Notes

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