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Soulcrusher

To make them forget

“You know you can sleep in my room if you want.” Niall smirked in my direction as I was putting my bag on the guest bed. “It would make this..” He pointed between me and him. “A lot easier.” I scoffed and walked past him towards the kitchen.

“There is no this.” I spoke loudly even though I knew he would be able to hear me anyways. Without asking permission I walked up to the fridge and opened it to see what was inside. I grabbed a coke and jumped up onto the counter.

“You can keep ignoring it, but you want me.” He pointed his disgustingly handsome finger at me and the smirk stayed on his face. I can’t believe I find his finger handsome.

“Simply because I’ve been deprived of sex for too long, not because I actually like you.” I sipped the coke and stared at him and his dark eyes.

“Are you going to try to get along with me, or just act like a bitch?” I shrugged like I didn’t know the answer and focused my gaze on the can. I pretended to read the information. He let out a frustrated sigh and I glanced up at him. “You know, I’ve been deprived too.” I raised an eyebrow at him and took a sip.

“So you suggest that we have sex so that we both can act like normal people after?” He smirked and nodded his head. He seemed satisfied that I had come to that conclusion. “Too bad that it doesn’t really work since you have no feelings at the moment.” His smirk fell from his lips and I started to smirk instead. I knew I had seen through his bluff and he hated it.

“Here I’m offering you release, and you just shoot me down.” He shook his head and turned around to leave. Before he had walked out of the kitchen I spoke, which made him stop.

“And what tells me that you’re not gonna kill me while we do it? I’m the only reason you’re still trapped.” He turned around and looked at me with a small smirk on his lips.

“Why should I kill you when I know I can have great sex several times with you, instead of crappy sex with a stranger?” I snorted and looked at him as I hopped down from the counter.

“What makes you think that it will be that great? I could be terrible in bed.” His smirk grew as he walked closer and closer until he was directly in front of me. He slowly lifted his hand and tapped his temple.

“I hear that you’re good.” He winked and just left me standing there with a gaping mouth. I couldn’t believe the audacity that boy had. He truly was the most rude person I had ever met.

“Stop reading my mind!” I shouted after him, although he could be anywhere in the house by now. I heard his horrible dead laugh and stinging words that followed.

“I didn’t get that from your mind, sweet pea!” I gasped and panicked for a second. If anyone ever found out what he so simply accessed, then my entire life would be ruined. His laugh sounded through the house once more and I felt tears form in my eyes. I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t threaten him, because if I did he would instantly tell Simon, and that couldn’t happen. Feeling like the walls were closing in on me I ran to the back door, out to the patio. Putting a shield around the house before walking towards the fence. I wanted to get out of there but I couldn’t leave. I stood there, leaning my head against the cold wood. How would I get out of a mess that wasn’t even meant to happen? I just simply didn’t know what I could do to prevent my whole life blowing up in my face.

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I could almost feel him looking out the window at me. It somehow sent shivers down my spine and I tried very hard to ignore it. But as I lifted my head and turned around to look which window I instantly met his gaze. Somehow he looked blank. Before he had always watched me with this almost hatred in his eyes, but this time was different. I had been standing out in the cold for over two hours. I used my shield to keep the rain from falling on me, but the moist from the ground crawled its way onto my body. I shivered once more, but this time from the cold and not from his stare. His head tilted slightly to the side and I wrapped my arms around myself. Feeling the need to go inside I took a deep breath and spoke. I knew he could hear me loud and clear.

“I know you don’t like me. I wouldn’t either if I were you. But I’m begging you not to tell anyone what you know. If you can read my mind as clearly as you say, then you know what it would do to me if that information got out. Please.” I paused and dropped my gaze to the ground. It hurt me to ask him for something like this, but I had to ensure my future until he was better. “Please, I’ll do anything.” Suddenly I felt that I was alone. He wasn’t at the window anymore. I looked up at the big house and sighed.

How could my life get anymore screwed up? I was first of all forced to live with a vampire who wanted to kill me at first, and now he wanted to screw me. And second of all he knew my deepest secret. If he had hinted how he was going to handle this situation, then I was in for a real hell. He was going to really make me pay for it, but if he was forcing me to sleep with him… I just didn’t know how I felt about that. I took one last breath and walked back into the house. I was cold and wet, and all I wanted to do was take a shower and then sleep. As soon as I stepped into the house I felt his presence behind me. I gasped lightly and froze.

“I know you want me to be merciful or something like that, but I think I’m going to use this to my advantage.” I swallowed and turned my head so that I was looking at him in the corner of my eye. “You know, I could really use a shower.” He paused and pulled my hair over my shoulder before whispering into my ear. “Care to join me?”

Notes

I'm so sorry that it takes me so long to update each time, but I lose my inspiration for a few days ^^

I hope you guys like this! And please, instead of just commenting update, comment something about the chapter or just anything else!
It's not that I don't appriciate that you guys want me to update, I just feel like a machine when you say it like that ^^

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Comments

o.m.g you're going to his concert? I'm so jealous!! i love his songs he sure knows how to use his words

@ThatCrazyMofo agreed :)xx

Updaaaaaaaaaate, please!xx

ThatCrazyMofo ThatCrazyMofo
4/17/14

@crushingonniall
I'm hoping for her sake that it was in Stockholm :P Because other parts of Sweden aren't that fun ^^

@thelovelyreader
well,i don't exactly know but it was a family vacation they had5 people and they got a tour or something then they went to a museum shit idk but she said it was fun:)x