Forever Or For Never

Jordan's POV
As Niall gets the baby dressed for church, I get dressed myself after dressing Jenna. This will be the first time I've been to church since I had Jenna.

I wait for Niall down stairs. Me and Jenna stand with Jake and my grandmother.''Is Niall good with the kids?''She asks me.''Oh yes. He loves them both with all his heart.''I mumble and she smiles.''Mama,Where Daddy?"Jenna asks.

''He's coming.He's getting the baby ready.''I say and she nods.''Nana, guess what.''Jenna says.''What?''She asks kindly.''Daddy was my Ni Ni.''She says and I look down at her.They don't need to know that. But its too late.

''Jenna.''I say and she shyly hides behind me.''What? I thought she knew him her whole life?''Jake says.I told them that. I lied to my family. But some times lying is the best thing to do.

But I've learned there's four people you don't lie to: Your family. Your lover. Your children. And yourself.

And I've failed with all four.

''Jenna didn't.''I mumble and Jake sends me a cold glare.''But it doesn't matter...anymore.''I say and my grandmother just smiles lightly. Niall walks in the room with Dawson in his arms.

''He looks adorable.''Nana says.''He does.''I agree and Niall smiles. We go out the door, I shut it after Niall comes out since his arms are full.
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We sit on the front row. Nana's always sat here. I sit between her and Niall. On the other side of him is Dawson's car seat. He's holding him though. Jenna sits in Nana's lap and watches the preacher.

Niall sits Dawson in the car seat and straps him in, just in case. He puts his arm around me and I sit as close as possible. My legs crossed as I sit quietly.

Jenna behaves herself and so does Niall, opps..meant the baby.I smile to myself as I make a simple mistake in my thoughts.

The best thing though is that we leave tomorrow. And hopefully me and Niall can stay on track with each other and not fight over stupid things.

Notes

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